Chapter 1 We Seem to Have Seen Ourselves Nowhere Together
Of all my memories of 2008, there are two things that impress me the most, one is the occurrence of the Wenchuan earthquake, which is the most destructive and wide-ranging since the founding of the People's Republic of China, and the other is that the 29th Olympic Games were held in the capital.
This year, I was a happy college student, and because I met someone, my life had a crucial turning point, and in a limited time, I only met such a person once.
In 2008, at the age of eighteen, I was a freshman in the directing department of the film school, and my dream was to be a screenwriter who relied on my talent to eat, but everyone around me thought that I should definitely be an actor with my face.
At 11 o'clock in the evening, I was wearing a mini shirt and mini skirt, showing my tattoos, blowing with a wine bottle, and the AJ1 under my feet was jumping in the nightclub to the beat, in fact, it was my first time in a nightclub.
When the die-hard friends came over with cameras to shoot, I swore I really wanted to smoke them.
"Big brother, you're pretending to be too fake, aren't you? Just take a phone and take a picture of my face, I want to be natural, natural, do you understand? What the hell did you ask to do so professionally? What about when you make a movie and hand in your homework? ”
"Uh-oh." Song Xi nodded hurriedly, asked Zhang Fatzi to put away the SLR, took out her iPhone4 from her pocket, set up the position and started recording.
I continued to jump, turned my head and raised my hand to make them stop, "Song Xi, why hasn't the actor you looked for come over yet?" ”
"Aha! There is a traffic jam on the road, and it's almost fast. Song Xi explained.
I nodded and continued, "It's almost here, let's wait for him to come over and continue filming!" Wait a minute, you go to the corner over there, and look a little more real, little darlings. ”
"Okay, Director Shen!" Song Xi took the lead in laughing, as if relieved, and then turned to the corner and sat down and began to drink, which was unreliable.
I also want to finish it quickly, and if I don't finish sending it over, my dad will probably fall asleep.
Today is the forty-five-year-old birthday of my father's boss of their company, and he is always a woman, and she is also my father's cheating partner and first love. I don't know if my dad is for the top or for love, in short, for the sake of this old woman, my dad is determined to divorce my mother.
I designed this play, not to fight for my mother, but simply to destroy the full moon night between him and the old woman, and to find out in his heart, is it me who is important? Or does that old woman matter?
The music in the nightclub was noisy, and I took a big sip of cocktail, still complaining about why the actor hadn't come, and when I looked up again, the boy had already walked in front of me.
Rao is in the art academy, I have seen countless handsome guys and beauties, and I was also shocked by the face in front of me, and for the first time I felt that Song Xi had done something reliable.
The boy is about twenty years old, wearing a black T-shirt and a black cap, casually leaning against the wall against me, thick and black eyelashes, like a circle of shadows hitting his good-looking side face, handsome with a little ruffian feeling, but this cold temperament doesn't look like a nightclub person,
I looked at him a few times, and there was always a sense of déjà vu, and when we saw someone who was good-looking, we all had a bit of "Do you remember where we seem to have met?" "Something stupid! It's like he's staring at me as well.
I waved my hand in front of him, "Hey! Why are you here now? ”
He reached into his pocket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes, put one between his lips, lowered his head and lit it, the white circles of his eyes slowly drifting away. Looking at me through the smoke, he laughed.
I didn't understand what he meant by laughing, but I wasn't annoyed.
He took another step closer to me and reached out his left hand and touched my face. His fingers were jointed, white and slender, and when they touched my skin, they were cold and cold, probably because my cheeks were a little hot from drinking.
I lifted my hand around his neck and stood on tiptoe, just kissing him on the chin because I couldn't reach him. After all, it was the first time I had done such a thing, and I was a little nervous.
When my lips touched his chin, I saw him frowning slightly, as if he was also a little uncomfortable.
The nightclub was noisy, and everyone else only thought that we were a normal little couple, and I was still thinking that he was dressed up a little serious, and he didn't get a tattoo or anything, what I wanted was the appearance of that kind of bad youth.
He pinched my chin and glanced at the waiter at the bar, who immediately understood and brought over two cocktails.
Although in nightclubs, you can't drink alcohol indiscriminately and people can't touch it blindly, but all of this is staged, so I took the glass and drank it.
"What's your name?" I accosted again.
He looked at me for a long time, and then spat out faintly: "It has something to do with you?" ”
That was the first thing he said to me. Hell, since I was a child, I've never had a cheating session with any guys, and besides, I didn't show that I was interested in him!
In order not to let my previous efforts fall short, I held back my temper and faced him with a smirk, "It's okay, then let's hurry up and go home after the show, do you think?" ”
He didn't speak, he lowered his head and suddenly kissed me in the ear, a little ticklish, and then he said something in my ear, but the sound inside was too loud for me to hear.
I looked at him under the colorful lights, my head became more and more dizzy, and then my body went limp, and I fell into his arms.
At that time, the only little consciousness I had left looked over to Song Xi and them, and in that dimly lit corner, my stupid children also fell down. I thought to myself, this is over, the night of drama is in vain, if those stupid children don't shoot me and send them to my father, I will kill them......
As it turned out, these were the things I could think of at that time, and my brain was actually in alcohol.