Chapter 186: Throwing Stones and Asking for Directions

"I'm sorry! Xiaoyu, I can't answer your question, it's not that I want to escape, and it's not that I can't face it. Feelings are not something that can be explained in one or two sentences. One thing I want to tell you: an oath that cannot be fulfilled is a cruel injury. Some people want to protect the people they care about, so they don't choose to promise each other anything easily. Sometimes, he hopes that the people he really cares about can live happily in this world. ”

This "some person", Zhang Fengyi is referring to himself. When he felt that Xu Xiaoyu's feelings for him were unusual, he was already very careful about the feelings between them. Therefore, every thing he has done over the years is indeed thinking about Xu Xiaoyu's future, and he hopes that Xu Xiaoyu can live a good life more than anyone else.

"Xiaoyi, then you tell me, if you don't get the person you really love, you can't live with him for a lifetime, what happiness is there? How does that person know that he must be waiting for the right person, and what is the basis for the right? If only I could prove it by proof, the man he was waiting for was wrong, and the man he chose was wrong. Do you think that person will fall in love with me? Will it come back to me? Will it give us a chance to start over? ”

Xu Xiaoyu was throwing stones to ask for directions, even if he was determined to compete with Fang Longxing. But he didn't want to be filthy yet, so that Zhang Fengyi would do it when he was unaware and defenseless. That will only make Zhang Fengyi look down on him more, disgust him more, and disgust him even more! Xu Xiaoyu is not bad to that extent, it is completely because of Zhang Fengyi.

"Xiaoyu, listen to me, don't toss around anymore, okay? Everyone has their own life trajectory to follow, what should appear will always appear, what should come will always come, and there will be no hiding from it. Don't let us cause disaster to others because we have done something wrong, which is extremely destructive and destructive. You have to learn to let go, but you have to learn to be perfect, you know? You are now a family person, you have to live with Guan Yingai in the future, and then have a baby! Just stop thinking nonsense, okay? ”

Zhang Fengyi didn't want to use force with Xu Xiaoyu, he couldn't be ruthless with Xu Xiaoyu, and when he could persuade him, he still wanted to choose to use this method to solve the problem. After all, everyone has been brothers for so many years, how can they easily turn their faces! What's more, Xu Xiaoyu hasn't done anything! He didn't want to let himself go too far. In fact, except for not being able to accompany Xu Xiaoyu for the rest of his life, Zhang Fengyi is willing to do everything for Xu Xiaoyu, but Xu Xiaoyu blamed him by mistake, thinking that only Fang Longxing is the most important thing in his heart.

"No, I can listen to you about anything before, but this one can't do it. How can you understand how painful it is to live with someone you don't love at all! What would you do if your lover no longer loved you and abandoned you in favor of someone else? Is it fulfillment as you say? Do you silently choose to leave, no longer disturb their lives, and then wish them happiness? After losing a loved one, do you choose to start a new life? Or will you be alone from now on? ”

Xu Xiaoyu immediately denied Zhang Fengyi's persuasion, and he was even more upset about himself. At the same time, he was also testing Zhang Fengyi, and he wanted to know the answers to many questions from his mouth. Once you have the answers, some things will be much easier to do. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"Why do you have to be so stubborn? So obsessed? I hope you think about it, there are many things, once they are done, there is no room for undo. There are many things that cannot be tried by yourself, if you have to go to the Yellow River and not give up, I will not interfere or hinder it, it is good to toss as you want, I will accompany you to toss. In that way, we will be cleared between us, and no one will owe anyone anything from now on, and it will be better to even it out, and life without burdens will be easy. Also, the kind of possible situation you mentioned may not be possible in that regard, and I am afraid it will really disappoint you. ”

After listening to Xu Xiaoyu's words, Zhang Fengyi knew that Xu Xiaoyu didn't want to stop there. He felt that he needed to scare him, but this was not his intention, he just wanted Xu Xiaoyu to retreat, he didn't want Xu Xiaoyu to do anything to hurt Fang Longxing. If that's the case, he doesn't want to break up with Xu Xiaoyu, and he has to break up unhappily in the end.

When Zhang Fengyi said these words, his voice was cold and ethereal, and many complicated feelings tore his heart, which was the last thing he wanted to see. If it was really as he said, it could completely make Xu Xiaoyu feel balanced in his heart, then he had no choice but to admit it. He hoped that Xu Xiaoyu was targeting himself, rather than the person he loved. As long as he can pay it back, he will return it to Xu Xiaoyu.

After all, he failed a person who loved him deeply, a person who gave so much true love for himself, and his heart was also very uncomfortable. And if it weren't for Xu Xiaoyu's dedication over the years, Zhang Fengyi wouldn't know what he would be like. Even if Zhang Fengyi is asked to take half his life for Xu Xiaoyu, he is willing.

At the same time, Zhang Fengyi also took this opportunity to draw a line with Xu Xiaoyu, but he didn't want to meet him one day. Between Xu Xiaoyu and Fang Longxing, if he had to let him protect one side, then he would definitely choose to protect Fang Longxing first. As long as Xu Xiaoyu doesn't stretch out his hand to Fang Longxing, Xu Xiaoyu will forgive him for doing anything excessive. Even if he hurt himself, he would not have any complaints, he was forced to protect Fang Longxing's safety.

"Haha...... Ha ha...... Xiaoyi, are you so confident? Do you really dare to bet with me? What if I said I'd make you regret it? Do you really believe in the bet between us, and you must have won? Little righteousness! Is it wrong for me to fall in love with someone with all my heart? You're telling me, huh? ”

Xu Xiaoyu originally wanted to say something cruel again, but he was like a fish in his throat at the moment, and he couldn't say anything. could only change the conversation and began to repeat the question that Zhang Fengyi had been entangled with at the beginning, and at the same time, his tone was also a lot soothed.

"Xiaoyu, we are not wrong, and there is nothing wrong with love itself, but the time we met was not right, and we would miss a lot of things. I don't want to bet with you, you know! ”

Zhang Fengyi listened to Xu Xiaoyu's words, and his heart was sour, he regretted that he had just said such an excessive thing to Xu Xiaoyu. But this was out of his helplessness, and he knew that Xu Xiaoyu was not joking with himself. He couldn't miss the opportunity to solve the problem peacefully with Xu Xiaoyu, if he didn't deal with it properly today, he didn't dare to guarantee what tomorrow would be like.

"I don't want to let go, you know it, will I still have a chance?" Xu Xiaoyu wanted to know the answers to many questions, and he further tested Zhang Fengyi's bottom line.

"No!" Zhang Fengyi's answer was very simple, he couldn't leave him any chance to have any illusions about himself. If it weren't for his confusion over the years, Xu Xiaoyu would not have been obsessed with himself all the time. In fact, Zhang Fengyi has already done a good job, but Xu Xiaoyu really can't let go of him.

"Don't answer so simply." Xu Xiaoyu's words revealed a little disappointment. He drove the car very slowly, and he didn't want to joke with Zhang Fengyi's life. Even if you are sad, you still have to try your best to control your emotions, right?

It's all full of love! It's just that the person he loves deeply doesn't accept this affection. Who can blame this TAMA! Zhang Fengyi fell in love with Fang Longxing early, who can change it! Look! Fame should be made as soon as possible, and this love must come first and come first.

I met you, you met me. This is all destiny! To cherish or not? What kind of people should you choose to spend your life with? It's really going to be planned! There are some people you can't meet if you don't want to! Since you have encountered it, then grasp and cherish it!

It's also a very painful thing to meet and not be able to fall in love! I love you dearly, and you love others dearly; I gave you the best, but you turned a blind eye; I treat you as my life, but you don't bloom for me. I treat you like a baby, but you treat me like a mustard; I took you as everything, but you let me go like a fart; I think of you as the center of my circle, but you are not on the same track as me......

There's nothing worse than that! O God! O earth! The baby is so sad, so sad! Let me cry for a while! Don't be sad anymore, come back later, and the wonderful story will continue!