2. Memories

Marrying a gambler, there will be no good day, Zhao Xiaoling finally worked hard to earn a little money, and he did everything possible to gamble and gamble it all, everything worth a little money at home was taken by him to gamble, or someone who was deceived by him came to the door to take it away.

The eight-year married life with Zhang Weimin is a disaster for Zhao Xiaoling, except for exhaustion and endless torture, she can't see any hope, but she doesn't have any relatives in this world, leaving Zhang Weimin, she can only sleep on the streets, the world is big, and there is no place for her.

To live is to be reluctant, it is not a pity for her to die, but she is a mother, and she has to hold on for her daughter.

In the end, what made Zhao Xiaoling decide to leave Zhang Weimin was the death of her daughter, the six-year-old daughter had a high fever, but the money she carefully saved was robbed by Zhang Weimin to gamble, no one in the neighborhood would lend money to a gambler's family, she could only watch her daughter die of illness because of lack of money for treatment.

The grief-stricken Zhao Xiaoling hugged her daughter's body and went to the street, forcing the people on the street to apply for a divorce certificate for her.

The people on the street sympathized with her situation and pooled together one hundred and fifty yuan for her, but Tang Chun didn't know where he heard about her, so he found her and gave her a hundred yuan.

In order to avoid Zhang Weimin's harassment and not want to stay in this sad place, Zhao Xiaoling buried her daughter and left Nanxian.

Zhao Xiaoling has traveled to many places, done a lot of work, and endured a lot of hardships, and in the end, she made some money by doing business, and there were many suitors, but she has already been like ashes, except for the numb life, life is boring.

Now, she is sixteen years old again, her grandmother is still there, her aunt is also living well, these two people who cared for her in her previous life are still there, and she has the opportunity to repay them well to make up for the regrets of her previous life.

Especially her aunt, she has a good relationship with her uncle, but her uncle is a cowardly person, so under the pressure of his strong parents, he had to divorce his aunt.

In their previous lives, they regretted their divorce, but the desperate aunt had already taken her to marry the village's bachelor Ergou.

At the beginning, Ergou was very good to his aunt, and a bachelor like Ergou was able to marry a smart, capable and beautiful daughter-in-law like his aunt, which was because he bumped into shit luck.

But later, Ergou found out that Zhao Yulan and Tang Chun had secretly met and complained to each other, and Ergou, who was annoyed and angry, suddenly seemed to be a different person, torturing Zhao Yulan in various ways.

Living in the same village, Tang Chun of course knew that Ergou was abusing Zhao Yulan, and after being cowardly for half his life, he finally resolutely decided to separate from his parents, and then let Zhao Yulan remarry him.

Of course Ergou was unwilling, he finally married a daughter-in-law, and it was so unexpectedly good, he missed Zhao Yulan, and he couldn't find such a good woman again.

Ergou threatened Zhao Yulan that if he dared to divorce him, he would kill Tang Chun and his three daughters, anyway, he was barefoot and not afraid to wear shoes.

Zhao Yulan could only give up, but she still couldn't let go of her three daughters in her heart, and Tang Chun couldn't let go of her, they lived in a village, and they didn't look up to see each other, I don't know if it was intentional or unintentional, anyway, they had many opportunities to meet, Ergou was carried away by jealousy, in order to retaliate and warn Zhao Yulan, the frenzied Ergou stretched out his claws to Zhao Xiaoling.

Ergou knew that Zhao Xiaoling was Zhao Yulan's soft helper, he pinched the time for Zhao Yulan to come back, but he didn't calculate that Zhao Yulan was just weak on the surface, Ergou touched her bottom line, and she fought with him abnormally.

In the melee between Zhao Yulan and Zhao Xiaoling against Ergou together, Zhao Xiaoling was also responsible for Ergou's death, because it was not clear who the fatal wound that hit Ergou's head was, but Zhao Yulan carried everything alone, left a letter and drank pesticides.

When Zhao Xiaoling thought of this, her heart couldn't stop throbbing, and her tears couldn't stop flowing.

Li Qing, who came back from morning exercises and breakfast, stepped into the dormitory and saw Zhao Xiaoling secretly crying there alone.

"Xiaoling, what's wrong with you?"

Zhao Xiao wiped away his tears, "It's nothing." ”

Li Qing glanced at Zhao Xiaoling strangely, Zhao Xiaoling has always been a moody person, in the class, she is the most difficult classmate in the family, and she is also the person who studies the hardest, no matter how hard it is, she did not cry in front of others, and it is impossible to cry because she is not feeling well.

"Xiaoling, doesn't matter to your body, right?" Li Qing handed the steamed bun to Zhao Xiaoling.

"Thanks, I'm fine!" Zhao Xiaoling took the steamed bun and took out a five-cent meal ticket from her trouser pocket and gave it to Li Qing.

It is common for classmates to help each other with food, and Li Qing naturally took the meal ticket handed over by Zhao Xiaoling.

Li Qing and Zhao Xiaoling's aunt Zhao Yulan is from the same village, when school started, Zhao Yulan sent Zhao Xiaoling to report to school, and found that Zhao Xiaoling and Li Qing were in the same class, so they were the first to meet her, as people from the same village, Zhao Yulan and Li Qing's mother hoped that the two girls would take care of each other, and the two of them naturally came together.

Originally, Zhao Yulan recognized the bed for Zhao Xiaoling as the lower bunk, and girls like to sleep in the lower bunk, and the lower bunk is convenient, but Zhao Xiaoling's order and quilt are tattered and patched, out of the girl's self-esteem, Zhao Xiaoling proposed to change the bed with Li Qing, and they naturally sat together and became the same table.

The two girls study and play together, and sometimes when they go home on weekends, Zhao Yulan will ask Li Qing to help bring things to Zhao Xiaoling, such as pickles, or a few yuan.

Li Qing's personality is lively and cheerful, he is handsome, and his father is the production captain of Nancun, and his family conditions are solid.

And Zhao Xiaoling, because of the hardships at home, her psychological pressure is also very great, and her personality seems a little dull, but Zhao Xiaoling's academic performance is good, because she has a good relationship with Li Qing, so Zhao Xiaoling often helps Li Qing answer questions in her studies.

During this time at school, Zhao Xiaoling thought that she and Li Qing were good friends who were intimate and close to their lungs, but after the death of her grandmother, Zhao Xiaoling was taken to live in Nancun by Zhao Yulan, and Li Qing's attitude towards Zhao Xiaoling changed, becoming cold as frost, full of defensiveness and hostility.

Later, because of family changes, Zhao Xiaoling's aunt died, and she could only study at home, and Zhao Xiaoling was asked to be a teacher in the commune, but Li Qing secretly stirred up the yellow. Of course, this matter was not overheard by Zhao Xiaoling from the people in the commune until many years later.