Chapter 68 Lovesickness is useless, regretting seeing each other in the first place

For a whole night, Ruan Junhao sat motionless in front of Xia Xinjing's grave, he was fascinated just by looking at Xia Xinjing's photos.

Tao Ze accompanied Ruan Junhao all night like this, and he knew that he had to give Ruan Junhao and Xia Xinjing this time to be alone.

When the dawn light illuminated the entire cemetery, Ruan Junhao seemed to feel a beam of light shining into his heart.

He seemed to see Xia Xinjing's face and heard her voice, as if she was saying, "Ruan Junhao must live happily and fulfill our dreams." ”

Before Tao Ze could urge Ruan Junhao to leave, Ruan Junhao got up first and said, "Go back to school!" ”

When they arrived at the school, Tong Li was already anxiously waiting for Ruan Junhao at the school.

She looked at Ruan Junhao who had returned and said eagerly: "Junhao, that girl yesterday is not Xia Xinjing at all, she is Xia Xinjing's twin sister Xu Xinmeng, you can't get too close to her, she will hurt you." ”

Ruan Junhao closed his eyes tightly, and the sigh in his heart had already been repeated, and it took a long time before he said, "I'm going to class", and then he didn't pay attention to Tong Li's repeated advice.

For a whole day, Ruan Junhao went back to the dormitory to sleep in addition to class, not to mention that not a grain of rice went into his stomach, and he didn't see Ruan Junhao drink even a sip of water.

Lian Jie was worried and told Jiang Xinyu about it, and he hoped that Xu Xinmeng could come forward to persuade Ruan Junhao.

Xu Xinmeng probably guessed something, but she was still not worried about Ruan Junhao's current situation, so she hurriedly called Tao Ze.

Tao Ze told Xu Xinmeng about last night's events in detail.

Xu Xinmeng knew that her sister's death hit Ruan Junhao too hard, but she didn't expect it to be so big.

After thinking about it, in the end, Xu Xinmeng still couldn't resist the voice in her heart, and sent a message to Ruan Junhao and said: "I believe that my sister has never complained about you, why should you bother yourself and let everyone worry about you?" ”

After a long time, Xu Xinmeng received a reply - "I understand, I'm just too sleepy." ”

The cold words are ruthless, but the sentences composed of these words represent the emotions of the speaker, and it also inadvertently gives the listener an emotional interpretation.

Xu Xinmeng seemed to feel that Ruan Junhao was telling herself not to worry about him, but she seemed to be able to feel that Ruan Junhao didn't want to talk to her more.

But no matter what, Xu Xinmeng knew that Ruan Junhao was not in extreme sadness and couldn't extricate himself, and this was enough.

When Ruan Junhao woke up and saw the message sent by Xu Xinmeng, he didn't know how to face Xu Xinmeng for a while.

He has always mistaken Xu Xinmeng for Xia Xinjing to reveal his heart to her, but now that he thinks about it, it is actually quite ridiculous, his girlfriend who has been with him day and night can admit his mistake, which makes him fall into such an embarrassing situation now.

In the face of Xu Xinmeng's concern, Ruan Junhao had to reply because she was Xia Xinjing's sister, not to mention that he didn't know what kind of complex he should have for Xu Xinmeng.

Replying to Xu Xinmeng's message, Ruan Junhao noticed that his father had made countless calls and sent countless messages.

"Don't let Mommy worry about you anymore, everything she does is for your good."

"Call me back when you see it."

"Daddy is worried about you."

"The deceased is gone, and only the living can live up to their trust in order to give the deceased the greatest rest." ......

At this time, Ruan Junhao didn't want to call Ruan Linsheng, but he couldn't let his father worry about himself, so he replied: "Dad, I'm fine, I'm just asleep." ”

"I'll go back to Yi Nan to find you in a few days."

Ruan Junhao was no longer sleepy, and seeing that the people in the dormitory were sleeping soundly, his heart became even more lonely.

And Xu Xinmeng never sent Ruan Junhao a message back, she knew that Ruan Junhao was safe and sound, and she didn't want to have any intersection with Ruan Junhao.

On this huge campus, the chances of a girl from the art department and a boy from the physics department meeting each other are very small, and from then on, she and Ruan Junhao will have to meet on two parallel lines.

Xu Xinmeng didn't see Ruan Junhao for a few days, she just learned from Lian Jie that Ruan Junhao was all right through Jiang Xinyu, which was enough.

At noon this Friday, Xu Xinmeng and Fang Ruojin went to eat together, and when they crossed the bridge and were about to reach the door of the canteen, they happened to meet Ruan Junhao and Xi Hong passing by on the road.

Xi Hong looked at Xu Xinmeng and Fang Ruojin and said hello with a smile.

But Ruan Junhao didn't see them and walked straight over.

Xu Xinmeng's heart instantly felt that it was being pierced by countless thorns, as if she was so used to the pain that she was unconscious.

This feeling of being ignored made Xu Xinmeng's mood plummet.

Ruan Junhao had thought about how he would face Xu Xinmeng if he saw him again at school, but today he really saw Xu Xinmeng, but he couldn't smile it.

This kind of inner peace will be turbulent as long as the two meet, and it will be difficult to restore calm.

Coincidentally, most majors had only two classes that afternoon, and the boys from many departments gathered on the basketball court to play basketball happily.

After class, Jin Yifan pulled the people in the dormitory to go to the basketball court to watch Yu Zhitao play basketball.

When Xu Xinmeng entered the basketball court, he had been concentrating on cheering for Yu Zhitao and Du Hao for a long time, only to find that not far away, Kong Qiannan and Liu Yaxin were also ecstatic to cheer for Ruan Junhao and Tao Ze.

Under another basketball hoop, I saw Ruan Junhao acting vigorously and resolutely, like a bamboo, and shot successfully one ball after another.

Xu Xinmeng told herself not to look in that direction, but her eyes chased Ruan Junhao unobediently.

Ruan Junhao seemed to see Xu Xinmeng looking at him, but he was playing basketball casually, as if he didn't know Xu Xinmeng anymore.

At the end of another game, when everyone was taking a short break, I don't know which boy who didn't know whether he was alive or dead proposed: "Since Ruan Junhao, Tao Ze, Yu Zhitao, Du Hao, Liu Haowen, and Nie Shenglong are all here, why don't we fight with them?" ”

There are really a few boys who don't know how many pounds and taels they have: "Okay, I can compete with the characters on the basketball court, although I am still honored!" ”

But in their hearts, they all have the confidence to win, and they want to fight with Ruan Junhao.

They were so provocative, Yu Zhitao would not agree to be the first one, he shook his nose vigorously and said: "If this school basketball team is vegetarian, how can there be so many people who want to come in?" ”

After that, Ruan Junhao had already walked to the competition area and was ready to take over.

When the students in the audience saw it, they immediately applauded and cheered.

If anyone dares to say no at this time, it is definitely a sign of cowardice.

Everyone got ready to go on the stage, and the audience held their breath, ready to suddenly shout and cheer for the winner.

Sure enough, Ruan Junhao didn't give the other party a chance to win the ball at all.

Seeing that the first half was about to end and the opponent did not score a goal, Du Hao grabbed the ball at this time, and Ruan Junhao in the distance was ready to receive the ball.

But as soon as Du Hao thought of the harm that Ruan Junhao brought to Xu Xinmeng, he didn't want to pass the ball to Ruan Junhao.

In a single slight, the opponent has seized the opportunity to get the ball, and just when everyone is overwhelmed, he scored a goal.

Yu Zhitao never expected that the other party would score, and this goal alone is also a great insult to Yu Zhitao's team!

He quickly ran to Du Hao, punched him in the chest, and scolded angrily: "What were you thinking just now, didn't you hear when I asked you to give the ball to Ruan Junhao?" ”

"I don't want to give it to him!"

"It's a game, if you don't have a sense of community, I'll make a substitution!"

Du Hao looked at Yu Zhitao, who was extremely serious, and then took the initiative to admit his mistake and promised that he would never do it again.

This is the end of the first half of the game, and Ruan Junhao's side won effortlessly.

But the other party is not a fuel-efficient lamp, although he lost the first half, he can't lose morale.

They looked at Ruan Junhao and said; "I think if your team didn't have you Ruan Junhao to defeat a hundred, they might not be able to win against us!"

Yu Zhitao was about to step forward to theorize, but he heard Ruan Junhao say: "I quit in the second half and speak with strength." ”

At the beginning of the second half of the game, Ruan Junhao really did not play.

Who knew that Liu Yaxin, who was in the audience, blamed Xu Xinmeng for this crime, and only heard her complain to Xu Xinmeng: "If it weren't for Du Hao in your class being distracted, Ruan Junhao would not have conceded a goal, so he couldn't continue the game." ”

Xu Xinmeng was silent, but Jin Yifan was so angry that he said, "Do you know the situation, is it good that he Ruan Junhao took the initiative to quit?" Without Ruan Junhao, this competition can still be won! ”

Jin Yifan's voice was like a burst of thunder, which made people have to pay attention to them.

Liu Yaxin retorted: "I think it should be Du Hao of your class who stepped down, not our Ruan Junhao!" ”

The anger in Liu Yaxin's heart has not been fully released, and she said to Xu Xinmeng: "Don't you know that Ruan Junhao doesn't want to see you?" Where he is, you should hide and walk, and be embarrassed to take the initiative to appear, what kind of heart do you have? ”

Ruan Junhao, who was standing in front, really couldn't listen to it anymore, he walked straight to Liu Yaxin, took her hand and walked outside the basketball court.

In front of everyone's eyes, Ruan Junhao took Liu Yaxin's hand, making Liu Yaxin so happy that she didn't know what to do.

When they walked outside the basketball court, Ruan Junhao said to Liu Yaxin: "I'll leave when it's over, I hope you don't show up on the basketball court during the few minutes I'm here." ”

After that, Ruan Junhao turned his head and went back to the basketball court, leaving Liu Yaxin standing alone outside the court and stomping her feet angrily.

Kong Qiannan saw that Ruan Junhao came back alone, and she guessed a little bit of the situation in her heart.

If it weren't for her instigation, Liu Yaxin would not blame all the blame on Xu Xinmeng's head.