Chapter 6 Where Our Tomorrow Holds?

"Fang Qianyi, this is impossible. And it's really unfair to you. ”

"Fair? There is nothing unfair about it, the only regret is that fate arranged for you to meet first. But it's okay, if it weren't for those bastards, those scumbags, how would you know how good I am? ”

"Fang Qianyi, you are still young, you can't look at your life correctly, feelings are not child's play, not a whim, stop messing around, this is the end. You're going to start a new life, don't waste your time on me. We'll never ever be together, and I'll never fall in love with you. ”

"Fengyi! You're still the same as before, haven't changed at all. Do you think I'm going to let it go? It seems that you are more naïve than me! Stop saying I'm young, I'm definitely not going to fall in love with you on a whim. It's been a year since we've known each other, right? On a whim and curiosity, will it persist again and again? If that bastard cherishes you so much, I won't be a villain and run out to make trouble. But if he betrayed your love for him first, then you can't blame me. ”

"Fang Qianyi, you don't understand the truth of many things, it's not what you say. He didn't fail me, he wanted to protect me. ”

"Oh, you've figured it out these days, right? Do you know the rift? There are many things, once they happen, they can't be made up, and they can't go back to the past. And I can assure you: I will definitely take responsibility for your second half of the year. I'm twenty-four, don't think I don't know anything, now I know exactly what I'm doing. ”

"Do you still insist that you are an adult? You're twelve years younger than me, and you have a lot of things to do, and I don't want to be specific, but you have to know what it means to be in moderation. ”

"Fengyi! How do you sometimes understand and sometimes be confused? If I had given up, I would have given up a long time ago, so why should I keep insisting on what I think is right? In love, there is not an age gap, the most important thing is to see whether the two people holding hands want to spend the rest of their lives together. So you don't hesitate any longer, don't hesitate any longer. Just let me accompany you through the rest of your life, okay? I'm about to start my new life, and that's from now on, I'll be with you like this. ”

Fang Qianyi saw that Zhang Fengyi didn't interject again, so he continued:

"And let me explain it again: I don't think it's a waste of time to be with you, all my time is yours. You really should think about it, if you want to find someone to be your companion in this life, then this person must be me! Please also face up to the relationship between us, I can give everything that others can give you. If others can't give you, I can give the same. Can't you forget him? Don't you still love him dearly? Never mind! This was an ironclad fact before I fell in love with you. I'm just in love with the feeling that you love him, and we won't talk about things like that anymore, you can think whatever you like, that's your business. I want to love you well, it's my business, you have no right to interfere. Take care of your injuries and take care of your body. Then open your heart and feel my existence well, and you will find that I am different from those who keep saying that they love you. ”

Zhang Fengyi suddenly became silent in the face of this little ghost who was talking to himself, he was a little helpless, and he didn't know where to start. This may be the reason why he has failed many times in front of him!

Two people analyze problems at the same level, think in different directions, and have their own views on feelings. The little fresh meat of the post-90s generation is bold, warm, avant-garde in their thinking, non-conformist, and the way to express love is simple, direct, not twisted, and not pretentious.

Fang Qianyi's feelings for Zhang Fengyi are innocent, not contaminated with the world, and it is the most primitive pure love of human beings, full of fantasies and expectations for love. Zhang Fengyi was tortured by reality and was already a scarred heart, he was no longer capable of love, and he didn't dare to love anymore. He really couldn't resist the temptation of innocence, and he really wanted to escape this time.

He stared at Fang Qianyi, who was speaking extremely seriously in front of him, he chose to be silent for a while, and at the same time, he was also fighting fiercely in his heart. He asked himself over and over again: Am I really in love with this little ghost? No, I always love Long Xing alone! Yes, it's always been him, and it has never changed!

But why do I seem to have lost my resistance to this little kid when I face him? He is too much like myself, and what I like is this feeling of pure love, the kind of yearning and persistence that is not mixed with any worldliness.

Suddenly I want to go long! Isn't he the same for me? Maybe there was too much misunderstanding between us. After thinking about it, Long Xing is not wrong, he loves me, not unreasonable, unacceptable and understandable, he is tolerant to the limit!

Maybe it's because I'm too strong that I can't communicate with each other with our hearts, which leads to a dislike, so that other talents can take advantage of it, and let the two of us go further and further! But the love between us has transcended life and death, and when he is in danger, I can still use my life to protect him. I'd rather sacrifice my own life than let him slip up or be in any danger.

Love sometimes: it's lonely! Silent! Zhang Fengyi has figured out a lot of things recently, and he has seen a lot of things. So what about Xu Xiaoyu and Wang Haitao? None of them are wrong, they are all insisting on what they think is right, just like Fang Qianyi! In the world, who can really distinguish between right and wrong, right and wrong?

"Fengyi, are you ignoring me again? You're talking! I will prove to everyone: I am definitely no worse than Fang Longxing, I will fulfill you what you want to do, and I will not limit what you want to do like him. ”

Fang Qianyi saw that Zhang Fengyi was no longer talking to him, and he fell into contemplation again, and he suddenly felt very lonely. What he was most afraid of was Zhang Fengyi's appearance of not saying a word to him, even if he yelled at him. Today, he finally wanted to talk to himself, but he didn't talk for long and chose to be silent, and Fang Qianyi also felt at a loss.

"Love has troubled you, and it has imprisoned me. You get out! Let me be alone for a while, and I don't want to eat dinner, and don't let anyone disturb me. ”

"Fengyi, if you are angry or dissatisfied with me, you can say it, don't ignore me, okay? My biggest fear is that you're ignoring me. How can you do without eating? Look at yourself, it's thinner than before, don't torture your own body anymore, okay? What the hell do I have to do to be happy? You told me! Fengyi, I know I'm wrong, it's me who is bad, it's me who is wrong, I won't be angry with you anymore, please say something to me! Don't let me be in a hurry, okay? ”

Fang Qianyi coaxed Zhang Fengyi very anxiously and flattered him. This stubborn man, if he is silent for many days, or starts not to take care of his body at every turn, Fang Qianyi will definitely "go crazy".

"I've already made it clear to you what I need to say. As for what you want to do, I have no right to interfere. My body is also my own, so I won't bother you about it. I don't know you well, you're not my anybody, and I'm not somebody of yours. Thank you very much for taking care of me all the time, and as for my tomorrow, it is up to me to decide. Please don't disturb my rest again, now, immediately, immediately out of here. ”

Zhang Fengyi's tone of voice was very tough, his attitude was very resolute, if he didn't do this, let Fang Qianyi retreat, how would he face it? This person is no one else, let alone an outsider, he is Long Xing's younger brother! Long Xing's various accommodations to the other party Qianyi have always been precisely because of this flesh and blood affection that is thicker than water!

Zhang Fengyi turned his head to look out the window, no longer looking at Fang Qianyi, and no longer paying attention to him. hurt Fang Qianyi, how could he not hurt himself......

Fang Qianyi didn't speak again, he could only choose to exit Zhang Fengyi's room, and then gently closed the door of the room outside, his heart was very complicated, and a lot of tangled emotions came to his heart......

Hearing the sound of the door closing, Zhang Fengyi slowly turned his head. He looked at the door of his closed room, and two lines of hot tears ran down his perfect, handsome cheeks, wetting the hem of his clothes. He let the tears flow freely and ignored the ......

A lot of thoughts came up one after another, and the floodgates of memory were also opened. The claws of memory dragged him back to a year ago, he wanted to recall everything that happened in the year with a clear mind, and he wanted to give himself a perfect answer for tomorrow, where will we go tomorrow......

The author has something to say: We used to be young and frivolous; We used to do whatever we wanted; We used to be reckless; We used to be uninhibited; We used to have blood boiling; We used to have a good youth, and we used to squander our youth arbitrarily...... At that time, the light shook and buried all this, and we gained the precipitation and growth like a new life, thanks to those who have accompanied us to grow up! Meet you in the most beautiful years. I am Jinlan Embroidery String, thank you for the encounter, acquaintance and sympathy with readers and friends...... Please continue to support me! Be sure to click, favorite, comment, forward, and recommend! Momoda!!