Chapter 152: Nothing

Then Xu Xiaoyu sang another song, and Wu Bai sang "The Man Who Cried", and drank a few more beers. He looked a little dazed, sometimes laughing, sometimes cold, sometimes silent, sometimes muttering inarticulately. From time to time, tears appeared in the corners of his eyes, and he was trying his best to control his emotions and not let tears flow from his eyes.

Guan Yingai, who was on the side, couldn't stand it anymore, she really felt sorry for his body! They have been married for three years, which is not a short time, she has never seen Xu Xiaoyu so embarrassed; So sad; So sad; So down.

It should be said that he is so unscrupulous that he has put on that inviolable, invincible, and arrogant image in front of her. Xu Xiaoyu didn't even care about this, it can be seen that his current mood has reached a certain level, and he is completely frozen.

Xu Xiaoyu is a person who pays attention to details everywhere, an elegant gentleman. suddenly became an uncle like a vegetable market seller, and he didn't pay attention to his personal image at all. What kind of change and contrast is this? What the hell happened to him? What went through? What kind of ravages and blows were he had in his heart? Why would he be so unbearable?

Guan Yingai saw a lot from Xu Xiaoyu, and it was only one time she saw it after following him for three years. You know: If this was in the past, Xu Xiaoyu would definitely not show this in front of her. He will always be the tall and majestic him, the invincible him, the proud one, the one who doesn't take anyone in his eyes, and the one who pays attention to his personal image everywhere, how can he show vulnerability to others?

Guan Yingai doesn't know: should she be painful or happy? It's all there! The pain is because I can't share his pain, his secrets. Happily, he is finally willing to show his true self in front of her, that is, let down his guard against himself? Is it to treat her as his relative? Is it a good start? Guan Yingai weighed it repeatedly in her heart, but she didn't dare to be sure of many things.

In fact, these are just Guan Yingai really thinking too much, in Xu Xiaoyu's heart, it is because of her insignificance, so no matter how unbearable his performance is today, there is no need to have any uncomfortable feeling or pretense in front of Guan Yingai. simply ignore her existence and treat her completely as air. She's a bookkeeper, a nanny, a driver, someone who can transport him home when he's drunk.

In life, we sometimes make such stupid mistakes and make two mistakes. I don't know how to cherish what I already have, but I want to pursue what I can't get. Sometimes, people are so cheap and think: "What you can't get is the best!" ”。

So is he or she really yours? The real existence is our own, and what is within our reach is beautiful, and what we should cherish the most. But the biggest mistake we often make is to get what we don't get, and not to cherish it, and to get what we can't get.

This is cheap, practicing yourself, being cheap to others, being cheap to your own happiness, being cheap to others' silent giving, and trampling on a beautiful part that should belong to you.

Whether it is a husband and wife or a friend, as long as you eliminate your vigilance, you can communicate sincerely; Resonance can only be achieved after sincere communication; There is understanding only after empathy; After understanding, there will be pity; After pity, there will be pity; Only after sympathy can we remain unswerving until death; Only after death can life and death depend on each other, accompany each other forever, and accompany each other.

Strong love is inseparable from each other's participation, and they have already become a part of each other's lives, an indispensable part. One is prosperous, one is lost, it is closely related and inseparable.

Between Guan Yingai and Xu Xiaoyu, there is a huge distance because of the misunderstanding, and there is even a gap between them that can never be bridged. If the misunderstanding cannot be solved or resolved, they will always be two parallel train tracks, which can exist side by side, but there is never the possibility of intersection. Only when there is a substantial intersection will it become tighter and tighter.

Guan Yingai didn't find the reason for this misunderstanding, this is the source of her confusion, she just simply thinks: Xu Xiaoyu doesn't have her in her heart, pretending to be someone else, and that person she just thinks exists, and she doesn't see the exact image. She had also suspected that these were just her own conjectures, and even felt that she was too suspicious.

Either way, in the end she was still there to love him; To be able to love him; In order to be able to truly own him, I persevered. Because she understands that even couples who love each other again will have times of quarrels; There will also be times when there are disagreements; There will also be a hundred times when you want to break up; There will also be fifty times when I want to strangle the other person.

Her marriage, neither fighting nor making trouble, is like a lake when it is calm, although it is plain, it can still be said. Now thirty-one years old, although she has no children under her knees, she is not in a hurry. I can't say what kind of value I have in Xu Xiaoyu's heart, even if I don't have any position at all, and I don't need him, at least when he was most disappointed, he chose her to accompany him.

No matter what reason Xu Xiaoyu found her, she could finally get in touch with him closer. With more opportunities for contact, the relationship between the two people should be able to ease slowly! She also has a fluke mentality. If you find something, you can also find something, no more guessing, wouldn't it be better to be able to prescribe the right medicine!

"Xu Xiaoyu! What exactly do you want to do? Want to drink yourself to death? Guan Yingai couldn't stand it anymore, and said excitedly again.

"What? Are you so looking forward to my death? If you want to remarry early, you don't need to curse people so viciously, right? Just set you free. Xu Xiaoyu's ambiguous tone, with a hint of disdainful laziness, said very easily. He was wishing that this annoying woman, this disgusting woman, would leave his side as soon as possible!

There is no affection; There is no love; There is no camaraderie; Even he doesn't have any feelings for her, and he doesn't have a good feeling for her. If you give up, it's a relief for everyone. Xu Xiaoyu is really tired of it; He was tired; He was tired; Even his heart was broken.

Xu Xiaoyu suddenly figured it out: he wanted to take revenge on his parents' arrangement before; revenge for this ridiculous marriage; Take revenge on this woman who loves money and power; revenge on the man who made him marry her; Now that he himself has been punished accordingly, wouldn't it be better to end it sooner? He wanted to end this marriage that should not have been unioned, and it was very ridiculous, and giving up might be the best choice, and he couldn't continue with a muddy mistake and a mistake.

If he hadn't had a bad attitude at that time, he should have repented of his marriage immediately, and if he couldn't regret the marriage, he could still run away from the marriage. Now I have ruined myself, and I have left a way out for others to live, and I have also left a way out for myself. His energy is limited, and he doesn't want to continue to spend it like this with Guan Yingai, and he now wants to devote all his energy to recovering his beloved.

"Brother, you understand, I'm concerned about you and your body, don't you understand? Forget it, you drank too much today, and I don't care about you anymore, anyway, don't drink anymore, do you hear? Guan Yingai looked at Xu Xiaoyu, who was angry and a little confused, and felt a pain in her heart, although she didn't show too much excitement, but she still showed a helpless expression.

"Worried about me? Concerned about me? Do you have such good intentions? Are you afraid that I will die of drinking, and you don't have my signature and seal on those financial statements? Also, I haven't made a will yet, right? How much alimony do you want from me? By the way, I remember that the project you worked on recently seemed to require a lot of funding, right? Since he wanted to separate, Xu Xiaoyu was not polite, and he said it more explicit and straightforward.

"Xu Xiaoyu, you are too much, you pat your conscience and think about it. Since I married you, everything I have done has been for the sake of career development. Our company's annual revenue is on the rise, so what expense is not for the purpose of growing the company's business scope? Am I doing anything wrong with doing this? ”

Guan Yingai suddenly changed from a gentle and demure and obedient little daughter-in-law to a strong woman in the workplace. It is okay to deny her as a person, but you can't deny the achievements she has made in her career. Every time she succeeds, how much effort and sweat does she put in?

She treats her own business as her own child, and gives love like a mother on it. She devotes all her energy to running her own business, which is where her soul lies, and she does not allow anyone to denigrate her dedication and efforts.