Chapter 146: Eight hundred self-inflicted damage

No matter how slow the car drives, there must be a time to get to the place, even if Xu Xiaoyu doesn't want to say goodbye to Xiaoyi, he has to recognize the reality. Having already sent the two of them to the place, it really has to say goodbye. This is Xu Xiaoyu's sorrow, his heart hurts like a knife, and it hurts like being grilled by a scorching flame, which makes him feel painful.

Even so, Xu Xiaoyu did not forget: he said goodbye to Fang Longxing politely, and once again sent out an invitation for them to come to their home party on New Year's Day, he didn't want to let himself fall behind Fang Longxing. No matter how good Fang Longxing is, no matter how difficult it is to surpass, in terms of aura, he Xu Xiaoyu absolutely wants to hold it.

Although Xu Xiaoyu knew that in Zhang Fengyi's heart, that person had a sacred and inviolable status, Xu Xiaoyu was unwilling! Even once, even if it is as long as Xiaoyi admits that he likes himself! It's the kind of love between lovers, as long as one time is enough.

Xu Xiaoyu's heart was really astringent, seeing the two people so attached to each other, and seeing Xiaoyi's smile when he looked at someone so charming and so bright. It was as if his heart had been hollowed out. I have to admit the reality: Xiaoyi, whom he has loved deeply for many years, is no longer the person who is alone, Xiaoyi has found his support in this life, and the person he relies on is not himself.

And what can I be? How much weight do I have in Xiaoyi's heart? Who is I, Xu Xiaoyu? Close relatives? Schoolmate? Brothers? Or friends? This is not the result Xu Xiaoyu wants, he wants Xiaoyi to be his lover! Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi, Xiaoyi should be my Xu Xiaoyu's Xiaoyi!

Looking at the intimate backs of the two people, Xu Xiaoyu's heart hurts, his liver hurts, and he feels pain everywhere in his body, it hurts too much. He felt like a fish in his throat, and he took a deep breath, as if he would suffocate if he didn't gasp hard.

Xu Xiaoyu wanted to hurt a thousand people, but he lost eight hundred. Young Master Fang will get used to him! Although Fang Shao didn't make any moves, in many ways, it already showed his unusual relationship with Zhang Fengyi.

Fang Longxing deliberately put on a lot of unusual backs for Xu Xiaoyu to see, undoubtedly wanting to stimulate Xu Xiaoyu. After being disgusted by him just now, Fang Shao also had to make a very "polite" response! It's called: "Come and don't be rude!" "It's not easy to fight with others.

Don't underestimate Fang Shao, he is just a smiling tiger, when he is powerful, you can't see it at all. But when you're already in a pool of blood, you don't necessarily know why you're down. This is called deep hidden! If you can kill people invisibly without moving, and make your opponent powerless, you are the real master of masters. Anyone who shows sharp teeth may not really bite people, and those who don't leak teeth are ruthless characters, and they can't be underestimated.

Reality is reality after all, it is there, although Xiaoyi didn't say anything to himself, he didn't reveal more than half of what he did with Fang Longxing to himself. But this is already obvious, when he Xu Xiaoyu is a fool!

And that's it! What does Xiaoyi want to do, that's his freedom, there's no need to report to me, who am I himself? Xiaoyi doesn't need to explain anything to me at all, right? What power do I, TAMA, have to control his private life! My TAMA wasn't bullshit from start to finish! Thinking of this, Xu Xiaoyu became even more sad.

If I'm not mistaken, with his intuition, Xiaoyi has already slept with that person. His "White Lotus" has been appropriated by others. was taken away in front of his eyes, and he already belonged to a man named Fang Longxing.

The last person by his side was not him Xu Xiaoyu, this is the reality! A cruel reality that I don't want to accept and have to accept. This is his own greatest failure, the greatest humiliation, in this life. No, the game isn't over yet, it's not the final yet, Xiaoyi, I'm bound to win, wait for me, wait for me!

Xu Xiaoyu smoked a box of cigarettes in the car, and the smoke filled the small space in the car, and no amount of tar and nicotine could numb his nerves. What he inhales into his body is depression, and what he spits out is remorse. In the end, he reluctantly left. A person whose soul has been taken away and trampled on is like a walking corpse, without direction.

The demon in his heart once again occupied the confidence he had just established, recalling the scene when he saw them so close, Xu Xiaoyu's heart was pulled back into the dark abyss, he had just ignited the flame of hope, and he was once again shrouded in darkness, and his whole world was covered with dense rolling dark clouds.

A person who is smooth and smooth; A man who does not know the taste of sorrow; a competitive man; A man who is like a fish in water; a man who is thriving; A man who has never tried and failed; A man who is proud, arrogant, and arrogant; a self-respecting person; A person with a lot of self-esteem. Suddenly receiving such a blow, Xu Xiaoyu could not feel the nest fire; can not feel the pocket; Can you not feel aggrieved? His chest is like a big stone blocked, he can't swallow it when he wants to, he can't vomit it when he wants to, and he can't spit it out if he doesn't vent it.

He suddenly wanted to get drunk, so he called and asked his current wife Guan Yingai to come out, a woman who was all arranged by his parents to marry into the house, and she was a woman he had never loved at all.

If you really drink unconscious, you have to find a safe nanny and driver, right? This titular wife, of course, is the best candidate for him, because there is no one more suitable than her, right?

Those fox friends and dogs, and the little followers saw their embarrassment, and they couldn't laugh off their big teeth! When did he Xu Gongzi ever be so down? At least self-esteem should still be there! would rather live standing than kneeling, this is the character of his eldest son! He is not yet fragile enough to be a laughing stock in the eyes of others.

The marriage between him and his wife is the product of a strong marriage, and they are both sacrifices for the family mission. However, with the economy as the backing, it is still the right one, and there is still endless money to spend in this life.

One family has fallen, and there are still several families behind them with the support and support, and they will also make a comeback. Xu Xiaoyu smiled bitterly, and at the same time he was laughing at himself, he felt that he was a clown jumping off the beam at this time.

Is there anyone in the world who is more ridiculous, stupid, and awesome? Obviously a son and brother who can envy others and have everything, but he is so pitiful that he can't get a person's heart, a heart that he wants to admire himself, hahaha~~~~~~ hahaha~~~~~~~ it's too ironic for TAMA, isn't it! Love is really too TAMA's luxury, isn't it!

Money?! Xu Xiaoyu likes money and hates money, and if you have money, you can buy a lot of all kinds of luxury goods you want to buy; Having money can satisfy some of the desires of a lot of people. But money is really not everything, such as love, love is really TAMA, it can't be bought with money.

The most expensive luxury in the world is TAMA's love! No matter how rich people are, they can't afford to spend it! If you have money, you can find someone to play with you and be happy together, and in the end, can you play a true heart that loves you? It's hard to say if it's really TAMA!

What Xu Xiaoyu wants most in his life is: the heart of a person he loves and loves him. I've had sex with a lot of people, slept with people, and even tried all kinds of play. But he has never given a little sincerity to anyone who has slept with him, and he has never touched a trace of true feelings.

Physical gain, not waiting for it, is spiritual satisfaction. The true heart that Lao Tzu wants to love me is so difficult for TAMA? Can't you have it just for TAMA? Even once! Xu Xiaoyu's hand slammed on the steering wheel, the evil fire in his heart really needed to be vented, otherwise he really felt that he was about to collapse.

Take a serious inventory, in this world, I am afraid that only Zhang Fengyi, a goblin-like man, walked into his heart and into his life! In the end, that person became a piece of his heart again.

The more he wants to give up, the more he wants to forget, but the more he can't let go, the more he cares, and the more he wants to get it. What kind of evil am I falling for? So obsessed and reluctant to Xiaoyi? Xu Xiaoyu asked himself over and over again, he really wanted to know the answer! However, love is love, like is like, inseparable is inseparable, want to take it for yourself, just want to go crazy, and he, his mother's need for a ball!

Fang Longxing's appearance in Zhang Fengyi's life is undoubtedly a great irony for Xu Xiaoyu; A big blow; Big joke, this is the biggest shame Xu Xiaoyu has suffered in his life. Why him? Why is it always him? It's been haunted all these years? Why? Why? A sense of frustration arose, his brain was congested again, his blood pressure soared extremely, and it was indeed difficult to control his heart.