Chapter 197: Spit out as soon as possible

"Third brother, you really look away, in fact, I'm not good! It's really not good! It's not worth it for me. ”

"Whether it's good or not, I just put it in my heart, it's not that whoever is good is really good, and whoever is bad is really bad. I don't want to talk about love, I will only love you in my own way, how can I bear to see you sad. ”

"Xiaoyu, do you have to persist persistently?"

"As it is said in "The Old Man and the Sea": 'A person is not born to be defeated, as long as you keep running, it is always us who wins in the end.'" You're right? ”

"Yes! As Goethe said: 'Truth belongs to mankind, and falsehood belongs to the times.' 'The truth is only in the hands of a few, and you think that your insistence is right, that is, the truth, and I really have nothing to say, and I don't want to repeat it. ”

Zhang Fengyi is really helpless, he was in a dilemma by Xu Xiaoyu's persistence, this is a deep love and inextricable himself, how can he not know? It can only be a matter of course. Xu Xiaoyu has always been a freewheeling person, and it is not easy to be so persistent about himself. He can't interfere, and he can't interfere with all of Xu Xiaoyu's thinking patterns, he just wants everything to be well!

"I will also be self-aware and have a sense of proportion. No matter how scumbag Xu Xiaoyu is in the eyes of others, I am also a well-informed and knowledgeable cultural person, how can I make you embarrassed? Just let me continue to dream my own dreams and continue to disturb myself! ”

Xu Xiaoyu saw that Zhang Fengyi had tolerated himself to the greatest extent, so he no longer planned to reason with him. changed the topic, but he still wouldn't give up, wouldn't back down, and wouldn't give up. In the days to come, he also wants to better show his heart for Zhang Fengyi.

"Yes! Hooligans are not scary, but they are afraid that hooligans are cultured, and they are most afraid of cultured scum like you. Zhang Fengyi didn't plan to continue the dispute with Xu Xiaoyu, and when he saw that he changed the topic, he pushed the boat down. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"Okay, Xiaoyi, I admit I'm a scoundrel and a scoundrel. But I only want to play hooligan with you, and I want to rely on you all my life. It doesn't matter if you don't like me, I have to love you as always.

For me, the value and meaning of life is to talk to you about a love, a love that is unprecedented, until I talk about the whole world is full of love. But I don't seem to have this chance, and you won't give me a chance, will you!

You can also continue to be indifferent to me; continue to reject me; Those who continue do not accept me; Go on when nothing has happened; continue to pretend that they don't know anything; Continue to live the life you want, but you should always understand my infatuation with you! ”

Xu Xiaoyu has buried his feelings in his heart for so many years, and when he has the opportunity today, of course he wants to vomit as soon as possible, and he has absolutely no reservations. If he doesn't say it again, I'm afraid there will really be no way to say anything about his little righteousness in the future. With his understanding of Zhang Fengyi, this "nerd" will definitely use all means to cut off all the illusions he has about him.

"This is my tolerance for you, but it is for myself, but it is a harm to others, and we must not be too selfish. It's easy to fall in love, but it's hard to get along. The friendship between us is no less than that between husband and wife, mutual respect, mutual trust, mutual understanding, mutual forgiveness, mutual forbearance, etc., I have done everything I can for you. I hope that the tree of our friendship will be evergreen and the flower of family affection will be immortal. ”

Zhang Fengyi also expected that simply changing the topic would not solve the substantive problem. He started the offensive and once again reaffirmed the relationship between himself and Xu Xiaoyu. Because this relationship still has to be maintained, it must also be clarified.

"Speaking of which, I'm going to go back in vain, and if I don't say it all, you won't give me another chance. But I'm still willing to humiliate myself in front of you. Who made me love so sloppy and so cheap! ”

Xu Xiaoyu's mood at this moment can be imagined, if there is a lot of liquor in front of him, I believe he will drink it all without hesitation.

"I'm sorry Xiaoyu, I've known you for so long, and in my heart, I've never loved you. My heart is full of that person, and I can't hold anyone else. In order to make Xu Xiaoyu completely dead to himself, Zhang Fengyi could only choose to hurt him again.

The injury will be fine, it is better than watching Xiao Yu become obsessed with himself and ruin his life. completely wanted to cut off his thoughts about himself, which was also out of helplessness. Zhang Fengyi's heart was not comfortable, and when he said these words, he didn't even dare to look at Xu Xiaoyu's eyes again.

"Does it have to be so hurtful? If your own heart can feel better, then you can continue, anyway, I am broken now, let us break more completely. Xiaoyi, do you have to force me to die for you? Do you have to never get along with me in the future......"

"Xiaoyu, how long are you going to mess around? You know that this is not my intention, and you still say this, are you blaming me? Or are you belittled of yourself? Why do you push my limits again and again? Do you have to make me sad? Will you be better off then? Before Xu Xiaoyu finished speaking, Zhang Fengyi interrupted him and said to Xu Xiaoyu very seriously and seriously.

"I don't want any of that; I don't want you to think about my future; I don't want you to explain anything to me; I don't want you to feel any guilt about me; I don't want to kidnap you with morality; I don't want to force you with my conscience; I don't want to bind you with family affection, what I want is the original you, you who are neither humble nor arrogant, and you who will not bow your head for anything or anyone. Xiaoyi, look at you, what has become of you now. ”

Xu Xiaoyu's tone of voice was already very excited, and he tried his best to control the speed of his speech, he really didn't want to see that person's sad expression, and it was impossible for him to shed a tear again......

The atmosphere in the car suddenly quieted down, and although the mood swings of the two people were particularly large, they both chose temporary silence for each other. After being silent for a while, Zhang Fengyi was the first to speak.

"Xiaoyu, this is my truest appearance, the Zhang Fengyi you knew before was just a shell with a vain appearance, and the disguise was too deep. It's a walking dead without soul and flesh, he just lives like a robot without emotion, just constantly striving for the goals set in advance, that's all! You should reacquaint yourself with who I am today. ”

"Alright! Xiaoyi, I admit defeat! In front of you, I will always be a loser. We've known each other for so long, and you really haven't fallen in love with me for a day? ”

"Xiaoyu, every day from now on, I will like you. To you: I can only be affectionate and polite. You and I are not strangers, and there are still many things waiting for me to create with you; Let's go and finish it together; Let's do it together; Do you still want to turn me away from a thousand miles away? Are you really willing to leave me alone? ”

"That's it! I already know that you are not teasing, but completely breaking my illusions about you. It's not a good thing to work together to see the scenery of the world all the way. Xiaoyi, you are no longer allowed to distinguish so clearly from me, and be brave and bold to accept all the good that comes from me. If I don't let me dedicate myself wholeheartedly, or burn myself, then what do I have to pursue in this life? What's the fun? ”

"Xiaoyu, I still say the same thing: relatives and lovers are equally important, don't have to judge who is high and who is low, in my life, you are all my treasures, rare treasures. All things have a price, but love is priceless. The friendship between you and me is rare and priceless! ”

"What a love is priceless! implicated you and me; tethered you and me; Stumbling up on you and me! At first, I wanted to hug the beauty, but I didn't want to gain a brother who was a friend of life and death, and even if I Xu Xiaoyu didn't suffer a loss. I don't want to talk about the long and the bad; Let's talk about gains and losses; Let's talk about winning and losing. Speaking of which, the one who loves each other the most will definitely make concessions first, and in the end he will definitely be the loser. ”

"There are no absolutes in the world, maybe one day, Xiaoyu, you will be glad that you lost today. Its object must be reversed, and the losing side is often the real winner in the end! What you have won is my heart, a heart that can be selflessly dedicated to your loved ones wholeheartedly, do you still feel wronged? All in all, maybe you've made a lot of money! ”