Chapter Twenty-Seven: Sugar-Coated Cannonballs

This love supported him, and he studied harder, studied, and re-studied. There will be no worries in studying, and you can earn enough money in the future, so that you can do what you want to do, and you can also realize your good wishes. This is his only hope, he is constantly trying to chase his dreams, and on the way to chasing his dreams, he is constantly numb himself.

Day by day, month by month, year by year, the deeper he loved, the deeper he hated, he hated his powerlessness, and hatred numbed him to his original intention. "Don't forget the original intention, you have to always!" The original heart was dominated by hatred and resentment, and deviated from the original track, in order not to let himself hurt anymore, so he sealed his memory and sealed the most sincere emotion in his heart.

Although he was only a teenager at the time, he didn't understand what love was. But his feelings for Fang Longxing are sincere and pure, and they will always be cherished in the deepest part of his heart. not to be known; unattainable; not to be brought up again; That was the only pure land he could protect for him......

Just when he thought his injuries were about to heal; When I thought I had forgotten him; when he thought he had disappeared from his life forever; When I thought that person was just a childhood dream; When I think it's time to wake up from a dream; When you think you can start a new life; I thought I wouldn't have a sad time again.

In the summer of the age of nineteen, thanks to his unremitting efforts, he was finally admitted to the ideal university in his heart. He came to his father's hometown, Shanghai, the city he had longed for for a long time.

He left the land that made him sad and plundered the land he had. I thought that everything could start anew, but God played a joke on him again, and he unexpectedly heard the news about him. Uncle Fang's arrival broke all the silence, his fate card was shuffled again, and the god of fate arranged a new destiny for him.

Because his grandparents are old, he can no longer add too much trouble and burden to the second elder, and he can no longer add pressure to them, he wanted to work and study part-time, but he got the favor of God, specifically from the gift of Fang's parents, all his study expenses are paid by Uncle Fang's family, he no longer has to worry about tuition, he can study with peace of mind.

He also knew from Uncle Fang's mouth that Fang Long had done a good job, and this person appeared in his world like a ghost. When he heard the words "Fang Longxing", his heart was chaotic again......

That person is the catastrophe in his own life, why is it always ghostly? He couldn't stand too much torture for the sake of his already broken heart, and he made up his mind to give up and forget about ...... But he reappeared......

As he got older, he seemed to figure out something. He felt as if he had been tricked by this guy, causing him to lose his soul for him and become no longer normal. Not to mention the woman, he began to doubt love, and his shadow lingered forever in his heart.

Later, when he heard about Fang Longxing's excellent performances, he began to feel a shame because he once loved him like a fool. So he began to hate himself, hated him, and even jealous of him, and secretly competed with him.

He treated him as a competitor and studied hard. He has made a lot of wonderful and amazing decisions in the company, he wants to surpass Fang Longxing, he wants to be better than him. He wanted the one who had never met on the other side of the ocean to know that although he Zhang Fengyi had no father or mother, and had nothing, he was many times higher than Fang Longxing, the darling of fate!

A person's love is sometimes really scary. It can make people fall in love forever and be happy forever; It can make people sweet and sweet, you and me; It can make people moths to fires, regardless of the consequences; It can make people crazy and selfless; It can make people stupid and stupid, lose their minds; It can also make people kindle the flame of jealousy and burn each other.

from love to resentment; From love to madness; from love to resentment; from love to revenge; From love to fighting; From love to hurt; From love to jealousy......

Zhang Fengyi's love for Fang Longxing: It is the hatred and jealousy born because of love. He loved too much; A mess of love; Those who love can't help themselves; The one who loves loses himself; Love affects normal life; Love can't get out of the shadows; Love influences his correct judgment of the nature of things; I love him and even want to fight with him all the time.

He only knew that he seemed to be being treated as a monkey, Zhang Fengyi hated himself, hated that he liked and fell in love with Fang Longxing, a bastard. He distorted the essence of love, and he began to torture himself; Compete with yourself; I don't want to go with myself. I even thought about revenge! He even thought that he would never have anything to do with that person named Fang Longxing in his life.

At this moment he realized that he was wrong...... The moment he was held in Fang Longxing's arms, he had already lost his resistance, and the moment he saw that person, he was all in chaos, and he initially wanted to completely compete with him to relieve the infinite vastness and sadness in his heart over the years.

Who let him abandon him at the beginning, let him bear and face so much alone, and became a "monster" who is not close to women. When I saw his bright eyes that were crystal clear and without any scheming, why did all the ruthlessness melt in an instant?

Could it be that he has been thinking wrong all these years? Could it be that he misunderstood him? Are they all innocent? Oh, my God! What has he done all these years? If your love is not reciprocated by him, should you put the sin on him? If loving him is an original sin, this is also self-inflicted and self-inflicted, right?

An inexplicable sadness surged into Zhang Fengyi's heart, as if he had overturned the five-flavor bottle, and all the memories were tumbling in his mind like a river, wave after wave, and he suddenly felt very painful in his heart.

Memory is really an eternal thing, and there may be nothing left in a person's life at the end, only the good memories of the past remain. This memory is sweet, happy, sour, and bitter...... Whatever it is? It is the most real experience in our lives, and we respect life and cherish what belongs to us......

At this moment, I really don't know what words to use to describe my feelings, Zhang Fengyi sighed softly. He had never sighed, and he let out his first sigh in his life.

Just this soft sigh...... sighed at his own insignificance; sighed his sorrow; sighed his helplessness; I have lamented my sorrows; sighed all his sorrows......

A speck of dust in the vast universe, his real existence; He has a living life; He has a mind of his own; He has his own pursuits; He has a yearning for a better life; He never gives up and never admits defeat; He was stubborn and never bowed to fate......

His requirements are not high: no matter where he is, a cup of hot tea, a warmth, a warmth that belongs to him, is enough, enough...... The warmth that belongs to him only belongs to the warmth of his Zhang Fengyi...... Isn't the person he thought could bring him warmth the same person sitting next to him at the moment?

This warmth accompanied him through his youthful years; walked through the mud of youth; has gone through the beautiful cardamom years; He walked through the darkest period of his life, which led him to the pinnacle of the stage of life.

This warmth gave him the courage to survive; brought light to his life; It brought hope to his life. From then on, he was no longer lonely, no longer afraid of the dark, and no matter what he encountered, he believed that that person was always by his side......

He remembered what he wanted most in this life, and he shouldn't hate him. He brought too much fun to himself, and he gave his life a sun-like glow. He will always be the most gorgeous, colorful, and colorful scenery in his life, and a splendid scenery that illuminates his entire life......

Long Xing: I'm sorry...... It was me who was wrong! It's me who is wrong! I shouldn't have distorted the feelings between us, because of your presence, my life is no longer confused...... He had been silently watching the person around him, the most important person in his life.

At this moment, Fang Longxing was taking care of himself, telling the good memories that belonged to the two of them. He believes that when Zhang Fengyi heard him mention the things of his youth, his reaction was not very big, and he did not continue to talk to him, but just looked at himself very intently, as if waiting for the next step. I never thought that Zhang Fengyi had been influenced by him, and I also recalled the bits and pieces between them, and made a profound self-examination.

He felt that it must not be a good thing to be cold again, so he immediately followed up with the topic he said, and talked about the two of them when they were young. By the way, he also helped Zhang Fengyi recall the past, he didn't believe it, and he was so stupid that he couldn't even get close to the little phoenix.

It's nothing that he is cold to me, the main thing is that I have to take the initiative to approach him, and I feel that nothing will be better than talking about what happened when they were young.

He didn't participate more in his growth, of course, it had to start with the two of them when they were young, because after all, it was something that the two of them had experienced together, and it was also good to review the good teenage years by the way. Send him a few more "sugar-coated cannonballs," I don't believe that Feng Yi can still be so cold or indifferent to me. So he began to talk about the ridiculous anecdotes of the two of them when they were young.

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