Chapter 348: Different
"You're wrong...... Shen Ning said this, to remind her and to warn herself.
There have been many things along the way, but there will be more to come. There are so many temptations, so many hardships, keep your heart, no matter how many temptations, no matter how many hardships, you will not lose the direction of travel.
This is a cliché, but it is also a profound truth.
Before coming here, Shen Ning was puzzled in his heart, and he wanted to ask Zheng Shaoyi many things. For example, how did she find the Li family, how did Shangguan Changzhi's old ministry listen to her words, and how those siege crossbows were transported to Jingzhao. These are all Shen Ning's questions.
At this moment, I don't feel the need to ask. The Li family is dead, and the old department of Shangguan Changzhi has killed himself in the North Road Alley, and those siege crossbows are now in the Jingzhao Mansion and are displayed as a success medal.
The result is decided, but the antecedents are no longer important. Of course, Shen Ning would not tell Zheng Shaoyi that in order to find out where the Li family had been, Ruliu took the household registration list from the household department, like pulling a fishing net, from Xianghe Street to Jixiang Lane, and from Jixiang Lane to Beidao Lane, how much manpower and effort was spent in the middle.
No matter how much precaution you have, there will be nothing to hide in front of the incomparably detailed search.
Perhaps, Zheng Shaoyi still has a lot of tricks, and there are still many complicated things in the Ying family, but it can't affect Shen Ning to move forward according to his heart.
Some people and things are destined to be just pebbles under their feet, maybe they will knock their feet, as long as they stop and flick lightly, they can leave.
"You're doing it yourself!" Shen Ning stood up, only said this, then stopped looking at her, and left the side hall of the front yard with Ying Nantu.
When he walked out of the mansion, Shen Ning looked up again at the strings of gold and silver paper ingots, the events before his death, the name after his death, the Zhengzhao Emperor of that life, there were only these strings of gold and silver paper ingots left, that's all.
Shen Ning was speechless for a while. Ying Nantu, who followed beside him, was also silent. When the husband and wife returned to Youyuju, they saw Chun Shi, Qiu Ge and other maids, who were busy going in and out, sorting out the box matters, which was preparing for leaving.
Unknowingly, she has been married to Ying Nantu for almost a month. During this period of time, a lot of things have happened, successively the Li family and Zheng Shaoyi, and Shen Ning's mood has been in a high state of tension. Until this time. When the dust settles. Her heart was relieved. Always with a smile on his face.
Shen Ning, who smiled lightly like this, could see that Nantu's eyes were deep. I was happy for her happiness, but I also felt a trace of annoyance that I was silent. Such a contradictory mood made him more silent than usual.
The anomaly of the Anthalt. Shen Ning quickly noticed it. At dinner, Ying Nantu didn't eat much, although he smiled as usual, but he didn't talk much.
Shen Ning originally thought that Ying Nantu was worried about the affairs of the Ying family, but then, she felt that something was wrong, it seemed, after meeting Zheng Shaoyi. Retreat and be silent?
What is it for?
Seeing Ying Nantu like this, Shen Ning was a little at a loss and a little apprehensive. She thought about what to say to Nantu, but she didn't know how to speak. Although the two have known each other for a long time, their feelings have been deep. But it has been less than a month since they got married, and Shen Ning can't guess the reason for Nantu's unusually silence.
Because they each have their own thoughts, this dinner, Ying Nantu and Shen Ning are very quiet. It is unknown whether Ying Nantu thinks the food is delicious, but Shen Ning feels that the level of the food cooked by Xia Qi is different from usual, and the taste is not as attractive as usual.
In the evening, I washed up and closed the quilt. Shen Ning's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up freely. She felt Ying Nantu's breath and breathing, thought of his silence today, and hesitated to ask him what was going on.
Just thinking like this, Shen Ning realized that Ying Nantu had already leaned over, wrapped her arms in his arms, let her head rest on his shoulder, and then stopped talking.
At this moment, Shen Ning only felt that his cheeks were on fire. She leaned on his shoulder, as if she felt his breath blowing and closing overhead, blazing hot.
"You ......" Shen Ning wanted to speak, but found that his throat was a little dry, and after only saying this one word, he found it difficult to continue. And Ying Nantu's breathing was getting closer and closer, pressing over the top of her head, coming to her cheek, as if tangible, and Shen Ning's panting movements also accelerated.
"I don't think ......," Shen Ning heard Ying Nantu speak. His voice was muffled, and it was close to her ear, as if it had slid through her earlobe, and Shen Ning felt a little numb.
Why not be happy? Shen Ning wanted to ask like this, but he opened his mouth and didn't make a sound.
"I heard that Zheng Shaoyi was saying, Shangguan Changzhi called Ning'er Ning'er...... I feel annoyed at the thought that he is fantasizing about this......" Ying Nantu's muffled voice continued, but he said the reason for his silence.
Because of this! Shen Ning was stunned for a moment, then felt funny, and finally had irrepressible joy. It turned out to be such a reason, she didn't expect him to be unhappy, because he listened to Zheng Shaoyi's words. He's ...... Jealous?
For example, when a woman sees her husband and a concubine, she drinks a jar of old vinegar during the day? Sour heart? Is this an expression of his feelings for himself?
Shen Ning didn't have time to think about it, Ying Nantu suddenly hugged her in his arms, as if he wanted to press her into his body, his hot lips also fell on her face and body, and there were muttered words in his mouth: "Ning'er...... Ning'er, my ...... My ......"
Shen Ning tried to raise his head to look at him, his far-reaching eyebrows furrowed, and Shen Ning was stunned for a moment.
This man, when he is emotional, will be like this, which is very different from him in normal times. It's not the heroism of the clouds and whistles under the moon in Tianning Temple, nor is it the elegance of the rain on the street, but like this, it seems to be painful and happy, is this love?
Shen Ning couldn't help but shiver, she felt that she was extremely cold, and his body was extremely hot, the two were attached together, and Shen Ning seemed to be able to hear the "sizzling" sound when the hot soldering iron entered the water.
You should have words, thousands of miles of stratus clouds, thousands of mountains and snow, who is the figure going?
Jun was speechless, only the room was full of beautiful spring light, mixed with thick and thin gasps, and there were crazy children.
Since that day of silence, there seems to be something different between Ying Nantu and Shen Ning. It's different, but I can't say what it is.
Sometimes, two people will suddenly stop while they are talking, and then look at each other and smile; Or, when Ying Nantu wanted to say something, Shen Ning could just pick up the next sentence everywhere.
Affection and tacit understanding grow over time.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, Ying Nantu and Shen Ning went to Shifu Street to enjoy the lanterns. Although the lanterns of the Shangyuan Festival are more for unmarried men and women, there are also many newlyweds who come here to feel this affection. What's more, Ying Nantu and Shen Ning have never enjoyed the lanterns together, and this experience has to be made up for anyway.
On the street, visitors are like carp, and the lanterns are bright. This time, Shen Ning did not have the sigh of Changtai's thirty-six years, and some of them were just the happiness of joining hands with his beloved. The past in the past life, although tragic, is not forgotten, but it makes people cherish the happiness of the present even more.
After the Lantern Festival, Ying Nantu and Shen Ning planned to leave Jingzhao, and according to Shen Huashan's guidance before, they were going to Lingnan to see Shen Zegao and Shen Kaishan and others there. Before leaving, of course, the indispensable thing was to return to the Shen family and say goodbye to everyone.
Shen Yu didn't expect that Shen Ning would leave Jingzhao again as soon as he got married, and he was naturally reluctant in his heart. She knew that her daughter and son-in-law left Jingzhao for various reasons, and it must be better to leave than to stay. But as a mother, she still feels a little uncomfortable in her heart.
"You're your age, you've been out and about for a long time. How many of these women are your friends? What are the most important things about housekeeping? You are not young anymore, it is time to settle down and get pregnant as soon as possible, and forget about my wish. In Heming Xuan, Shen Yu and Shen Ning, two mothers and daughters, were talking.
In Shen Yu's mind, the inner house is the court and battlefield of the woman, and it is a matter of effort and wisdom for a woman to take care of the inner house. When the housewife takes care of the back house, the front hall can sit back and relax. This is the best way to be a wife nowadays.
But this daughter ...... I haven't been in Jingzhao for a long time, and I only run around, how can I understand these ways of inner houses? Although my daughter has learned a lot from what she heard from herself, and she has also learned a lot from Jianhuatang, she has no specific application and no practical process, which is equivalent to useless.
She really wanted this Shen Ning to settle down, take care of the small things in the house, hold a few banquets, get acquainted with her in-laws, and give birth to a child. Simple and harmonious days, how good. This is Shen Yu's expectation of Shen Ning.
For Shen Yu's family, Shen Ning is full of admiration, and he just can't wait to entertain his relatives under her knees for many years. But staying in Jingzhao, learning the way of housekeeping, and being a woman in the house is not what Shen Ning wants. In her previous life, the housekeeping skills she learned were enough, and besides, the Ying family, with the concubine in her previous life, she didn't want to get involved at all.
At the same time, in the front yard of the Shen family, Shen Huashan and Shen Yuxian were also talking to Ying Nantu, talking about various things in Lingnan. Once again, Shen Huashan asked Ying Nantu and Shen Ning to set off as soon as possible.
"Things are pretty much in order. Ten days later, he planned to leave Jingzhao. Ying Nantu said with a smile, saying that it was probably time to leave Jingzhao. After all, he is a family person, and he doesn't know how long he will stay in Lingnan Road, and there are really a lot of preparations for living in Lingnan Road.
"Ten days, it's still a long time. Or as soon as possible! After thinking about it, Shen Huashan said this, and his brows locked.
Hearing Shen Huashan's words, Shen Yuxian and Ying Nantu both raised their eyebrows, is ten days still long? Could it be that there is going to be news in the Zichen Palace?
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