Chapter 17 How can you forget

I listened quietly to the confession of the light face, watching her go from a forced smile to a low and lost face, my heart seemed to be soaked in a cup of bitter coffee, so bitter that I wanted to cry.

Qingyan's words continued, and her story was not finished, so I couldn't accompany her who was lonely, so I could only accompany her to recall that lonely time.

"It was really hard to get through the library that night, and every poem in the book seemed to become a sharp hook, ticking at the sadness in my heart little by little. Thankfully, you left early that day, because I cried alone for a long time after you left, and if you saw it, you would think I was a strange person. ”

"I haven't set foot in the library for a long time since that day because I'm afraid to see you, because it reminds me that I'm a lonely being."

"When I stepped into the library again, it was so long that I felt like I had forgotten about you. However, I recognized you the first time I saw you, and I tried to avoid you, but this time, you took the initiative to say 'good evening' to me and asked me why I hadn't come for so long. I felt like I was almost going to stop breathing, and I was so eager to talk to you, but now I couldn't speak. ”

"I fled in a hurry and missed one last chance."

"Then my condition suddenly deteriorated, from a sudden fainting to a dying state. At the end, I saw my father, mother, and sister who were with me, but my heart was full of regrets, not for the shortness of my life, but for not being able to meet you. ”

"Maybe it's the regret that God misses me, but after three years, I actually opened my eyes again, and as if it was fate, I recognized you in the crowd at first sight!"

"I know this is another chance for God to make up for the wishes I didn't fulfill while I was alive."

"I began to try to reach out to you, get to know you, and even used the special powers of the ghost to modify your memories and make us a pair of lovers!"

"However, how can such a love last long, our relationship should have ended as early as the first time you noticed the abnormality."

"But I'm too greedy, I don't want to end like this, even if Su Yu appeared, I knew very well that she was the best choice for you, but I was still reluctant to let go."

"Later, my soul became more and more fragile, and in desperation, I was finally able to have dinner with your family only with the help of Mo Ran's body."

"At that time, I even thought of a whimsical way, which was to take Mo Ran's body over, so that I could be with you forever!"

"However, in the end, I still couldn't really do it, and looking at my sister's face in the mirror, my soul seemed to tremble!"

"I really want to be with you, but I can't deprive my sister of happiness because of this, that is, I can only give up."

"Alan, my time is running out, today should be the last day."

I was caught off guard by the sudden words of the light face, and I was stunned for a moment, looking up at the light face in a daze, her expression was so sad, and her body seemed to have become a little illusory.

I stretched out my hands to take her into my arms, but it was as if I had passed through an illusory shadow!

I looked at my hands in pain and muttered, "How so? How so? Ayan ......"

With a slight smile, he slowly walked in front of me, stretched out his hand to caress my cheek, and said softly like water: "God has given me enough time, it's good to be able to meet you, to be able to fall in love with you, and to be with you." ”

Time? Enough?

Are you kidding?!

How could it be enough!

I gritted my teeth and said hoarsely, "There must be a way!" Right? Ah Yan! ”

He shook his head with a chuckle.

I suddenly felt overwhelmed by the flood of despair, as if I had returned to the desperate flight in my dream!

"Ah Yan, what should I do then? What should I do? ”

Qingyan gently held my cheek, kissed me lightly on the lips, and said, "Alan, I'm sorry. If I could, I would like to be with you forever, but I can't. ”

"I appeared in your life without permission, and took away your love without permission, and finally left without permission, leaving you alone with grief and pain."

"So, Alan, I'm sorry, I can't do this, it's too cruel to you like this."

Qingyan smiled slightly, but I intuitively felt that something was wrong, I wanted to retreat, but I was horrified to find that my body could not move a bit, Qingyan kissed my lips again, and whispered in my ear:

"Forget me, Lan, that's the last thing I can do. When you wake up, everything will go back to square one, back to the world I never had. ”

The words were gentle and delicate, but I only felt like a sharp knife.

The beauty that you finally have, not only can't you reach the other side of happiness, but you can't even keep the last memories?

I struggled in pain, but in vain, tears fell from the corners of my eyes, and I fell asleep slowly, and the last light face I saw was blurred with tears.

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When I woke up again, it was already dawn, and I slowly opened my eyes, as if awakened from an endless dream.

A smiling face was illuminated by the lights in the room like an elf.

I shouted suspiciously, "Su language? ”

Su Yu said in surprise: "Are you awake?" Alan? ”

I was a little strange: "Of course I'm awake!" What time is it? Why are you here with me? ”

Su Yu's expression was a little flustered, he turned his head unnaturally, and said nervously: "It's past six o'clock now, and besides, why can't I be here with you?" Hum! ”

I sighed and expressed my helplessness at Su Yu's usual nonsense: "I said, you didn't ...... without my permission."

Before I finished speaking, I was stunned, as if an inexplicable strange feeling was slowly floating.

I shook my head, got rid of this strange feeling, and continued: "You are trespassing on a private house, so you should find a reliable reason anyway!" ”

Su Yu thought for a while and said, "What you said also makes sense. Actually, here's what happened......"

I didn't interrupt Su Yu, I just squinted at Su Yu's nonsense on the spot.

Su Yu didn't feel embarrassed at all, but continued to take care of himself: "I sent you back when you were drunk last night, and I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to take care of yourself in life, so I kindly guarded you all night!" That's right, that's it! ”

It's really a shame that Su Yu can be so upright and lie without blushing, I wrinkled my nose and said, "Drinking? I've always tasted it, and why don't I smell of alcohol at all? ”

Su Yu quibbled: "That's because I helped you take a bath!" Well, well, I'm lying, but the truth is that you accidentally fell on your head and fell unconscious! ”

I suddenly had black lines on my head and fell on my head? You say I was knocked unconscious by you, maybe I can still believe it!

Ignoring the gibberish of the Su language, I simply sat up, ready to pour a glass of water, but I keenly smelled a strange smell, what seemed to be the smell of burning paper.

I was a little confused, but I couldn't think of anything, and when I looked around, I saw a cloud of burned ashes in the trash can next to the table.

"Sue, what's that? What did you burn? ”

Su Yu lowered his head and thought about it, and then said with some annoyance: "This is your home!" Why do you depend on me for everything! Who knows what you burned yourself! Hum! ”

I sighed, there is nothing I can do about the consistent style of the Su language, and I can only stop it.

I got up silently, nothing had changed in the room, but I always felt as if something was missing, and the feeling of disharmony made me very irritable in my heart, so I picked up the water glass, poured a glass of cold water that I don't know when, and drank it all, but to no avail.

I grabbed my coat at the head of the bed and prepared to take advantage of the cool morning to go for a walk.

Su Yu asked a little nervously, "Where are you going?" ”

"Don't go anywhere, go out for a walk, you have to go together......"

Before I finished speaking, I was surprised to find that there seemed to be something in my coat pocket.

I took it out and put it in the palm of my hand, and then I remembered that it was the sachet that the strange young man had given me.

I smiled wryly, amused at my paranoia, and prepared to put the sachet in the drawer.

However, in an instant, the sachet in the palm of his hand seemed to produce a magical power.

I stood there trembling in a daze, familiar images flashing through my mind, and finally fixed on a beautiful face.

Light-faced.

Tears unconsciously slipped down.

How could I forget you!

The person I love the most.