Chapter 261: I want to talk to you
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Today's day has been full of ups and downs, and after returning to the Dragon Destroying Station, Ning Shaoming and Chang Shenghua didn't have the heart to quarrel, and went back to the dormitory to rest.
However, after taking a shower, Chang Shenghua heard someone knocking on the door before he could climb into bed.
Although Chang Shenghua's relationship with the soldiers is okay now, everyone will not disturb her during bedtime, even if there are team members who take the initiative to consult psychological problems before, they also go directly to her office during the day, Chang Shenghua is a little strange, put down the book in his hand and go to open the door, wondering if it will be the little lion who has just separated from her and ran to ask for comfort.
Under normal circumstances, few people would come to her on their own initiative.
But what was even more surprising was that it was not Ning Shaoming standing outside the door, but Zhao Sulin, the captain of the third squad of the Dragon Destroyer.
The Dragon Destroying Station is located in the vast and flat plain wilderness, with a radius of dozens of miles being deserted, so at night I feel a cool breeze, even in the hot summer, with a bit of refreshing coolness.
Zhao Sulin stood outside the door, holding a cigarette, but did not light it, knowing that Chang Sheng's painting did not like the smell of smoke, the dragon destroyer soldiers rarely smoked near her.
At this time, Zhao Sulin's gaze looked at the silent and boundless night a little long, even in the middle of the night, he was still neatly dressed and meticulous, probably because the night breeze was too cold, and there was a faint aura of loneliness on his body.
The movement of opening the door woke him up, Zhao Sulin stood up straight all of a sudden, and saluted Chang Shenghua, "Hello instructor, excuse me...... you"
Chang Shenghua looked at Zhao Sulin thoughtfully, then turned directly to the side and nodded his chin at him, "Come in." ”
Zhao Sulin hadn't said anything yet, but he also knew Chang Shenghua's "mind reading technique", so he didn't hesitate immediately, and walked in with his feet raised.
Chang Shenghua turned on the lights that had been dimmed before, she lived in the building where the leaders and guests were usually entertained at the Dragon Destroying Station, and the space was larger than the soldiers' dormitories, and no one could take care of her, so Chang Shenghua made a screen and separated the two small spaces of the living room and the bedroom.
Chang Shenghua asked Zhao Sulin to sit down, and then poured him a glass of water, and he didn't rush to ask anything, just sat opposite him, and the two of them drank half a glass of water in silence.
It can be seen that Zhao Sulin has any problems that need to come to Chang Shenghua for consultation, as far as the principle of psychological counseling work is concerned, this space is not suitable for counseling work, but Chang Shenghua noticed that Zhao Sulin was too intense but tried his best to calm his emotions, and at this time, let him spend time running to the conversation room on the side of the office building, then it is estimated that he will miss the best time for communication.
Sure enough, after five minutes of silence, Zhao Sulin was willing to take the initiative to speak, his voice was a little hoarse: "Instructor, I want to talk to you a few words." ”
Chang Shenghua looked at the time and nodded, "It's okay, there is plenty of time, you can talk casually." ”
Her tone was calm, and she seemed to be in good spirits, as if she wasn't the one who had been out for a day.
Zhao Sulin paused again before saying, "Today's vacation, I went to the town to buy something and send it home, and then called my brother." ”
Send something, make a phone call, home, brother.
Why not call your parents?
Chang Shenghua pondered his key words, and asked, "Did your brother say anything?" ”
Zhao Sulin blinked slowly, "I asked him how the family was, and he told me that he was going to get married, and asked me to remit 200,000 yuan to him to buy a house. ”
Chang Shenghua sighed in his heart.
Two hundred thousand? The salary of special forces is actually not low, after all, they fight for their lives, but they have served for no more than ten years, and it is impossible to get 200,000 in one go.
"And what do you think?" Chang Shenghua asked, "Are you worried that you can't raise this money, or don't you want to give it to him?" ”
Zhao Sulin bent down slightly, in fact, he didn't have any expression on his face, but it looked like his back was bent by the last straw, and the whole person felt a little overwhelmed.
"My salary over the years has basically been remitted to my family, and I really don't have any money......," Zhao Sulin said almost in a breathless voice, "but they think I have it, and I should have it...... I really don't want to give. ”
Chang Shenghua asked softly: "So, do you think they have too much appetite and you want to get rid of them?" ”
“…… Almost," Zhao Sulin fell into the memory, his eyes were slightly trance-like, "Since I was a child, my parents instilled in me the idea that my younger brother is relatively young, I want to let him, the family is more difficult, I have to help the family, the two brothers in the family must support each other, regardless of each other, don't worry about it." ”
"Growing up, my brother's food was delicious, my brother's was fun, and I was the one who did something wrong, and I was scolded because I didn't take good care of my brother...... He is three years younger than me, and they are also boys, I want to take a martial arts interest class, take the first place in the exam, be a good child, pay attention to hygiene and do housework, but my brother can play blindly every day, and he is the first from the bottom of the exam, and my mother said that I did not tutor him to do his homework......"
"The elders around me praise me for being good, but my parents are never satisfied, especially when I became a soldier in my freshman year, they think I am destroying my future, the school I studied is one of the best in country Z, saying that after graduation, I can work hard to build a suite in a big city in three or five years, and being a soldier is hard and can't make a fortune, they think I'm too disobedient, I haven't talked to me on the phone for so many years, only when the family doesn't have enough money, they will let me send money ......to them."
Chang Sheng's fingertips touched his knees, "Do you think they are eccentric?" ”
Zhao Sulin smiled bitterly, "When I was a child, I didn't think it, at that time I still felt that they had great expectations for me, saying that I would be the pillar of the family in the future, and that they were good to my brother because they knew that my brother would have no future interest, I was so good, I didn't need them to take care of me too much." ”
"And now?" Chang Shenghua asked, "Do you still think these words are right?" ”
“…… I'm not stupid," Zhao Sulin's ten fingers were crossed together, clenched slightly, and the flesh on his fingers was white, "I can understand that they are the smaller one, but this pet is too unbalanced." ”
Chang Shenghua asked again: "Do you only feel this way today, or did you have similar thoughts before?" ”
"And now?" Chang Shenghua asked, "Do you still think these words are right?" ”
“…… I'm not stupid," Zhao Sulin's ten fingers were crossed together, clenched slightly, and the flesh on his fingers was white, "I can understand that they are the smaller one, but this pet is too unbalanced." ”