Chapter 159: It's for Him
During these days, his attitude towards Cheng Enyou has indeed changed, and when Ning Haokun looked at this person, he thought again, he didn't know Cheng Enyou's pain, but he just couldn't forget it, he just couldn't control the resentment towards this person in his heart. Five years ago, it was a pair of legs, but now, it has become a life. He couldn't forget the way he saw Lu Youheng that night, the man was covered in blood, but when he was dying, he just called Enyou's name. Perhaps, he forced Cheng Enyou away, and that person chose to board because he couldn't face himself. It's ridiculous to say, he's an outsider, but he kicked his master out.
"That night, I didn't want to go, I really didn't want to go, I was just angry...... I don't understand why you're pushing me to Jiang Yurou, I don't understand...... I still don't understand what the hell has changed, what have I done wrong? Brother, tell me, please tell me! ”
Cheng Enyou was so drunk that he couldn't pull it away after holding Ning Haokun's arm.
"Eun You, I'm ......"
"Are you just waiting for this opportunity? Are you just waiting for her to show up? The boy raised his head, his eyes were blurred now, but he smiled, "So you can avenge yourself and Shainin?" Oh, are all the things you have said and done in the past few years fake? ”
"No, it's not."
"I've already done what you wanted, and I've already treated you as my brother, why are you doing this? Are you trying to get me close and then push me away? ”
How can it be?
"You're my only relative, and now I only have you, why the hell are you doing this?"
The young man threw himself into his arms, and for a while Ning Haokun no longer argued, only raised his hand and stroked the back of Cheng Enyou's head.
"Why? Why did you leave me alone? Lu Youheng, why is that? You...... Why do you hate me so much? ”
Hate? How can that person have hatred for Enyou?
"That night, I didn't know what was wrong with me, and when I heard you say those things, I just wanted to do something to make you angry, I did...... I just want you to care about me and look at me again, but what about you? Why, you didn't even respond at all? Even Haokun cares so much, why don't you just not? ”
Lu Youheng, his attitude at that time was indeed very indifferent, if it weren't for this, he wouldn't have left that person at home. He also thought that Lu Youheng really didn't want this child anymore, he was real, and he wanted to say goodbye to everything in the past. At that time, it was himself, and he silently condemned that person in his heart.
"Youheng, he cares about you the most, always."
Yes, he followed these two men all the way, and at that time he was lost.
That person must have a hard time, he clearly said that he would treat Youheng as a family member, and he clearly said that no matter what happened, he would believe that he would stand on his side and face it with him, but at that moment, he didn't do it at all. He didn't understand Lu Youheng's heart at all, and he didn't perceive the person's pain and the person's struggle at all. If you want to find a sinner, then you are more suitable, and now, he forced Cheng Enyou to come to school.
"I don't want to leave, I don't think you're important, it's not because I don't want to stay, I just want you to keep me! You're my brother, that's our home, what's the point of me staying if I don't even want you? ”
That is, their home.
"I know, Hao Kun can take better care of you, he can understand your mind, but I also want to do this, I also want to be like Hao Kun, but I don't know why, every time, I can only make you angry and let you down, I ...... I don't even know what happened to me at that time, I really don't know...... But now I understand, brother, I can't do without you, I can't leave you anymore...... In the future, no matter what you say or do, I will promise you, if you want to live the life of an ordinary brother like Jinghuan and Jingchen, of course I can do it, I can! ”
"Xiao En?"
"I'm going to try to learn! I'm really going to work hard this time, and I can do it well, so please...... Don't leave me alone, okay? Brother, please, please......"
"Okay, in the future, we will be like Jinghuan and Jingchen, we, come to live the life of ordinary brothers," Ning Haokun hugged this person tightly, and tried his best to hold back his tears and said: "It's not just you, Xiaoen, let's work together, I'm just like you, I think it's absolutely okay this time, from now on, we will all live like that, in this life, I am your brother, I will never leave you alone, never." ”
Cheng Enyou raised his head and glanced at this person, he nodded, and then he didn't say anything. The kid was so drunk that Ning Haokun helped him to the bed, and when he was about to leave, he realized that his wrist had been being dragged by the man.
"Brother, don't you go, okay? Please, just stay with me for a while, okay? ”
"Yes, of course I can, I won't leave, I'll stay here forever," Ning Haokun gently stroked the young man's forehead, "Sleep, I'm here, everything will be fine when I wake up, and it will be fine." ”
Cheng Enyou closed his eyes with relief, and it didn't take long for him to fall asleep with smooth breathing.
When I woke up, everything was gone.
"Brother Haokun, I'm sorry, I had to bother you."
"It's nothing, I should have come, Enyou, he always needs someone to take care of him."
Jingchen walked over and sat next to Ning Haokun at this time, "Brother Haokun, otherwise, you better let Enyou go home." ”
"Home?"
"It's better at home than at school."
"No," the young man shook his head, his eyes were a little wandering, and he looked out the window and said, "That house, there are shadows everywhere, and he is not stable. ”
"But there's no way to escape."
"It's true that escaping is not the way to go, but sometimes, people can only escape. Even I can't stay in that house for long, if I change to Eunyou, won't he be driven crazy? ”
"Brother Haokun? You ......"
"Okay, let him stay for a while, after all, with you and Zeyu here, I don't worry," Ning Haokun raised his head, he put his hand on the man's shoulder, and only said: "I know that you are already in your third year of high school this year, you have so many difficulties, and there have been so many unpleasant things with Enyou, but now you are still willing to help him." Jingchen, thank you, thank you very much. ”
Thank you, this person, still thanking him?
Guilt and self-blame immediately came to this person's heart, and Jingchen hurriedly responded: "Brother Haokun, you don't have to thank me, I didn't do anything, these are far from enough." ”
"I know it might upset you, but there's one thing I have to say."
"What is it?"
"Xiang Xi, I know you ......"
"I won't think about Xiang Xi anymore," Jingchen suddenly interrupted the person, and then replied firmly: "We can only be friends in the future, no matter what happens, we will only be friends, so you can rest assured." ”
Ning Haokun frowned incomprehensibly, "You, are you pitying Enyou?" ”
"No, it's not pity, it's just guilt."
"Guilt? Because of what? ”
"Brother Haokun, don't ask again, anyway, what I said, I will definitely do it."
He didn't know much about the entanglement between the two of them, and since Jingchen said so, it was inconvenient for Ning Haokun to speak again.
The head hurts so much, after Cheng Enyou regained consciousness, he felt that not only his head, but also his whole body hurt, as if his bones were broken. He opened his eyes, this was not his room, by the way, this was dormitory 512. Dormitory? Cheng Enyou sat up violently, and when he opened his eyes, he saw Ning Haokun who was busy at the table. How did he end up here?
"Awake?"
"Hmm." Cheng Enyou was stunned, and after getting up from the bed, he saw porridge, soy milk and noodles on the table.
"You, what's wrong?"
"Sobered up? The head still hurts. ”
"No, it doesn't hurt."
Ning Haokun glanced at him, and then handed over a glass of water, "This is a sobering medicine, take it." ”
Cheng Enyou did so honestly, he looked to the side, Meng Zeyu was still asleep, and he looked very drunk.
"Where's Jingchen?"
"He's going to self-study, he's a graduate, he's going to be a lot busier than you. You go wash your face first, and then come over for breakfast, and as for Zeyu, let him sleep a little longer. ”
"You don't have to."
Ning Haokun didn't stop the movements in his hand, as if he hadn't heard this.
"You really don't have to, you don't owe me!"
"I don't owe you, but I owe Youheng," the young man turned around, and suddenly raised his voice, "Are you satisfied?" I'm doing all this for Youheng, so you have no right to refuse at all. ”
Sure enough, the young man's eyes darkened, and he turned around and obediently washed up.
When eating breakfast, Ning Haokun had been watching closely from the side, he still took milk to Cheng Enyou as before, and forced Cheng Enyou to eat porridge with no taste. But the difference is that Cheng Enyou will never resist again, Ning Haokun said that he just did it obediently, not only did he not resist, but he didn't even respond, looking like a puppet without a soul.
"It's okay to live on campus, but you have to go home on weekends."
"I don't have a home anymore."
"I know, but You Heng doesn't want that family to be separated, I'm just fulfilling his last wish."
Wishes? The young man's heart was cold, and then he silently said the word 'good'.
"There is also Jiang Yurou's matter, I will deal with it."
"I ...... myself"
"Don't say 'no', don't say anything you can handle yourself, you're still a kid, what can you handle? And I know that You Heng doesn't want you to go, at least I must do it for him. ”
Don't want him to go? Are you sure? Remembering what Lu Youheng had said before, Cheng Enyou's chopsticks were also put down.
"My brother, that's not what he thinks."
"I know best what You Heng thinks, don't you understand? Sometimes people say things that are the least credible. ”
Are words sometimes the least credible? Oh, what's the use of mentioning these, anyway, that person is no longer there.