I laughed and didn't look at Song Xi. Through the baby's incubator, I could vaguely see my face printed on the glass.

Song Xi continued, whispering: "I really feel guilty for misunderstanding him like that before. To be honest, Zhihan, Lin Che is really good, when our school was shelved, they were all Prince Charming in everyone's mouth! It's not just our school, he is Lin Zhongjian's only child, who doesn't want to climb him? It's ...... now."

I lowered my eyelids, and the events of those years slowly came back to me, and I was trying so hard to forget.

"Back then, I always felt that you and Brother Wen were suitable, and it didn't mean that you and Lin Che were not suitable, but at that time, I felt that Brother Wen loved you much more than Lin Che, he was the one who loved you the most, and you were also very dependent on him, and the intimate ones definitely didn't look like ordinary friends. Now that I think about it, I was wrong. ”

Song Xi paused and continued, "Some time ago, Jiang Yu and my father-in-law went to Lin Zhongjian's birthday party together, Zhihan, Jiang Yu heard a terrible news, he originally didn't let me tell you, I want to tell you." ”

"Stop!" I hurriedly stopped, "Since he won't let you say it, you must not say it." I'm getting married, and it's not necessary for you to mention my ex-husband to me now. ”

"Zhihan, you are less and less like you now, how can you suddenly grow up and become so ruthless?"

I stared straight at the kids in the incubator.

If, if my body has been healthy, then my baby must be able to call his mother now, grab snacks with me, I think Lin Che will help me, he said, he loves children, but he loves children's mothers even more.

If the bean paste bun bullies my baby, I'll never buy ice cream for that stinky girl. If it all went my way, I wouldn't be here now, would I?

It's boring, these assumptions based on ifs, I suddenly shook my head, remembering what Lin Che had told me - the question that started with ifs, there was no answer at all.

"Who's going to grow up all of a sudden? You don't want to tell me that Lin Che and Cheng Zhiying are divorced, right? I asked faintly, feeling very uncomfortable.

"No, it's not. What I want to tell you is that they are not married at all, except for a wedding and their ostensible partners, Lin Che and Cheng Zhiying, who did not get a marriage certificate at all. Song Xi said, "I know what you're thinking now, Zhihan, it's doomed that your former child can't be kept, and you don't need to bear the pain, how good Lin Che is, in order to let you live a healthy and happy life, he takes all the responsibility on himself, he loves you so much." ”

"That's good." I raised my head, a little dazed, "But is Wen Yi'an not good to me?" Wen Yi'an even lost his favorite job for me, that was his dream. ”

"But you have to tell who you really love? We people want to be good for the people around us, but we will inevitably make wrong decisions and judgments, Zhihan, do you have family and friendship with Brother Wen, or love? ”

I didn't answer Song Xi's question, I spoke softly, and said, "When Lin Che broke up with me, he told me that the two of us have too different views and won't go long. At the time, I only thought it was his excuse for prevarication, maybe it was the reason why he had to find out separately from me, but then I thought about it, we are indeed very different, and many times the conflict is not just a person who endures it. The gap between our living environments is too big, and there is no similarity between hobbies and anything. ”

"It may also be an excuse to prevaricate, or a reason you have to find to make it better than you can each other. But Zhihan, do you still love him? Song Xi asked me.

To tell the truth, I really want to kill her at this time, if it weren't for the fact that she was not out of confinement yet, I would definitely do it.

Song Xi immediately sensed my unkindness, hurriedly took two steps back, pointed to the baby in the incubator and said, "I...... My child is still here, he can't open his eyes, he can't be born without a mother! Zhihan, I can't speak, you didn't know it the first day, I mean...... You have to figure out who you really like. ”

I nodded, "Yes, yes!" Wait for Wen Yi'an to pick me up, I'll talk to him and ask him to help me refer to it. ”

"Don't, don't! Are you trying to kill someone with a knife? ”

I raised my eyebrows triumphantly and smoothly bypassed the topic from Lin Che.

I hadn't seen him in two years, and I started to forget the sound of his walking, the color of his favorite clothes, the smell of his favorite shower gel, and I had forgotten about him after rounding up, and I hoped that no one would mention it to me again.

After a while, Wen Yi'an got off work from the company and came to pick me up.

When Song Xi saw him, he was a little weak-hearted, I would really say. In fact, I know what Song Xi wants to express in my heart, and she is indeed a good person for me. All she wanted to tell me was to be with someone she really loved.

Wen Yi'an and I went to try on the freshly made dress, which we were going to use when we got engaged.

On the way back, we held hands and walked slowly, and the sun just went down. I said to him, "Let's go to the countycourthouse and get the marriage certificate as soon as possible!"

Wen Yi'an turned his head to look at me, with a look of surprise in his eyes at what I said, and then he touched my head, smiled and said, "I should mention this kind of thing as a fool."

"And when are you going to mention it?" I shook his hand.

He looked up at the setting sun, "Don't worry, it's after the engagement ceremony!" Dango, I'm so happy during this time. ”

"It's like that's all there is to it, Wen Yi'an, we'll be together forever, right?" When I asked, he didn't answer me right away, so I immediately added, "No repentance, you promised before." ”

Wen Yi'an shook his head with a smile, "Tuanzi, I'm very happy to see you grow up and mature." But it's never clear, and what I still have to tell you is that I love you forever. ”

……

The date of the wedding was set, two months later.

According to the Wen family, there must be an engagement ceremony before the wedding, and relatives and friends must come over for a gathering.

Uncle Wen and Aunt Wen thought about it for a long time, they thought that although Shen Zhen and I had no intersection in the past two years, he was my father after all, Wen Yi'an's father-in-law, and it was still necessary to invite them to the engagement ceremony and discuss the wedding together.

Although I have scruples in my heart, but I can't find fault with it, after the misunderstanding was clarified, I understood that although he did something wrong, it was indeed me who misunderstood him. After all, it's a marriage, and it's a good thing that he can come.

I went to ask my grandparents for their opinions, and they agreed, but I didn't want to see He Rujing, this hurdle for the elderly to get through.

What about Cheng Zhiying? I think my grandparents are looking forward to seeing her again, but I don't want to, I don't hate her anymore, and I don't have that qualification.

I just can't face her again, like I said before, don't contact her again! Maybe when I get married and have children, I'll go back and see when I settle down.

That's an afterthought, and there's no need to say it sooner.

Soon Uncle Wen and Aunt Wen contacted Shen Zhen, and it is said that Shen Zhen almost cried with joy when he heard the news that I was about to get married, and said again and again that he would definitely come over whether it was an engagement or a wedding.

The night before the engagement, Wen Yi'an and I had a long conversation.

The doctor said that I could live a normal life, get married and have children. In order to prevent being deceived again, I also went to other hospitals for a check-up and made sure that I was in good health.

I asked Wen Yi'an how many children he wanted, but he asked me if I really wanted to marry him.

"Nonsense!" I kicked him, "I don't want to marry you, as for running around trying on wedding dresses and dresses, even the wedding company can rest assured, but the wedding venue has to confirm it several times?" Are you joking with me? ”

As I spoke, I added, "If I were eighteen or nineteen or in my early twenties, I might really do this kind of joke." Now that I'm old and can't stand the toss, I want to settle down with the person I like quickly and have a home of my own. ”

"I'm fucking worth it for you for those few words." Wen Yi'an laughed while rubbing his leg that was kicked by me.

"What is it worth?"

Wen Yi'an didn't answer me, he looked into my eyes and said seriously: "If you can, I want two children, but if you don't give birth, or for other reasons, I don't have any obsession with children, after all, we have bean paste buns, she is like my biological daughter, and I can still treat you as a child."

"Phew! You don't have pedophilia, oh my god! I covered my eyes exaggeratedly, "Oh my god, my carefully chosen fiancé is a pervert." ”

……

After falling asleep late at night, I sat in a dream in which that person appeared at my wedding with Wen Yi'an.

He crossed his eyes and said to me, "Hey, I heard your dad say you're getting married, I'll come and see, it's fucking real!" Are you going to be mad at me? ”

I looked at him quietly in my holy gown, but there were only two of us in the whole church.

He was even more angry when he saw that I did not speak, and pulled my veil with one hand, and messed up my long hair, which I had managed to regrow, and I still did not say a word, I must have wanted to say something, but unfortunately I opened my mouth and could not make any sound.

Lin Che suddenly became serious, his good-looking eyes were full of stubbornness, he said that he was not married, and he said that he had been waiting for me.

Then his eyes compromised again, and he said that if I wanted, he would definitely chase me again, and if I didn't, he would come over to drink the joy wine and watch me marry the man he liked.

I was not sad, and I had no surprise of reunion, I stared at him deadly, and complained angrily in my heart - "Big brother, do you need permission to chase others?" How did I not know you had become such a gentleman? Come on! If you chase it, you can just chase it, if I say I want to, then I will be with you directly! ”

I didn't go to bed until 1 a.m., woke up at 5 a.m., and after a while, a makeup artist would come over and dress me up, and the engagement ceremony would start soon.

Wen Yi'an was surprised when he came to knock on the door, he thought that if I didn't drag it until the last moment to be picked up by him, I would never wake up.

But I sat calmly in front of the mirror on the dresser, looked at him through the mirror, and greeted him with a grin, "Good morning, my bridegroom." ”

I told you I couldn't even remember what that man looked like, but he suddenly came to my dream, and I was so angry!

Wen Yi'an's engagement ceremony and I were held in our wedding room. Wen Yi'an took my hand and introduced me to others as his childhood sweetheart, a girl who had a crush on him at the age of nine, and finally married home at the age of twenty-nine.

I held my wine glass, my cheeks burning with a smile. Walking out of the hall, Shen Zhen came, he came alone, I called him Dad, and Wen Yi'an also called Dad.

Maybe you think that the bridge scene that may be staged at this time - Lin Che came to rob the marriage, and then I, I will regret it, hesitate, be sad and sad, but in the end, after some ideological struggle, I still stayed by Wen Yi'an's side, and it is also possible to leave everything and leave here with Lin Che......

But no, I always knew that something like this would never happen.

Lin Che didn't come, and I was so happy that I didn't want to see him anymore.

For the rest of my life, I will be with the people around me, a three-story house, two cute dogs, a mischievous bean paste bag and maybe one or two children, but there will always be only one him.