05 I want you to kill me
I wandered alone on a night when the rain had just stopped.
Walking through window after window, just waiting for the dawn.
In the face of the love that is about to be lost, there is a little relief.
There was a bit of hesitation.
The most feared thing is actually loneliness......
In the nostalgic bar, a lovelorn guest sang faintly on the stage, Tan Yueming smiled bitterly, this singing is not his heart.
Chen Wang sat across from him, guilt almost crushing him, "Brother, I'm sorry, I didn't have a choice." β
Tan Yueming smiled, "The Buddha said that those who suffer from the infernals will never die, and longevity is a great calamity in the infernal hell." You are my own brother, I don't blame you. I know that you are more miserable than anyone else, and it is your fate. β
Chen Wang choked with tears. Infernal Affairs is the image of Buddhism, the most cruel of the eight hells, infernal reincarnation, a person who falls into the infernal hell, will be tortured continuously, day and night, anytime, anywhere, every moment.
Tan Yueming knows very well that he chose the wrong path from the beginning, he does not belong to that world and deviates to that world, that is, he falls into infernal life, and he will never be able to escape this fate and doom, and become a person who is divided in light and darkness.
In fact, the saddest thing for him is not that he will lose his freedom, but that he has dragged Li Qiusi into this doom, and she obviously has nothing to do with these dark filth.
Chen Wang looked at him, "How can you tell your sister-in-law that you want her to wait for you?" β
Wait......
How long will it take, how can he bear it when he sees her green silk turning gray hair.
Tan Yueming didn't speak.
Chen Wang continued, "Brother, there will be a way to come out again." β
He hooked his mouth and sneered, "Come out? Who wants me to come out? You, or your organization? β
Chen Wang stopped talking now, he didn't know why he chose a path that was contrary to his brother, and even, he was born to destroy him.
The road has come here, Tan Yueming doesn't care what Chen Wang thinks at all, everyone has their own life experiences and fate, even if they are brothers, they may also turn their backs on each other because of their positions, he is only worried about that stupid woman now, thinking about how terrible her insistence on love is, probably holding on to a man's promise, wasting his youth in endless waiting, and spending his life.
He didn't want to see her like that, she should be better, so he had to let her die completely, and Song Weina was the best solution to solve the problem.
has been foreshadowed before, and it will be much more realistic if she does it again, and I am not afraid that she will not give up.
When he received her call, his heart was like a knife, and he forced the dull pain to let her come quietly.
Song Weina sat on the side, looking at this man walking on the end of the road, and her heart was full of emotion.
Soon, she came, saw everything he wanted her to see, and ran away with her mouth covered as he wished.
He thought that she should be dead, and a relieved smile hung on the corner of her mouth, but what was there in her heart, cutting the bloody corpse.
Hugged by him, Song Weina's face was a little red, and she said in a low voice, "Mr. Tan, Miss Li is gone." β
Offending others, he quickly got up and put on his shirt, covering up everything she had just seen, then took a cigarette and lit it, smoked silently for a while, and said to Song Weina, "Thank you, Miss Song." Please rest assured about the affairs of the Song family, I will keep my promise. Let's go. β
Song Weina wanted to say something, hesitated for a while, and finally didn't say anything, got dressed, and left the house that was flooded with sadness.
The yellow cat squatting in the corner meowed, and it was probably sad because it saw the little master's father crying.
Switzerland, Hospital.
The doctor looked at Tan Yueming seriously, "Mr. Tan, we found the c-RNA tumor virus in the child's body. This virus, also known as retrovirus, is the cause of spontaneous leukemia in mammals and primates, and it uses endogenous reverse transcriptases to synthesize DNA replicas, known as proviruses, in a sequential manner, which induce lesions when inserted into the host's chromosomal DNA. We suspect that the child has been injected with a drug that can cause the lesion after being left in place for a while. β
Tan Yueming was stunned, turned his head to look at Jiang Kaichen, and said nothing, Jiang Kaichen said, "I'll check." β
The results of the investigation only took two days to come out, and it was the person who made Fang Yunxiang kidnap the child and injected him with a virus-containing drug in the process of kidnapping Nanxing, which caused his sudden lesions.
This made Tan Yueming completely angry, and vowed that even if he lost his life, he must be buried with all of them.
Jiang Kaichen was silent, he was involved in such a world, there was only life and death between each other, and no one would raise their noble hands.
When Tan Yueming said that he wanted to be a good person, Jiang Kaichen knew that his life was over.
If he hadn't fallen in love with that woman, Tan Yueming would not have relented, he would have been "bad" with peace of mind, and would live as bad as before.
It can be said that this love is both his salvation and deadly poison.
After Tan Yueming made a decision, the person he was looking for was not Jiang Kaichen, but Jiang Kaichen's second brother Nalan Chen.
He and Nalan Chen used to be colleagues and rivals, and the relationship was not good, but they appreciated each other and defended each other, and they were both enemies and friends. Also, they had been neighbors for a while, and he often watched from the balcony when Nalan Chen helped his woman pick up the courier, and at that time, he thought that Nalan Chen was a fool and gave up the whole forest and hanged himself on a tree, and now, he was very, very envious of him.
Nalan Chen actually looks up to Tan Yueming, in terms of starting from scratch, himself, Jiang Kaichen, including Qin Wuye, are nothing, because they have a strong Jiangmen behind them, but Tan Yueming is really from the bottom of the pyramid to the tower, he relies on his bare hands to fight the world, it can be said that he pressed the gang of gentlemen who often messed around with him to the ground and rubbed it.
Such a person is so strong, I didn't expect that there would be today, and I can't help but feel a sense of regret for the end of the hero.
However, he was also very curious about what Tan Yueming would do if he didn't look for Jiang Kaichen and came to him. He smiled, "Is there anything you want me to help with?" β
Tan Yueming smiled, "It's not helping, it's paying off debts." You lost your last bet. β
This person, obviously looking for someone to help him speak, was so polite, Nalan Chen smiled, "Yes, I lost." Willing to gamble and lose. If there is anything you want, just ask. β
Tan Yueming said, "Kill me." β
Nalan Chen was stunned, his face did not change in the slightest, and after a few seconds, he said slowly, "What did you say?" β
Tan Yueming repeated, "Kill me." Either way, it's up to you. But I signed an organ donation agreement, don't break them. Especially the heart. β
Nalan Chen looked at him in confusion, "Why, you're not joking with me, are you?" β
Tan Yueming didn't speak, took out a document from the drawer and handed it to him, "This is the test report of me, Zhong Ting, and my son." I asked the doctor and he could save my son, but he is also half dead now, and I have to make sure that he is healthy and can make good bone marrow. You're also a father, so you can understand my feelings. I can't let my son die like this, his mother will go crazy. β
Nalan Chen looked at the report carefully, frowned, and only raised his eyes after a while, "Tan Yueming, why do you think I will help you do such a thing?" β
It seems that he has understood everything. Tan Yueming smiled, "Because you can understand me, you know how important she and the child are to me, just like your child wife." After a pause, "You shouldn't forget that a few years ago, you were dumped by a woman and cried in the heavy rain, and I sent you to the hospital." β
At the mention of this, Nalan Chen frowned, "That's not dumping, that's ......" He didn't continue, and asked instead, "Why don't you look for Jiang Kaichen, he can do this kind of thing more easily than me." In terms of ruthlessness, there are few in Jiangmen who can compare to him. β
Tan Yueming shook his head, "Jiang Kaichen can't do it, he can't make a decision against me." Think about it, what would you do if you were in my situation? β
Nalan Chen put the report aside, didn't speak for a long time, and looked at Tan Yueming fixedly, "Apart from this, you have something else to say." β
Tan Yueming smiled, "I really deserve to be the second hall master of Jiangmen." After speaking, he became serious, "After I left Mingwang, the infighting in the company was very intense, and no matter how big the family business was, it couldn't withstand such internal friction, you send a few people over to keep an eye on it, don't make a big mess." Mingwang is the brainchild of my single-handedness, it belongs to my son, and I want him to keep his business and start a business again. Of course, I'm not going to let you go for nothing, you see. β
Nalan Chen didn't say anything, only said the word "good" when he left.
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Early summer, Iceland, port of ReykjavΓk.
The six or seven-year-old girl sat side by side with the boy, pointed to the red-billed bird, and excitedly said, "Look at the southern star, Puffin!" They fly to Iceland in the spring and summer, and spend the winter farther south. β
The little boy looked wistful, "That's not Puffin, that's Fraterculaarctica, the Arctic puffin." Don't think that something with a red mouth and a round, cute, and edible head is called a Puffin. It's a shame that you stay in Iceland all year round, and you don't even have common sense. β
The little girl was a little angry, "I don't stay in Iceland all year round, I am in South Africa with my father, and I went to China with my mother. Saying that, she counted which cities and places she went to, and she was very proud of the Great Wall.
Nanxing was not interested, so he didn't put what she said at ease, and the little man sighed like an adult, which made Jiang Doudou wonder very much, what do little children learn from adults.
Chen Yang was smoking not far away, and his deep gaze fell on the little boy, as quiet as a sea.
There are many small boats parked in the harbor, each boat can seat up to 10 people, and puffins are generally active on the surface of the sea, and you must take a boat to the North Atlantic to see it up close, and there are several boat departures every day.
When the boat arrived, Nanxing said, "Jiang Doudou, get on the boat and take a look." β
Jiang Doudou nodded, turned around and beckoned to Chen Yang, "Uncle Chen Yang, get on the boat." β
Chen Yang smiled and followed the child on the cruise ship in a few steps.
In Iceland, there are about 10 million Arctic puffins, which fly to the ocean to feed, nest on cliffs or islands to breed. They are black or black and white in shape, with a stout body and a large beak. The beak becomes bright when they need to find a partner, which is a sexual attraction for them, and when the breeding period is over, this bright beak turns gray.
Arctic puffins are still monogamous birds, and they all rest on small islands in pairs. A puffin's beak can hold 10 small fish, the highest in the world is more than 70, and they can hunt and store food at the same time.
These are all things that Nanxing told Jiang Doudou, and Jiang Doudou asked him curiously, "Nanxing, what is sexual attraction?" β