What is sexual attraction?

How does a little kid know.

Nanxing thought about it hard, and his mind vaguely appeared that his parents were hugging and kissing, and they were very intimate, was that sexual attraction?

But he wasn't too sure, so he said, "I don't really understand, I asked my godfather, and he didn't make it clear." ”

Jiang Doudou sighed, and did not dwell on this issue, continued to look at the puffin with the binocular, and after looking at it for a while, he found that Nanxing began to sigh again, so he said, "Why do you look like a little old man, don't always sigh children." ”

Nanxing sighed, "I'm sad, I haven't seen my father for a long time, unlike you who can see Uncle Jiang every day, I really envy you." ”

Hearing Nanxing say this, Jiang Doudou's red little face turned a lot whiter at once.

The last time she overheard Jiang Kaichen talking in a quiet way, she said that Nanxing's father was dead, and Nanxing had to spend every summer vacation with their family before he was eighteen years old.

In fact, she didn't quite understand the true meaning of death, and when she was a child, her mother told her that whether it was an animal or a person, when she died, she would become a star in the sky and accompany her family in an invisible way.

She wanted to tell Nanxing at the time, but her parents were very serious and told her to keep it a secret and not tell him.

As she grew up, she felt more and more that death was not a good thing, that she would not become a star when she died, and that there would be nothing left when she died.

She felt that Nanxing was very pitiful, just like those orphans in the war, her father died in the smoke of artillery fire, and no one loved her anymore.

In the past, seeing that Jiang Kaichen was so good to Nanxing, she cried and played with her temper, but now she is a little ashamed, she is willing to give him a little bit of her father's love.

Jiang Doudou thought so, and was about to say a few warm words to Nanxing, when he suddenly heard someone on the bow of the boat shouting, "Someone has fallen into the water", and hurriedly grabbed Nanxing, "Someone has fallen into the water, go and see." ”

The two children followed the adults to see, and saw Chen Yang plunging into the water and quickly rescued the person who fell into the water.

The man hadn't eaten much water, and was awake, surrounded by cheers.

The two children were as if they were being praised, very proud, looking at Chen Yang as if they were looking at a hero.

"Oops! There's another one! ”

At this time, he heard someone roaring again, Chen Yang turned around and jumped into the water again.

This time they didn't get up for a long time, everyone held their breath, Jiang Doudou grabbed Nanxing's hand tightly, "Nanxing, do you think Uncle Chen Yang will drown?" ”

Nanxing glared at her, "Nonsense, Uncle Chen Yang is the most powerful, he is a hero, he won't die." Don't you know that heroes are immortal? ”

Jiang Doudou didn't speak for a while, thinking that Nanxing was very sensitive to the word death, so it was better not to say too much, lest he blow up.

It wasn't until the lifeboat arrived that Chen Yang surfaced with a person in his arms and was quickly dragged to the deck.

It was a young woman who was picked up, out of breath, and there was a sigh all around.

Then I heard a burst of sorrow, a middle-aged couple knelt beside the woman, the man cried silently, and the woman hugged her and cried.

It was a Japanese tourist visiting Iceland, and the dead girl was only 19 years old and had just been admitted to university......

Soon the boat was back on the shore, there was already a group of people waiting, the deceased was loaded into a white bag and carried on a stretcher, and the family members of the collapse were also taken into the car.

People talked a lot, lamenting the accident, and it quickly dispersed.

Jiang Doudou urged Chen Yang, "Uncle, go and change your clothes, you will catch a cold if you wear wet clothes." ”

Chen Yang touched her head and asked him to sit in the car and wait, and he found a place to change his clothes.

Thinking about what happened just now, Chen Yang felt quite guilty, dived into the depths of the water and found that the girl's legs were entangled in aquatic plants, and it took a long time to get her open, but he didn't expect that he still couldn't let her survive, it was like doing a failed mission, very frustrating, very regrettable.

But he didn't want to, Nanxing ran in from outside and looked at him with his chin raised, "Uncle Chen Yang, don't be sad, it's not your fault." ”

Chen Yang was surprised that such an old child could see it, "Thank you, Nanxing, uncle is not sad." ”

Seeing that he was fully dressed, Nanxing took his hand, "That sister has been in the water for too long, and her soul has sunk into the water. There's no way we can salvage souls. ”

Hearing Nanxing say this, Chen Yang was even more surprised, "Who told you this?" ”

Nanxing looked at him calmly, "My dad." He said that man is made up of a body and a soul, and that when a person dies, his body turns into dirt, and that his soul remains in the place where he died, blessing his relatives and friends like gods. ”

Chen Yang didn't speak, and hugged him up, "Let's go home, your Uncle Jiang said that you are allowed to eat French fries and fried chicken tonight." ”

Usually at home, Uncle Zhong and his mother never let him eat fast food, every time he passed by a fast food restaurant, he drooled greedily, but he didn't eat it when he came to Uncle Jiang, and Jiang Doudou always complained.

It didn't take long to get home.

Jiang Doudou pulled Nanxing and ran to the house, but before he ran to the door, he heard a cry from the house, Jiang Doudou said, "It must be Jiang Erya, she knows how to cry all day long, it's not cute at all, how can she be as obedient as your sister." ”

Nanxing said, "No, it's not Erya, it's my younger brother Zhong Yi," he said and laughed, "It's my mother who is here!" ”

After finishing speaking, he ran into the house, but when he saw Li Qiusi hugging Zhong Yi, who was crying incessantly, and coaxed softly, his sister Zhong Xi was completely unaffected, lying on the ground and fiddling with toys.

Over there, Mao Youyou glared at Jiang Erya angrily, "You quickly apologize to your brother." ”

Three-year-old Jiang Erya was very stubborn, twisted her head, and frowned, "Don't apologize." ”

Mao Youyou twisted her ears, "You should apologize for bullying people." Besides, Zhong Yi is a guest, how can you bully a guest. ”

Jiang Erya also cried, stretching out her tender little arms, "Whoever asked him to bite me, you see, it's all red." ”

Li Qiusi over there was also speechless, and said to Zhong Yi, "You deserve it, how many times have I told you not to bite, but you are disobedient." If you bite again, your dad won't want you. ”

Zhong Yi is usually the most clingy to his father, but when he heard this, he was frightened, quickly shut up, and said timidly, "I'm good, don't bite." ”

Mao Youyou was happy when she heard it, "Dr. Zhong can, look at this good son, buy his account like this, unlike Jiang Erya, who doesn't buy anyone's account, and bullies her father." Let his father pretend to be a cow for her to ride all day long. ”

Li Qiu thought about Jiang Kaichen's appearance as a cow, covered his mouth and smiled, and then listened to Mao Youyou's question, "When do you plan to marry Dr. Zhong, what are you doing now, it's not good for adults, it's not good for children, the child is getting older..."

Before she could finish speaking, Nanxing ran in and shouted, "My mother won't marry Uncle Zhong, she is my father's wife." ”

Zhong Yi was only two years old, and he couldn't understand such a complicated thing, so he just sniffed and looked at his brother with wide eyes.

Nanxing pushed him aside and leaned on Li Qiusi's knee, "Mom, where the hell has my dad gone?" Why haven't you come back for so long, and I haven't called for a long time. ”

He's anxious for his dad now!

Doesn't Dad know that if he doesn't come back, his wife will be robbed?

Although Uncle Zhong didn't live in his house, he ran to his house almost every day, helping his mother do this and that, and once he even secretly kissed his mother, which was something that his father could do!

What's even more infuriating is that Zhong Yi and Zhong Xi both call him dad.

What does that mean, it means that Zhong Yi and Zhong Xi were both planted by him, just like his father told him before.

This incident made him very unhappy, if Uncle Zhong and his mother got married, then what would his father do, what should he do?

The more I thought about it, the more terrible I felt, and the more I thought about it, the more I felt unacceptable, so I coquettishly said, "Mom, I don't allow you to marry Uncle Zhong." ”

Mao was speechless. For a child, family is everything. The death of either parent means the destruction of the child's entire world.

Li Qiusi touched his head, "Okay, don't get married." ”

Mao Youyou wanted to say something, but felt that it was inappropriate to say anything, so he simply continued to be silent.

At this time, Jiang Doudou whispered, "Nanxing's father is dead, who will Aunt Qiu Si marry if she doesn't marry Uncle Zhong." ”

For a while, all the sounds were gone, and even Zhong Xi, who was sitting on the ground playing with toys, instinctively raised his head and looked at Jiang Doudou with curiosity.

Nanxing was very angry, "Jiang Doudou, you are talking nonsense!" ”

was yelled at, Jiang Doudou couldn't care about whether he kept a secret or not, "Really, he's been dead for a long time, and my parents won't let me tell you." ”

Li Qiusi's face was pale, and Mao Youyou grabbed Jiang Doudou over, "What nonsense is the stupid kid talking about." ”

Jiang Doudou said, "That's right, I didn't talk nonsense." ”

Mao Youyou was so angry that he wanted to flatten people, and Nanxing cried, "You guys are talking nonsense, my father is not dead, my father will not die, you are all liars, I want to find him." ”

After finishing speaking, he turned around and ran out, just hitting Jiang Kaichen's leg, "Yo, what's the matter, be careful of falling." ”

Nanxing cried, "Uncle Jiang, Jiang Doudou said that my father died. ”

Jiang Kaichen didn't speak at this time, he looked at Zhong Ting on the side, his face was calm, and he looked into the room.

Li Qiusi and Mao Youyou walked out, and the three little ones followed.

Seeing Zhong Ting, Zhong Xi hurriedly pounced, "Dad! ”

Zhong Ting smiled, hugged her, and kissed her on her pink face, Zhong Yi was unwilling to be left out in the cold, and also pounced, hugging his leg tightly and begging for a hug.

Li Qiusi walked to the edge of Nanxing, "Baby, you come with your mother." ”

In Iceland in August, the sun slowly returns to normal, the polar day falls, and white clouds float in the sky.

Nanxing was in pain and couldn't stop crying, Li Qiusi hugged him tightly and didn't speak.

It's been more than two years since Tan Yueming left, and she hasn't come out of the pain herself, so how can she explain it to her children.

But the child knows the truth, which has to make her face the reality.

While wiping Nanxing's tears, she pointed to the clouds in the sky and said, "Son, look, the clouds disappear in the sky, and we can say that it is dead. On the other hand, though, the clouds aren't really dead. It is evaporated by the sun and turned into rain, which flows into rivers, lakes and seas, and nourishes all things. ”

Nanxing cried and listened.

Li Qiusi continued, "The same is true of life. Although Dad is gone, he is not really dead, your body flows with his blood all the time, stores his cells, carries his spirit, and you are the continuation of his life. Death is not the disappearance of life, but the transformation of life. You are to grow up healthy with his love. ”

Nanxing was still crying, nestled in her arms like a wounded bird, "I'll never see him again, will I?" ”

Li Qiusi didn't speak, nor did he cry, and his tears had long since dried up.

She worries about only one thing, and that is that when a child truly understands the meaning of death, it means that his childhood is over.