Approaching the end of the year, snowflakes are floating outside the window, and it is snowing~~~

It had been snowing heavily for several days and nights, and the goose-feather snow outside covered the whole city, the trees were bent down, and there were few pedestrians on the road. The weather suddenly became cold, and the glass was covered with a layer of moisture~~ For some reason, the mood became extraordinarily heavy~~~

Bai Ruobing went downstairs and walked to the hall on the first floor, the door was slightly open, and the cold air outside the door blew straight in~~~ Through the glass door, I saw the thick white snow piled up on the street, and the footprints of one deep and one shallow remained. Walking outside, Bai Ruobing shrank his neck, pulled his collar, and when the phone rang~~~~~ he received a call from his aunt: "Xiaobai, woo~woo~~~~ You go home quickly, your father had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage at 2 o'clock this morning and left in his sleep~~~ He has passed away." ”

Bai Ruobing looked at the mobile phone in her hand blankly, and a snowflake fell into her palm, which melted in an instant, turning into one or two hot tears, lying quietly in her hand.

As soon as I got out of the car and didn't enter the house, I saw that the door of the villa was full of wreaths, and the European-style outdoor lights hanging on the white wall were also covered with thick snow, and the vision began to blur, and the heart became unusually heavy~~ The body began to lose weight, the heartbeat began to worsen, she rushed in like crazy, and finally saw the photo of her father Bai Yichen in front of the hall of the mourning hall, she knelt in front of the mourning hall and cried~~~~

"Dad~~~ How can you not want me? How could you leave me and my mother alone? Woo~~~~Woo~~~" Xiaobai couldn't believe everything in front of him. Crying like this~~ Bai Yichen's sudden departure, her mother Zhang Meiling had already cried silently~~~ In addition to relatives at home, there was also a group of debt collectors outside the door~~~ "You guys come out for me, Bai Yichen is dead, he owes us money, and your mother and daughter must repay the debt, otherwise don't blame us for being polite~~~" As he spoke, several people rushed in, smashed the furniture in the house, and forced her mother Zhang Meiling to repay her debts. Most of the relatives in the family also left, and the little white hoarse voice begged, "We don't have so much money now, I can write an IOU to you, can the house be taken away later~~~ Woo woo this is my home, my only thought about my father"

"No, there is no room for bargaining to repay debts."

Mom was severely stimulated~~~~ and was taken to the hospital.

Bai Ruobing's bloodshot eyes, red and swollen madness~~ The cold ice and snow can't match her cold heart.

The only remaining two-story bungalows have also been repaid. As soon as I left today, it became a farewell. Until they finally become memories, you can never understand what a moment means to you~~~.

On the day of the body's farewell, mourning and wailing mixed together. There were a lot of people around, there were many familiar faces, and when they saw Xiaobai, they all said to her, "The poor child must be strong, his father is no more, I hope you can live a healthy and happy life in the future~~~" When it was time for the body to be cremated, Xiaobai grabbed his father's coffin and shouted loudly while crying, "Don't burn my father, don't burn my father~~~"

"Xiaobai, you better let it go!" My aunt was in tears as she spoke.

Xiaobai couldn't listen to anything, and the relatives came up, a few tall and burly people wanted to drag Xiaobai down, Xiaobai exerted all his strength, his fingers tightly grasped the pillar on the coffin, and he didn't let go~~ Tears blurred his eyes, and one by one, his fingers were forcibly broken by everyone, and Xiaobai was carried down.

The gloomy sky was depressing, and it gradually snowed heavily, grandma hugged the poor and thin Bai Ruobing, and Bai Ruobing hugged his father's urn tightly.

After the funeral, looking at the photo of her father on the tombstone, Xiaobai didn't cry~~ but still stood in the cold wind, the cold wind whirred her miserable face, she was like a clay wood carving, motionless, distressing. Since then, in this world, Xiaobai no longer has his own home.

Chen Huandong also learned at this time that the news of Bai Ruobing's father's death, left Wei Sisi, and was in a hurry, Chen Huandong's eyes were as deep as the sea, narrowing dangerously~~ On the ground, he hurriedly stepped on the sudden brake, and in an instant, a long brake sound, caught off guard, "bang~~~", accompanied by a huge inertia and impact~~~ The whole person's head hit the glass barricade heavily and passed out in the car.

On the way to the snowy day, the road was cold and slippery, and there was a car accident; Chen Huandong was rushed to the hospital by a passing well-wisher for rescue. His father and mother were sitting outside the operating room, anxiously waiting for ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In the past half a month since her father's death, Xiaobai has been thinking about it all the time, during this time, as long as she sees a figure like her father, her heart hurts, and she thinks of her father, how much she hopes that there is a soul in the world.

This year's Chinese New Year's Eve has become extraordinarily deserted~~~~ I can't help but let Xiaobai start, miss the past home, the lively atmosphere of reunion. Bai Ruobing misses the place where she grew up with her for 24 years, the home that no longer belongs to her. There was another scene in front of me, my father was wearing an apron, and the kitchen pot was steaming with a steaming aroma~~~~ Mom was playing on the side, picking and chopping vegetables, the two of them were humming a song and cooperating with the dishes, and in the bowl in my mother's hand, there was a sound of evenly stirring eggs, accompanied by the tune of my father's mouth, which was the most beautiful sound in the world.

2008 was the most extraordinary year in China.

A heavy snowfall ~~~

An Olympics ~~~~

A financial crisis~~~

An earthquake ~~~~

The maturity of people is always in an instant~~~

Car No. 13, which kept rocking, quietly stopped in front of the cemetery in the middle of the mountain. Before parting, Bai Ruobing burned a letter in front of his father's grave~~~

Father:

This is the first time I have honored you in this way, just like other relatives said, I will not see you in the rest of my life~~~

My daughter was not filial and couldn't give you a ride in the last days, but I will remember you deeply. I will often visit you, and I will often accompany you, and I will not quarrel with you for various reasons~~. You will always be my best father, and I will always love you! Dad, I will remember your expression, your words and deeds, I will always miss you, I will not forget, I miss you very much~~~~

Daddy came to see me, your daughter, even if she saw me in a dream, and she must let me know that you are living happily in heaven, so that I can rest assured. If there is another life, I will definitely be your daughter, and then I will definitely love you even more,

Dad went all the way.

Love your daughter forever

Bai Ruobing

Since then, Xiaobai has not dared to face the reality, afraid of hearing mourning, afraid of seeing the scenes of various practices of Taoist priests, afraid of seeing the cold coffin placed in the center of the mourning hall, and the remains of the statue placed on the table. If you don't work hard to start your life, it won't be long before you lose the courage to wish that person from your heart. The Bible says that whoever does not have it, even what he has, will be taken away ~~~

When I returned to Guangzhou from my hometown, it was already two months ago, and the unexpected and calm winter passed like this, the first heavy snow since the winter. It's over after all~~~