Chapter 21: Awakening the Sleeping Soul

But why did you hear him say that he already had someone he liked, and he felt a little bitter in his heart? No, it should be said that it is a faint pain, it is a pain! "Is this jealousy, or jealousy? No way? Zhang Fengyi! Zhang Fengyi! You're not so stingy, are you? There must be a mistake, right! It must have been a very beautiful misunderstanding. He wondered in his mind.

But then I thought about it: "No, I love him, and I've avoided all the people who pursue me all these years, isn't it just to wait for him?" I can't help but admit it! Wrong! I don't love him anymore, I don't love him anymore, I've given up my love for him, I don't want to have any emotional entanglements with him anymore! Am I deceiving myself? Will I really be able to let him go?

If you put it down, why wait stupidly? Why be single all the time? Why not start a new life? What the hell should I do? I'm sorry! I'm afraid I'm really going to break my promise, what I said when I was a child, can it be counted? Am I being too stupid, too naïve, and too serious? What age are you, still thinking about these unrealistic things, it's just too bad, it's better not to have illusions, sober up, right! ”

Since the death of his parents, Zhang Fengyi has become inferior, he doesn't dare to talk about love anymore, and he is even more afraid that he will have a little relationship with love, the moment he saw Fang Longxing, he felt that he still liked Fang Longxing as he did when he was a child, but he immediately suppressed this feeling.

He doesn't allow himself to be naïve, he doesn't allow himself to have any illusions, he is past the age of dreaming, can he still be like a child, so irrational? He just hopes that he will always bury the fact of Aifang Longxing in the deepest part of his heart, and forever become a secret that belongs to him alone, and never make it public. At the same time, he also very much hopes that his lover can live a happy life, what else can he hope for?

"You're right, but I still have some concerns, I'm afraid that if I say it, it will scare him, and I'm even more afraid that he won't accept me and my love for him. After all...... After all......" Fang Longxing answered Zhang Fengyi's question very seriously, and his speech became a little bit

is not fluent, and his face is still a little embarrassed, as if there is something unspeakable.

In fact, as soon as he wanted to meet, he expressed to Zhang Fengyi that he had hidden his feelings for him for many years, and he wanted to vomit the pain of lovesickness for so many years! He wanted to tell him: "Fengyi, I love you, I love you so much!" The person I love has always been you! You and I are both men, can you accept my love for you? ”

Looking at Fang Longxing, who was embarrassed, suddenly the person he wanted to protect with all his might when he was young appeared in front of Zhang Fengyi again. The people who made him want to stop, those who lost the strength to resist, sat beside him alive, and there was a little restlessness and restlessness in his heart.

In real life, he has been paralyzed in his heart, he has frozen his inner desire, in front of this person, his heart defense line has collapsed a little, and his firm heart has been shaken. Can't, can't, absolutely can't be out of shape anymore.

"If you don't give affection to anyone, you won't get hurt in any way." Indeed, it is. In the face of love, the one who loves the deepest, the one who gives the most, will always be the one who is hurt the most.

He has to be responsible for himself, and he has to be responsible for the other party. He wants to help him achieve happiness at the same time, and at the same time, he must not let himself be hurt in any way, he still doesn't wade into this troubled water with him again, and don't have any more relations and intersections with him, only in this way is the best way. Before the mystery was revealed, how could he guess, and how could he guess: the person Fang Longxing loved all along—would it be himself?

"Sincerity, gold and stone are open, you must believe in yourself. How could we not be favored by beautiful girls when we are so good and so lovely? Zhang Fengyi's words were filled with affirmation, tenderness and infinite love.

Since Wang Haitao has known Zhang Fengyi until now, he has never seen him have such patience with a person, no matter his expression, his words reveal care and love. Today he has opened his eyes, he never knew that Mr. Zhang had so many unknown sides!

The person who has known him for more than eight years has always been unanimously cold, not only to himself or to everyone around him, but he is unanimously recognized as a "10,000-year iceberg" in everyone's eyes! And he treated this guy named Fang Longxing like two people.

Although he thinks that he is the closest person to Mr. Zhang in the company, his attitude towards himself has always been better than others. As soon as this Fang Longxing appeared, sure enough, everything was different. The attitude towards him is completely beyond ordinary people, and his Mr. Zhang has completely changed and become another person. Suddenly became like this, Wang Haitao was also very surprised.

At the same time, he couldn't accept it, and he couldn't help but think: "Mr. Zhang has never been so gentle with his old classmate Xu Xiaoyu, right?" Xu Xiaoyu is so good to Mr. Zhang, does Mr. Zhang really not know what he thinks about him? Or did he pretend he didn't know anything? Just because Mr. Zhang is so smart, is he really not thinking about that aspect? Forget it, I still don't think about it randomly, Mr. Zhang is such a person, so upright, of course he won't be like himself. Me! It's better not to speculate, it's okay to be dirty yourself, why do you want everyone to be so dirty! more

It is not allowed to stain Mr. Zhang. But Mr. Zhang's treatment of this person is really different! ”

The more Wang Haitao thought about it, the more he felt bad in his heart, he seemed to understand a little, he was nothing in the eyes of Mr. Zhang. Oh, yes! He has the right to love Zhang Fengyi, but Mr. Zhang has the right not to love him! Mr. Zhang has the right to love others, and so far it is just his own wishful thinking. Even Xu Xiaoyu, who is the best to Mr. Zhang, has not received Mr. Zhang's special "favor", so what can he Wang Haitao be counted as? But I'm still lucky to be able to see it every day and get in close contact with his male god! When I think about it this way, I feel satisfied.

It seems that he is a little similar to Fang Longxing, there is a feeling that he is connected to the same fate, they are all the same fate. They are all people who love him deeply, and they don't know that they like him at all, and they don't dare to express their love for him, so they can't help but start to sympathize with Fang Longxing.

Wang Haitao didn't really realize that the crisis was quietly coming towards him, and the powerful rival he would face in the future was this Fang Longxing, one day he would rob him of Mr. Zhang, facing a strong opponent, how could he Wang Haitao compare with Fang Longxing? On family power? On Learning

Know? On qualifications? On appearance? Nothing compares.

Although Wang Haitao can be regarded as a young talent, a graduate of a prestigious school, a promising young man in the society, a senior white-collar worker in an enterprise, and the youngest clerk. But how can Hongchen play tricks more: both Shengyu and He Shengliang? What did he use to compete with Fang Longxing? How can he take back the people he loves? On who loves deeply, who loves shallowly? Fang Longxing once made a vow when he was seven years old: he would marry Zhang Fengyi when he grew up, and he has been working tirelessly for this all these years.

"Well, Fengyi, I believe in you and in myself." Fang Longxing immediately showed a childlike smile, and said so firmly and seriously. Fang Longxing, who is now thirty-five years old, although he is considered a young and middle-aged person in terms of age, he is not old at all, just like a recent college graduate, and his skin is also very fair, delicate and smooth.

Born with a baby face, he looks a lot like a sunny boy who has just reached puberty. The eyes flashed with a pure and innocent look, which was the feeling that Zhang Fengyi had not seen for a long time. This is what he can't resist the most: out of the mud without staining, clear ripples without demon charm.

Zhang Fengyi saw it in his eyes, his heart couldn't help but surge up and down again, since he joined the work, he has never seen this kind of distracting, clear eyes in the workplace, throwing away the shackles of the world, quiet and serene like the water of the heavenly river. Even children have nothing more than that, maybe this kind of eye charm can give off a breathtaking and unforgettable feeling. It's only unique to Fang Longxing, right?

He has long been accustomed to the ruthless and cruel competition in the business sea, the contest and fight between the strong and the strong; The cold and indifferent between people, you fight for me, and I deceive; Comrades pour each other out; fierce competition between opponents; The warmth of human affection and the cold of the world.

And the only remaining warmth in his heart was also frozen by himself, and it was Fang Longxing who let the warmth that belonged to him begin to slowly melt and be ready to move, and even ignited like a resurrection, so that it was about to burn into a raging fire.

Has the soul that has been sleeping for many years been awakened? Be? No? If so, why instinctively resist? Want to protect yourself? Want to back off? Don't dare to move forward? If not, why can't you help but want to be emotional as long as you see him

Such uncontrollable, yet so greedy......

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