"Dear Shen Zhihan, I rarely call you by your name so solemnly, except when you make me angry. I told you that this time was very happy because you were always there for me and we lived like we were children.

An old relationship ends and a new one begins. Now, I want to go back to my previous relationship with you.

Between me and Lin Che, I'm glad you chose me. I have had a special skill since I was a child, and I have told you that I can always see your mind clearly, whether you love me or not, and what kind of love it is, I know better than you. Your choice is just that you think that if it is between me and Lin Che, you must owe one, and you are not willing to let me down again.

But what I think is, if you have to think like that, then I want you to be the one you owe forever. But that's what I deserve to love someone, and I don't feel like you need to compensate me for anything. If it's not you, there will be someone else.

Shen Zhihan, I don't want to interfere with your choice, but I don't want to see you unhappy, so forgive me for my self-determination again, I think about it, it's time to find a suitable stepmother for Doushabao, but you grab ice cream with her every day and quarrel with her, you are not qualified at all, with a stepmother like you, my daughter will be taken badly, I don't like it. Wait for your brother to bring your sister-in-law back the next time he meets you.

But you must not forget that there are still people waiting for you, so you must not be unhappy. Please remember what I said. ”

This is a letter that appears after the engagement feast, and the groom-to-be leaves, declaring that he is empathetic and out of love. Leaving the bride behind.

It's 2015, late autumn.

At this time, it has been nine years since the sixteen-year-old Shen Zhihan first met Lin Che. It's been two and a half years since they last separated.

Twenty-five-year-old Shen Zhihan read a very popular romance in Chinese mainland, in which the glue-like hero and heroine of love made countless readers cry when they separated, and the book reads - "The more people who love each other, the more they come together, the hurt and pain will be magnified countless times." ”

Her fiancé left, and Zhihan knew very well in her heart that Wen Yi'an had always thought about her and wanted to be a bad person for her.

After Wen Yi'an left, Shen Zhihan still lived with the Wen family and his grandparents, Mr. Wen and Mrs. Wen did not understand their son's decision, but they could only respect the lives of the children who had grown up, for them, Shen Zhihan was not a daughter-in-law, but also half a daughter.

Shen Zhihan's daily life still looks the same as usual, she has nothing to write a script, and all kinds of bloody events in her life have brought her a lot of inspiration.

In her spare time, she is still the "illegitimate daughter" who loves to bully Wen Yi'an, and the bean paste bun is exploited by her very miserably every day, and the two balls on the ice cream must score one for her.

In the winter, the news in Chinese mainland reached the United States, and Miss Cheng Zhiying, a famous Chinese mainland actress, broke up peacefully with her husband, Mr. Lin Che, ending a two-year marriage.

This is Cheng Zhiying's promise to herself and to Lin Che.

When Cheng Zhiying donated her kidney to Shen Zhihan, her own body was not very good due to her perennial smoking and alcoholism. The period after surgery was particularly fragile, and with the infection of surgery, half of his life was almost lost. And Lin Che has always kept his promise, he never went to see Shen Zhihan again, and has been doing his best to accompany Cheng Zhiying to take care of her.

Cheng Zhiying likes Lin Che since she was very young, but after so many years, even if she has become the upright eldest lady of the Shen family, she has always known in her bones that she is not worthy of this man.

snatched him from Shen Zhihan for so long, she felt that it was enough, she got Shen Zhihan's career, and successfully erased that inglorious past.

When Shen Zhihan just left, Cheng Zhiying still had the determination that she could move Lin Che, and the wedding was at her request, and she wanted to make Lin Che willing to get married.

But unfortunately, Lin Che would not, Lin Che was kind to her, and later became polite and thoughtful, and in the eyes of outsiders, the two of them respected each other like guests. But the Lin family, the Shen family, these people all know the truth.

Half a year after Shen Zhihan left, one night, Lin Che was drunk as usual, Cheng Zhiying really loved him, but he had to compromise when he saw him like that. She found Shen Zhihan's new number in Lin Che's mobile phone, although Lin Che never dialed it once.

After opening up, Cheng Zhiying made up her mind to tell Shen Zhihan the truth, but she didn't expect Shen Zhihan to already know it and say that kind of unconscionable words.

Two years have passed, and Cheng Zhiying finally decided to give up this man who doesn't love him.

When I went home that day, I heard my father say that Shen Zhihan was getting married, and Wen Yi'an.

She told Lin Che about it as soon as possible, Lin Che didn't say anything, he must have known it a long time ago.

Cheng Zhiying broke up with Lin Che at almost the same time as Wen Yi'an on that day, which is not called a breakup.

After the two broke up publicly, Cheng Zhiying contacted Shen Zhihan again, and the sisters finally calmly spoke on the phone.

They are very similar sisters, both have owed each other, both have hurt each other, and neither has apologized, just as no one wants to blame the other anymore, as if nothing had happened.

Cheng Zhiying told Shen Zhihan the story of herself and Lin Che, and she said to Shen Zhihan: "The order of appearance in life is really important, Lin Che fell in love with you at first sight, maybe it was based on déjà vu, but what he fell in love with was indeed you, at your best age." To this day, I still think that if I had met him at the age of eighteen or nineteen, I would have been his lover. It's a pity that I don't match him, but you must not sympathize with me, the current Cheng Zhiying is worthy of happiness, not from him.

Shen Zhihan, I've seen such a story, it makes sense, and it just said what I wanted to say but couldn't express-

Zixia Fairy likes Supreme Treasure, Supreme Treasure likes Bai Jingjing, Bai Jingjing likes Monkey King, Monkey King likes Zixia Fairy. You think that the Supreme Treasure and the Monkey King are the same person, but there is a difference of 500 years between them.

Going around and around, love is nothing more than that. ”

On the day Shen Zhihan and Wen Yi'an got engaged, it was not only Shen Zhen in the past.

Lin Che also went, Shen Zhihan didn't know that the Chinese man standing in the back garden of her wedding room, holding a wine glass, was her former lover, she took Wen Yi'an's hand to toast the elders, and when she passed by Lin Che, she didn't fix her eyes and take a good look.

But Wen Yi'an saw it.

Wen Yi'an already knew what to do, his liking for Zhihan was a very measured and just right love, he could give up everything for her, and he could also fulfill her happiness that did not belong to him, his love for Zhihan was definitely not inferior to Lin Che, but love has always tended to be lovers who are happy with each other.

As Christmas was approaching, Shen Zhihan took bean paste buns to the mall to buy gifts for his family, and New York ushered in the first snow that day. Zhihan was very happy when he went out, and he always had an indescribable premonition, and he wore his favorite maple leaf lipstick recently, and shook it left and right with his newly bought handbag.

Doushabao called her Mommy, which was called by Mrs. Wen when the Wen family matched Shen Zhihan and Wen Yi'an.

She followed behind Shen Zhihan and shouted, "Mommy! If you don't want the bag, you can give it to me! The straps are about to break, so beware of twisting your waist! ”

Shen Zhihan glared back at her and warned her not to call herself mother casually on the street, after all, she could still pretend to be a girl......

After buying the gift, Shen Zhihan was kind and led the bean paste bag to the supermarket to buy snacks.

The bean paste bag happily ran to the freezer to get ice cream, and Shen Zhihan pushed the shopping cart and followed slowly behind.

Because of Christmas, the supermarket was very lively, Shen Zhihan squeezed into the chocolate section, and when she reached the top box of Godiva, the man who had been following her finally appeared.

Lin Che helped her take the chocolate down, Shen Zhihan turned his head and raised his head slightly, Lin Che was twenty centimeters away from her, and the arm that reached out to take the chocolate was raised, just shackling her in the corner of the shelf.

Lin Che looked at Shen Zhihan, he really hadn't seen him for a long time, but his girl hadn't changed at all, she was still as good-looking as she was eighteen years old, without the troubles of illness, she looked very energetic now.

"It's been a long time since I saw Shen Zhihan," Lin Che laughed, Zhihan raised his head and kept looking at him, he said slowly: "Do I have a chance to invite you to a cup of milk tea?" ”

Zhi Han Wan'er, presumably this person must have been following her for a long time, along the way she always felt that someone was following her, but it was really him, he came over before he was twenty-six years old.

Zhihan raised his left hand and brushed his hair, shaking his head in refusal, "I'msorry, mydaughteriswatingforme." What I was thinking about was - coming all the way over, please drink a cup of milk tea, it's really stingy.

Lin Che lowered his head with a smile, and just saw Zhihan's falling eyelashes fluttering, "English pronunciation has improved!" ”

At this time, the bean paste bag ran over with a bucket of Häagen-Dazs fart, shouting as he ran: "Shen Tuanzi, I picked it out." ”

Seeing this, Lin Che moved his position and walked from Zhihan to Zhihan's side.

Shen Zhihan was very angry and glared at the bean paste bag, "It's not big or small, I'm your mother!" ”

"......" The child was really wronged, he was scolded for calling his mother when he went out, and now he was scolded for not calling his mother, "What's wrong with you, Shen Tuan......"

"Shut up!" Zhihan's face couldn't be hung up.

Lin Che hugged Shen Zhihan on the side, bowed his head and gently educated: "Okay, don't be cruel to children, you can't be like this if you are not our own child." So, can I ask the two of you for milk tea? ”

Doushabao stared at the man's hands and feet on Shen Zhihan with a look of trepidation.

Shen Zhihan pushed Lin Che away and left directly. When I passed by the bean paste bag, I said, "Girl, let's go home." ”

The bean paste bun hurriedly followed. Lin Che also followed, carrying things for them.

Shen Zhihan walked in front, laughing over and over again, and suddenly shed tears, out of control.

Doushabao asked, "Why are you crying?" "With the lessons of the previous two times, this time she didn't add a name.

When Lin Che heard this, he said in the back: "She was so happy to see that the person she loved the most finally came to her, which was called crying with joy." You memorize this idiom. ”

"Tears of joy?" The bean paste bun repeated, she was still too young to understand the meaning of this idiom.

Shen Zhihan was not angry, she turned her head, and looked at Lin Che on the street from a distance of three meters, her eyes red from crying, and she suddenly laughed again, crying and laughing, like a madman.

Zhihan, you must not understand how much I like the way you are now, all the joys, sorrows and sorrows are closely related to me, I know that you still love me, and I know that you don't like my self-assertions, but today I feel happy to see you live well and unharmed, all the separation, reluctance, and worry are all worth it for me.

This kind of love and liking is only once in a lifetime for each other, Lin Che loves Zhihan, and Zhihan loves him very much.

They all know very well that this is what love should look like, such emotions are very clear, even if they have many different interests and hobbies, there will be conflicts, but for each other's love, this has always been a firm believe.

Lin Che slowly walked towards Zhihan and hugged her into his arms, "I'm sorry Zhihan, I still love you very much, after so many years, I have always stayed with you when you were eighteen years old, and it has increased unabated." It's too hard to fall in love at first sight, but in you, I do witness it. I broke my promise, there is no way not to see you, are you willing to marry me again? ”

"You...... Why only now? You and Zhiying broke up publicly a month ago......"

"Because I want to get to know you again before you turn twenty-six, and I have to make all the preparations for meeting true love again." Lin Che's amber pupils were full of brilliance, and Shen Zhihan looked up, it was his own shadow inside!

Over the years, Wen Yi'an has known Shen Zhihan very well, and so has Lin Che. If you want to say that the person who knows Shen Zhihan the most, it must be herself.

Lin Che knew that at that time, if Shen Zhihan knew about her condition, she would definitely not marry her, although she repeatedly emphasized that her love was selfish. But if Shen Zhihan would really be like what she said, loving someone is to die with him, then Lin Che must have found her a long time ago.

And now, they have left each other for nearly three years out of gratitude and guilt, and three years is really enough.

Wen Yi'an also knew that Shen Zhihan's happiness when he was with him was not love. But Zhihan's heart is very kind, she pretends to be very similar, never shows any reluctance, and even sometimes she takes the initiative herself. This is probably the reason why Wen Yi'an has insisted on loving her for so many years!

Compared with other girls' external softness and internal rigidity, Shen Zhihan is full of problems, pretentious and calculating, but her external rigidity and internal softness make people who know her very fascinated.

Lin Che and Shen Zhihan's love, from the stumbling at the beginning to the reunion later, they are actually very lucky people.

For Wen Yi'an, Cheng Zhiying, or everyone who has come halfway, one day they will meet another love, and they are also very good and fascinating young people.

I have met my own love, I have seen the appearance of real love, and I am very lucky.

A year later, Lin Che and Shen Zhihan had their second child, a very smart and cute baby, with eyes like Zhihan, nose and mouth exactly like Lin Che.

One morning, when Shen Zhihan woke up, there was heavy snow outside the window, and Lin Che's kiss fell on Zhihan's forehead.

I forgot to tell you before that the person I love the most is you, but now I think about it, the person I love the most is you.