Chapter 160: No need to do this
Enyou changed to live on campus, and Xia Xiangxi went to his dormitory several times these days, but the person always avoided him, even when he saw Cheng Enyou, he didn't say a few words.
"I think this incident has hit Eunyou too hard."
"Hmm."
"Until now, he has only talked to Zeyu and Jingchen, in our class, he ignores everyone, so Xiang Xi, don't take it to heart, it'll be fine after a while."
Xia Xiangxi nodded, the current Cheng Enyou is serious in class, usually the first in the class to come to self-study in the morning, but he is the last to leave in the evening, even between classes, he only holds the exercise book, and when he talks to him in the exam, the person's gaze will not even move.
"But he's finally starting to study in earnest."
"This is what Brother Youheng wants to see."
"I know, maybe after this time, he has really grown up."
Grow up? Xia Xiangxi looked at the sunshine, it was still midsummer, even if it was late, the daylight was very bright.
"But Yinuo, the price of growing up is too great."
Once, she was also dissatisfied with that person's childishness, and she also felt that Cheng Enyou was too willful and naΓ―ve to do anything, but now, he grew up overnight.
"If I can choose, I still want the previous Cheng Enyou."
"Xiang Xi ......"
"It's a pity that everything can't go back to the past, he has changed, that is, he has changed, once he grows up, he will never be able to become a child again."
"No," Xiao Nuo put his hand on the man's shoulder, "It will always be good after a long time, if it doesn't work in one year, it will be two years, and if it doesn't work in another two years, it will be three years." β
"When?"
"yes, didn't everyone say that? Time is a healing thing. β
Xia Xiangxi looked at the dormitory building not far away, "Yinuo, you go back first." β
"Go back? What's wrong? Where are you going? β
"I've got something left in the classroom, I'm going to go back and look for it."
"Something left in the classroom?" Xiao Nuo hurriedly said, "Then I'll go with you." β
"No need."
"Not really?"
"You go back first, I'll go back myself."
Speaking of which, Xiao Nuo also understood, she was going back to the classroom, she was clearly going to find Cheng Enyou.
"Okay, yourself, take care of yourself."
After Xiao Nuo left, Xia Xiangxi went directly to the dormitory building, and at this point, I don't know if Cheng Enyou has come back. She walked up to the fifth floor in a hurry, and when she reached the door of the man's dormitory, she saw that the door was locked. Xia Xiangxi still couldn't bear it, she gently stuck to the door panel, and knocked on the door after hearing movement inside.
"Xiang Xi?" It was Jingchen who came to open the door, he was still wearing glasses, and he looked like he was reviewing, "You are here, are you looking for Enyou?" β
"Well, is he there?"
"Zeyu took him to buy information."
"Buy, information?"
"Isn't it good to have history and politics? He's going to make up for it," Jingchen opened the door a little more, "You come in first, they should be back soon." β
Xia Xiangxi nodded, it was the first time she had entered this dormitory, and she had never been let in when Cheng Enyou was there before. Xia Xiangxi was very restrained, and after looking around the room, he just stood in place at a loss.
Seeing her like this, Jingchen immediately pulled a stool out of the desk, "Sit down, what do you want to drink?" Yesterday Zeyu bought Coke and some green tea. β
"I'll be casual, just casual."
Jingchen came over with a cup of tea, "You drink first, by the way, have you had dinner?" Would you like to go out for a bite to eat now? β
"No, no, I'm not hungry right now."
"Then you better eat something, it just so happens that we have a lot of snacks here," Jingchen turned out a bunch of potato chips and spicy strips as he ate it, "These are all bought by Zeyu, he likes these unhealthy things, so you can just have some." β
"It's okay, it's all good, really." Xia Xiangxi opened a pack of French fries, although he was eating, he was obviously absent-minded.
"Then you, let's wait for now."
After Jingchen finished speaking, he went back to the table to do the question, he was very serious, and he didn't say a word for half an hour. This kind of silence makes Xia Xiangxi very uncomfortable, and if he were Jingchen before, he would not let such a picture appear.
"Jingchen, Enyou him, how are you doing lately?"
"Well, that's good." The man didn't look up when he responded.
"Did he say anything to you?"
"No, everything is quite normal, Enyou he came back to read and sleep."
"Has he been home recently?"
"No, but Brother Hao Kun has been here," Jingchen was always absent-minded when he replied, and he didn't sound like he wanted to respond at all.
At this time, there was movement at the door, it was Cheng Enyou and Meng Zeyu who came back.
"Eun-woo?" Xia Xiangxi immediately stood up.
And the man glanced at Jingchen, and then immediately asked, "Why are you here?" β
"I ...... I'm just here to see you. β
"We're in the same class at all, so there's nothing else to see."
"But you didn't talk to me in class at all."
"And what do you want to tell me?"
Xia Xiangxi was choked speechless by this person's indifferent attitude, "I, I'm ......"
"If you don't have anything to say, then you can go back first."
"I just want to be with you!"
"There are Jingchen and Zeyu here, and it is enough for them to accompany me," Cheng Enyou put the purchased exercise book on the table, and he said while sorting it out: "Besides, this is the boys' dormitory, and it's six o'clock now, so it's inconvenient for you to stay any longer." β
"Then can you go out for a walk with me?"
"I'm sorry, I haven't finished my homework today, let's do it another day."
"The teacher doesn't have much homework, and it can be done in an hour, so let's walk two laps, okay?"
"You know, my grades are not as good as yours, if you want to catch up, you have to work harder than others, and there is more than a year to take the college entrance examination, and I don't have much time."
"Eun, but ......"
"Jingchen, you send her downstairs first."
The boy over there stopped, and he looked at the two of them, but his body just shifted a little.
"I'll send me, Jingchen is a graduate, I'll send Xiangxi downstairs."
At this time, Xia Xiangxi didn't say more, she went downstairs with Meng Zeyu, during which she buried her head, and she didn't need to think about Meng Zeyu to know that she was holding back tears.
"Xiang Xi, don't blame Enyou, he's been like this all this time, even if I talk to him, I don't like to answer, he's in a bad mood, you know."
"Hmm."
"So you just let him calm down, and it's going to be the monthly exam soon, he hopes to get a good score, at least in this way, it can make him feel better."
"I envy you."
"Huh?" Meng Zeyu was stunned, "Envy me? What do I have to envy? β
"At least, you can still be by Eun You's side. And I, I can't do anything, and I don't know what to do. β
"Oh, don't think about it, I'll take good care of him for you, don't worry, go home quickly."
After the two left, Cheng Enyou had been doing the exercises without even raising his head.
"Eun You, you ...... like this"
"What's wrong with me? You can't look past it, or do you think I'm bullying her? β
"It's nothing, I just think you're bullying yourself."
"No, I'm fine."
Jingchen finally put down the test paper in his hand, "Enyou, don't put so much pressure on yourself anymore, even if you want to study, you can't do this." β
"It's okay."
"But ......"
"I asked you to send Xiang Xi just now, why don't you go? You think you're making amends to me by doing this? Do you think you're deliberately avoiding her for my own sake? β
Jingchen was stunned, his mind was actually said by this person.
"Anyway, I don't deserve to be with Xiang Xi anymore, if you still like Xiang Xi, you really don't have to worry about me at all."
"I didn't, I didn't think so!"
"I know, that's what I thought, it's what I want you to think."
"What the hell are you talking about?"
Cheng Enyou took a deep breath and said solemnly: "I said, I want to break up with her." β
"Divide? You are ......"
"I'm serious."
Jingchen had already walked quickly to this person's side, "Break up, why?" Eunyou, you shouldn't be like this, everything has nothing to do with Xiang Xi, no matter how sad you are, you shouldn't involve her. β
"It's just because I don't want to involve her."
"What?"
"Xiang Xi, if she is with me, there will be no good luck, everything about her will be ruined by me."
Jingchen hurriedly said, "How can you think so?" β
"It's true, my brother...... He's the best proof of that, and if she stays with me, she'll be like my brother. β
"No, what are you talking nonsense? There is no way that could happen. β
"But it's here now! It's a fact that my brother died, he died because of me, isn't it true? Isn't that true! β
"Yes, if I hadn't hidden you, it would have been fine, if I had revealed your news to your brother earlier, this wouldn't have happened, you are sad and you blame yourself, but do you know how I feel?" Jingchen clamped this person's shoulders, he couldn't help it anymore, and only said presumptuously: "I thought I was helping you, I thought that I could calm you down and make you sensible by doing that, but what was the result?" I actually killed a person, I know where you are, but I still have to pretend to accompany Haokun every day to find someone without knowing it, do you know how sad I was when Brother Youheng had an accident? Did you know, you know what?! β
"What did you say?"
The two turned their heads and happened to see Meng Zeyu who appeared by the door.
Jingchen let go of his hand, his whole body was stunned, and he only said in a daze: "Ze...... Zeyu? You're back? β
"What were you talking about?"
"I ......"
"You already knew the news of Eun You," the man's face was full of consternation, but in addition to consternation, it was more just anger, "You hid Eun You, you know everything and still pretend to go out with us to find someone as if nothing happened?!" β