Chapter 22: Stay away from him

Zhang Fengyi was originally a very demure type, and because of all kinds of experiences, he gave people the feeling of being young and old. How could he let others underestimate his youth? Everything can stand alone, his age is not in line with his current career, he has to disguise himself too much, and establish and maintain a form for himself in front of others, which is inconsistent with his personality.

Wearing a mask to be a man, sometimes, he really feels very tired and tired, and he has to continue acting, and he is haggard and has to do it. He also wanted to give himself an arm to lean on; I also want to give myself a harbor where I can be coquettish and play a little temper at will; I also want to be under the knees of my parents; I also want to have a normal family; However, the fate given to him by God is so different, he has his own unique destiny and mission, and the great mission of the heavens must be so.

He often thinks, "When our fate suddenly changes, we may instinctively resist and even hate." Standing in front of the sudden reality, I feel pain and dazedness. However, in fact, the reality of changing fate is not necessarily so painful, flipping the fate card in hand, maybe we can see another few words - the gift of fate! ”

Therefore, Zhang Fengyi is stronger, independent and fearless. He accepted everything fate brought him without complaint, turning grief into strength. I have strengthened my pace of progress.

It is really not easy for people to live a lifetime, and many things in the world are destined to coexist in people's desires, which is the so-called incompatible! Grasp every opportunity, grasp everyone around you, the lost can never be recovered, then cherish everything in front of you!

High and cold has become his consistent style, vigorous and resolute, saying one thing is his true color, domineering and decisive has become his most powerful weapon. He is well versed in the truth that high places are invincible, he is lonely, he is lonely, he is cold-blooded, he is ruthless, he has no love, and even does not eat the fireworks of the world.

Only the desire to conquer, the wind of the king, domineering has not been lost, he doesn't want to go back in the world in vain! No matter how fate is at the mercy of and arranges his life, he has to live a wonderful life; All have to live worthwhile; Live meaningfully! Prove that you have really been here.

We often talk about fate, consciously or unconsciously, thinking about some topics about fate, but many times, we still feel a certain powerlessness in the face of fate, in the face of fate, we often seem so small, so cowardly. Many times we may be accustomed to or reluctant to give in, and because of this, we have to resist fate, and the real resistance is not to obey or give in. It's a kind of rigorous control and courageous struggle.

Only then can we have the ability to grasp the wheel of destiny and let it finally move forward in the direction we want...... Zhang Fengyi firmly believes that he can grasp the steering wheel of fate in the second half of his life, and he has never bowed his head in the face of fate! Never admit defeat!

His perfection is almost impeccable, but he's also human, flesh and blood. Although he tried his best to imprison his heart, he also had seven emotions and six desires, and he also had his most vulnerable side. A person who longs to be loved and loved, his instinct tells him that he has endured enough, and in the face of the objects who want to seek his care, those who are more vulnerable than himself, he really has no mood or effort to protect others, and he has no ability, energy, or mood to be tied up by anyone anymore.

If you want to move forward, you can't be bound by your steps, once your heart is bound, it will affect your judgment, and no desire is the best outcome.

It was a wound in his heart, a fatal wound. No matter how strong a person is, he has a fragile side, Zhang Fengyi is no exception, his desire is the pain of his life. One should have been in the mood for love, with all the love of the whole family, but he didn't ......

He had to bear everything himself; He had to face everything himself; He had to carry everything himself; He has to bear everything himself, and he has to pretend to be strong in front of others, he is tired...... He's really tired, so tired......

"That's right, love well, don't let your life have any regrets, even if you can't get it, at least we have loved it with our hearts." Although Zhang Fengyi, who is not very optimistic about love, still encourages Fang Longxing with the tone of an elder who cares about the younger generation.

No matter how much I don't like love, I have to give the warmest thing in the world to the person who once aroused my desire to protect the most. I'm afraid that in this life, only this person will let himself have this impulse! What's more, what about a person who has passed the passionate, arbitrary, and reckless age?

Among the female xing that Zhang Fengyi came into contact with, in addition to their good family backgrounds, they generally have the temper of the eldest lady. All of them are either wearing heavy makeup, or they all exude a heavy and pungent smell of perfume. It's not about brand-name bags, brand-name watches, diamond jewelry, and that's more than that.

Every time I hear lesbians in the lounge, they are not talking about their husbands or a successful man, or showing off their godfathers or anything, but they are chewing their tongues all day long, talking about the strengths and weaknesses of people. As soon as he saw these scenes, Zhang Fengyi would start to get annoyed.

He even began to hate these women, and the strange incidents that had happened to him since junior high school made him scared when he thought of women. He thinks that women are beautiful animals and at the same time terrifying, so terrible that you can't imagine it. Imagine which one would keep him from getting distracted? Which one can stand alone? And can work side by side with it?

"Fengyi, what you said is so good! That's exactly what I thought, you see how much tacit understanding we have, and we think about problems together. Fang Longxing followed Zhang Fengyi's train of thought and firmly expressed his thoughts.

His crystal bright eyes, shining with infinite starlight, the more he looked, the more irresistible and intoxicated he became. "Stay away from him and keep your distance." Zhang Fengyi, who was nervous because he saw his eyes, once again secretly admonished himself.

How can your heart be so messy? There is no more square inch. How is it that since the appearance of this guy, everything has been disrupted? Zhang Fengyi is trying his best to restrain his terrible thoughts, this person who once wanted to protect the most, is still the person he wants to protect the most in his life, has it never changed? How can it be? No, no, no, absolutely impossible, his heart began to slowly fall, confused......

Could it be that he will only do one person for others? He once thought that except that he wanted to repay Uncle Fang's family for their kindness to him, he would not let himself release a trace of emotion to anyone or anything in the world. But what's going on now? Everything is messed up, it's messed up! Nothing, he's my brother. Right! I, as a younger brother, care about my brother, is also right, and this is also a kind of repayment to the other party's parents.

Can reciprocation be the same as love? Can love be achieved by repaying it? Out of gratitude in return, that's not love. And love will not be sublimated because of gratitude, love and reciprocation are two different things.

Zhang Fengyi regarded this kind of love for Fang Longxing as a kind of repayment to his family. He didn't know his feelings for him, just hazy, dazed and irresistible to care about the person sitting next to him.

His heart, like him, has always been deep in that person, and his body knows that person's body. It's just that he was numb to himself for a while: he had forgotten him; He no longer waits for him; He has laid him down; He doesn't love him anymore. But a cry from the depths of the soul...... The soul that has fully awakened has been deliberately ignored by himself...... Because he never believed it, and he didn't want to admit it!

Once the floodgates of memory are opened, it's hard to close them again! Memories are like a big house, once you open the window, the beautiful bubbles and broken pieces contained in it all come to your mind.

It's just that when we recall a person who can't get or misses, we often think of that person's goodness, forgetting their past badness and some harm to us. People are sometimes cheap, and they will often "make cheap".

What about those who have been nice to us in the past? It will always be carefully treasured. Even if the friendship no longer exists, at least there is still the old friendship, and there will be no more revenge and mutual fighting, let alone because of the acquaintance of the past, it cannot become a mutual use to hurt and use

chips. Of course, I don't know how to be grateful, except for those who will take revenge.

"Then Fengyi, what does your ideal object look like? What kind of criteria do you have? "Every question is purposeful, and the dream that has been brewing for more than 20 years finally meets today. He must seize every opportunity and use all the resources at his disposal, and absolutely not waste them.

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