But how difficult it is to say goodbye to love, I'm afraid that the most difficult thing in this world is love, otherwise Mr. Yishan would not have said, "Ask what is the love in the world, and teach people to live and die"!

Since life and death can be put aside, what can stop two hearts from loving each other, as long as the power of this love is not evil, isn't it?

Now I think this morning's thoughts were naïve, but I realized my naivety later.

When I was having dinner with Xiaomeng at noon, I asked her how she and Yoo Sung-hyuk were getting along, and she said, "It's okay, it's nothing special, we've already said that we won't talk about feelings before the college entrance examination, so it's the same as before." ”

After listening to Xiaomeng's words, I realized that maybe I was thinking too much, maybe getting along with Ruan Junhao naturally is the best state, and sure enough, in the afternoon, I felt that I got along with Ruan Junhao much better.

In fact, people's biggest enemy is their own psychology, and what they think really affects their own behavior very much.

The contents of Xia Xinjing's diary have ended, but Xu Xinmeng is still wandering in the dream.

She saw Ruan Junhao sitting in her place writing something during the afternoon activity class, she walked in and saw Ruan Junhao write in the math book: "Xin Jing, I know that you are not in a state for a day today, I want to comfort you, but I am afraid that you will think too much."

I would love to tell you that I want to give you a lifetime commitment, and it may be naïve to say that at this time, but I really don't want to see you sad. ”

Ruan Junhao may not be satisfied with reading it once, he tore it off and put it in his pocket and continued to write: "I think true love can stand the test and is rational, I believe that no matter what difficulties we encounter in the future, we can face them together, at this time, let's work hard together to fight for the college entrance examination." ”

After Ruan Junhao read it, he felt dissatisfied and tore it off and put it in his pocket, Xu Xinmeng watched Ruan Junhao tear and write while tearing, and tear while writing, and laughed inadvertently.

To her surprise, Ruan Junhao actually reacted to this laughter, but fortunately, Ruan Junhao didn't see the hidden Xu Xinmeng when she turned around......

When she got up in the morning, Xu Xinmeng's eyes were red, and she clearly saw that she was Xia Xinjing in her dream, but her thoughts and feelings were her own.

Xu Xinmeng is no longer surprised by this dream, every time she goes through her sister's experience, Xu Xinmeng's feelings are very wonderful, but what she doesn't know is that this magical diary allows her to experience all the hard work of Xia Xinjing's experience.

When Xu Xinmeng was still immersed in last night's dream, Tonghan's call came in, and all the sadness of Xu Xinmeng disappeared in an instant, and she quickly sorted out her schoolbag and prepared to return to Baiying with Tonghan.

As soon as Xu Xinmeng came out of the dormitory, she saw Ruan Junhao waiting downstairs, and she had the impression that Ruan Junhao seemed to be still writing a love letter to her sister, and she couldn't help but say, "The letter has been written?" What are you doing here? ”

"Letter? Did you see me writing? Ruan Junhao instantly remembered what he had written in his dream last night.

In the end, Ruan Junhao didn't send out the letter, so Xia Xinjing didn't know about the existence of the letter, unless Xu Xinmeng and Ruan Junhao had the same dream last night, Ruan Junhao said excitedly: "Did you also dream about that day last night?" ”

"What's the matter?"

"Zhang Zixi's ......"

Xu Xinmeng was taken aback by Ruan Junhao's answer, she looked at Ruan Junhao and asked, "What happened to Zhang Zixi?" ”

"No one has seen her since......"

Xu Xinmeng trembled, she suddenly came back to her senses and said, "I should go." ”

Ruan Junhao stretched out his right hand and handed a letter to Xu Xinmeng's hand and said, "The letter is finished for you." ”

It turned out that Ruan Junhao, who woke up from the dream, planned to resend the letter that had not been sent out at the beginning.

"What are you doing for me? I'm not ........"

Xu Xinmeng wanted to speak and stopped: "I'm not your she, and I don't bother me in the future when I have someone I like." ”

After saying that, Xu Xinmeng left, and the moment she turned around to leave Ruan Junhao, Xu Xinmeng thought that if Ruan Junhao hadn't fallen in love in the four years of college, maybe she would forgive him for the harm he caused to his sister.

Ruan Junhao looked at the departing Xu Xinmeng, he knew the meaning of Xu Xinmeng's words, and he really realized at this moment that they could never go back to the past.

Because Xu Xinmeng already has a new life and a new boyfriend, their past is really over.

If Xu Xinmeng really found his happiness, Ruan Junhao told himself that he would definitely sincerely bless them.

When Xu Xinmeng arrived at the bus station, Tonghan had been waiting there for a long time, Xu Xinmeng had a sense of happiness when she looked at Tonghan, she thought that it was enough to look at Tonghan quietly like this.

When the car arrived at Baiying, Xu Xinmeng had to let Tonghan go to his house first to drive his mother's car back to the town, but Tonghan couldn't help Xu Xinmeng so he had to agree.

When Xu Lu saw Xu Xinmeng coming back, she was pleasantly surprised and asked, "Didn't you say that your club has activities and won't come back?" ”

"The activities of our club are tomorrow."

"Tomorrow? There's only one day left for you to come back, and it's a lot of time on the road, so you should take advantage of the rest today. Although Xu Lu said this, her happy expression had already shown that her "nagging" was not sincere.

Then Xu Xinmeng looked at Tonghan outside the door and excitedly invited him into the house.

Seeing Tong Han appear next to Xu Xinmeng, Xu Lu's expression changed suddenly, she thought that her daughter and Tong Han would never have contact again.

Tonghan looked at Xu Lu a little nervously, and said respectfully: "Hello Director Xu!" ”

"Well, hello! Are you also at Yi Nan Normal School? ”

"Well, I'm on the new campus." Xu Lu's face turned pale instantly, she knew that her previous thoughts were too optimistic.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Xu Lu and said, "Mom, you lend your car to Tonghan to go home, he will take his aunt to Yinan tomorrow morning to see a doctor, and then he will drive you back." ”

"Okay......" said Xu Lu absentmindedly and took the key to Tonghan.

Xu Xinmeng saw that Tonghan was a little nervous, so she asked Tonghan to put down the schoolbag and pour a glass of water for Tonghan, Xu Lu looked at the ecstatic Xu Xinmeng, and knew Xu Xinmeng's feelings for Tonghan.

She thought it was just a kind of worship, and as she grew older, her daughter would not have any other feelings for Tonghan, but now it seems that she is really whimsical.

At this time, Tonghan's mobile phone happened to ring, and he hung up as soon as he saw that it was Liu Hongyao calling, which inevitably made Xu Lu have more prejudices against Tonghan, because when Tonghan was in high school, he had an excellent girl's relationship, and someone pursued him wherever he went.

Tonghan gently put the phone on the table and drank a little water to relieve the tension in his heart.

Xu Xinmeng looked at Xu Lu and said, "Mom, what are you going to do at noon?" Otherwise, let's go out to eat together, and let Tonghan finish eating before leaving. ”

"There are enough vegetables at home for the two of us!" Xu Lu was really a little angry, with a hint of dissatisfaction in her tone.

When Tonghan heard this, he quickly stood up and said, "I have already told my mother that she will be home before noon, and she will cook and wait for me, so I will leave first." ”

Tong Han said that he got up and was about to leave, Xu Xinmeng hurriedly gave the key to Tong Han and said, "You drive back, we will go back to Yinan together when we come tomorrow." ”

"No need." With that, Tonghan picked up his backpack and turned around and left.

Xu Xinmeng knew that even if she chased Tonghan out, she would not take the key again, she looked at her mother and said, "Mom, why do you want to treat Tonghan like that?" What do you mean by 'enough for the two of us'? ”

"What's wrong with me, I'm telling the truth, I want to ask you what is the relationship between you and Tonghan?"

Xu Xinmeng said without thinking: "I like him, I want to be with him." ”

Xu Lu's worst fear finally came, she looked at Xu Xinmeng and said, "Don't you know that he fought with others for a girl when he was a freshman in high school?" ”

"It was his godsister who begged him to hit the boy because the boy was harassing her."

"Godsister? Just a freshman in high school, he recognized what his sister, he was a little gangster, if it wasn't for his mother kneeling down and begging for school, he would have been expelled a long time ago, and who his father is, don't you know? Every time I come to a parent-teacher conference, I get drunk, I heard that he also gambles, right, what kind of good son can such a parent teach. ”

At this time, Tonghan heard it clearly outside the door, he knew that it was impossible for him and Xu Xinmeng to be together at all, he turned around and left, forgetting that he was back to get his mobile phone.

Xu Xinmeng knew at this time that her mother had such a big prejudice against Tonghan, and she retorted: "Tonghan is righteous and can endure hardships, and his grades are good, where does he make you so dissatisfied, besides, he is the only one in the whole school who is willing to play with me and treat me as a real friend, I just want to be with him." ”

"You also know that he is playing with you, he doesn't like you at all, and I won't agree to you being together."

Suddenly, Tonghan's mobile phone rang, Xu Xinmeng was startled, she seemed to think of something and was about to run away with her mobile phone, Xu Lu shouted loudly: "Don't go, he doesn't know how to get his mobile phone?" ”

Xu Xinmeng became even more angry when she heard this, and shouted: "I'm afraid he will come to get it a long time ago!" ”

"If you dare to be with Tonghan, I won't have you as a daughter!"

Xu Xinmeng turned around and glared at Xu Lu fiercely, she was about to push back loudly, but suddenly the scene of Zhang Zixi quarreling with her mother and Peng Peng jumping off the building suddenly appeared in her mind, she couldn't help but be frightened, and said after a long time: "I just sent a mobile phone to Tonghan, and I will be back soon." ”

After that, Xu Xinmeng opened the door and ran downstairs, but Tonghan had long since disappeared, She wanted to follow and tell Tonghan that she loved him, but when she thought of her mother Xu Xinmeng, she didn't have the courage.

She could deeply feel Xu Lu's good intentions to prevent her from being with Tonghan, but she knew that her mother didn't know her better and less.