I made an appointment with Song Xi to meet at a meeting place, but because I was not in good spirits, I didn't drive, and when I took a taxi, Song Xi had already arrived.

I saw that Song Xi's face was not very good, so I asked her what was uncomfortable.

Song Xi bit her lip and bowed her head hesitantly to tell me that her period had been delayed for half a month.

"Pregnant, pregnant?"

"I guess so...... What should I do, what should I do if I am really pregnant? ”

"What about Jiang Yuren? At this time, shouldn't he accompany him to come and check? "I was a little impatient, and I wanted to call Jiang Yu with my mobile phone.

"No!" Song Xi held my hand and said with tears in his eyes, "Zhihan, what should I do?" If I am really pregnant, Jiang Yu will definitely dump me, look at that Ji Xiaoxiao, isn't she a lesson from the past? If I had a child, I would definitely not be able to stay with Jiang Yu......"

"You're crazy, aren't you? It's crazy! "My angry head hurts again, I feel like Song Xi has been brainwashed by someone who has entered a pyramid scheme, and now her mind is Jiang Yu, if she doesn't stay by Jiang Yu's side, she will probably die.

Song Xi's tears flowed down one by one, I took a deep breath, and I couldn't bear to scold her anymore, so I had to go to the hospital for a check-up first to confirm if there was anything to follow-up.

When I went to the hospital, Song Xi was very uneasy all the way, and kept asking me what she would do if she was really pregnant.

I watched her fall into deep fear, I couldn't hold it back if I didn't scold her, and I couldn't say words of comfort.

Almost all of the people who went to go for the prenatal check-up were small couples, some were accompanied by the whole family, looking happy and lively, taking the number and lining up, the girl in front of Song Xi came out of the department, and jumped on her object excitedly, announcing the news of her pregnancy.

The young man hugged the girl, and the two of them giggled excitedly. The aunt on the side laughed with a wrinkled face, and hurriedly told the young man and the girl not to make a fuss, saying that the child she had just conceived was unstable.

The young man and the girl replied in unison, "I know Mom! ”

Such a scene sincerely makes people feel happy, Song Xi also looked at it, I couldn't help but feel a little sorry for her, shook her hand, and reminded her to hurry up and go in.

After a while, when the pregnancy test report came out, Song Xi squatted directly on the ground and cried.

A pregnant woman passing by also came to comfort her, saying that she was still young and should not be anxious if she couldn't conceive a child for a while......

I took the pregnancy test report in Song Xi's hand and looked at it, and pulled Song Xi up from the ground, she was six months pregnant.

After all, Jiang Yu is the child's father, and I think he has to know about it.

But as soon as Song Xi heard me say this, he immediately shouted to stop me, not letting me tell Jiang Yu, saying that Jiang Yu would definitely break up with her if he knew about it.

To tell the truth, although I haven't been in touch with Jiang Yu for a while, the impression I originally had on him that was quite good is now all ruined.

"So what do you do? What is going to happen to this child? I asked Song Xi.

Song Xi shook his head vigorously, wiped his tears and said to me: "I can do without children, but Zhihan, I can't live without Jiang Yu, I can't live without Jiang Yu." It's okay for the child to knock it out......"

"Why? It's so small, and do you know how much a tire can hurt you? I frowned, feeling distressed and angry, these two emotions were mixed together, which made people feel very uncomfortable, "How do you know that Jiang Yu will definitely not want such a child?" He is the father of the child, discuss it with him before making a decision! ”

"No, no, no! Zhihan, are you still my sister? Jiang Yu is my boyfriend, I know him better than you, but no matter how he treats me, I can't do without him. ”

Song Xi said, and when I was about to refute, he pressed my hand, "Zhihan, you may not have the feeling of truly loving someone, all you can't understand me, if one day you love someone like me, you will understand, leave Jiang Yu...... I can't live, I can only do what he wants, keep the distance he wants, and get along with him in the way he thinks is comfortable...... One day he was really impressed by me, I shouldn't have to be so careful......"

Haven't I really loved someone? may be compared with Song Xi's unprincipled love, my feelings for Lin Che are indeed incomparable.

I hugged Song Xi, waited until she had cried enough, and then accompanied her to make an appointment for abortion surgery.

I don't know if it's right to do this, but Song Xi said okay, this is what she wants.

After the appointment was completed, Song Xi was in a better mood, sorted out his emotions and walked out of the hospital with me.

After going out, Song Xi asked me what to eat at noon, and she said that she came over on an empty stomach in the morning, and now she is very hungry, so she wants to eat hemp in the old store where Wen Yi'an took us to eat hemp before.

"Sour and spicy girl," Song Xi touched his lower abdomen, which was not yet bulging, and said with a shallow smile, "Zhihan, I'm probably pregnant with a daughter!" ”

"Aren't you sad?" I couldn't help but ask.

Song Xi's smile froze, but she quickly laughed again, "There's no need, it's not the right time." ”

I think Song Xi has changed as a different person, and after being with Jiang Yu, such an unequal love has changed her too much.

After that we went to that late-night snack bar together.

I used to go every time at night, and when I came during the day, I didn't open the door here, and it was really late at night.

Song Xi was a little disappointed, after seeing the suspended billboard, we were about to turn around and leave, but the proprietress of the store poked her head out of the window, "Is it Miss Shen?" ”

I looked back in surprise and asked her, "How do you know my surname is Shen?" ”

The proprietress hesitated, then immediately clapped her hands and laughed, "You are a big director and a big star, of course I recognize it." Sitting in the store? ”

After entering, the proprietress took off the sign that was closed and immediately asked the boss to cook for us.

The store is not big, and the place is partial, but because of the good taste, as the saying goes, the aroma of wine is not afraid of deep alleys, and the business of this store is still very hot late every night, and we are surprised that it is not open during the day.

When the boss came out of the back kitchen, Song Xi asked, "Boss, isn't it a great loss that you have such a hot voice here every night and don't open the door during the day?" ”

The boss smiled hesitantly, "We originally did daytime business and closed on time at eight o'clock every night, but later changed to a late-night hemp school." ”

"Why?"

"Because this shop has been taken down, we are now the chef not the boss, the boss said that his beloved girl loves to eat our family's hemp small, but that girl is a night owl desperately Saburo, the biggest hobby is to come here late at night to eat hemp small, all the shops have changed to night business...... "The boss is very open-minded, talking to Song Xi while serving us food.

My tears fell a little unexpectedly, then I sniffed and asked softly, "Is the person you are talking about named Wen Yi'an?" ”

I remember that back then, when I first came to Beijing to go to school, every time Wen Yi'an came to see me, he would make a good strategy and take me to eat and drink at various scenic spots in Beijing.

Once, I don't know what he made me angry, and at night he brought Ma Xiao from this store to apologize to me, I went out to make a film with Song Xi and Zhang Fatzi, and he waited for me for several hours.

When I came back in the middle of the night, Wen Yi'an heated the crayfish in the microwave, the aroma of a room, I was originally angry, my sense of smell and taste buds were completely conquered, and I said to Wen Yi'an that after staying up late every night, I could eat Ma Xiaodang's supper in this shop, and I would die happily.

Wen Yi'an disliked my undisciplinedness, he said that he thought I would ignore him for several days, and sure enough, the nature of a foodie still can't be changed.

It turns out that every word I said, Wen Yi'an will remember it in his heart. How did I forget? He's been doing this to me since many years ago! Even when I said that I wanted to be with Lin Che, what Wen Yi'an would do in the end was also silently fulfilled.

I quietly wiped away my tears, Lin Che always said that I like to beat a rake, this is not unreasonable, obviously I failed Wen Yi'an, but I made it as if I was wronged.

Song Xi was a little embarrassed, and said to me: "Zhihan, you are moved, haha, Brother Wen is really good to your sister, brother and sister should be like this, you look at my brother, every time we meet, he quarrels with me......" At the end, Song Xi lowered his voice and said to me: "Don't lose a face, I'm pregnant, didn't you comfort me before?"

I laughed, and I felt very uncomfortable.

Then Song Xi peeled the shrimp for me, and smelled the aroma of seafood, but I suddenly felt very sick and couldn't eat anything.

Song Xi quipped: "You won't be pregnant too, will you?"

……

In the afternoon, I went to the company, the time for the release of the movie has been set, it will premiere next Friday, and now the actors are going to various places to participate in promotional meetings, I should have gone too, but I haven't been feeling well lately, and I haven't done anything, I'm just very tired.

During the meeting, everyone discussed, in fact, the release time of the movie was a bit embarrassing, and it just happened to collide with Director Guo's new film, and the box office was not very bright for us as a new crew.

I got home and waited for the movie to come out.

The past two days have been relatively mournful, Lin Che is not by my side, and Song Xi's affairs and Wen Yi'an's affairs have affected me.

Several times I picked up my phone and wanted to call Wen Yi'an, but in the end, reason prevailed over impulse.

It's not that I have love for him, but every time I used to feel sad, I wanted to talk to Wen Yi'an.

When Lin Che and I called on the video, he said that he felt that I was a little absent-minded and asked me why?

I just said no, I just wanted to sleep. I can't tell him that I'm thinking about Wen Yi'an, and that he's going to fly back from England and kill me.

Three days later, I accompanied Song Xi to the hospital for an abortion.

On the way, Song Xi seemed to be fine, but I felt very worried, on the one hand, I wanted to kill Jiang Yu, who killed a thousand knives, on the other hand, I thought, after all, this is also his child, we just lost it quietly, as if we had killed someone......

It may be providence, and the doctor said that Song Xi's uterus is too thin, and after the fetus, it is very likely that he will permanently lose his fertility.

After hearing this, Song Xi fell from the chair to the ground in fright, and his tears fell like pearls.

I crouched down to help her up, and she muttered, "This is probably retribution, retribution!" Zhihan, what should I do? What should I do? ”

Seeing Song Xi like this, I felt very uncomfortable. After pulling her up, I said, "Song Xi, stop fighting!" Stay, don't be afraid. ”

"No! I definitely don't want this kid! Song Xi shook his head, and the doctor also shook his head beside him, looking helpless.

I asked Song Xi to calm down and think about it, and went out to call Jiang Yu under the pretext of going to the bathroom, asking him to come to the hospital immediately.

Then I went back and continued to appease Song Xi, no matter what, I had to let Jiang Yu know, and I didn't believe that when he heard the news, he would resolutely ask Song Xi to kill the child or break up with her.

The more sad Song Xi cried, the more angry I became, and I couldn't wait to beat Jiang Yu to death immediately.

Thirty minutes later, Jiang Yu rushed to the hospital. When Song Xi saw him, his eyes widened in fright, and he stammered when he spoke, "You...... Why did you get here......"

Jiang Yu exhaled lightly, and instead of answering her question, he asked me calmly, "What's the matter?" ”

I was almost annoyed by his attitude of not caring about himself, so I rushed forward and slapped him hard, yelling at him, "What kind of attitude do you have? Jiang Yu, are you still a fucking man? ”

Jiang Yu turned his head away from being slapped by me, then raised his chin and straightened his face, lowered his eyelids and looked at me: "Shen Zhihan, do you really think that I will always indulge you?" Tell me, why am I not a man? Did I make you stronger, or did I dump you after making your belly bigger? ”

I was about to faint because of his attitude, but Song Xi ran in front of Jiang Yu to protect him at this time, and asked me in a cold voice: "Zhihan, did you ask Jiang Yu to come?" Why do you do this? ”

"Can you be a little enlightened! I think you're all crazy! I yelled angrily, "Song Xi, he did this to you, did you keep him to make dumplings for the New Year?" What the hell are you trying to do? ”

"Do I need you to meddle in my business?" Song Xi was more excited than me, crying while holding me with both hands and shaking it vigorously, "Do you have to destroy me to be happy?" I treat you like my best friend, and you repay me like that! ”

"Don't go crazy!" This sentence was said by Jiang Yu, Jiang Yu pushed Song Xi away, looked at the two of us coldly, and then pulled my hand very strongly, and pulled me out, "You come here!" ”

Song Xi stood behind, didn't say a word, and then squatted on the ground silently, probably crying.

I was pulled by Jiang Yu and couldn't break free. When I got to the parking lot, he stuffed me into his car and locked the door.

"What do you want to do?" I smiled coldly, Jiang Yu was in my heart at this time, and all the good impressions were gone.

Jiang Yu took out a tissue and wiped the corner of his mouth that was slapped by me, "Shen Zhihan, do I have no trust at all in your eyes?" Who do you think of me? ”

"Are you worthy of being a person?"

"You think I'm patient with you, so I really don't dare touch you?" Jiang Yu said, suddenly his eyes burned with anger, and he stretched out his hand and clamped my chin fiercely, "Shen Zhihan, you fucking listen to Lao Tzu!" The child in Song Xi's belly is not mine at all! Lao Tzu never really touched her! ”