Chapter 196: You Are You

"I have a good relationship with him, so you really don't have to worry about that. It's you, you must also ...... well" Speaking of this, Zhang Fengyi's nose was sour, and he couldn't say it anymore, he tried his best to hide his sadness, and the kind of unbearable to Xu Xiaoyu!

"Xiaoyi, that's now, what if it's later? Can your relationship really stand the test? Do you promise that he won't misunderstand you about something? I understand you, will he understand you as much as I do? Xu Xiaoyu still asked unwillingly.

"I admit it: marriage is cumbersome, no matter what type of lover lives together, it has to go through a run-in period. Two people who are not related by blood live together, get along day and night, each other's living habits are different, and the run-in together comes from their own changes. For the sake of his lover, he willingly changed, which is not a good thing. ”

Zhang Fengyi said word by word very seriously, he just didn't want Xu Xiaoyu to waste time on himself anymore. expressed his intentions for Fang Longxing more clearly, so that he would completely die to himself, otherwise he would definitely cause a lot of trouble in the future. Both of these men played a very important role in his life for him. They are the highest peaks of love and friendship in his heart, and of course no one wants to lose.

"You're saying you'd rather lose yourself for him? This is not the Zhang Fengyi I know, you are you, you don't have to change for anyone. When Xu Xiaoyu said these words, his emotions suddenly became a little excited. He was restraining his temper again and again today, for fear that he would explode.

It is true: not everyone is born with a good temper, and although there is a certain degree of patience in some things, there is a limit to patience. The so-called good temper is relative to a certain person. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

Only in front of the person you love the most will you try your best to please and tolerate. Only in front of someone will it become a finger twister. Xu Damao is a donkey, but he can't get up in front of Zhang Fengyi. This handsome and handsome Sven rogue and hooligan will only appear extremely quiet in front of Mr. Zhang.

Every time I saw Zhang Fengyi's expression when he talked about Fang Longxing, it would make Xu Xiaoyu jealous, not to mention that Mr. Zhang had mentioned that person in front of Xu Xiaoyu several times! It can be seen how forbearant and restrained Xu Xiaoyu should be. Xu Shao hated Fang Longxing, and hated it so much that the roots of his teeth itched! If he was a wolf, he must have wanted to bite the artery in Fang Longxing's neck the most.

If Zhang Fengyi didn't blindly want Xu Xiaoyu to die for himself, the result might be better. The more he wanted Xu Xiaoyu to give up on himself and start a new life. The more Xu Xiaoyu didn't want to give up on him, the more he wanted to pester him.

Mr. Zhang really underestimated Xu Xiaoyu's feelings for him, he always thought that Xu Xiaoyu was very attentive, and he completely thought that Xu Xiaoyu was joking. Because there is only three minutes of hot blood, there is no need to pay too much attention to it. He knew Xu Xiaoyu in everything, but this was the only thing he didn't expect at all: Xu Xiaoyu would be so serious about himself.

"Xiaoyu, true love should be like this. The so-called suitability is for two people

Mutual accommodation, tolerance, patience, understanding and self-change. There are no two people who are born to be together, but both people have to work in the same direction, and this is the best love. And we are willing to give each other in order to have a better life together. ”

The reason why Zhang Fengyi has been in love with Fang Longxing for so many years and will wait for Fang Longxing for so many years is because he believes that only Fang Longxing is the best person to be his lover. And did not choose Xu Xiaoyu because: Xu Xiaoyu can only be his best brother in this life, not an ideal lover and lover.

Actually, it's the same in life. Some people are only suitable to be friends, but not to be the love of our life. Friends, lovers, lovers, these are all bounded, not all of them are suitable for changing roles in our lives. It's true that being the best friend is suitable, *people may not be suitable!

"Xiaoyi, I can see it! You are willing to do anything for him, at the expense of losing yourself, how I wish that lucky person was me! Xu Xiaoyu's face was full of helplessness, but his mood was extremely low. The torn wound on the soul, it was a painful one! He will remember today's pain, and one day he will return it to Fang Longxing......

"Xiaoyu, how many more times do you have to let me say it before you can truly understand my friendship for you? Don't you know that I care about you just as much? Why do you have to compare who is higher and who is lower? Are you doubting yourself? Xiaoyu, I'm really sorry, I don't want to hurt you!

In fact, what I want to say is that there is no best and most suitable person in life, everything comes from the slow run-in and management of two people. Like our friendship, it needs to be taken seriously and managed. ”

Zhang Fengyi was also very sad in his heart, especially thinking that Xu Xiaoyu might break up with Guan Yingai peacefully in the near future, leaving Xu Xiaoyu alone. Originally, he wanted to be more sharp and mean, but he couldn't say it anymore.

He very much wanted to protect Xu Xiaoyu from harm, but he found that he was really powerless. Originally, I said that I should not hurt the other party again, but I had no choice but to tear on the other party's heart and sprinkle salt on the wound.

Mr. Zhang found that the things in his career are not the most tricky. There is only one word "love", which is the most difficult to understand in the world. The more you want to cherish something, the easier it is to lose it. The more you want to care, the easier it is to be hurt. The more I want to protect myself, the more I want to care about it with all my might, and I will hurt it in the struggle of helplessness and pain.

We can't stop a person who is willing to love you with his heart and lungs, and we can't control everyone's heart and be willing to love you. Emotional matters are really difficult to explain clearly, and it is even more difficult to distinguish between right and wrong! And often we will inadvertently hurt those who are best for us, just because they care about us, how can we hurt if we don't care?!

"Xiaoyi, it's a pity, what you can give me is not love. What I want is to be by your side forever, to love you well, to take good care of you, to have you well! Even if it's just for a few years, I'm willing to trade everything I have. ”

Xu Xiaoyu is fighting for himself, who would easily give up his favorite? What's more, Xu Xiaoyu has only touched his true feelings for Zhang Fengyi once since he was a child! can play with others, be ambiguous, tease, and even go to bed, but the result can only make him feel that his life is unreal and empty......

"I can also do the same for you: shut up, let go of pride, let go of dignity, let go of my face, and I am willing to admit that I was wrong in front of you. But it's not throwing in the towel, it's just growing. Xiaoyu, please stop being as naïve as a child, okay? We're all adults, please don't push me anymore, okay? ”

"It's me who is wrong! It's me who is bad! Knowing the answer to the question, knowing that you can't fall in love with me, I still can't help but want to ask, I want to understand thoroughly, it's me who is too self-conscious. ”

Zhang Fengyi's seriousness came up again, and Xu Xiaoyu could only choose to compromise. This compromise is not dishonorable, it is not deliberately forbearing; It is not out of tolerance against the will; It's not deliberate patience.

is because: Xu Xiaoyu knows Zhang Fengyi's intentions for him, he is willing to be serious with himself and willing to explain to himself; is willing to entangle with himself, then it proves that Xiaoyi really cares about himself, and what reason do he have to embarrass him again! Zhang Fengyi is also the most attractive to Xu Xiaoyu at this time, at least Xu Xiaoyu is happy when he is sad.

"Xiaoyu, I don't blame you, I didn't explain it to you in advance; It's me who covets your good to me too much; It's me who is too selfish; It's what I want more out of you; It was me who was wrong; I'm sorry for you, as long as you can be happy, you can do whatever you ask me to do. ”

"Haha...... Xiaoyi, your words are enough! You must always remember: Third brother, I can also hold up a piece of heaven for you! No matter what time it is, I will be your strongest backing. Be the original you, the unique you, the one who doesn't change for anyone or anything, the one who isn't disturbed by any environment, the one I fell in love with in the first place. ”

The smile on Xu Xiaoyu's mouth is far-fetched, and the feeling in his heart is astringent. But he can still pretend to be smiling in front of Zhang Fengyi, in order not to make Zhang Fengyi even more sad. He didn't want Zhang Fengyi to change his original self for anyone.