I remember that the hotel was more luxurious, and she didn't bring her ID card, so she suddenly asked me eagerly, "Did you bring it?" I nodded, but I didn't have that much money on me, you can imagine how shy I was in front of money at that time, and even had to rely on her for this kind of thing, she took out 500 yuan from her bag and gave it to me, and then smiled.

I nodded, no matter what the face was, I thought about it too much that day, I thought about it too much, I went into the hotel to open the room first.

I was a little surprised when she suddenly walked up to me while opening the room, but she smiled and took my hand, and the registration attendant glanced at us.

I'm still a little nervous, and I can't let go.

We went upstairs together, her hand still holding me, and I turned back to her and smiled at her and said, "Aren't you afraid?" She blinked and said, "What are you afraid of?" "You have ....." I wanted to say that you have a family and a husband, but I still didn't say it.

She seemed to know, and immediately stopped smiling and pursed her lips.

After we went in, we hugged each other, and that time, she cried, I had never seen her cry so horrily, she cried and cried, and I went to wipe her tears, and she beat me in my arms.

I didn't understand why she was like this, I was frightened by her and whispered, "What's wrong, am I doing it badly?" "You .....," she said, shaking her body, "who are you?" Her questioning blinded me, didn't she know who I was? I frowned and said, "What's wrong?" "Who are you, why are you here, who are you, why am I being tortured by you?" As she spoke, her hands hooked around my neck, her face pressed against my chest, her eyes closed, and her head slowly moved.

I see what she means.

I smiled and said, "Hey, don't do that, does he know?" Hit you? "I'm asking stupidly.

She shook her head.

"What's wrong with that?" "You won't know, I just want to be with you!" She said.

I smiled again and said, "Don't cry, it's not that difficult!" "Do you still want me?" She stopped crying, opened her eyes and asked me.

At that time, I didn't know that the Internet was so open today, and there weren't many people who talked about cheating on the Internet, so I thought that she had a family, so I said, "Won't it be okay?" What if he got it? My words made her uncomfortable, and the answer she wanted was that I would like to be with you, and be together secretly all the time.

She said, "You don't want to, do you?" "I .....," I said, "if you want!" She looked at me for a moment, then smiled and said, "I don't want to!" I was shocked by her answer, I didn't expect her to say that, so I also smiled and said, "Hmm! My answer made her unhappy again, and she left me, lay down alone, and said, "I think we should not ...... again," and she said something again. 、

I was angry, and that time, I was angry, and I first lowered my voice and said word by word, "Are you going to drive me away again?" She didn't see my facial expression, she turned her face to the side and nodded.

I roared: "If you let me go, I'll go, if you let me come, I'll come?" Is it up to you to decide everything? "She was frightened and suddenly sat up and looked at me, I had never made her feel so scared.

I was shaky at her.

She frowned and said, "Don't do this, what's wrong with you?" "I didn't have much!" I turned my face to the side and said, "Please understand, I'm not your plaything, I'm not here when you want to, if you don't want to, drive me away, I'm ..... I can't stand it anymore! "I started dressing, I didn't want to look at her at all, she was stunned.

When I put on my clothes, she suddenly climbed to the edge of the bed, hugged my waist tightly, and kept saying, "I'm sorry, it's me who is bad, don't do this, I apologize, don't go!" I looked at her head and froze there, and we were silent for a long time.

Sister Ya begged me to stay, I stayed, I looked back and saw her eagerness, her pitiful appearance, I couldn't bear it, she did seem to miss me too much.

Her phone rang, she hurriedly touched the phone, and she said very calmly: "Husband! She said hesitantly on the phone: "Oh, I'm doing beauty outside, and I'll be back in a while!" The other party seemed very suspicious, and she smiled and said, "Really, I'll go back in a while!" She hung up the phone.

The unspeakable pain made me sad, and I turned over and said, "Go back!" She said, "I won't go back!" She said in a very small voice, almost only she could hear.

I sat up, turned my back to her and smiled and said, "Why don't you go back, you have a husband and a family, what am I!" "Don't say that, there are many things that you can only understand when you are my age!" When I heard this, I was very angry, and suddenly I thought of the old man, and I leaned into her ear again, and said very frivolously: "How did he treat you, he is good to you, or I am good to you, tell me!" She suddenly stopped crying, looked up at me, and frowned.

I squeezed her arm, and then said with some force, "Tell me, how you are with him, he is not as good as me!" "Bastard you!" She was in tears, pouting her lips and saying that she seemed to be very aggrieved, and I still didn't understand what such mental abuse meant to her at the time.

If she had 80 percent love in her heart, and I had sex to repay her, she would be sad, which I didn't know until many years later.

She needs carnal, but after that, she also needs love, this is a woman, at the age of 24, I still can't fully understand.

I said humbly: "I'm a bastard, you go back quickly, I didn't keep you!" She listened to this and looked at me for a while, and I seemed to feel that her eyes behind her were full of despair of being by a man without caressing. When I turned around again, I saw that she was dressing, silently, wearing herself one by one, taking the bra and putting it on herself, and then taking the panties, putting them on her legs, and then putting on the coat, she didn't say anything when she was dressing, with undried tears in the corners of her eyes, and she was busy with her own business.

I looked at her, and at that moment I felt extremely guilty, she seemed to be really sad, but the thought of that old man would also possess her, I felt very uncomfortable, very uncomfortable, and even angry.

So I didn't try to stop her, and I learned later that she wanted me to stop her, to leave her behind, and she got dressed and stood up.

I was still naked on the bed, looking up at her, she took her bag, looked back at me, then turned her head and walked out the door.

It was only when she put her hand on the doorknob that I staggered over and grabbed her.

I grabbed her and said, "Don't go!" "I said it unreasonably.

She didn't turn her face, she grabbed her hand and said, "You're still a child!" I said, "Yes, yes, I can't change that!" "I pulled her hard and hugged her, and she struggled to move around in my arms, closed her eyes, and leaned hard against the wall, her head up, and tears fell silently.

I was so stupid that I didn't know what that look meant, and she later said that she hated to meet me, and that she would be so intoxicated and forgetful to be planted in the hands of a little man.

She was in pain there for a while, but she pushed me away, and she opened the door, and when I saw her like this, I didn't hold back, and smiled and said, "Let's go, let's never see each other again!" "She was gone, leaving me there empty, and I was saddened to think of her departure, of thinking that she was going back to the arms of the old man, and that my fist was slamming hard against the wall.

We didn't see each other for another month, and in March 2000, we were about to do our graduation internship.

One day, that girl Xiaoyu came to the school to look for me.