3. Memories

Although during the period after her aunt's death, Zhao Xiaoling had faintly felt Li Qing's ill intentions towards her, but the lonely Zhao Xiaoling was still fooled by her and got along with Zhang Weimin

Later, Zhao Xiaoling knew that Li Qing was deliberate, because Li Qing and Zhao Xiaoling were friends, she knew her, knew her weaknesses, she knew that Zhang Weimin was a scoundrel, a gambler, and she also lied to Zhao Xiaoling that Zhang Weimin was smart, could speak well, and was a good person, and he was still a regular employee of the steel factory, his family was from the county seat, and his parents died early, so he didn't have to endure his mother-in-law's anger in the future.

Zhao Xiaoling, who has lived in the mountains since she was a child, has shallow eye sockets, and has no relatives in this world, seeing Zhang Weimin dressed fashionably, she is indeed able to speak well, and Zhao Xiaoling personally watched her aunt's in-laws make all kinds of difficulties and meanness to her aunt, and also broke up the marriage between her aunt and uncle, seeing that Zhang Weimin's family has no parents, she does not need to be angry with her in-laws in the future, so Zhao Xiaoling believed Li Qing's words and began to associate with Zhang Weimin.

Xiaoling has only been living in Nancun for a few months, I don't know Zhang Weimin, Li Qing knew that Zhao Xiaoling was psychologically fragile at that time and urgently needed a support, and some clever words made Zhao Xiaoling jump into a marriage that would never recover.

In fact, Zhang Weimin is not an employee of the steel plant, he does work in the steel factory, but he is only a temporary worker, and he has been fired a long time ago because of his good gambling, and his parents are angry with him.

Seeing Zhao Xiaoling stunned while eating steamed buns, Li Qing reached out and touched Zhao Xiaoling's forehead, "Xiaoling, you're not feeling well, you have something on your mind." ”

Zhao Xiaoling avoided Li Qing's hand expressionlessly, "Yes, I have something on my mind, I can't hide anything from you, or you know me best." ”

Li Qing's expression was a little embarrassed, and Zhao Xiaoling was full of vigilance and alienation towards her today.

"Xiaoling, the two of us are good friends, if you have anything, tell me, if I can help you, I will share it with you, if you can't, I can also help you think of a way."

"No, you go to class! I just want to be alone. ”

Zhao Xiaoling's attitude was calm, but there was a coldness that could not be concealed.

Li Qing's doubts are even deeper, today's Zhao Xiaoling exudes an indescribable eccentricity, obviously she was fine before going to bed last night, why did she become like this after sleeping? One moment I feel unwell, and the next I say that I have something on my mind.

In fact, whether Zhao Xiaoling said that she was not in good health, or that she had something on her mind, it was Li Qing who said it herself, and Zhao Xiaoling just agreed casually, it was just perfunctory to her.

Seeing Zhao Xiaoling's look of rejecting people thousands of miles away, Li Qing left puzzled.

Zhao Xiaoling ate steamed buns absentmindedly, because her family was poor, she had three meals a day and each meal was a five-cent steamed bun, fortunately, the steamed buns in the school were big, she could barely eat enough, sometimes she was really hungry, she secretly ate the raw sweet potatoes she brought from home, that is, raw sweet potatoes, she also had to save them.

Zhao Xiaoling shook her head, she can't always be immersed in memories, she has to face the reality as soon as possible, the actual question she needs to consider at the moment is whether she should go to the classroom now, or continue to stay in the dormitory to sort out the matter of her rebirth, or go back to see her grandmother.

After Li Qing left, a few more classmates came in the dormitory, and then they were about to read early, and one of the classmates asked Zhao Xiaoling, "Zhao Xiaoling, you said that you were not in good health before, are you better now?" Still going to class? ”

In Zhao Xiaoling's previous life, she studied very hard and never missed classes, especially after the news of the resumption of the college entrance examination, she grew up in the suffering and saw a glimmer of life, she was wholeheartedly going to university, only by being admitted to college, she could change the hard life in front of her, in order to support her to go to school, her grandparents went to the mountains to collect medicine and sell money at such an old age, but her grandfather fell into the ravine and died, and she was not around when her grandmother died, and her aunt divorced Tang Chun in order to provide her with school, and the conflict with her in-laws intensified, and Tang Chun divorced, In order to let her continue to go to school, she married Ergou in a hurry, which became a tragedy.

You must know that so many things will happen later, and because she goes to school, these relatives closest to her will be implicated, and she will say that she will not continue to go to school again. Zhao Xiaoling, who has gone through a lifetime of lonely hardships, knows what she wants most.

Zhao Xiaoling replied to the question: "Do you know what day it is?"

When Zhao Xiaoling woke up just now, she found herself in the dormitory of her sophomore year of high school, when they were in high school, the dormitory of the first year of high school was different from that of the second year of high school, and in her previous life, she dropped out of school in the second semester of her sophomore year.

So Zhao Xiaoling knows the approximate time at present, but she doesn't know the specific time.

"Number Three!"

"What is the month?"

"Zhao Xiaoling, you're sick and your brain is confused, right?"

"April 3rd!" I can't remember what number it is, and it's a little strange that I don't know how many months I don't know.

Zhao Xiaoling's brain thudred, and she stood up suddenly, her expression excited and her voice eager.

"Was it April 3, 1980? Are you sure? She will never forget this day, it was the day her grandmother died.

The girl was stunned by Zhao Xiaoling's strange behavior, and she nodded mechanically.

"Is it really April 3, 1980?" Zhao Xiaoling asked again unsure of it.

"Yes! Zhao Xiaoling, what's wrong with you? Why don't you know when it's gone? ”

is obviously a scholar, but he asked such a mentally retarded question, and he became a nerd when he reads, which at this moment has made them scumbags psychologically balanced.

Zhao Xiaoling couldn't take care of anything, couldn't care about the surprised eyes of her classmates, couldn't take care of her own unreasonable behavior, she had to hurry home to see her grandmother for the last time.

Zhao Xiaoling quickly climbed onto her bed, took a burden, quickly slid off the bed and said, "I have something to go home, please help me ask the teacher for leave."

Zhao Xiaoling ran out of the dormitory door as she spoke, and she didn't hear her classmates in the dormitory ask her what happened at home.

Today's Zhao Xiaoling is too abnormal, what can make this nerd Zhao Xiaoling, who has always been a book, ask for leave and not go to class!

Zhao Xiaoling ran out of the dormitory, ran out of the school, and soon ran in the direction where Zhao Jiagou was.

From the school to the commune, there are more than 20 kilometers of road, from the commune to Zhaojiagou, there are more than 30 kilometers of road, ordinary people walk for a day, and Zhao Xiaoling, the fastest to learn hair, also takes more than six hours.

Zhao Xiaoling ran fast, she hoped to be faster, faster, she wanted to see her grandmother immediately, she wanted to save her.