Xu Xinmeng looked at Ruan Junhao's back and couldn't help herself.

Knowing each other, but not being able to recognize each other, knowing each other's thoughts but no longer being able to confide in their hearts as before, this kind of torture is really like countless mites tearing unscrupulously in the heart.

Ruan Junhao and Xu Xinmeng both deliberately ignored each other, but they kept looking at each other in their hearts, as if they had a lot of things to say to each other in their hearts.

The game was over immediately, and even if Nguyen didn't play, the opponent had only scored one goal so far.

At the end of the second half, the opposition still scored only one goal.

The shouts in the audience were boiling, and the losing side left people's sight like lost dogs.

Before Yu Zhitao came over and called Ruan Junhao to witness this victory together, Ruan Junhao had already disappeared without a trace.

Tao Ze saw Xu Xinmeng's expression in a trance, and gently walked up to her and said, "I think Ruan Junhao has accepted the fact that your sister died, he is now much better than I expected, I believe it won't be long before he will be fine." ”

"Hmm."

Tao Ze looked at Xu Xinmeng and said, "I think you still look better when you smile!" ”

Then Tao Ze glanced at Fang Ruojin, who was sitting next to Xu Xinmeng, and smiled at him.

Originally, Fang Ruojin was already very nervous when he saw Tao Ze coming over, after all, he was the object of his confession of failure.

And now Tao Ze's bright smile made Fang Ruojin not feel embarrassed about his previous confession for a while.

Fang Ruojin responded to Tao Ze with a smile, waved his hand and said, "Long time no see!" ”

Kong Qiannan looked at Tao Ze and Xu Xinmeng talking and laughing, and even Fang Ruojin next to Xu Xinmeng was smiling, and the anger in Kong Qiannan's heart did not come out.

Tao Ze's deliberate concern for Xu Xinmeng made Kong Qiannan jealous, and Xu Xinmeng has invisibly become Kong Qiannan's imaginary rival.

After everyone dispersed, Yu Zhitao invited everyone out for dinner.

Jiang Xinyu had already made an appointment with Lian Jie, so he left early.

As soon as Yu Zhitao looked at the two men and three women, he thought of the other two brothers in his dormitory.

Yu Zhitao hurriedly called them, but who knew that they were looking at the big game, and their interest in eating and finding a girlfriend was almost gone.

When Xu Xinmeng walked out of the school with everyone, she happened to meet Ruan Linsheng walking into the school.

The two looked at each other and smiled, and Xu Xinmeng first said, "Hello Uncle Ruan! How did you come to our school? ”

Xu Xinmeng wanted to ask this question last time in the nursing home, but she didn't have time to ask.

Ruan Linsheng replied amiably: "My son is studying at this school, and I came to pick him up and go home for the weekend." ”

"Oh, your son is also in our school!" Xu Xinmeng had a suddenly realized expression.

"I'll introduce you to you another day."

"Okay." After that, Xu Xinmeng was going to say goodbye to Ruan Linsheng.

Ruan Linsheng wanted to ask Xu Xinmeng's mother about the situation, but seeing that Xu Xinmeng should be going out again, he didn't want to delay Xu Xinmeng's time any longer.

Ruan Linsheng hurriedly said: "My art exhibition is scheduled to be held on January 1st, and I will send you an invitation letter in a few days, and you can also invite your classmates to go with you at that time." ”

"Okay, thank you, Uncle Ruan."

After Ruan Linsheng left, Fang Ruojin curiously asked Xu Xinmeng who this person was just now.

After Xu Xinmeng's introduction, Fang Ruojin was the first to sign up for an invitation to visit the exhibition of the great painter Ruan Linsheng.

It didn't take long for Ruan Junhao to walk towards Ruan Linsheng with a schoolbag on his back.

When Ruan Junhao arrived home with Ruan Linsheng, Tong Li had already ordered someone to prepare a large table of Ruan Junhao's favorite dishes.

At the dinner table, Tong Li didn't dare to talk much, just listened to Ruan Linsheng and Ruan Junhao's chat.

I only heard Ruan Linsheng say: "Accompany me to my studio tomorrow to have a look, my father will open an exhibition on New Year's Day, and give my father valuable advice." ”

Although Ruan Linsheng did not deliberately let Ruan Junhao learn to paint, Ruan Junhao often stayed in Ruan Linsheng's studio when he was a child, and he knew everything about painting.

As he grew up, although Ruan Junhao's interest in painting was not as strong as when he was a child, his artistic talent was undeniable.

Ruan Junhao simply replied with the word "good", and Tong Li was very happy.

She hurriedly said to Ruan Linsheng: "Our son participated in the college student career planning competition a few days ago, and the color harmony on his courseware is simply incomparable, beautiful!" ”

"Really? I'll take a look when I have time! ”

Ruan Junhao didn't speak when he heard this, just buried his head in eating.

He finished the rice in the bowl and said, "I'm done eating, and I'm going back to my room to rest." ”

After that, Ruan Junhao hurriedly went upstairs, ignoring Tong Li's concern to let him eat more.

Tong Li saw that it was useless, so she said to Ruan Linsheng: "Jun Hao is like this, why don't you care about him?" ”

Ruan Linsheng said disapprerovingly: "Jun Hao is normal, it's fine." ”

"Nothing? He was almost hit by a car and died, don't you know? Did you tell him to stay away from Xia Xinjing's sister, that person is definitely torturing our Jun Hao for her sister. ”

Ruan Linsheng saw that Tong Li was suspicious, and he was not in the mood to eat, so he said, "I'm done eating, I'm going to the study." ”

Tong Li looked at Ruan Linsheng who was leaving, and really wanted to tell him that Xia Xinjing and Xu Xinmeng were Xu Lu's daughters in order to anger him, but she couldn't help it, she couldn't be impulsive in this matter anyway, she must not let Ruan Linsheng know everything about Xu Lu.

Tong Li had no choice but to swallow all the grievances and said to herself: "Xu Lu, it seems that I really owe you in my last life, if my son likes your daughter again, I will definitely not give up." ”

As soon as Ruan Junhao entered the bedroom, he saw the graduation photo, and then he turned out all the photos related to Xia Xinjing.

Ruan Junhao looked at them carefully one by one, and when he saw the last one, he couldn't help but shed tears.

Then he carefully placed all the photos in a lockbox.

It's good to bury this miss in his heart, and he will continue to move forward with Xia Xinjing's dream.

And Xu Xinmeng thought back to what happened today, she didn't know what kind of emotion she had for Ruan Junhao, she just missed the days when she used to get along with Ruan Junhao.

In these days when there was no communication with Ruan Junhao, Xu Xinmeng's heart was unusually calm, and she felt that the whole campus was much quieter, but this "quiet" was so quiet that it scared her, so quiet that she was about to suffocate.

At present, the only way to make her fall asleep is to read the diary, Xu Xinmeng has some expectations for tonight's diary, she is looking forward to the encounter with Ruan Junhao in the dream.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

I always feel that today's classmates are very excited, as if they continued the excitement of taking pictures yesterday.

At noon, Xiaomeng told me that a few people in our class confessed successfully last night.

I was surprised, this is close to the college entrance examination, and the students should be more nervous, but this tense atmosphere has disappeared somewhere.

Some people say that they have never been in love in high school and have absolutely had a crush on someone else, otherwise is this adolescence still called adolescence?

In this age of early love, admiring someone, then liking someone, and finally falling in love with someone is just a moment of chemical reaction, who can stop the oxidation reaction of metals?

Haven't I tasted this love myself? I think it's enough to know that love isn't impulsive, not curious, as long as you don't cross the line.

Looking at myself, I don't feel much nervous anymore, as if the college entrance examination score has been set.

It's not so much that you are not nervous, but that you have a calm mind, just like the teacher said, it is too late to start to "do your best for learning, and then die", but you must maintain a good learning attitude and do your best to study.

Yes, I don't waste my time, and I have a clear conscience when I am worthy of the last few days of this exam.

But speaking of today, an interesting thing really happened.

Today at noon, when I was tidying up the hole in the table, a letter actually fell out of the bottom floor.

I was so curious that I picked it up and opened it to see that it was a love letter.

I couldn't help but glance at Ruan Junhao, as if I was afraid of being discovered by him.

I hid the letter in a physics book and read it carefully:

Hello Xia Xinjing! When I first saw you, I wondered how there are such beautiful eyes and such beautiful voices in this world.

Slowly I was attracted by your incomparable temperament, your grades in all subjects are so good, you are the goddess in the hearts of all the boys in our class.

I'm glad I have one thing in common with you, that is, my grades are "at the top" of the class - you are the first in counting from the front to the bottom, but I am the first in counting from the back to the front, hehe!

You also know that I am a borrower, and I will go back to my hometown this weekend, and I want to leave no regrets before leaving.

I want to tell you that I like you, don't get me wrong, and don't like me, this kind of liking is like the worship of an insignificant ant to a behemoth, it is single, and there is no response from the other party.

I just hope that no matter where you get in the future, you will remember that there is such a person who will bless you forever.

Secondly, I want to thank you too! In the past two years, you have been the only motivation for me to study hard, if it weren't for you and I would still be hovering on the edge of the penny, now my grades should be no problem to get a bachelor's degree, this is all your credit.

If I become a big man in the future, if I need anything, just ask, as long as I can do it, I will definitely go to the soup and fire, and I will not give up.

Xia Xinjing, please always remember the name "Ji Jie", this name is rare, if you hear this name in the future, it will definitely be me!

Good bye! Xia Xinjing, whom I admire!

After reading this letter, I unconsciously glanced at Ji Jie, who happened to be looking at me at this time.

I smiled, his face was red, and I guess it was a reply to him.