In the evening, the fever finally went down, and the family was relieved. After tossing for a day, everyone didn't eat, and after a hurried dinner, Cuiying and Jiafu went back to the room to rest, and Herui was still asleep, and her eyelids didn't move. He Yi lay on the kang to read a book, He Tu sat beside her and did needlework, and the room was very quiet, like a silent snowy night in winter.

At this time, Herui suddenly turned over, and Heyi's eyes were attracted by her. However, she soon quieted down and continued to fall into a deep sleep. He Yi stayed for a few seconds, closed the book in his hand, turned over and sat up.

"Sister, do you think the third sister has anything on her mind?" She muttered.

He Tu glanced at her and continued to be busy with the work in his hands, "What can I think about." ”

"In the afternoon, I listened to her talk in her dreams, and I thought she had a lot on her mind."

"You believe the nonsense." He Tu smiled disapprovingly, "If you have a fever, you must be talking nonsense, but if you wake up, we will tell you these words again, you still don't believe it." ”

He Yi shook his head and said, "Sister, what you said is too one-sided, you can't say that." A person's heart is very heavy, and it is likely to lead to physical discomfort or something. ”

"How can it be so serious, the body is not feeling well, of course eating because the food is not good or you are beaten and injured like your third sister, how can it be because of a serious illness."

"That's why I said you're one-sided." He Yi pouted, "During class, the teacher told us that there is a disease called mental illness, and our school has a special psychological counselor. ”

"Nonsense." He Tu glanced up at her, with a funny look in his eyes, "It's still mentally ill, according to me, it's just thinking too much, it's good not to think so much." ”

"I can't tell you." He Yi turned his head to look at He Rui, "Anyway, I think the third sister has something on her mind, and when she wakes up, I must talk to her." ”

"Alright." He Tu smiled, "What do you know as a child?" Her heart suddenly moved, "Maybe...... Forget it, you don't understand. ”

"You say I don't understand, but I know a lot."

He Di was about to say something, He Rui suddenly snorted, she opened her eyes, looked around in confusion, and opened her lips that had been chapped and peeled, as if she wanted water to drink.

He Yi hurriedly jumped off the kang and went to the water tank to scoop a bowl of water and sent it to He Rui. He Rui barely stood up, drank two sips of water with the help of He Yi, and slowly asked, "What time is it?" ”

He Yi glanced out the window and said, "It should be past nine o'clock, my parents have gone to sleep." ”

"Hmm." Herui lay back down, her fever had subsided, but she still felt weak in her limbs, "I've slept for so long." ”

"You have a fever." He said, "I will only retreat now." ”

"No wonder my head hurts." He Rui instinctively wanted to raise her hand to touch her forehead, but she couldn't touch the wound on her hand coldly, and suddenly hissed in pain.

"Do you want to eat?" He Tu turned his head to look at her, but the work in his hand did not stop, "There is hot rice for you in the pot." ”

"No appetite." Herui said, closing her eyes again. She had slept all day, and by this time she had long since lost her sleepiness. But his body was weak, but he didn't want to move. After thinking about it, she opened her eyes and said to Hedi, "You take out your walkman and play a song." ”

He Tu glanced out the window and said, "It's so dark, forget it, otherwise my parents will say it again when they hear it." ”

"Wouldn't it be nice if you kept your voice down." Herui glanced at her unhappily, "Stingy." ”

He snorted coldly and stopped talking. Seeing that the atmosphere was not right, Heyi hurriedly said, "If you want to hear it, I'll get it." ”

He Tu lowered her head, it wasn't that she didn't want to take it out, but He Rui's tone sounded really annoying, and she never wanted to talk to people properly. She squinted at Heyi and took out the Walkman from the cabinet and handed it to Herui, who played with it for a while, then handed it to Heyi, and said, "I won't use it, she never gave it to me." As she said this, she glanced at her with a slanted gaze, as if expressing her displeasure.

"Neither will I." He Yi stuffed the Walkman into Heyi's hand, "Sister, you open it." ”

He Tu reluctantly, but still pressed the button. The tape inside was the one recorded by Xiu Han, and Qingyuan's singing voice slowly floated out, driving her thoughts, she seemed to have returned to that wonderful night, and Xiu Han's distant and hazy face appeared in front of her eyes again.

She didn't speak, she put her palms up on her stomach and stared blankly at the ceiling. She was mixed with all kinds of emotions in her heart, which made her heart very chaotic. It was as if a bomb had exploded in her heart what had happened yesterday, and some thoughts that she had never had and dared not have slowly emerged from the bottom of her heart. Those thoughts were both novel and exciting to her, and in an instant she began to dislike the present life and the people who lived around her at the moment. She began to fantasize about her future life, she would live well, she would be loved, and she would be cared for, instead of being like now, there were people who could work better than her, there were people who could read better than her, and she was just a guy who was not good-looking and had a very strange temper in the eyes of others. No one ever asked her what she thought, no one sympathized with her when she was sad, they would just laugh at her and say something about her temper again, or simply ignore her. "It's the same with me or not in this family." As she thought about it, she felt a pang of sadness in her heart, "No matter who it is, they don't care about me. She raised her hand and looked at it, feeling more and more sad in her heart, "He Tu did such a thing, and Dad didn't beat her so ruthlessly, so I took a game console, and he beat me like this." Am I really their biological daughter? Did they really treat me like their own daughter? ”

Herui turned her head to look at Hetu who was sitting on the edge of the kang doing needlework, her side was so beautiful, her skin was fair and red, her nose was high, and she had friends who were so good to her, and she would send her so many good things every time she came, including the Walkman in front of her who played a beautiful song. Herui's heart tightened, her mind was hot, she unconsciously raised her hand and pushed the small walkman out with the back of her hand.

The Walkman made a graceful arc in the air and fell to the ground with a thud.

"What are you doing!" She hurriedly picked it up and looked left and right. The song was still playing, and there was not even a trace of crack on it except for a little dust, so He Tu breathed a sigh of relief, turned his head and glared at He Rui, and said, "Are you sick?" Kindly take it out to you, and you're just right to it? Be all abroad. ”

"That's right! It's me who is inexplicable! He Rui sat up suddenly, and suddenly a Venus appeared in front of him, and he almost vomited with a headache. She tried her best to suppress these uncomfortable feelings, tried to make a domineering attitude, and said loudly, "You are all good, I am not good at anything, I am not worthy of using your things!" ”

"Tell if she's sick!" He's mouth trembled, "What did the two of us say?" She's like that? She snapped off the Walkman, opened the cabinet door and put it back away, turned to Herui and said, "Don't use my stuff again." ”

"Who is rare! it! Herui was still stiff-mouthed, she plopped down and lay down, covered herself with the quilt with great difficulty, closed her eyes and pretended to sleep.

He Yi stood on the ground and was stunned, she didn't expect two people with good looks to quarrel, and this quarrel came inexplicably without warning. She looked at Hedi, then at Herui, her mouth opened, and she whispered, "Why is this...... What a good noise......"

"Am I arguing with her? You don't see who is having a neuropathy. ”

"You're insane!" He Rui sat up again, her face was blue and white, ugly and scary, "You did such a shameful thing yourself, and you are embarrassed to say that others are insane?" ”

"What did I do!" He Tu was also angry, she threw down the needle in her hand, and stood up suddenly, "What do you say!" What a shame have I done! You said! ”

As soon as Herui opened her mouth to say, she had already brewed a stomach full of ugly words, so she was waiting to say it to Hedi. At this time, Heyi suddenly shouted: "Okay! Stop arguing! ”

He Di looked at He Rui with resentment, and she began to regret that she took care of He Rui so seriously, He Rui was completely a white-eyed wolf, and it was the wild kind! Suddenly, she was stunned, surprised that such vicious words had been born in her heart, but soon this surprise disappeared, for she was shocked to see the disgust and disgust in the eyes that Herui looked at her.

"It's so late, you are arguing again, what do you say when you wake up your parents?" Heyi looked at this, and then at that, "It's all a family, what's there to make a noise about?" ”

"Family?" He Rui sneered, "I'm not a family with her." Isn't she about to get married? Hurry up and get married, this family has her and no me! ”

"Huh." He Tu laughed angrily, she couldn't say a word for a moment, but she quickly made up words in her head, and quickly said, "You will marry one day, I will give you this sentence too." ”

"But I'm not going to mess around outside." He Rui smiled gloomily, her gaze very sharp. He Tu felt a pain in her heart, she couldn't imagine that her relationship with Zhu Hai would be called a mess by others. She opened her mouth to say something, but her arm was grabbed by Heyi, and she heard Heyi's voice; "Sister, don't make any noise, the lights in my parents' house are on."

He Tu pursed her mouth, she didn't want to argue, but the person in front of her had been provoking her unreasonably, revealing the scars in her heart. She sat down on the edge of the kang, picked up the needle and thread again, and sewed in silence.

"Nothing more." Herui lay down and sneered. There was a smug expression on her face, but her heart was desolate.

When it was time to sleep at night, Hedi moved his bunk to the innermost part, and Heyi slept among them, separating them. Originally, because of the love of sisterhood, she could still tolerate Herui's unreasonable trouble, but tonight she finally couldn't bear it anymore, as soon as she saw Herui's face, the disgust in her heart was overflowing, and she almost wished she couldn't see her. She was angry for most of the night before she slowly fell asleep. However, on the other side of the kang, Herui was still staring at the shadows of the trees outside the window with his eyes open, and his heart was angry and disgusted, and he was passionate, angry and disgusted by the environment he was in now, and his passion was his own expectations and desires for the future. She wanted to make some kind of change, some kind of action that would change her current situation, but she couldn't think of how to change it, her mind was in a state of confusion, and she didn't have any clue.

Sleepless all night, she almost kept her eyes open until dawn. The wound on the hand has become numb, and the brain has become accustomed to this pain, and it seems to have taken it as a habit. Originally, in the morning, Hetu was going to clean her hands and change the dressing, but after a quarrel last night, Hetu couldn't see her now, so she could only change the dressing for her. After changing the medicine, Heyi wanted to take her temperature, but Herui pushed her away impatiently and said, "No, I feel much better now." ”

"The doctor said that I should measure it today, and it will not be good in case I have a fever again." He Yi hurriedly said, taking the thermometer left by the doctor and stuffing it under her armpit.

"I don't know my own body yet?" Herui pushed her arm away, "Don't move me." I know that you, like Zhou Hedi, are Zhang San's coaxing children - uneasy and kind. ”

"Why are you talking so badly?" Heyi was not happy, "If it doesn't happen, it won't happen, as if I'm willing to test you." She put away the thermometer, put it in the box, and leaned on the table to read her book.

Herui snorted coldly, she was already used to this situation, but now she was busy clearing the thoughts in her head, and she didn't have time to sneer at Heyi. She sat on the kang in a daze, staring blankly ahead, and she didn't even hear Cuiying shouting to her.

"This kid won't burn out, will he?" Cuiying walked out of the back room, sat down at the table, and asked strangely.

"Hmph." He Tu sneered contemptuously, "She's burned out? She's always been like this, and it's not a day or two. ”

"What are you talking about?" Cui Ying said angrily, "You should be kind to her when she is sick in the past two days, don't quarrel." ”

He didn't say a word, and lowered his head to roll out the noodles on his hands. It's just that there was a contemptuous and cold smile on the corner of her mouth, and she obviously didn't listen to her mother's words.

The injury on her hand didn't heal until early April. At that time, the weather was also getting warmer, and there were gradually figures of people working in the originally yellow and desolate land halfway up the mountainside. Because of Herui's hand injury, he couldn't work in the field, so he had to finish the work in the field every day, and rushed back to cook for his family. After Herui's injury healed, she began to gradually help her family do some work, but she seemed to be a different person, either silent or cold-hearted to people, and it was even more difficult to get along with her than before. The family began to avoid her, and they could try not to talk as much as possible, so that Herui became more and more lonely and lonely, often huddled in a corner alone in a daze, or ran somewhere to stir up dust and come back. It's not that her change hasn't worried her family, it's just that the sisters can't say it, as a parent, the family fortune is the origin of her change, and he is already very guilty in his heart, so he naturally won't criticize Herui too harshly, so he had to let her go.