This is my defeat. It scares me! ”

"I've been worried about you. But I can't get close to your heart. The enemy, the nurse who will stop us, is not around. No problem.

"Well, neither do I. Not at all. "That's why I made a list of 'things I want to do before I die'. Tang Ling, who was lying on the ground, grabbed the fence with both hands and staggered to his feet.

She leaned against the fence and stopped. Seeing her appearance, I couldn't help but feel a sense of tightness. Tang Ling grabbed me wordlessly.

I still lost to Tang Ling in the end. I've wanted to be nothingness for a long time. I want to be close to nothingness.

"Alright, Tang Ling!" However, there was one person who changed me. I walked briskly to the corner of the roof and climbed over the guardrail.

There is only endless darkness in front of you. It's the ninth floor, so it's definitely going to work. The second floor was really nothing before.

"It's so late, where are you going?" Tang Ling was standing right next to me, behind the fence.

This time, Tang Ling gave me a kiss. Before I met you, I always felt that the world would be over as soon as I died.

After I die and become nothing, I can't perceive whether the world exists or not. I think that's the end of the world.

"Well, neither do I. Not at all. ”

"The rooftop." I opened the door to the ward and entered the hallway.

"I'll tell Tang Ling what happens when people die." Born me into this world, I have had all kinds of experiences, giving me everything, but taking it away, and finally killing me.

If there was a god, he would be a cold-blooded pervert. I'm out. It doesn't matter what people look like when they die!

Doesn't matter? Perhaps, I don't have my right mind.

"Leave it alone. Before I say it's okay, close your eyes, okay? "That's a lie. Tang Ling was lying.

She just wanted to stop me. I'm curious about how the world will change when I die. The thought of this makes my heart pound with excitement.

It was because I met you that I had such an idea.

"It's like a firefly, pretty, isn't it?" I moved the wheelchair in the corner of the ward to the bedside. Tang Ling's physical strength had weakened too much, and it was finally difficult to even walk.

She looked sad. In the darkness, Tang Ling was glowing. Only I could see her expression clearly, better than the moon and stars in the distance.

"I'm so happy to meet Xiaotian." I felt this short but warm time with my heart, and walked up the steps to the top of the building step by step.

It scares me! I said. I've been trying my best to make myself accept death. I'm curious about how the world will change when I die.

The thought of this makes my heart pound with excitement. It was because I met you that I had such an idea.

I told myself that this was the destiny of being human. Wu Jie. I can't stand a world like this.

I don't want to put up with it either. "I want to get rid of my attachment to life one by one.

"Hey." I've wanted to be nothingness for a long time. I want to be close to nothingness. Wu Jie. I like you. Tang Ling said a little shyly.

"I've always felt remorse for being alive." It's here. My whole life was filled with remorse. Those happy memories made me feel so aggrieved that even the happy memories themselves became hateful.

The more I hate, the more painful I become. Tang Ling is about to die, of course she cares about this matter the most. There is no one who is not so.

Even when I was healthy, I was terrified of not knowing anything about what would happen after death. So, you have to be responsible, to rekindle the thirst for life from a dying person. "I told myself that this is the destiny of being human.

Wrong. If only it hadn't existed in the first place. I was confused. Then, I closed her eyes with my fingers.

What could be more brutal than that?

"How can death not be terrible."

"It doesn't matter." I still lost to Tang Ling in the end.

"Live for me, and tell me the answer. Go to every corner of the world and see, hear, and experience all kinds of things. Then tell me, who has always lived in your heart, the meaning of life in the world. "I thought about survival.

"Nothing different." If only it hadn't existed in the first place. Tang Ling took a deep breath hard, and then said as if exhaling at once.

"Then you're not alive?" However, there was one person who changed me. I kissed it without hesitation.

Wu Jie. Tang Ling was standing right next to me, behind the fence. There was a thud behind him. I've been thinking about it.

A few more steps and I was able to take a magnificent leap. At that time, Wu Jie was no longer worth mentioning, and my leap was real.

I took another step closer to the edge. When I got to the place where I was only half a step away from falling, I looked back at Tang Ling.

Tang Ling's voice was a little excited, and I couldn't help but feel my heart beat faster. Tang Ling grabbed me wordlessly.

I retreated from the edge to the fence, as if my footsteps had been sucked by her. This is a step from death to life.

But it's painful. If I knew that life was so painful, I should not have been born into this world.

"Xiaotian is different from me." It's the sound of the fence shaking.

"I've always known that. Xiaotian loves me when I'm dying. "I want to live, Xiaotian. The world in which you live is completely different from the world in which you die.

One by one, I want to get rid of my attachment to life. I felt this short but warm time with my heart, and walked up the steps to the top of the building step by step.

I've never carried a girl, and although I don't have the self-confidence, now is not the time to hesitate or make mistakes.

I pretended to be calm and crouched down next to the hospital bed and asked her to come up.

"What are you doing?"

"Are you going to carry me up?"

"I, Tang Ling, have one last wish to tell Long Xiaotian. Please listen carefully. "She can barely walk.

Tang Ling took a deep breath hard, and then said as if exhaling at once. Wrong. In the darkness, Tang Ling was glowing.

Only I could see her expression clearly, better than the moon and stars in the distance. I still lost to Tang Ling in the end.

If you don't know the happiness of life, how can you suffer for death? Tang Ling's long hair swayed in the gentle evening breeze.

Perhaps, I don't have my right mind. In his ear, Tang Ling whispered softly. I've been thinking about it.

It's all your fault, I can't let go of my desire for life anymore.

"Don't you sometimes feel like the world is cruel? I've always felt that way. Every day people die and new lives are born. Everyone forgets about the dead and just looks at the bright future. Those who cherish will die, but the world will go on as usual. Wu Jie. A hundred, a thousand, ten thousand years, all the way to live. This time, Tang Ling gave me a kiss.

"I'll tell Tang Ling what happens when people die." You are more important to me than I am.

Howling's despair is not the same as mine. That's a lie. Tang Ling was lying. She just wanted to stop me.

"Well, neither do I. Not at all. "I told myself that this is the destiny of being human.

"Are you going to carry me up?" I like you. The enemy, the nurse who will stop us, is not around.

No problem. Maybe that's why I'm so attached to you. This time, Tang Ling gave me a kiss.

Wu Jie.

"It doesn't matter." I've been trying my best to make myself accept death.

"Hey." My mom was worried and wanted to keep me. Maybe she had a premonition. It doesn't matter what people look like when they die!

Is my brain weird? I don't think so.

"I just noticed something inconsequential. It's here. I want to live forever. I retreated from the edge to the fence, as if my footsteps had been sucked by her. This is a step from death to life.

"I don't have any regrets anymore."

"You lied to me."

"It's like a firefly, pretty, isn't it?" Tang Ling said, a look of satisfaction appeared on her face. Howling's despair is not the same as mine.

I've wanted to be nothingness for a long time. I want to be close to nothingness. I want to live forever. Tang Ling was a little stunned.

"The rooftop." Even if I can give up everything else, only you and I can't let go. There was a thud behind him.

This is the first time we have reached the top of the building since that astronomical observation.

"Live for me, and tell me the answer. Go to every corner of the world and see, hear, and experience all kinds of things. Then tell me, who has always lived in your heart, the meaning of life in the world. "No one is immortal.

Tang Ling said a little shyly. It was past ten o'clock in the evening, and I went out. Love you.