Chapter 151: Unforgettable Old Times

Once the floodgates of memory were opened, all the fragments poured into Xu Xiaoyu's heart. In order to make the students adapt to the life of the university campus faster, the counselor Mr. Wang wanted to let the students get acquainted with each other more quickly and integrate into the group as soon as possible.

At that time, he had just met Zhang Fengyi, and after their prior communication, the two of them sang this song Luo Dayou's "childhood" in front of the whole class at the class meeting. At that time, it was because Xu Xiaoyu found out that Zhang Fengyi never smiled, he wanted to help him regain his childlike innocence through this song, and under Xu Xiaoyu's repeated insistence, two tall and handsome boys actually sang this amazing "childhood" together, winning the warmest applause from the audience.

Xu Xiaoyu felt that he was very lucky to be able to meet many kind teachers and sincere classmates in this comfortable learning environment. It was they who made his college life more fulfilling and filled his life with joy. In particular, the appearance of Zhang Fengyi is an element of his own happiness.

They used to wander through the beautiful campus; used to sweat on the basketball court; used to play with roommates; Once they talked together...... Oh, yes! There were too many pasts between them, and he desperately remembered the footprints they had left in the past.

Xu Xiaoyu did a lot of "stupid things" for Zhang Fengyi, including: pricking the tires of his classmates and putting mice in his female classmates' schoolbags...... Even got into a fight, got a couple of major demerits, and if it weren't for his father's classmates, he was almost expelled from school.

It's not that Xu Xiaoyu is really stupid, it's just that he cares too much, wants to protect that person too much, and wants to show himself in front of him too much. Too much to think too far, too many reasons. Even if Zhang Fengyi wants to go abroad to study, he has to follow closely, nothing more than to take care of Xiaoyi's life more, and be his little follower and nanny, his purpose is always the same! Therefore, today's Xu Xiaoyu is so sad, and even a little nervous.

Time flies, they have all grown up, and they are no longer the ignorant big boys they used to be. They are all plated with different colors in their life experiences, and they have all grown into their own size. It's all so close, and yet so far away, because the path chosen is different.

Gradually, Xu Xiaoyu found that between himself and Xiaoyi, he seemed to be the most familiar stranger. Could it be that I am not motivated enough? But he really worked hard enough. He could still be a heartless boy and live his chic life, but in order to get Zhang Fengyi's approval, he still chose to work hard.

But these efforts did not move his Xiaoyi in the end, what they had was only brotherhood, no further development, and gradually there was no common language, and there was a lack of tacit understanding back then. Even that person began to run away from himself and avoid his feelings for him, and finally Zhang Fengyi forced him to marry Guan Yingai. They are getting more and more rusty, if it weren't for the cooperation between the four of them, I'm afraid Xiaoyi would have faded out of his life a long time ago.

Thinking of this, Xu Xiaoyu's heart was sweet, even a little bitter. Oh, yes! He and his little righteousness, they can never go back to the past. If he can go back, if he can go back to the past, he Xu Xiaoyu is willing to exchange everything he has.

Guan Yingai, who looked at Xu Xiaoyu, was also in great pain, she was his wife, but she was a woman who had never stepped into his heart. Otherwise, Xu Xiaoyu would not completely ignore her feelings, and would rather belittle his own body than reveal his own heart in front of her.

Guan Yingai's heart is also very conflicted, tangled, fearful, struggling, and painful...... She didn't have any weight in this man's heart. Everything she has is an ethereal illusion, a kind of performance, a disguise, an illusion, a trick to fool others. It's only when the two of them are alone with each other that it's the most real. It's so real that it's terrifying, it's suffocating, and it's even more sighing, it should be a sigh that makes her feel helpless......

This truth made Guan Yingai feel frightened, she was afraid that if she didn't pay attention, it would be a turn, and then there would be different sides of the world, old and dead would not get along, she was afraid that one day she would draw an end with Xu Xiaoyu.

Kwan Young-ae is also lonely, pitiful, and pathetic at the same time. She is a woman who is so sad that she can't even tie her husband's heart, which shows how failed she must be. Own man? Is he the man she Kwan Ying loves? They're just a couple who don't live up to their name! Their marriage is just a shell in a gorgeous coat, and it has no real and substantive meaning.

She got Xu Xiaoyu's body, but she never got his heart. Where does his soul wander? Where to stop? Where to stay? Who stole his heart? Occupy his soul? What about a soul that can have love?

Guan Yingai has asked herself these questions more than 10,000 times. After asking and asking, she didn't find the answer to the question, maybe the answer and the mystery are not important after all! She also warned herself that if she wanted to peek into his heart, she would go into and disturb other people's stories. She herself will never recover, so why bother to humiliate herself?

Instead of that, it is better to coax Xu Xiaoyu and let him pay more attention to himself. To do nothing is to ask for trouble, to ask for trouble, to ask for trouble, and to seek a dead end. Why don't you feel at ease to be this Mrs. Xu who everyone will envy, and then win him to your side! She doesn't want to be a stupid woman, her love, her man, her family, must be guarded by herself.

Guan Yingai also wants to control her own destiny, she feels that she can't be a suspicious woman, a poisonous woman, a jealous woman, and a crazy woman. You can be obsessed with love, but you can't completely lose yourself, dignity, and autonomy.

Women in the new era must have enough confidence! "Up to the hall, down to the kitchen", these should be all right. Not only these, but also have a successful career, be comprehensive in all aspects, and not inferior, like men, and mix in the "rivers and lakes".

She defines herself as: Xiaoqiang who can't be killed! As long as there is a breath, there is a super self-healing ability. Her heart is hurting, but she still has to face reality, life always has to pass! can't mess up by herself, the more Xu Xiaoyu is like this, the stronger she must be.

Guan Yingai stabilized her mind, mustered up her courage, cheered up her spirit, and said in a sonorous and powerful voice:

"I said Xu Xiaoyu, what do you mean? Don't you just want to drink! Why don't we drink together? It's so boring to drink alone there! Sister, I'll have fun drinking with you! Let's have a drink today, no, it's a drunk, not drunk, don't go home, what do you think? Guan Yingai changed her attitude of pleading just now, swept away the haze, and fought for her own initiative against the customer.

"You'd better save it! I never drink with women. Xu Xiaoyu glanced at Guan Yingai, then didn't care, and said contemptuously.

Hearing him say this, Guan Yingai was also very angry, and the saddest thing for her was that he ignored his existence at all. didn't even bother to say a word to her, every word she said was full of contempt and contempt. However, she still chose to be patient, and she couldn't rush it for a while, and she had to think long-term.

Then Xu Xiaoyu stopped talking, drank wine by himself, and ordered a song "Stupid Child" for himself, but the lyrics of this "Stupid Child" were tampered with by him.

"Oh...... Out of the tall media pile crawled a stupid child, born in the 80s. When I was a teenager in Shanghai, I was not afraid of the sun, and I worked hard to grow up in the 90s. Discover! Friends in the city don't have to irrigate, the flowers will bloom naturally.

Oh...... In the blink of an eye, this stupid child has reached the era of the new century. Thirty years old is neither good nor bad at the end of the day, after a long wait. The most helpless thing is that he will always slow down others, there is too much money in that pocket, but he can't exchange it for someone to love!

Ouch! Pat it on the chest! Be brave and stand up and don't be in a bad mood. Ouch! Say goodbye to the sky! Don't think about it, God has its own arrangement.

Oh...... They say that in the city, men and bad women don't necessarily love, and they don't understand how to think about it. Mom said that if you really love, you will love very wonderfully. As a result, I still have no one to love, and the stupid child is still as strong as a stone, but the night is lonely and unbearable, and God loves a stupid child like me. ”