Du Shengnan looked at everyone's reluctant look, and said to Yang Bo: "You let them all go back, they are already tired after just playing a game, I'll drink with you." ”

Yang Bo looked at Du Shengnan affectionately, and Du Shengnan knew that Yang Bo agreed, so she beckoned these first-year students to go back.

Everyone said goodbye to the two of them, but Xu Xinmeng was worried, afraid that when the time came, they would both be drunk and no one would be able to help.

So she said to Jiang Xinyu: "Xinyu, you go back with everyone first, I'll stay and see if I can help for a while." ”

Ruan Junhao saw that Xu Xinmeng wanted to stay and he didn't want to leave, but Tao Ze said to Ruan Junhao: "Go back, I have something I want to ask Xu Xinmeng, she is still angry with you now, and it is estimated that it will not make any difference if you stay." ”

"What are you going to ask her?" Ruan Junhao asked with a serious face.

"I want to ask her what happened after the car accident, what, do you want to stay and listen, I'm afraid that it will be another bamboo basket to draw water - a waste."

Seeing Tao Ze say this, Ruan Junhao was reluctant to stay anymore, maybe she was willing to talk to Tao Ze about what happened during that time.

Ruan Junhao looked at Tao Ze and had no choice but to say, "Take care of Xu Xinmeng, if she tells you anything, you must not hide it from me." ”

"Got it!"

In this way, Xu Xinmeng and Tao Ze waited downstairs for Yang Bo and Du Shengnan to come out.

At this time, it was evening when osmanthus spread her fragrance to the world by the autumn wind, accompanied by the fragrance of osmanthus A group of energetic college students walked in front of the door of this restaurant, Xu Xinmeng looked at them and suddenly a picture appeared in front of them - he walked by here with his sister Xia Xinjing in his arms.

If Xia Xinjing is still there, if they apply for Yi Nan Normal University at the same time, if they meet in college, then they are definitely a pair of sisters that everyone envies.

If that's the case, Xu Xinmeng should be the happiest at this moment, but right now, Xu Xinmeng looks at her lonely and helpless person standing on the side of the busy road, and she only has incomparable desolation and sorrow in her heart.

Tao Ze stood quietly next to Xu Xinmeng like this, Xu Xinmeng at this moment had the same sadness and sorrow as Xia Xinjing, he didn't know if his judgment was wrong.

How he wished that the person in front of him was Xia Xinjing, looking at the fear in her eyes, Tao Ze knew that he couldn't step forward to ask about Xia Xinjing at this time.

I don't know how long it took for Du Shengnan to help Yang Bo staggering out, Tao Ze saw this and hurriedly stepped forward to help, but Yang Bo had to hug Du Shengnan.

How could a weak girl support this sturdy big boy, Tao Ze insisted on stepping forward to help.

Du Shengnan saw that Yang Bo was stubborn, so he had no choice but to say: "It's okay, he just walked gently with my strength, I can do it." ”

Tao Ze and Xu Xinmeng had no choice but to walk silently behind them to help at any time.

Yang Bo looked at Du Shengnan and said with a smile: "My father has already found me a job in the government unit and is waiting for me to go back, are you happy for me?" ”

Du Shengnan knew that Yang Bo didn't want to go back to his hometown, and he heard the thousands of reluctances in his heart, and said, "It's good if you're happy!" ”

"But I'm not happy, you're about to go abroad to reunite with your boyfriend, how can I be happy?"

"It has nothing to do with you, so many people like you, I believe there must be someone who is willing to go back to your hometown with you."

"But I just don't like them, when I first saw you, I had an urge to grow old with you, I wanted to marry you!"

Doesn't Du Shengnan know what Yang Bo has thought about him over the years? She knew that Yang Bo had a deep affection for herself, but she never could face up to this feeling.

Du Shengnan couldn't help but recall what her boyfriend said to her when he was leaving-"Don't be fooled by any handsome guy in my absence, I believe that no one can be better to you than me, the only thing I'm afraid of is that I can't care about you on call in the future, but you can rest assured that when you come to the United States, all my time will definitely belong to you." ”

Du Shengnan remembered her answer more clearly at the time - "Don't worry, a long-distance relationship is a small meaning to me, I want everyone to know that as long as it is true love, a long-distance relationship can definitely withstand long-term companionship, and besides, my heart has followed you across the ocean, if you save it, who can steal it?" ”

But now Du Shengnan deeply understands that countless pairs of long-distance relationships are actually unable to withstand long-term companionship, and when he is the most helpless and lonely, a cup of hot water in front of him and a hug have resisted countless worries and greetings far away in the world.

Du Shengnan, who is strong, doesn't want to think about where her sincerity is, she has always kept in mind what she said to her boyfriend as a reminder at any time, so she can only hide Yang Bo's kindness to herself in her heart.

Yang Bo couldn't help but shed tears as he spoke, he knew that if he didn't say it, he wouldn't have a chance, and he knew that he wouldn't be able to say it if he didn't use the strength of the wine, because he knew that the answer he heard would only be rejection, but he still wanted to say it.

Yang Bo said: "If I don't go back to my hometown, will you not go abroad?" Is it okay for us to go to graduate school together in China? ”

"My dad has already found me a good university in the United States, and the application forms have been submitted, and I believe that the results will be available soon."

Yang Bo waited for the same result, he slowly fell off his hand from Du Shengnan's shoulder, and his heart was also withdrawn with the retraction of his arm, and his heart was completely dead.

He walked on this extremely bustling street with heavy steps, but he still felt that there were so few people on this street.

At this time, Yang Bo only felt that the street was unusually deserted, and he wanted to quickly find someone he was familiar with.

Tao Ze saw that Yang Bo was about to fall, so he hurriedly stepped forward to help, Yang Bo saw that it was Tao Ze and smiled: "Tao Ze is good!" ”

At this time, Xu Xinmeng walked next to Du Shengnan, she seemed to feel the helplessness and reluctance in Du Shengnan's heart, but she didn't know how to comfort her, maybe walking next to her silently was the greatest comfort to her.

Du Shengnan looked ahead with a dull gaze, and after a long time, she said to Xu Xinmeng: "Do you know? There will be countless forks in the road of love, and these forks will lead to different ends, and only one of them is what we are looking forward to the most, but many times we may not be able to find the right way. ”

Although Xu Xinmeng couldn't understand the meaning of Du Shengnan's words well, she could more or less understand it and asked, "Then how can I find the right way?" ”

Du Shengnan smiled bitterly and said: "Only when we take the wrong road will we know where the right path is?" ”

Xu Xinmeng suddenly realized, yes, we only know what is right when we are wrong.

Xu Xinmeng, who was lying on the bed back in the dormitory, couldn't sleep, so she involuntarily took out her sister's diary and read it.

Monday, May 14, 2018 Light rain

As soon as I arrived at school this morning, I heard that Peng Peng, who was in the next class, had an accident at home.

Some people say that Peng Peng asked Zhang Zixi to go out to play on the weekend, and when they took a taxi back to Peng Peng's house, they happened to be seen by Zhang Zixi's mother, and she chased them all the way to Peng Peng's house.

It is said that Peng Peng was disheveled when he opened the door, and Zhang Zixi's mother was instantly furious, beat Peng Peng fiercely, and said that she would take Peng Peng to court.

Zhang Zixi fell to her knees and begged her mother, but her mother still refused to let Peng Peng spend his life in prison.

Peng Peng had no choice but to jump off the building, but who knew that Zhang Zixi's mother said: "Okay, you can jump down, save me from suering." ”

Peng Peng really jumped from the 16th floor in a fit of anger and died on the spot, and now Peng Peng's parents have sued Zhang Zixi, her mother and the school in court.

We couldn't give up the whole morning self-study, we didn't believe it was true, a fresh life was gone if it was gone, and I felt for the first time that life was so small and fragile.

During the morning meeting, the head teacher dragged in with an extremely tired body, his eyes were red, and I believe that the shock brought to him by this incident was beyond his bearing.

After a long time, he said in a choked voice, "Do you know how many people behind you are silently working for you?

What they pray for is that you grow up safe, healthy, and happy, and that they give you all their love, not that you use it as an excuse for indulgence and willfulness, and I hope that when you choose to do something, you can think of your parents who have worked hard for you day and night.

I used to think that I had been a homeroom teacher for almost 30 years, and my students were all over the world, and I was always proud to see them succeed in their careers, and I thought I was a qualified homeroom teacher.

But whenever I see that the students I am teaching have various problems that I can't solve, I feel that I am a failure, why didn't I notice your abnormality in time, why didn't I care more about you......."

When the head teacher said this, our class exploded in an instant, almost everyone cried loudly, although the teacher said very vaguely, but we know what the head teacher wants to say, we can deeply feel the pain and impatience in the heart of the head teacher.

At the end of class, none of us dared to look at Zhang Zixi's seat, and when we accidentally caught a glimpse, our hearts all trembled "deafeningly", and this tremor made our angina.

Ruan Junhao and I didn't speak for almost the whole morning, I didn't know how to face him, I wanted to pretend that I didn't know him well as before, and I would only cross paths when I had difficulties in learning.

But I already know in my heart what I want and the other person's heart, how can I pretend that nothing happened?

I don't think Xiaomeng and I are qualified to let Ruan Junhao and Yoo Sunghyuk cook for us anymore, maybe before the college entrance examination, we keep a certain distance to respect each other, but also respect for our own future.