That day, I was in a daze on the balcony outside the dormitory, and suddenly a buddy from the dormitory came in and said, "Hey, Xiaoyang, someone is looking for you, outside the dormitory, the door guard won't let her in, you go down and have a look!" Saying that, the brother patted me on the shoulder with a smile and said, "Hey, Xiaoyang, as soon as this winter vacation comes, you have changed a lot, and this dress is more fashionable than before, do you have a girlfriend, but it looks quite small, you kid, heh!" I also smiled, I thought it was Sister Ya, I was stunned for a moment, and then walked down slowly, I saw a little girl standing at the door, I didn't recognize it at first, I knew she was waiting for me, she was a little girl at the door of the boys' dormitory, I walked over, she kept looking at me, I remembered, she was the girl I met when I and Sister Ya went to the orphanage, Xiaoyu, she is really a pretty little girl, wearing a fashionable bib pants, wearing a long-sleeved shirt on it, wearing a hat, very fashionable, very youthful.

She pursed her lips, shrugged her nose and said, "Brother Xiaoyang! I also smiled and said, "Well, hello! "I'm still a little confused, I don't know how she came to me.

She walked up to me and said, "Hey, Brother Xiaoyang, it was Sister Ya who told me that you were here, my grades have been bad lately, she said let me come to you to tutor me with my homework, I happened to come here with my classmates to play today, I came to you, you are not upset!" She said, smiling smartly.

I nodded, I don't know why she came to me, if Sister Ya is playing some tricks again.

I said, "Sister Ya, is she okay?" Xiaoyu said: "It's okay, by the way, today is her birthday!" "Did she tell you to call me?" She was stunned for a moment, then nodded and said, "Yes, let's go together!" "I didn't know that day, Sister Ya didn't let me go, it was Xiaoyu who mentioned it, and I didn't know, it was Xiaoyu who made her own opinion.

I didn't want to go at first, but I didn't know why, but I knew I wanted to go.

We went to the orphanage in the evening, Xiaoyu said: "Her birthday is celebrated in the orphanage every year, she didn't want to celebrate her birthday, but we children want to thank her for taking care of us, so we give her a birthday every year!" ”

On the side of the road, I suddenly stopped and said, "Xiaoyu, I want to buy a gift!" She nodded and said, "Well, I should buy a small gift!" "Yes, she has a birthday, how can she not give a gift. She's given me a lot, and I don't think I can go empty-handed.

We went to the mall, but I didn't know what to buy a gift all of a sudden, I had never given a gift to a girl, I asked Xiaoyu, "What should I give?" She suddenly opened her eyes wide, and said with a smile on the corner of her mouth: "You look so nervous, do you like your sister?" I shook my head and said, "No, I don't know what to send!" "She said buy a hairpin, I felt too stingy to take it, I looked at some and didn't buy it, we went to a cosmetics counter, I was stupid at the time to think it was a very high-end gift, I looked at a lipstick.

I said, "Xiaoyu, how about buying lipstick?" She nodded and said, "Okay, my sister will like it!" I immediately laughed, and then said to the salesperson, "Trouble you, Miss, I'll buy this lipstick!" She took it out, looked at me and said, "200 yuan, go over there and pay the bill!" That invoice pick-up! "I was stunned when I heard it, I didn't see it clearly, I didn't know that this thing was so expensive, I was stunned for a long time, I only had a hundred and a few dollars on me, which was almost a week's living expenses.

Xiaoyu saw it, and then said, "Let's go, let's go over there to pay the bill!" As soon as we left, I said to Xiaoyu in a nervous state: "Xiaoyu, I ......" Xiaoyu then smiled and said: "I know, you came out in a hurry, you didn't bring so much money, I'll give you a cushion first!" I said, "How is that good?" "It's okay, brother, I want you to tutor me in the future, it's all a tutor fee!" I nodded helplessly.

When I got the little box, my heart was so sour. I know that the outside world is far away from me, it is a society where money is needed everywhere, and men without money will be shy in order to give a small gift to a woman.

When Xiaoyu and I went to the orphanage, it was slightly dark, and a hall in the orphanage was very lively, with ribbons, lanterns, balloons, a lot of candles on the table, and gifts for the children, most of which were painted by themselves, and the children were sitting there, and when we entered, the lights in the room were dim, and I saw Sister Ya, and she started to play with the children with laughter, and then she looked up and saw me and Xiaoyu, and her expression told me that she didn't know I was coming.

I could tell it in her eyes.

She suddenly stopped smiling, then pursed her lips and looked at me, I looked at her without any expression, her complexion was still good, her face was flushed, she was wearing a casual sweater, the sleeves were pulled up to the crook of her arms, revealing her white arms and hands, and a pair of jeans underneath.

Her thin rosy lips pursed, and when she saw that I didn't speak, she turned to play games with the younger children. Cut, and then Xiaoyu beside me said, "Brother, what's wrong with you?" I said, "Oh, I'll go out and I'll be right back!" I put the gift in Xiaoyu's hand from behind me and said, "Give it to her!" Xiaoyu nodded inexplicably, looking puzzled.

I walked out, walking in the orphanage, it was getting dark outside, and some light was faintly visible.

I desperately wanted to escape from that place, knowing that it was all not mine, that I was superfluous. But after a while, suddenly a person ran out of the house, it was Sister Ya, she looked left and right, and when she found me, she slowly walked to me with her hands on her chest, and I turned around, and the two of them were standing under the sky that was about to go dark.

She still had her hands on her chest and said, "Want to go?" I didn't know what to say, and finally held back a sentence: "Today is Xiaoyu looking for me, I didn't know you had a birthday, so I came!" Well, I know! She said coldly: "I tell you, I didn't let Xiaoyu do this, I hope you can understand!" She didn't know that this sentence hurt me, and I said, "Well, it's me who shouldn't have been so reckless, I'm sorry!" I suddenly raised my face and smiled and said, "Happy birthday to you!" With that, I stepped back, and as I retreated, I slowly turned my head, and I suddenly ran.

She didn't come to chase me, I ran away by myself, and then she told me that she especially wanted to run up and chase me that night, but she didn't know what I thought, when she returned to the house, and saw the gift that Xiaoyu took out, she said that she was in tears, and she cried on the spot, and she couldn't tell her feelings.

It seems that our encounter will not last long, and every time we separate, it will be precipitated by time for a period of time.

It was Xiaoyu who caught up with me, and she stopped me at the door of the orphanage and said, "Brother Xiaoyang, what's wrong with you, did you have a conflict with your sister?" I shook my head and smiled, "No!" "I know, there must be a misunderstanding, I often don't listen to her, and then I have trouble with her, but after that, it's fine, she won't be angry, let's go back, she said she likes that gift very much!" When Xiaoyu ran out, it was also when Sister Ya was crying inside, so Xiaoyu didn't know the situation inside at that time.

So I didn't know at the time, it was just a sentence that she liked the gift, and I didn't know if it was true or not.

I didn't go back, I don't know why, Xiaoyu didn't want to go back, she said she wanted to play with me, I asked her not to do this, but she didn't listen, she said she gave a birthday present, said happy birthday, didn't want to stay inside.

That night, we were drinking in the night market on the side of the road, Xiaoyu accompanied me, I was half drunk, and I had an indescribable relationship with Xiaoyu in a daze, and this relationship made me regret it for the rest of my life.

How do I know the specific relationship between Xiaoyu and Sister Ya, I didn't even know Xiaoyu herself at that time, Xiaoyu was 16 years old, and Sister Ya was 29 years old, which was something that couldn't be contacted.

Xiaoyu was in adolescence, she came to me for a purpose, she asked me to accompany her to the midnight movie after I got drunk, I went with her, in the dark movie theater, she suddenly leaned on top of me, and then asked me, "How does kissing feel?" "I looked at her, and I was confused, and I kissed her, who was only 16 years old at the time, a few years younger than me.

What happened next was ridiculous.