Two days later, Cai Yuanliang gave Ning Haokun a phone call, he asked for the address, and then went straight to Lu Youheng's house. Ning Haokun was still a little stunned when he opened the door, after all, if he could say it clearly in three or two sentences, that person would not have come here with it.

"Uncle Cai, you can sit casually, the house hasn't been cleaned up in the past few days, and it looks a little messy."

Cai Yuanliang glanced around, and after sitting down on the sofa, he picked up the green tea that the man had turned upside down.

"Eun Yoo is not at home?"

"He was at school, he changed to boarding."

"Homestay?"

"Yes," Ning Haokun said a little embarrassed: "That kid, he said that he wanted to be calm and calm, and I also think that a change of environment might be better for him." ”

Even Cheng Enyou is gone, so there is no smell of fireworks in this house, and everything is cold to watch, which makes Cai Yuanliang very unaccustomed to it for a while.

"You live here now? You're alone? ”

"Yes, I'll move out after packing up my things here, after all, I'm not the owner of this house in the first place."

Cai Yuanliang took a sip of tea, looking at his expression, he was also very dignified.

"Uncle Cai, is there news about that incident?"

"Yes."

Ning Haokun sat down beside him tremblingly, "So, what's going on?" ”

"I learned about him at the Fifth Hospital."

"Fifth Hospital?"

Anyone in Qingjing knows that it is the only hospital in the city that specializes in psychiatry.

"Lu Youheng, he does have depression, and judging from the cases, he started going there five years ago."

Five years ago, it was when Lu Youheng injured both legs.

"I asked someone to ask his attending physician, and the man said that Lu Youheng is not regular when he goes to the hospital, but he goes to the hospital at least twice a month, and each time he goes, he will receive some physical therapy and relaxation training. The medicine you found before was prescribed to him by the Fifth Hospital, and judging from his case, the dosage prescribed by the doctor was within a reasonable range. However, it is unknown how Lu Youheng ate it, and whether he did what the doctor said. ”

This thing turned out to be true, and it's been five years, five years......

"His condition is more serious, but Lu Youheng is a resolute and stubborn person, on the surface he pretends to be strong, and people who generally have no medical knowledge in this area may be difficult to find, not only you, but even me."

"Uncle Cai, what do you mean by what you mean by being more serious?"

"Patients with depression will have more or less chronic depressed mood, slow thinking, decreased willpower, impaired cognitive function, sleep disturbances, loss of appetite, weight loss, and unknown pain in any part of the body. These conditions are all different from person to person, some people will show all of them, but some people will only show a few of them. ”

Chronic depression of mood, sleep disturbances, loss of appetite, weight loss......

He's so slow, he's just stupid! He has been with that person for so long, he has even been in the same room with Lu Youheng for a long time, these symptoms are obviously present in that person, but he didn't even care, he never thought about depression.

"And most commonly, most people with depression will have suicidal tendencies."

"Suicidal tendencies?"

"That's right," Cai Yuanliang took a sip of tea, and he relieved himself before he said: "He was injured before and just had surgery, and he was sent to the hospital again less than a week after returning home, I know that it is the emergency department, and I also know where his injury is." ”

Yes, that time, he was just a little negligent, the man actually locked himself in the room, and then cut his wrist with a utility knife, he saw the position of the artery, and if it was ten minutes later, he would really die. At that time, Lu Youheng really wanted to leave this world. But Ning Haokun only felt that he couldn't think about it for a while, and he felt that with a person as strong as Lu Youheng, everything should be fine. After that, only that person was with Enyou, Enyou, the child, who had never been open-mouthed in what he said, until this time, Ning Haokun understood how Lu Youheng had survived in the past few years.

"If that hadn't happened at that time, the injury on his leg wouldn't have gotten worse so quickly, and he stopped rehab at that time, which is to lose the best opportunity."

"Also, I also asked about another bottle, and I prescribed him a tranquilizer, which was originally to help him with insomnia, but it seems that Lu Youheng did not use it as the doctor prescribed. The bottle was already empty, and if he had to estimate, he was using it at a reasonable rate of nearly ten times. ”

Yes, they are all looking for Cheng Enyou these days, and everyone's attention is all on Cheng Enyou, even if he knows that the person can't sleep every night, he still chooses to go out all night to find someone.

"So, that's why the car accident happened."

"Car accident?" Ning Haokun raised his head, his eyes were a little straight and asked, "What does this have to do with the car accident?" ”

"I heard that although the perpetrator turned himself in, he has always insisted that Lu Youheng committed suicide, there is not a zebra crossing, and there is a guardrail in the middle, and it is impossible to climb over the guardrail to the other side of the road with Lu Youheng's legs. If that's the case, why did he choose that path? It was a location where there shouldn't be pedestrians, and it was past three o'clock in the morning. ”

"Uncle Cai, what are you talking about? You're saying that Yo Heng did it on purpose? That's impossible...... Enyou hasn't been found yet, even if Youheng really has any suicidal tendencies, it shouldn't be at that time, it's impossible, it's impossible! ”

"I'm not saying that Lu Youheng is going to commit suicide, I just think that his behavior at that time was a little strange."

"Strange?"

"In addition to what I just said, since he wants to find Cheng Enyou, why didn't he contact you? Are you afraid that it will cause you trouble? He's a man who doesn't have a lot of mobility, and if he wants to go out and find someone, he'll always be accompanied by someone he knows. I have also been in contact with You Heng for several years, and I know that although he is strong, he is actually a very sober and very rational person, and he will not make mistakes in this kind of thing. Moreover, Youheng is not a person who is prepared and will act, he goes out alone so late, unless he gets the exact news of Cheng Enyou. ”

Speaking of this, Ning Haokun said guiltily: "You Heng, he did make a phone call with me before the accident, he was asking me about the news of Enyou, I couldn't find anyone at that time, I was very annoyed, so I didn't say a few words, I hung up the phone." ”

Cai Yuanliang didn't know this detail, so if he looked at it this way, Lu Youheng still struggled a little.

"If I had told him well, if I had been patient enough to listen to him, wouldn't this have happened?"

"Don't think about the past, these 'ifs' are meaningless," Cai Yuan put his hand on the young man's shoulder as if comforting, "What I want to say is that You Heng's mental state at that time should be abnormal." Perhaps, it was an overdose. ”

"Drug overdose?"

"Yes, psychiatric drugs do not react the same as ordinary drugs, and I also asked the doctors in our hospital, once these drugs are overdosed, they can produce adverse conditions such as drowsiness, vomiting, pain, convulsions, difficulty breathing, paralysis of the limbs, and if the dose reaches a certain level, it can also cause hallucinations or cause acute shock to the patient. As a doctor, my personal instinct is that the car accident was not accidental, but the result of a side effect of medication. ”

Not by chance?

"Even if there hadn't been that car accident, Yo Heng and him that night, there might have been other situations."

Does this mean that the man is always going to die? Could it be that Cai Yuanliang means that You Heng can't escape that catastrophe?

"But now that the body has been cremated, everything I say is speculation, I tell you this, in fact, I want you to feel better, I know that you have always blamed yourself for Youheng's death. But there are some things that are hard to avoid, and I think that for a lifetime, you always have to let yourself go first. ”

"Yourself, let yourself go?"

"Yes, Hao Kun, you are still young, and I have seen it in the past few years, you have done a good job with Youheng," the old man patted the man's back again and said: "People sometimes have to look forward, you can continue to take care of Youyou, you can also go to fulfill Youheng's wishes, but before that, you must first let go of your own knots." If you do all this with a debt and compensation, not only yourself but also those around you will feel heavy. I think this has been well reflected in Youheng. ”

The young man was stunned, he wanted to say something, but when he opened his mouth, he couldn't say anything.

"And if you want others to let go, you have to convince yourself first. Maybe one day you can do that, and Eun-woo will be able to come back from school. ”

"Uncle Cai......"

"Alright, I'm going to leave too, I have another consultation in the afternoon," the old man stood up and straightened his clothes, "I'll forget what I said when I get out of this door, and it's up to you what you think." I think it's better not to let everyone know about this. ”

"Don't worry, I understand what you mean."

"Okay, you don't have to send it, I'll just go by myself."

Ning Haokun sat back on the sofa in a distraction just as he got up.

"Uncle Cai," he suddenly shouted as the man opened the door, "Can I see Youheng's case?" ”

The man looked back and looked at the young man in embarrassment.

"I don't have any other ideas, I just want to find out what the hell is going on with Youheng, really!"

"But that's the hospital's file, except for the immediate family......

"I'm Youheng's family, Director Cai, please, please!"

In the end, Cai Yuanliang also agreed, it was illegal for him to do so, and the relevant files of Lu Youheng's psychiatric department were not in Mingbut Hospital, he didn't know why, for such a ridiculous request, he easily agreed.