After this winter vacation, she is about to enter her second year of high school, her homework is very tight, and she has a lot of homework during the winter vacation. I patronized and played in the first half of the holiday, and I didn't move a word, and I have to step up my homework these days. When she was doing her homework, Cheng Lin was playing beside her, or watching her do her homework, or chatting with her, but Cheng Yan always couldn't find the heart to answer, resulting in a chat that was very boring.

"Sister, did you say it's okay to study?" Cheng Lin asked suddenly, he collapsed on the bed without any image, and turned his head to look at Cheng Yan. He was reluctant to study a year ago, and despite the persuasion of his parents and teachers, he still resolutely dropped out of school, and is now learning a trade from his father.

Cheng Yan was calculating a math problem, and he didn't hear what he was asking clearly, so he only vaguely responded, "It's good." ”

Cheng Lin's face sank, he glanced at Cheng Yan gloomily, and scolded in his mouth: "What's so proud? You don't even want to talk to me seriously when you read a book? Look at your. ”

Cheng Lin is always like this, his temper is the same as his mother's, and he always starts to get angry for some reason. In order not to quarrel with them in recent years, Cheng Yan has tried to be as careful as she is in everything she does, but there are always things she can't be careful. Hearing her brother say this, she couldn't help but be stunned, raised her head from her homework, and looked at him puzzled.

Cheng Lin was even more angry at this time, and he didn't know what made him so angry, maybe he remembered the time when he was still in school, and he missed it a lot, but he refused to admit it, he only felt that his sister made him angry, he was indiscriminate, and scolded indiscriminately, looking at Cheng Yan's face was flushed, his eyes were also red, and his mouth opened a few times, but he couldn't say a word of rebuttal. He couldn't help but feel a sense of pride in his heart, stepped forward and grabbed the pen in Cheng Yan's hand, and said in his mouth: "Isn't it homework?" Who still won't do it? What do you have to despise me? Look at me, I'll give you a question! As he spoke, he scribbled on Cheng Yan's homework book, then threw down the pen in his hand and looked at her defiantly with his arms crossed.

Cheng Yan was very angry, she cried and looked at the homework book distressedly. She wanted to fight with Cheng Lin like she did when she was a child, but she couldn't beat him when she was a child, let alone now, although Cheng Lin was two years younger than her, her height had already surpassed her, and when she fought, she estimated that she would only be thrown aside. Thinking about it like this, she couldn't help but feel more aggrieved and cried even more.

"What are you crying about!" There was a sudden voice at the door, Cheng Yan looked up and saw his father standing at the door, looking at them with a frown. Cheng Yan said vaguely, wanting to sue his father, but he couldn't match the speed of Cheng Lin's complaint, so he said something about her. When Cheng Jiahua heard this, his face couldn't help but become even more gloomy, and he reprimanded Cheng Yan: "You are a sister, and you have read so many books, what are you fighting with your brother?" You're going to heaven when you read a book? I think you can pronounce something? It seemed that what Cheng Lin said also pierced his heart, and he scolded Cheng Yan from the beginning, and the two of them turned around and went out.

Cheng Yan was aggrieved and sad, and he couldn't write his homework anymore. She threw down her pen and ran outside crying, it was already dark, and she didn't know where to go, so she had to sit down at the base of her own wall, sobbing and crying, and kept wiping her tears.

"Start school early, start school early, and I'll be able to get out of here." She thought to herself, biting her lip.

As he was crying, a hand suddenly reached out in front of him, holding a ball of tissues in his hand. Cheng Yan glanced up suspiciously, and when he saw that it was Zheng Xi, he suddenly felt uncomfortable. She didn't want outsiders to see her like this, even the elders didn't want to.

Cheng Yan stood up abruptly and turned to walk back.

"Xiao Yan!" Zheng Xi called, and for fear of being heard by others, he turned his head to look around a few times, and asked in a low voice, "Is your mother back?" ”

Cheng Yan stood and looked back at him, she couldn't see clearly what the look on his face was in the dark, she lowered her head and shook her head.

"What's wrong? Who bullied you? Seeing Cheng Yan standing still, Zheng Xi shook his head again and couldn't help asking.

Cheng Yan seemed to feel his care, and felt a burst of desolation in her heart, at this time, an outsider actually cared more about herself than her own relatives, she couldn't help but feel more aggrieved, she couldn't say a word, answered vaguely, turned around and ran away.

Zheng Xi looked at the little girl's back suspiciously, frowned and sighed, and stuffed the tissue in his hand back into his pocket. At this moment, his mood was not much better than Cheng Yan's, almost as if a big stone was pressing heavily on his heart, making him breathless. A few days ago, because he went back to his hometown, he also went home, but he never thought that his parents would kneel down to force him to marry the girl from the Dong family. This family matter has been said by his parents for several years, because of the harmony, Zheng Xi stubbornly did not agree, but when his parents made a gesture of kneeling down in front of him, his tough attitude was shaken, he is a very filial person, if his parents beat him and scolded him, he can bear it, but when his parents show weakness in front of him, he can't bear it at all. Looking at the two old faces of his parents, he seemed to be able to deeply realize how much they hoped that he would marry a wife as soon as possible so that he could have a grandson to bring to them. Although he did not clearly express his attitude, Zheng Xi has also been thinking about this problem in the past few days, he is like a helpless child, feeling confused and helpless about this fork in the road. He loves Hetu, except for Hedi, he doesn't want to marry anyone, but the reality is not so simple, Hetu has a family and children, and he can't be selfish for himself, so he will let Hetu divorce and be infamous for cheating.

Today, he finally saw Cheng Jiahua come back with his two children, he thought that Hetu was also back, and he was so overjoyed that he automatically ignored Cheng Jiahua, wanting to see Hehua immediately, talk to her, and listen to her opinion. Thinking of this, Zheng Xi sighed again, he turned his head to look at the familiar few rooms, turned around and slowly walked towards his residence.

It was already two days after Hedi came back, and as soon as she came back, Cheng Jiahua urged her to pack her luggage and let her follow her to the store. He Tu agreed impatiently, and desperately delayed, wanting to stay at home for a few more days, she excused Cheng Yan that school was about to start, and when the child was sent to school, she would follow. Cheng Jiahua still has something to say, but after thinking about it carefully, the truth is also the same, he can't ignore his daughter just to look at Hetu. After hesitating for a night, he finally agreed, saying that as soon as Cheng Yan was sent away, he would come to join him immediately. After such a period of time, Hedi's patience with Cheng Jiahua has reached the limit, but he can only endure it. The side that doesn't take advantage of it is her.,No matter who you say about it.,The side that she is always not supported.,What else can she do but endure?

The store was in a hurry, and Cheng Jiahua hurriedly packed up and left with Cheng Lin. As soon as the two left, the room suddenly became a lot quieter, and the remaining two people breathed a sigh of relief at the same time. He Di couldn't wait, and as soon as Cheng Jiahua left, he was about to go out to find Zheng Xi. As soon as the two of them met, they naturally "Xiao Beisheng is newlywed", and he got tired of it for a while, and then gradually calmed down, Zheng Xi hesitated and thought, how to organize the words and sentences to talk to Hetu about this, his expression was embarrassed, and it was very obvious.

Of course, Hedi noticed it immediately, she raised her head from Zheng Xi's arms, looked at his frowning brows, and asked, "What's wrong?" ”

Zheng Xi's mouth opened and closed again, and it took him a long time before he was embarrassed and said, "I told you, don't get excited." He understood Hedi's temper, for fear that he would explode instantly as soon as he said her.

He Di suddenly had a bad premonition, she got out of Zheng Xi's arms, sat up straight, looked at him expressionlessly, and said, "Say it." ”

Zheng Xi sighed deeply, looked at Hedi's eyebrows, and said slowly, "I'm getting married." ”

He Tu didn't know what she was feeling at that moment, she suddenly felt that her eyes were dark, and the person she loved suddenly became hazy, and she couldn't see clearly. A burst of thunder exploded in her ears, almost unable to make her think well, it took her a long time to understand Zheng Xi's words, and immediately, her heart hurt fiercely, and she asked in disbelief: "Are you getting married?" ”

"Yes." Zheng Xi gritted his teeth and said. He saw that Hedi's face immediately turned pale, and he stretched out his hand anxiously, but he didn't know how to comfort her, and his hand hung in the air for a long time, hanging weakly.

He Tu gasped for breath, refusing to believe Zheng Xi's words, in her heart, whether consciously or subconsciously, she felt that Zheng Xi was her own, and could only be her own, and could not belong to others, whether now or in the future, however, he said that he was going to get married, he was about to start a family with another woman, he was going to hug and kiss with another woman, and do everything she had done with him. She couldn't accept it, she couldn't accept it either, she stretched out her thin hand and grabbed Zheng Xi tightly, as if holding it like this, he couldn't marry another woman.

"Hedi? Hedi? Seeing that she seemed to faint, Zheng Xi hurriedly supported her and shouted softly.

"No, no...... He Tu cried weakly, "I'm going to divorce now, I'm going to divorce Cheng Jiahua now, let's get married, okay?" Go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a marriage certificate now! ”

"Hedi!" Zheng Xi raised his voice, he looked at her worriedly, but he was much calmer than Hedi, "You know it's impossible, even if you want, Cheng Jiahua won't agree so easily, and-" He paused, "I can't let you do this, your reputation will be ruined." ”

"I don't care!" He looked at him with teary eyes, "Do you care?" The reputation of that idea, you can't eat it, you can't use it, I don't care what they say! ”

"I care." Zheng Xi's voice trembled, he hugged He Tu tightly in his arms, and stroked her hair distressedly, "I don't want you to be wronged like this, and I don't want others to bully you like that." ”

He Tu weakly buried her head in Zheng Xi's arms, crying, choking, her heart was about to break, but she couldn't do anything.

"I don't want that either." Zheng Xi said slowly, he took a deep breath and swallowed back his tears, "But my parents—my parents knelt down and begged me, and I had to promise them." ”

"What about me? What about me? ”

"The most important thing in my heart is you, even if I marry another woman, you are the most important thing in my heart."

"Even though I am the most important thing in your heart, you still marry another woman." He cried out in despair.

Zheng Xi's heart was rubbed by Hetu's cry and was about to break, his arm holding Hetu became tighter and tighter, the two of them were like people who were about to be separated in the apocalypse, like grasping a life-saving straw tightly grasping each other, that was their only hope to live, and no one would let go.

When her mother came back, Cheng Yan was taken aback by the look on her mother's face, only to see that she looked numb and her eyes were red and swollen, as if she was dead. Cheng Yan watched her walk into the door in a daze, and even forgot to lift the curtain, so she moved in. Cheng Yan was about to ask, but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them again, sighed, lowered her head and continued to write her homework.

During the time before going to school, Cheng Yan obviously felt that her mother seemed to be a different person, she no longer worked as quickly as usual, nor did she lose her temper with Cheng Yan when she encountered a trivial matter like before, she seemed to have lost her soul, and just stayed up numbly. Cheng Yan didn't know what was going on, and he didn't understand, so he had to try to make himself quieter, and quieter, although there were two people living in the house, it was as if there was no one. finally got through the time to start school, Cheng Yan packed his luggage as if he was relieved, and wanted to escape from this suffocating cage as soon as possible.

When she went to the station, her mother sent her there. The mother still had that numb, sad face, and refused to say a word, so she sent Cheng Yan to the station, didn't even say a word of goodbye, turned around and left. Cheng Yan looked at her mother's back, sighed deeply, and felt a little desolate in her heart, she looked at the parents of her classmates who came to see her off, and felt envious, the suitcase in her hand was as heavy as a stone. She turned and walked towards the ticket gate, sadly got into the car, and stared blankly out the window.

At that time, she still couldn't understand why her mother was like this. It wasn't until she came back from vacation four months later that she saw her mother's face again, and a glimmer of light seemed to shine into her heart, as if she vaguely understood.

At that time, she was 16 years old, which was the age when love first opened, and she secretly fell in love with a boy in the class, who was tall and thin, with very beautiful eyebrows, but did not say much. Cheng Yan is timid in nature, he only likes it secretly, and he doesn't even dare to say it to his good friends, as if he has made a big mistake when he says it. This kind of crush was originally very simple and beautiful, and even the boring classes every day became novel and interesting because of the boy, until that weekend after school, she saw the boy walking out of the classroom door with his schoolbag on his back, and a long-haired girl stood at the door, smiling gently at him. The boy also smiled at her, their eyes and smiles were something Cheng Yan had never seen before, it was a doting, sweet smile. At that moment, Cheng Yan's heart seemed to be pinched by someone fiercely, she could barely hold the books in her arms, she just stared at their backs blankly, and tears fell from her face one after another without warning.

Since then, the green little bean sprouts in her heart have withered and withered, and when she passed by the boy's desk, she no longer bowed her head and smiled shyly. She always hurried by, sat down in her seat, and buried her head in the thick pile of books, even if she couldn't read a word. During that time, her grades plummeted, and her ranking was almost at the bottom of the class.

With such an experience, when she came home from vacation and listened to her mother tell her stories and feelings, she suddenly understood. It turns out that this is the taste of love, but also the taste of loss.

Suddenly, her heart, which was always avoiding and afraid of her mother, gave birth to a trace of sympathy for her mother and a sense of life. But she didn't dare to say it, just silently listened to her mother's story, and kept nodding her head.

It was also during that time that Zheng Xi got married and had a family of his own.