Chapter 26 Good Attitude

So he continued to be in a good frame of mind and talked to the person sitting next to him. He adjusted his sitting position and stared into the man's eyes, surveying him. In an extremely affectionate and sincere tone, he said:

"We have all grown up, but I still remember what happened when we were young, as if it happened yesterday, vividly." He said this self-evidently, and he was extremely purposeful.

Fengyi, didn't you forget? Well, let me get all our lost memories back! I don't want to be frozen like a dead fish. It doesn't matter who you think of me, it doesn't matter what you think of me, in short, I'm going to turn over, I'm going to turn over, I'm going to turn over......

Although he has lived in Canada for more than 20 years, he is still very fluent in Chinese, and he is fluent in standard Mandarin, which surprised Wang Haitao, and even Zhang Fengyi, who originally planned to talk to him in English.

In addition to communicating with the people around him in English, Fang Longxing has not stopped learning Chinese over the years, and he chose to study Chinese language and literature, in order to learn his mother tongue well, so that he can communicate without barriers on the day he meets Zhang Fengyi in the future.

In fact, Zhang Fengyi, a graduate of a non-English professional college, has reached level 6 in English, which is the highest level of public English, and can communicate with Fang Longxing in English without barriers. Not only that, but he also has a good understanding of French, Japanese, Korean, and Thai.

Zhang Fengyi listened to him mention to him when he was young, and looked at the person in front of him attentively. His eyes were also very sincere and focused, as if he was going to see through his eyes, looking at the sincerity in the eyes of this charming man, Zhang Fengyi couldn't help but fall into contemplation.

The claws of memory also pushed open the door of time: the boy who was as cute as a boy in a painting appeared in front of him again, how could this face, which had been deeply ingrained in his mind, be deleted from his memory? The face that cried for him every time they parted, how could he easily forget him?

Once upon a time, the innocent face that he dreamed of countless times in his dreams, the infinite attachment and the warmth that hit his heart after waking up from the dream, this is the only pure land in the depths of his soul, that pure land is only for him and his dragon line, all in reality, let him wrap this emotion heavily

Get up, it's his wound, it's his pain, he's buried him so deep that he's numb, so numb that he forgets the existence of that true emotion, he forgets that he still loves him......

He felt remorse for the behavior he had just shown: even if he wanted to deliberately control his emotions, he shouldn't be too contemptuous or too cold to the person around him, right? After all, he was the person he wanted to protect the most, and he suddenly remembered that he was his lover! In this life, he only loved the person named Fang Longxing, and the feelings of people when they were young were the most sincere and sincere!

People are really contradictory animals, obviously they care about people or things, but sometimes they ignore them against their hearts and are unmoved, is it because they care too much and become hardened? Maybe not! But for Zhang Fengyi, who is afraid of losing and scared to death, this is his injury, a fatal injury, and an unattainable extravagance, so that he wants to avoid talking about it.

His experience reminded him all the more he wanted to get closer; The more you want to be closer; The more you want to get it; The more you want to protect; The more you have to let go. He has lost enough, he really can't afford to hurt anymore, he can't bear to hurt the person he cares about, he cares about the extent that he has to hurt himself, it's enough for him to hurt alone, don't let everyone hurt with him!

In the past, those suitors who had a good impression of him, he could turn a blind eye because he didn't love! No matter how much harm he took, he never touched them, and let them disappear in the bud. If you don't make contact, there will be no harm, it's a good thing for everyone, and he believes that as long as he turns around, no one will remember him.

He never provokes anyone, and without a beginning, there is no end! Those people can be said to have never entered his eyes, let alone his heart. To be fair: he has never hurt others, he can't take responsibility, and he won't give anyone a chance to fantasize.

He doesn't want to love, he can also have the right to refuse, even if he may hurt those who are good to him for a while, but doing so will be responsible for them for a lifetime, he doesn't want to deceive himself, let alone deceive others, that will ruin the happiness of two people's lives. Further afield, it is the happiness of two families, it is not easy for parents of any family, they all hope that their children can be happy and find the best home, it must be like this!

The owner of the face he cared about the most, the one he could not erase in his memory for eternity, was sitting beside him at the moment, the one he had not seen for a long time; It's been a long time since I've seen a beautiful childhood anecdote. A rush of brains came to my heart, although each other's appearance has changed now, but the deepest memory buried in the bottom of my heart, everything that happened in the time and space of my own growth process, can it be erased with time? The answer must be no, and it will never be forgotten.

Time is like the sand of the Ganges, which can take away and wear away many things, so that many things can be diluted with them. But some are: the most unforgettable things in some people's lives, as long as the person is still alive and the life form still exists, the attachment that belongs to him will not fade with time, but will be like fine wine, the longer it will become; The longer it lasts, the better it smells; The longer it lasts, the longer it lasts......

A person's life has to go through a lot of transformations, but after the baptism of each year, he can be reborn like a phoenix nirvana. The phoenix fire will never be extinguished, and that time belongs to the sweetest time in Zhang Fengyi's life, just like the phoenix fire, which will always illuminate his life and guide him on his journey. Relying on the beauty of this memory, he has persevered to this day, who can erase history?

He was even afraid of memories, and he chose to treasure the way to seal the best things. It's just a momentary reluctance to revisit, how can he bear to let them disappear in unknown years? This is a precious memory that belongs only to him.

Because in this memory, there is the Fang Longxing who he loves the most in his life! Who in this world will go into the depths of his heart? Who would take Fang Longxing's place in his heart?

What kind of fun did the person sitting next to him bring to his life! A lifelong unforgettable attachment and reluctance. After losing his parents, he had no choice but to go with Fang Long. At that time, he didn't know how he came over, studying like crazy, and then studying, only then would he not have time to think more, and only then would he not let his young heart have a heart-rending pain.

When Fang Longxing said to him seriously when he was seven years old: I will definitely marry him when I grow up. At a young age, he decided that he would marry him when he grew up, and he was convinced that his dragon would definitely marry him. At that time, he was young and ignorant, and he couldn't tell the difference between many things, and he didn't know whether boys and boys could get married in this world, but he always believed that they would definitely live together when they grew up.

He looked forward to the winter and summer vacations, so that he could see his dragon walk, waiting and looking forward to it in happiness, counting the days of the calendar every day, counting the days when Fang Longxing returned to him. But God just played a big joke on him, and the good times didn't last long......

Dad is gone, Mom is gone, and finally Fang Longxing, a "liar", is also gone, although it is not that we can't see each other again in this life, but Zhang Fengyi's only hope - Fang Longxing, will not appear in front of him in the short term.

At the age of twelve, he learned that Fang Longxing was going to Canada with his parents, and his heart died with him leaving the country. He wanted to go to Canada to find him, even if he went to the ends of the earth, he would have to take him back to his side, how naïve was the idea of a twelve-year-old boy

Yes! How easy is it to find his dragon walk?

At first, in order to save money to find his beloved, he did not eat a bite of food for five days in a row, and fainted in the classroom with hunger. Fortunately, he fainted at school and picked up a life, which frightened his grandparents, who were already thin, and never gained weight again.

Later, he learned from his neighbor's uncle that if he wanted to go to Canada, in addition to having so much money that he couldn't even count himself, he also needed a lot of cumbersome procedures, which was a fantasy for the twelve-year-old. He was completely stunned, and the only hope in his heart was shattered.

Just when he was almost desperate, he suddenly remembered what his teacher had said: "You can change your destiny through studying, you can find a good job, and you can earn a lot of money." So this desire, this feeling, this persistence turned into his motivation.

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