Chapter 225: Love that is willing to be a supporting role
The next day, before the operation, everyone saw the wound on my arm, the doctor sighed again and again, and Wen Yi'an fell into self-blame.
At the moment before I was pushed into the operating room, I took Wen Yi'an's hand and said to him, "Hey, Wen Yi'an, when I come out, let's leave here together!" ”
Wen Yi'an also smiled, he shook my hand, "I thought you were going to say, when you come out, you will marry me." ”
"Haha, yes! I'll wait for you to marry me! I was joking, but the corners of my eyes slowly moistened, and then I didn't turn my head, and after saying hello to my grandparents and Song Xijiangyu, I saw Shen Zhen and He Rujing who hurried over, I smiled at Shen Zhen, and he cried.
After that, I was pushed into the operating room, I don't know how long it took, but when I came out, everyone was very happy. I knew I was fine.
I had an incision about 15 cm in my iliac fossa, and after three weeks in the hospital, I was discharged.
On the day I was discharged, I woke up in the morning and saw a bunch of stars on my bedside table.
I picked it up and played with it in my hand, and asked Song Xi who sent it, and she shook her head and said she didn't know.
Then Song Xi checked it on the Internet, and the god babbled to me that the starry flower language was the love of being a supporting role, which ignited her gossip heart, and she smiled evilly and said to me: "It must have been sent by Brother Wen." ”
Jiang Yu coughed on the side and said speechlessly: "Wen Yi'an doesn't need to be a supporting role, Zhihan, you have to love him this time, right?" ”
I have always loved Wen Yi'an, of course, it has never been love, this is what I think, Song Xi and Jiang Yu don't think so, they always brainwash me, saying that I am in love without knowing it......
In the end, Wen Yi'an couldn't stand it, so he asked them not to talk nonsense, otherwise they would be kicked out, and they stopped.
On the night of discharge, we celebrated in the wedding room of Jiang Yu and Song Xi, they got married and did not have a wedding, but everyone knows that the illegitimate son of Director Guo's family who did not learn and did not know how to do it finally changed his mind and returned to work, and the prodigal son turned around and married a girl who fell in love, which was a good ending.
After the surgery, I have been taking a lot of rejection medications, and I still have a lot of taboos, let alone alcohol.
Wen Yi'an was very happy that night and drank a lot of wine. I teased the bean paste bun on the side, watching the three of them raise their glasses and drink, it's been a few years! From college to now, Song Xi's side, Zhang Fatzi, who has been following her, now has his own family, and Song Xi has also found his own happiness, which is really good!
I asked the bean paste bun, "Do you like uncles and aunts?" ”
She opened her big eyes, sparkling like two butterflies, looked at Song Xi and Jiang Yu who were laughing on the table, and nodded seriously, "Uncle and aunt are very good to me, I like them, but Doushabao's favorite is Dad, and I also like Mom, Sister Zhihan, when will Mom come back?" ”
I have always felt very happy about this, Song Xi has always been obsessed, and the bean paste bag called my sister at the bean bean's behest, but when she saw Song Xi, she called Aunt Song Xi.
Later, Song Xi figured it out by himself, after all, Doushabao is Jiang Yu's daughter, and if she really wants to call her sister, I'm afraid it's even more inappropriate.
I sat cross-legged on the carpet with Doushabao, and I picked up her blocks, "Mommy went on a trip, it may be a long, long time before she comes back, if Dad finds you a new mother, will you be willing?" ”
"Isn't it a new mother you know?" Doushabao looked ignorant.
I nodded.
"I don't want it! Can Sister Zhihan make a new mother of bean paste buns? Doushabao asked suddenly, my hand shook in fright, and the blocks she had been pushing for a long time collapsed.
I even suspect that she was taught this by one of the two unobtrusive people at the dinner table, or that she would not have said it as a child.
Seeing that the house that she had worked so hard to pile up was destroyed by me, she was about to cry when Wen Yi'an suddenly came over, picked up the bean paste bag from the ground, and asked her to go to Jiang Yu to get ice cream to eat.
When he heard that he could eat ice cream, he didn't care about the building blocks anymore, and ran towards Jiang Yu.
Wen Yi'an sat down across from me, playing with the building blocks of the bean paste bag in his hand, and asked me, "Scared by the child's words?" ”
"Did you hear that?"
Wen Yi'an laughed, "Tuanzi, I know that what everyone said to you makes you feel a lot of pressure, in fact, you are very entangled in your heart now, because you don't know if you have ever been in love with me, haven't you?" ”
As I said, Wen Yi'an will always be the one who knows me best.
I didn't speak, I was waiting for his next sentence.
He continued: "Don't dwell on it, let me tell you, you don't. Tuanzi, believe me, I won't take advantage of people's danger, and I don't want to marry someone who doesn't love me, you have your sweetheart, you know, that's love, for me, I hope we can always be like this, so it's good. ”
I opened my arms and hugged Wen Yi'an, and suddenly I wanted to cry again.
When Jiang Yu heard our words, he threw a slipper from Wen Yi'an's back and shouted, "Are you brainbroken?" ”
Song Xi's eyes were red, and he grabbed Jiang Yu, "What do you know?" This is true love. ”
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The next day, I went back to Hangzhou with Wen Yi'an, and my grandparents were very happy.
And because I was still taking hormone drugs, I gained weight again. I started to pay attention to my body, and when I went back, I cut my hair short and exercised every day.
After the surgery, my health is indeed much better, except that I have to take my medication on time every day, it is no different from before.
As for Lin Che and Cheng Zhiying, there has been no news since their wedding, and the ghost knows where they went.
Cheng Zhiying's TV series filmed at the beginning of the year was already on TV at this time, and her acting skills were very embarrassing, but the producer invited a lot of sailors to praise her all of them, and the reputation of the old lady was not too badly ruined.
Cheng Zhiying became popular in my name, and what Lin Che said before would soon return my name to me, but it was not fulfilled for a long time.
I think he'll have to get this done quickly, or I'll not be able to get out of the house. But I don't want to contact him anymore.
Later, Wen Yi'an should have gone to Lin Che, and he told Lin Che about it, but Lin Che still did not disclose Cheng Zhiying's identity, and Cheng Zhiying never appeared in public to express his stance on this matter, I don't understand what they are hiding, but I decided to be a good person to help them.
I found the Weibo that the company opened for me before, which is the account that Cheng Zhiying is now using to promote the TV series, which was originally mine.
Late one night, after I logged in, I posted a Weibo as Cheng Zhiying.
tells everyone that he is actually Cheng Zhiying, and the person who falls in love and marries Lin Che has always been Cheng Zhiying, and Shen Zhihan is Cheng Zhiying's stage name.
Previously, it has been rumored that I and the fairy aunt do not like Shen Zhen, and it is easy for people to believe that all Cheng Zhiying follows the fairy aunt letter Cheng, and she is going to make her debut, with the identity of the daughter of the Shen family, Shen Zhen will naturally not continue to let her surname Cheng.
As for myself, I don't intend to give up my own name for this person, and the explanation I give is that the Shen family found a twin sister for Cheng Zhiying on the way, and the sister's name is Shen Zhihan.
What a coincidence, isn't it?
After I posted this Weibo, I changed my Weibo nickname from Shen Zhihan to Cheng Zhiying, and closed my notebook.
Knowing that this matter will inevitably cause an uproar, and I also know that someone will definitely find a lot of doubts from it, and I also know that Lin Che will definitely use his methods to suppress this matter, after all, if it can't be suppressed, the problem will only be his and Cheng Zhiying's, and it has nothing to do with me. As he said to himself, I can't make any waves.
Sure enough, as soon as I woke up the next morning, I received a call from Song Xi, who told me that Weibo had exploded, and my shameless sister and ex-husband who were not as good as pigs and dogs finally disclosed Cheng Zhiying's identity.
I went out for a run, came back for a morning, and slowly flipped through Weibo, and the strange thing was that there were many discussions, but Lin Che, Cheng Zhiying, and Lin Yu have not yet come out to respond to this matter personally.
I began to think about my next path, after all, I was young and had a lot of time to live.
I began to think about what kind of job I was looking for, Wen Yi'an said that anyway, the divorce divided so much property, and there was no need for anything else, so I picked up the property given by Lin Che and rented it out, and the monthly rent every month was enough for me to squander it all the time.
I went to Beijing again, packed my things, and didn't want to come back here in the future, not to avoid someone to avoid something, but to simply feel that there are many memories in it that I don't want to think about anymore, and I want to live again.
After two surgeries, the child was gone, the body was better, and I figured out a lot of things.
I lived in the fairy girl's house for two days, and I flipped through the photo album she left for me, and the Ying in it was small, dressed in tatters, and there was fear in her eyes, which was completely different from now, she should have been a very good child at that time! I imagined it, and I thought it was fun.
The photo of me and Lin Che is still there, I didn't move at all, and I didn't want to destroy it, I always felt that this was the real way to let go.
Someone came to me the next day, not everyone I expected to appear, the person who came was Yang Hao.
He came to see me and asked me to sit in the café.
Sitting in the café, I thought he was going to tell me about Lin Che and Cheng Zhiying, but he didn't.
He stared at his cappuccino and told me: "Lin Zhi gave birth to a son, who was born eight catties and one tael, Zhihan, I am a father." ”
"Congratulations!" I coped with it lightly, these things did not make me happy, nor did they make me sad, and I had long been unable to make any ripples in my heart.
"I think you must look down on me, Zhihan, I'm sorry for what happened before." Yang Hao still lowered his head and didn't look at me, he continued, "I myself look down on myself, the time in college, with you, and the time I went to the United States, it may be the happiest day of my life, I don't think I will have that happiness in the future." But my current life is not bad. ”
"It's good that you understand for yourself, everyone is responsible for their own choices." I stirred the sugar from my coffee with a spoon and spoke without being salty or light.
"Zhihan, it was probably only after I got married to Lin Zhi that I understood why I liked you so much in the first place." Yang Hao raised his head and suddenly laughed.
"Oh, isn't it because I'm good-looking?" I was joking, too.
But he shook his head very shamelessly, "Actually! Zhihan, we have been running for life all these years, but when I saw you, I found that you have not changed at all, and the youth and brilliance I see in you are something that people like me will never experience. All I thought I could understand you, and at that time I asked if you and Lin Che were okay, which is also what it meant, you didn't change until then. But seeing you today, I don't think your change is bad at all. ”
"Thank you." I looked down and smiled, took a sip of my coffee, and then looked at my watch, "I booked my ticket in three hours, and I have to go back to pack my bags, are you okay?" ”
He shook his head and asked me again, "Don't you have anything to ask me?" …… For example, Lin Che ......"
"Nope. Went first. I said, picking up my bag and turning to leave.
Yang Hao also stood up and said behind me: "Zhihan, don't hate him, I still want to tell you that when I met you in the United States, what I told you was right." ”
I didn't look back, I knew very well what he was talking about, and then I said, "I still want to tell you what I just said, everyone is responsible for their own choices, goodbye." ”