Chapter 70 Love is indecisive and unspeakable It's just that the past is gone
But in the next second, Ji Jie's face turned pale and he lowered his head in fright.
What was the situation, he must have seen something.
As soon as I turned around, I found that Ruan Junhao was glaring at Ji Jie angrily, and I glared at Ruan Junhao fiercely to prevent him from intimidating Ji Jie.
When I said hello to Ji Jie again and turned around, I found Ruan Junhao reading the letter Ji Jie wrote to me.
I hurriedly took it back and deliberately said angrily: "Why are you reading the letter that people give me? ”
Ruan Junhao smiled and said, "I was just curious about what was written in the letter, but I didn't expect Ji Jie to be quite humorous." ”
I knew that Ruan Junhao might have read this letter with a hint of hostility and jealousy at first, but after reading it, he had no hostility towards Ji Jie.
In addition to the beauty of this high school, in addition to the youthful love, how can this simple friendship not be enviable?
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Xu Xinmeng recalled the laughter and play with Ruan Junhao in the dream, the memory was so clear, so clear that Xu Xinmeng could still feel Ruan Junhao's blazing breath after waking up.
Xu Xinmeng suddenly realized that in Xia Xinjing's diary, "At this age of early love, appreciating a person, then liking a person, and then falling in love with a person is just a moment of chemical reaction, who can stop the oxidation reaction of metals?" The meaning of this sentence.
She knew that she had an attachment to Ruan Junhao's concern, she knew that she had an attachment to Ruan Junhao as a person, she knew that she might be in love with Ruan Junhao, but she told herself over and over again that she couldn't.
But she understands who can stop love from happening? Unless he can make the sea dry and the earth desolate!
Immersed in this unanswered distress, Xu Xinmeng had a headache, and the time was almost up, so Xu Xinmeng packed her schoolbag and prepared to go back to Baiying.
On the way back to Baiying, Xu Xinmeng has been uneasy, she doesn't know what Xu Lu asked her to go home, but her intuition tells her that it must be related to Ruan Junhao.
When Xu Xinmeng opened the door, she patted her cheek, deliberately making herself energetic.
As soon as Xu Xinmeng entered the house, she threw herself into her mother's arms and said, "Mom, I miss you to death!" ”
Xu Lu watched her daughter disappear all her worries in an instant, and said with a smile: "Put down your schoolbag quickly, wash your hands and eat immediately." ”
On the other side, Ruan Junhao had already accompanied Ruan Linsheng to the studio.
Ruan Linsheng showed the design drawings of the entire exhibition to Ruan Junhao, who looked at the design drawings and then looked at the works in the studio, and felt that they were all very good, and he couldn't make any suggestions for a while.
Suddenly, he looked at a non-sale item on the design drawing, but he didn't see the non-sale item when he glanced around the studio, so he was curious: "Will you show a non-sale item on the day of the exhibition?" ”
"Yes, I didn't want to show it, but that painting is the soul of the whole exhibition, and I don't think that if I don't show that painting, my exhibition will have no pillars."
Ruan Junhao looked at Ruan Linsheng and said worriedly: "But often your non-sale items are the most demanded, I'm afraid that many people will leave with regrets when you show them." ”
Ruan Linsheng opened the cabinet and said to Ruan Junhao: "Actually, there is nothing abnormal about this painting, but I plan to give it to someone." ”
At first, Ruan Linsheng wanted to collect it himself, but then he changed his attention and perhaps it would be more appropriate to give this painting to Xu Lu.
Then Ruan Linsheng carefully took out the painting to show Ruan Junhao.
Ruan Junhao waited for Ruan Linsheng to lift the cloth veil to see what kind of painting this was, which made his father reluctant to do it.
Ruan Junhao was taken aback when he saw it, the student on this painting was clearly Xu Xinmeng, his heart was pounding, and he was about to jump out.
Ruan Linsheng looked at Ruan Junhao's stunned expression, and asked curiously, "What's wrong?" ”
Ruan Junhao saw that Xu Xinmeng was nervous again, and his heart was beating faster, but he didn't know how to hide it, but he had to hide it.
Ruan Junhao asked softly, "When did you draw this?" ”
Ruan Linsheng replied without thinking: "I painted it in the Gongle Nursing Home during the National Day, and the girl on this painting is from the Academy of Fine Arts of your school, and I saw her when I went to pick you up yesterday, and I have time to introduce you to each other." ”
Ruan Junhao looked at Xu Xinmeng and felt extremely cordial in the strangeness, and felt extremely strange in the cordial, this kind of ambivalence suddenly disrupted all Ruan Junhao's thoughts.
Suddenly, Ruan Junhao looked at this painting and felt more and more familiar, and he always felt that he had seen the outline of the figure in this painting a long, long time ago, but he couldn't remember where he had seen it for a while.
At this time, Xu Xinmeng was already gobbling up the braised pork made by her mother.
Home can make people forget all their troubles, home can make people unload all the burdens, home carries too much laughter, and home also witnesses too strong family warmth.
Xu Xinmeng felt that nothing was important at this time, and it was enough to be happily with her mother.
After being happy, Xu Xinmeng suddenly remembered Professor Chang Wenyi, and told Xu Lu about Professor Chang Wenyi's speech at their school.
Xu Lu was surprised that Chang Wenyi could recognize Xu Xinmeng as her daughter at a glance, and she felt that what she was worried about would happen soon.
She ate silently, pretending to ask Xu Xinmeng inadvertently, "Do you know your sister's classmate Tao Ze?" ”
"yes, didn't she come to see her sister last time?"
"And is there anyone at your school who mistook you for your sister?"
"At first, there were quite a lot, and I guess they were all people who knew my sister, but I said I wasn't them and I stopped asking."
Xu Lu thought for a moment and asked again, "How is your relationship with Tao Ze?" ”
"It's okay, it's a friend, at first he also thought I was a sister, but then he found out that I wasn't the one who took good care of me."
Xu Xinmeng didn't realize that Xu Lu was purposefully leading up her real problem, so she didn't hide anything.
Xu Lu was nervous, but in the end she still asked: "That...... Do you know Ruan Junhao? ”
Xu Xinmeng silently lowered her head, whispered back "I know", and gently ate the rice.
"How's your relationship, are you friends?"
"Just knowing." Xu Xinmeng was a little weak-hearted, and her face was so weak that her face turned red.
Xu Lu didn't notice Xu Xinmeng's strange appearance, and said, "Mom hopes that you can keep your distance from your sister's friends, after all, they can't help but think of Xinjing when they see you." ”
"Oh."
Xu Lu realized that Chang Wenyi could recognize Xu Xinmeng, so if Ruan Linsheng saw it, he would definitely be able to recognize Xu Xinmeng, and what would happen in the future was really unpredictable, but Xu Lu knew that Ruan Linsheng could not let Ruan Linsheng know Xu Xinmeng's life experience no matter what.
Xu Lu looked at the well-behaved Xu Xinmeng and put braised pork into her bowl and said, "Eat more, Mom always feels that you have lost weight recently." ”
"Mom, I'm not thin at all."
Xu Xinmeng looked at Xu Lu happily and said, "Mom, can you go to Yi Nan on New Year's Day?" ”
Xu Lu was stunned for a moment, New Year's Day was the day when Ruan Linsheng opened an art exhibition, she looked at Xu Xinmeng and asked, "Why do you want to go to Yi Nan?" ”
"Mom, I want to take you to Inan to have a good time, Enann is beautiful, especially the night view is even more charming!"
"Didn't I go last time?"
Xu Xinmeng was precisely because Xu Lu had already been to Yinan that she dared to invite her to Yinan again so boldly.
"Last time you went, I didn't accompany you well, I thought you would stay in Yi Nan, who knew that you would return to Baiying so soon, and you didn't give ......"
Xu Xinmeng looked at Xu Lu and said, "You don't give him a chance." ”
Xu Lu figured out the meaning of Xu Xinmeng's words, and always felt that Xu Xinmeng asked her to go to Yinan on New Year's Day, and it was to match her and Xia Jiangjie's remarriage.
Xu Lu didn't want to say more, and replied: "Let's see when the time comes." ”
"Mom, you must promise me, you must go then." The surprise that Xu Xinmeng held back in her heart was almost about to say, but she still held back, she must let her mother visit Ruan Linsheng's art exhibition.
After lunch, Xu Lu returned to her bedroom, and the memories of her past youth couldn't help but ripple in her heart.
When they were in college, Xu Lu, Ruan Linsheng, Chang Wenyi, and Mingfu were so carefree, they wandered in the ocean of knowledge all day long, discussed academics together, and participated in various lectures together.
However, after graduating from university, Ruan Linsheng chose to go abroad for further study, Chang Wenyi and Mingfu also chose to study in graduate school, and only Xu Lu chose to teach and educate people.
She clearly remembered that before Ruan Linsheng went abroad, he was still trying his best to persuade her to let her go abroad with him.
Xu Lu will never forget that conversation to this day:
Ruan Linsheng grabbed Xu Lu's hand tightly and said, "Xu Lu, you go abroad with me, we can overcome all difficulties." ”
Xu Lu said categorically: "You know, I can't leave my mother. ”
"If we can work part-time together after we go abroad, find a nanny for my aunt to take care of her."
How could Xu Lu be reluctant to Ruan Linsheng, but she knew that she and Ruan Linsheng still had a long way to go, but she didn't have much time to accompany her mother.
Xu Lu looked at Ruan Linsheng affectionately and said, "Actually, three years is not that long, it has passed in a blink of an eye." ”
Ruan Linsheng couldn't help hugging Xu Lu when he heard it and said, "No! For me, life without you is like a year, and I don't want to live for a second! ”
"This is only one chance to go abroad, and we will have more days together in the future, for the sake of our future, this sacrifice is worth it."
Xu Lu knew that Ruan Linsheng, who regarded painting as his life, didn't want to miss this opportunity, but he was reluctant to Xu Lu, so Xu Lu had no choice but to show a nonchalant expression.
In the end, Ruan Linsheng and Xu Lu were separated in reluctance.
Time has passed, Ruan Linsheng, who returned to China three years later, has an extra Tong Li next to him, and Xu Lu also has a Xia Jiangjie who takes care of her day and night.
The two are destined to not have the smooth sailing they were together three years ago, and after many tests, they still parted ways on the road of love.
Thinking about it, Xu Lu's eyes were already hazy with tears.