Chapter 104: Burn Your Life
Chapter 104: Burn Your Life
Fang Longxing knows: In Zhang Fengyi's heart, he has always been unable to let go of some more traditional concepts. However, in his life, as long as Zhang Fengyi is alone, it is enough, and he is not a stallion or anything like that, why does he have to marry a wife and have children as Little Phoenix said? He must not do anything to hurt Zhang Fengyi.
"The red face is old, the world is like a fine dust, the years are not forgiving, and life is impermanent...... People's psychology is sometimes fragile, let me quietly release my inner emotions! Since we can't and can't avoid the reality of the environment and pressures, let's extend the years into eternity! The clouds are in the blue sky, the water is in the bottle, and the process of life itself is the most beautiful! ”
Zhang Fengyi knew that he couldn't do without Fang Longxing in this life, and he also recognized all the pressure from all sides, as long as he could always be by that person's side.
"Baby! It's great that you can think so! With faith and pursuit, life has passion and colorful colors, let us step on the footprints of hope, pragmatic soul never give in to the faith, to harvest the infinite wonderful belonging to our life! Life is the perfect combination of eternity and instantaneous, as long as in the process of life, leave a beautiful footprint, then the final destination of life is no longer important. ”
When Fang Longxing heard him say this, he had a little more grasp in his heart, and at this moment he already understood it. He knew the worry in Zhang Fengyi's heart, and he made his direction clearer. "Yes! Feng Yi thinks so much about him for me. Now I should think more about you, and I will never live up to you in this life. Mr. Fang couldn't help but sigh in his heart.
And now the most important thing he should do is to be doubly good to the little phoenix, only in this way will he not disappoint, this stubborn and stubborn guy, all the love he has given himself.
"I suddenly remembered a poem written by Su Dongpo "Nostalgia for Hezi by Michi": 'How is life everywhere? It should be like Feihong stepping on slush. There are occasional finger claws on the mud, and Hongfei counts things. The old monk has died into a new tower, and the bad wall has no reason to see the old problem. Do you remember the rugged days in the past, the road is long and the donkey is sleepy and neighing. Zhang Fengyi chanted the poem softly, his voice was magnetic, and there was a hint of coldness in his calmness. I hope that Mr. Zhang's voice will become passionate and enthusiastic as soon as possible, and it will no longer be as lonely as before the reunion with Mr. Fang.
"I also like this poem, the most important thing is the artistic conception that this poem wants to express. It shows a state of life, maybe here today, who knows what tomorrow will be like? In a lifetime, there are some traces left in the earthly world, but these traces are often insignificant compared to the process of life. ”
Mr. Zhang was listening quietly, because Mr. Fang's appearance when he spoke at length was really charming, maybe Mr. Fang didn't know it! Zhang Fengyi can see it clearly! Seeing that Mr. Zhang didn't speak, Mr. Fang paused and then continued:
"So I pay more attention to spending this life with you in this life, rather than just leaving a short footprint in the lives of two people. Life is so impermanent, we should pay attention to the present! Fortunately, we are all young now, and we can have a better future by grasping the present. As Ostrovsky said: 'A man's life can burn or decay, I can't rot, I want to burn.' 'Fengyi, let's burn for each other's lives!' Don't hesitate any longer, don't hesitate anymore, okay? If you put your heart in your stomach, brother, I will not let you down! ”
Fang Longxing wants to strike while the iron is hot and eliminate all the worries and worries in Zhang Fengyi's heart, only in this way can the relationship between the two people develop better forward, instead of the current state of reaching a bottleneck, he wants to possess his body, his soul, and his whole faster.
Guarding such a super beautiful man who is as gentle as jade every day, he can't do anything, how can he stand it? You can doubt Mr. Fang's IQ, but don't suspect that there is something wrong with his body! This kind of patience is also because of deep love, so it seems less impatient, and it has become a physical forbearance, but if this goes on for a long time, you can imagine: how hard Mr. Fang endures!
Whenever he wanted to have a more intimate next move with Zhang Fengyi, he was politely rejected by that guy for various reasons, and he didn't want to bear it anymore! Endured until the egg hurts, it's worse than internal injuries! He really wanted to throw that "nerd" on the bed, and then use all the strength and tenderness he had accumulated for so many years to "ravage" that snow-white body slowly, gently, and ruthlessly.
"I kind of understand that it may not be marriage that ignites life, but love that is deeper than a flame. I want to join hands with you to go to the same destiny and witness our common life. Zhang Fengyi exhaled softly as if relieved, and then expressed his determination with affection to that person again.
"Baby, don't worry, I will be with you, we will definitely become a reasonable and legal husband, as long as you are willing, as long as you agree, I will start to do it right now. I want to have a very grand wedding with you, and I want all my relatives and friends to bless you, and I want you to live with me in the name of righteousness. This is actually very simple to do, change your nationality to the same as mine, then we can really get a license legally like a man and a woman getting married. As long as you agree, you can do it now! Of course, if you are not mentally prepared for this, I will not force you to do it, something you are not willing to do. ”
When Fang Longxing said these words, he was full of sincerity! He can't give that person, any excuse or reason to leave him, he has to grasp that person's hand, and he will seize every opportunity to penetrate his thoughts with that person, and he will never give up until he achieves his goal.
"It's not easy to immigrate! But we can't ignore the feelings of our parents! They are the only son like you! The Fang family is still waiting for you to pass on the ancestry! All the knots buried in Zhang Fengyi's heart all floated up. This is a big stone pressing on the bottom of his heart, it really wants to overwhelm him, and he wants to open this heart knot. If he could give birth to his own children, he would still have to worry about all kinds of entanglements! Mr. Zhang is really stupid and cute!
On the one hand, they are the Fang Heting couple who are as kind to themselves as a mountain; On the one hand, it is a beloved who is connected to his blood, and it is really difficult for him to choose between them, and he feels like a thief, he is really weak-hearted!
"You don't have to worry about this, leave it to me to solve it, isn't there another Fang Qianyi in the second uncle's family, he is also a descendant of his grandparents! I don't have to be alone. Fang Longxing showed an indifferent attitude and said very easily.
"That's different, you're your mom and dad's only son, and they must want their own offspring. Why don't you know, they actually want your children, their grandchildren. Zhang Fengyi's expression was very serious and serious, and at the same time he was like a stubborn child, who had to theorize about everything to come up with a result.
"Fengyi! Don't think about these problems all the time, trust me, I have my way. Your first consideration now is: how to please your husband and me, instead of thinking about these boring things. Saying that, Fang Longxing subconsciously grabbed Zhang Fengyi's hand and grabbed his hand tightly and firmly, for fear that the people around him would disappear out of thin air as soon as he let go.
"Drive well!" Zhang Fengyi's hand was held by him, it was very painful, and his long fingers, which had not grown much flesh, were red at this time, and even a little numb.
He didn't pull out his finger, just reminded the people around him to pay attention to driving, and he could feel the tension in the small space of the car. If he was so serious at this time, he would definitely not have a happy ending, he knew what he meant in Fang Longxing's heart, he knew better and understood his mind.
"It's not like you've never seen my driving skills, even if I don't want to live anymore, I can't joke with your life." Fang Longxing was always so confident, his expression was full of determination, and his tone was soothing.
Fang Longxing already felt the tremor from the depths of his lover's heart from the cold temperature of Zhang Fengyi's hand, he didn't want to force his beloved anymore, Fengyi should have concerns in this regard. After all, his parents are still there, and he can understand their feelings. So his attitude and determination are very important, and he has to find a way to balance both.
"Long Xing, I believe in you!" Zhang Fengyi didn't want to continue such a heavy topic, and he couldn't affect the mood of the two because of his temporary unhappiness.
If two people have to be together, it is like going up the knife mountain and going down to the sea of fire, then he would rather go up the knife mountain by himself, and the sea of fire would rather jump by himself! I can't let the beloved him be hurt in any way. He can't hurt both of them at the same time because of his indecision and indecision, then he will never forgive himself.
"That's the best!" Fang Longxing heard the meaning of this pun, how much expectation and trust is contained in the sentence "I believe in you"! How much helplessness and grievances are included. How could he let that man down? If you love him, don't let your loved one get hurt in the slightest.
It's true that he's a very macho kind of person, but it's definitely not the kind of straight man cancer. His domineering, his domineering, his dominance, and his desire for exclusivity are all because he really loves that person too much.
And his Fengyi will be the person he can protect with his life! How could he not understand his concerns? How could he not put himself in that person's shoes? Anyone who is an enemy of Zhang Fengyi is the enemy of his side, and no one is an exception. But his parents have to be different, both of them are his closest relatives, so it is necessary for him to deal with this relationship, so that everyone can get along harmoniously together, closer than before.
Since he was a child, Zhang Fengyi has lost enough, how can he let him lose himself again! He didn't want him to live in the grief of the past, to forget about the dead. He will light an inextinguishable lamp for him to illuminate the journey ahead of them, he will be the comfort of his soul, and he will be the direction of his life. He is like a blazing fire, and will never freeze his love for him.