Chapter 187: You and I don't need to be hypocritical

"Xiaoyu, in fact, there are many things in this world, which are as precious as love, why don't you grab what you already have? Do you have to expect what you don't get? ”

Although Zhang Fengyi felt very uncomfortable because he hurt Xu Xiaoyu, he still wanted to speak more thoroughly. If this were not the case now, Xu Xiaoyu would have suffered even more damage in the future. Zhang Fengyi really didn't want to hurt him a second time, and this alone today was enough.

Because this person is none other than Xu Xiaoyu! This person can definitely make Zhang Fengyi stick a knife in his ribs. This is not a joke, Zhang Fengyi can really do it for Xu Xiaoyu, just like Xu Xiaoyu did to him. Author: Jin Lan Xiuxian

"I'm not reconciled! I don't want to see that person thrown into someone else's arms, I don't want to accept and I can't accept that fact. Xiaoyi, you understand! I really love, love, love him. When these words were spoken, Xu Xiaoyu's voice was a little trembling, and there was a slight choked tone in the trembling.

A tough guy and a big brother-like character finally revealed his most vulnerable and soft side in front of his beloved. Xu Xiaoyu, who usually has inviolable and sharp eyes; one has always been strong, and the other has always been Xu Xiaoyu who has always done everything;

Xu Xiaoyu, who is always in front of Zhang Fengyi, is the image of a pure man who stands up to the sky; Xu Xiaoyu, who has no heart and lungs, only knows how to have fun; an out-and-out, wandering and uninhibited Xu Xiaoyu; a son-in-law brother Xu Xiaoyu who can only enjoy himself and does not know the suffering of the world; Xu Xiaoyu, who has the best face and the most face...... For the sake of love, for the sake of his beloved, he abandoned all of these, this is the greatness of love and the magic of love.

"Xiaoyu, I promise you, even if all the people in this world betray you, I won't! We will always be our dearest family, brothers, and friends. I want you to care about what I care about, value what I value, and cherish what I cherish. My affection for you, my trust in you, is the first in addition to my lover. ”

Seriously, when Zhang Fengyi heard Xu Xiaoyu's words that had changed his tone, he was already heartbroken. But he can't continue to be confused, and he can't forget the purpose of his trip. It took so much effort to come out once, and it was also carefully planned by him, and he didn't want Fang Longxing to be too careful. It is indeed not easy to maneuver in the world of two people at the same time, Zhang Fengyi is really tired.

He wanted to protect not only Fang Longxing, he cared about Xu Xiaoyu, so he was willing to take the time to explain and clarify. Even if I knew that both of them would be uncomfortable, I had to do it! For the sake of tomorrow's peace in life, he must do it too! Because all of Xu Xiaoyu's performances this time are too abnormal. Before the flood comes, it is always necessary to hold the dam, and there is absolutely no mistake in preventing it from happening!

"I want to be the first one in your heart, not the one other than your lover." As soon as Zhang Fengyi mentioned the word "lover", Xu Xiaoyu couldn't stand it, this was the thing he was most distressed about, and it was also a stinger in his heart. Although his tone was calm, it was also full of hostility, the hostility of the other party's dragon line.

Xu Xiaoyu knew that he was a little out of control just now, although he was trying his best to make adjustments, but he was inevitably jealous. It seems that in love, whether it is a man or a woman, no matter what his identity, status, knowledge, or age he is...... will show a strong jealousy of their rivals.

"Xiaoyu, you're talking nonsense again, we're brothers!" Zhang Fengyi felt that Xu Xiaoyu was having a showdown with himself, so he wanted to seal Xu Xiaoyu. Once the boundaries between people are drawn, it will be much easier to get along, and he wants to completely cut off Xu Xiaoyu's thoughts about himself.

"Don't keep pretending to be confused with me, Xiaoyi, you're not cute at all, you lied to me, and you coaxed me like a child, do you really think I'm only five years old this year? Even five-year-olds know what they want and what they don't! ”

"Do you dare to say that you are mature enough? Just do what kids do. I know all day long, can I save my snacks? ”

"Little righteousness! Don't always think about dissociating yourself from me, I still pay attention to principles and proportions in doing things, how well you know my person, how I am, this is what you know best. I am as transparent as you are, so ah! It's still the same sentence, no matter what time it is, you have me. Remember, you're not alone, you're not alone, and you're not alone. I know you have to be strong, you like to carry everything by yourself, and you don't want to trouble me with anything, since you already regard me as a relative, don't be separated from me anymore, okay? ”

Xu Xiaoyu was afraid that the words would be scattered, so he collected the words, and when he saw Zhang Fengyi's calm expression, he panicked, because he cared too much, this is all an expression of true feelings.

"Xiaoyu, there are so many things, we haven't made it clear to each other all these years, that's because we all care about the friendship between each other, you respect me! Humility everywhere! Protect me! Care about me! Take care of me! Wait, you are so good to me that I can't count it, but there is very little I can do for you, in short, I am sorry for you, it is I Zhang Fengyi who owes you too much, too much......"

"Stop! Stop! Little righteousness! Can we not always mention these things. People sometimes do things with a certain purpose, and there are few times when there is no purpose, and even fewer times when they are simple. Now that we are all adults, you have to see things more thoroughly and analyze things than I do. There are a lot of things that I don't want to say too explicitly, and it hurts too much if I say them too explicitly. However, if the real essence of the matter is to be said, it is to be taken out and hurtful.

I don't want to say something high-sounding, that's too hypocritical, there is no need for hypocrisy between you and me, let alone hypocrisy. My purpose is actually very simple, you already know, the reason why we have been deliberately avoiding this topic all these years is that we are all afraid of losing something.

These days, I also think about it carefully, and in the end I find that it is my fault, that I have too much extravagance, that I want too much. The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. I don't ask you to do anything, or promise me anything. What's the most important thing for me, you know! From now on, I don't want to be you anymore, and I don't want to bet with you anymore. I just want you to be happy, promise me! Be happy! ”

After saying these words, Xu Xiaoyu really wanted to slap himself a few loud ear scrapers. He didn't want to say this, but as soon as he saw Zhang Fengyi make such a concession, he couldn't be ruthless again. The topic has to go on, and we can't let the atmosphere become tense anymore!

In fact, it has been a long time since they have chatted so heart-to-heart, and Xu Xiaoyu cherishes this opportunity very much. He also wanted to have a good chat with Zhang Fengyi, he wanted to know where he lost? What exactly went wrong? What's so good about Fang Longxing, he is not as good as him?

"Xiaoyu! Thank you so much! Zhang Fengyi didn't say much, just said these simple words, but they contained a lot of meaning; contains their past; It contains the friendship between brothers; contains the helplessness of love; contains all kinds of things between them. But this does not mean that it is just a walk away and irresponsible, but to carry out this rare relationship to the end, and also for the sake of understanding!

"My little fool! You and I don't need to be so polite, if you are polite, it will be raw. Honestly, I don't want you to always be so polite and polite with me. I remember vividly when we were all nineteen years old, that is, when we first met. You make me feel like I'm seeing it again, that boy who has just grown up. Do you know? I like this innocent, good nature of yours the most. ”

When it comes to reminiscing about the past, Xu Xiaoyu thinks that he is the one who has experienced the most things with Zhang Fengyi, and in fact, it is the same. In the process of growing up, the people we meet who can grow together with us are really a godsend, and there is no reason not to cherish them.

Reminiscing is also a key that can open each other's hearts, yes! They've been through so much, too much together. This is indeed something that Fang Longxing did not and was not able to participate in. At this point, Xu Xiaoyu was sure that he could win.