When Meng Zeyu just left, he just closed the door of the house, so it is likely that the person heard all their previous words.

"Is it true?" The boy had already forced over, "Is it true?" ”

"No, I didn't mean to, I ......"

"All I ask you is if it's true!"

"Zeyu, listen to me......"

"I'm asking if it's none of your business," Meng Zeyu pushed the man away, he pulled Jingchen's collar and said, "Is it true?" We were looking for someone at the time, and we have already found that you are crazy, and you even hid Eun You, isn't it true?! ”

Jingchen neither resisted nor responded.

"Did you acquiesce?"

"Yes," he finally said happily, "I hid Eun You, I always knew where he was, it was me, and I hid it from everyone from beginning to end." ”

"You bastard!" Meng Zeyu pressed the person against the wall, and roared with crimson in his eyes: "Why are you doing this!" Why why? Do you know that you killed Brother Youheng by doing this, do you know? ”

"I ......"

"Zeyu don't say anything."

"Why don't you say it, the dead person is your brother, why don't I say it!"

"Because I begged him, I forced him to do this, if you want to beat or scold, just come at me!" Cheng Enyou forcibly dragged the person away, and Meng Zeyu was speechless for a while, just staring at the person with wide eyes.

"It's my fault, it has nothing to do with Jingchen, it's all my fault that I killed my brother, what else do you want to say, just come to me."

"What can I say?" Meng Zeyu actually laughed out loud, he pushed the man, and laughed again for a while: "What else can I say? It's already happened, and it's useless for me to say anything, and what I do! ”

"Then can't you just shut up? If you know it's useless, why bring it up! ”

Why? Meng Zeyu was stunned.

"I'm here to ask for a ...... for Brother Youheng" He didn't dare to say the last two words, is it fair?

"My life is here, or you can take it back now."

"I didn't mean that, I really...... That's not what I'm trying to say! ”

"And what are you trying to say?"

"You don't dare to say that to me, you only dare to do this to Jingchen, don't you? In fact, you've been holding those words in your heart for a long time, right? Aren't you sad that you've endured it in front of me for so long? ”

"No, no, no."

"You don't have to hide it, anyway, everyone else sees me like this, Ning Haokun, Zhao Yanyan, Ren Guangcan and Chen Xiuche, I know that I will have retribution, one day, I will suffer karmic retribution, and what I owe my brother will be returned to him."

Retribution? Meng Zeyu seemed to be shocked by this word, he suddenly lost his words, and deep down in his heart, he actually recognized Cheng Enyou's words a little. But if things in this world are always rewarded, then why does God treat Lu Youheng like this? What exactly did he do wrong? Could it be that all those sins of Shainin fell on him?

"I will not have peace in this life, as long as I live in this world for one day, I will suffer and be tortured."

"Eun-woo?"

"Is that enough?"

Meng Zeyu shook his head.

"Is that enough?"

Before Cheng Enyou could react, Jingchen had already pressed this person on his shoulder.

"I will bear these sins with you, and I will bear them with you in the future."

Surprisingly, Cheng Enyou didn't push this person away, he nodded, and tears flashed in his eyes.

"The mistake was made by us together, don't worry, no matter what, I won't leave you alone."

What's going on? Meng Zeyu watched from the sidelines, now, how can he seem to be excluded?

After all these years, he always thought that he was the friend who knew Cheng Enyou best and was closest to Cheng Enyou, but what he was doing now, he couldn't even compare to Jingchen. He leaned weakly against the wall, life turned out to be such a heavy thing, so heavy that it could crush the friendship in his heart.

"I'm sorry," Meng Zeyu said slowly: "I shouldn't have said those words, I should have never known about this matter, it is like this today, and it will be like this in the future." ”

Jingchen looked away in some surprise.

"Zeyu, you don't have to be reluctant, and you don't have to hide it for me, if you want to tell ......"

"I won't say it, not in this life," he finally raised his head and looked directly at the two people in front of him, "From childhood to adulthood, I have stood by Enyou's side, even if I have you this time, I will not be an exception." ”

"Zeyu?"

"Can't we bear it together?"

Cheng Enyou hurriedly said: "What does this have to do with you?" ”

"I know now that it has something to do with me!"

"I ......"

"The three of us, face it together."

Cheng Enyou was no longer busy refusing, and in his eyes at this time, he couldn't tell whether he was surprised or moved.

"Okay, let's go eat first, and if we go down late, there won't even be any water left in the cafeteria," Meng Zeyu smiled easily, as if what had just happened had never happened.

"What's wrong? Are you both not hungry or don't want to go to the cafeteria to eat? ”

"I'll go," Jingchen replied first, "I'll pack up my things and go." ”

"Eunyo, what about you? If you don't want to eat it, we'll bring you some. ”

"I'll go, wait."

Cheng Enyou wiped the tears that were still on his face, and after he took the key, he walked out of the door first.

Ning Haokun has been tidying up his room since he came back from school, although he doesn't want to, but Lu Youheng's relics always have to be dealt with, and he has been delaying this matter for several days, and now he really can't delay it any longer.

Ning Haokun opened the door, he had been here too many times in the past few days, but every time he only sat here, he never dared to touch the slightest bit of it, even if he sat on the bed for a while, he had to carefully smooth out the folds on the mattress. After all, Lu Youheng, he is a meticulous person.

"Youheng, I'm sorry to keep you waiting, I'll sort it out here first, don't worry, I won't move your things, I just want to sort it out regularly."

Ning Haokun wiped the table and bookcase, there was nothing on the table, and the previous manuscripts, computers, and albums had been taken away by Cheng Enyou. There were still some loose clothes on the sofa, and Ning Haokun opened the bedside table and was about to put it in.

"Huh?"

Suddenly, he pulled out several pill bottles from the bottom layer, one of which was empty, and there was no label or description on it, as if it had been torn off on purpose.

"What is this?"

He opened everything, he had never seen these pills before, this was not the medicine that Lu Youheng was going to take for synovitis at all, and there was a bottle in it that was empty.

Lu Youheng, is he secretly eating these? Ning Haokun put something under his nose and sniffed it, although he didn't understand pharmacology, he always felt that there was something strange in it.

"Is there anything else Youheng is hiding from me?"

Ning Haokun put everything away, and the next day he went to Mingren Hospital to find Cai Yuanliang.

"Director Cai, is this the medicine you prescribed to Youheng?"

Cai Yuanliang shook his head and said with certainty: "No." ”

"So, can you help me find out what kind of medicine these are?"

"I'll take it to the pharmacy and ask, you can come with me."

After arriving at the pharmacy, Cai Yuanliang let people distinguish it.

Ning Haokun was waiting outside, and it was almost an hour before Cai Yuanliang came out with the medicine bottle.

"Director Cai, is there a result?"

"You come with me to the office."

Ning Haokun stood up nervously, "Director Cai, what's wrong?" ”

"You come with me."

Cai Yuanchen got on the elevator first, and when he returned to the office, he closed the door himself.

Ning Haokun sat on the stool tremblingly, and he said again: "Uncle Cai, what the hell are those?" ”

"Are you living with Youheng?"

"Yes, I've been taking care of him at Youheng's house for the past few months."

"Is there any difference in Youheng's recent mental state?"

"Mental state?"

"Isn't there anything out of the ordinary?"

Abnormal? Ning Haokun immediately thought of the woman who suddenly appeared.

"Some time before Youheng died, it was true that something happened, and he was very anxious."

"Are you just in a hurry?"

Ning Haokun really didn't understand, "Uncle Cai, you, what are you asking about?" ”

"Those medicines, it's amitriptyline, and fluoxetin, and the other ones, I've asked people to carefully compare the bottles, because this class of drugs is special, so they know very well that it should be a type of drug that is sedative."

"A type of drug that is sedative?"

"That's right."

"Also, what are those, what are the Tilin and Sidding, what the hell are they, are they...... Is it a painkiller? ”

"No," Cai Yuanliang said solemnly to the man, "It's all antidepressant drugs." ”

"Anti-...... Antidepressant? I don't understand, what does that mean? ”

"It means, Lu Youheng, he should have depression."

"Depression?" Ning Haokun immediately vetoed: "Impossible, I have been with You Heng for all these years, and I haven't found out that he has depression, he, he has always been a very gentle and very clear person, he can't have depression, this is impossible!" ”

"That's it from now on."

Ning Haokun sat down on the stool again, he shook his head, his face full of disbelief, "No, it won't...... It won't be like this. ”

"I have friends in several major psychiatric hospitals in the city, or I will ask someone to check it for you, but these drugs are not available in ordinary pharmacies, and only some large hospitals with qualifications are qualified to sell them. If you give me a few days, I think it will come to fruition. ”

"Okay."

"You're tired during this time, so let's go back first."

"Okay, then, Uncle Cai, thank you!" Ning Haokun bowed respectfully.

Cai Yuanliang was silent for a while, and only said, 'I should pay more attention to rest'.

Ning Haokun walked in the corridor of the hospital, he never felt that this corridor was so long, it seemed that no matter how he walked, there was no end in sight.

Youheng, he actually has depression? When did this happen? And he, not aware at all, is not aware at all, is not aware at all.