Lin Jiayi walked to the door of the ward, and finally saw the person lying on the bed through hazy teary eyes, pale, bloodless, and lifeless than every time before.

Why not wait for her to come? Why don't you say goodbye to her? Why didn't you remember her until she died......

She has had no home since a long time ago, working alone outside, and she can only break her teeth and swallow them in her stomach when she is tired. She longs for love, but not for love, she longs for family affection, but not for affection, and in the end she can only say that she doesn't believe in men, and she has enough ability to support the family.

But she persuaded the world, how to convince herself?

Does she really not need to? Lin Jiayi is a steel man, doesn't she need anything?

She broke down and cried, for the first time completely ignoring what kind of impact her ugliness would have on herself, until Zuo Hao stepped forward to hug her, she was still struggling and howling in Zuo Hao's arms.

Before fainting, Lin Jiayi tore a sentence with all her might: "Zuo Hao, I am really the stupidest person in the world." ”

When she woke up again, Lin Jiayi had a feeling of amnesia, and many emotions had been emptied, leaving only the intense sadness in her chest.

She moved her fingers, and suddenly there was a sound in her ears, and someone came in outside the door.

Her eyes gradually brightened, she looked around, and finally recognized that this was her and Zuo Hao's room.

"Awake?" Zuo Hao's voice.

Lin Jiayi opened her mouth, her mouth was very dry, and she couldn't speak.

"Drink some porridge." Zuo Hao sat on the side of the bed on her side and said.

"My mother's ......" Lin Jiayi opened her mouth, and the first thing she asked was this.

"You'd better maintain a steady mood right now and don't let yourself get too excited. I'll take care of your mother's business, don't worry. ”

Lin Jiayi was silent for a moment, and the last picture in her mind was that she cried until she collapsed in the hospital, suddenly fainted, and then ...... It should have been Zuo Hao who sent her back.

"Take it first, I don't have an appetite." She whispered, "...... What about the remains? ”

"The people from the funeral home have already driven over, and during the period when you fainted just now, I asked people to dress her according to the custom here, everything is with me, you have a good rest."

Lin Jiayi was silent again.

Her current state is not suitable for taking care of these, and she herself knows that if she doesn't have Zuo Hao this time, she may get to the point where she can't do anything well.

"Thank you." Lin Jiayi said hoarsely.

Zuo Hao stared at her for two seconds, and then put the porridge aside: "Lin Jiayi, I don't want to hear you say thank you." ”

She looked up, the two looked at each other, Zuo Hao stretched out his hand to help her tuck the quilt, and then got up to leave.

Lin Jiayi's eyes slowly turned from his back to the ceiling, looked at it for a long time, closed his eyes, and the sour feeling slipped all the way from the corners of his eyes, and finally fell on the sheets.

Knock knock.

There was a knock on the door.

A few seconds later, Lin Jiayi did not answer, and the person outside the door directly pushed the door open.

"Jiayi." Jiang Zilin walked in slowly, and her bulging lower abdomen could be vaguely seen in the dim room, which was already conspicuous.

Lin Jiayi moved her eyes and frowned, "Why are you here?" As he spoke, he tried to get up, but he was too weak and fell down again.

"I came over after receiving the news, Yaoyao also came, and I didn't dare to come in outside the door." Jiang Zilin sat in the position where Zuo Hao had sat just now, reached out to pick up the porridge, and blew it gently, "If you eat something, if you don't eat anything, you will faint again today." ”

"No stomach ......"

"You have to eat if you don't have an appetite, not to satisfy your appetite now, but to live." Jiang Zilin reached out and handed the porridge to her mouth.

Lin Jiayi didn't open her mouth and stared at Jiang Zilin.

After a while, the hand that handed the porridge was put back away, and Jiang Zilin looked out the window, "For so many years, you want to fight for a piece of the world in Nancheng, for your mother." After that, you work hard for promotions and salary increases to make others look up to you. Then the pregnancy suffered a lot, and it was for the sake of the child...... Birth, old age, sickness and death, everyone can't escape, she is free, you should also be free. From now on in this life, is it okay to live for yourself once? ”

Lin Jiayi's eyes flashed, and tears suddenly welled up, "I want to ...... too But it's not like I can do it if I want to. ”

"Then try to do it." Jiang Zilin stretched out her hand again and handed the porridge out, "If you are slumped now, it is really not the Lin Jiayi I know." ”

Lin Jiayi pursed her lips, and finally opened her mouth after a while and swallowed the porridge.

Jiang Zilin blew and fed a second bite.

The texture of the porridge is very dense, with a little sugar, no side dishes, and it goes all the way from the throat to the stomach, which is a little warm.

"This porridge was cooked by Zuo Hao himself, he was worried that the greasy ones bought outside would not be used to it." Jiang Zilin said while blowing: "I heard the nurse say that when you fell into his arms today, he went crazy and looked for a doctor, and the doctor confirmed that you just fainted when you were emotional, and he didn't believe it, so he grabbed someone's collar and wanted to change people...... Jiayi, I know how it feels to lose my mother...... It's really uncomfortable, but you have to give yourself a deadline. ”

Lin Jiayi closed her eyes, "I understand." Rest assured, I'm not going to slump. ”

Jiang Zilin breathed a sigh of relief and nodded,

Three days later.

Lin Jiayi gave all the things to Zuo Hao, and never intervened except for seeing Chi Guifen for the last time when she was cremating the body. And Zuo Hao did not start preparing for the funeral temporarily, but had made arrangements as early as a month ago, and the process went very smoothly.

Finally, the body was put into the tomb, and several people held a very small funeral, attended only by Jiang Gu, Jiang Zilin, Jiang Yao, Zuo Hao, and Chi Guifen's attending doctor and nurse.

After Lin Jiayi finished offering flowers, her face was calm, and when she turned around to leave, she was stopped by Jiang Zilin.

"What's wrong?" She turned her head.

Jiang Zilin looked at her.

Lin Jiayi smiled, "I know what you're going to say, I've adjusted it in the past two days." I have spent too little time with her over the years, and I can't regret it now. If you think about it, I've spent too much time in the past two years on nothing, the career I've pursued, money, power...... I want more people to see me and look up to me, and I ignore things that I will never get again in my life. ”

She looked down at Chi Guifen's tomb, and the photo on the tombstone was smiling, it had been taken a few years ago.

"But fortunately, I ended up with her for a month." Lin Jiayi breathed a sigh of relief and said, "It can be regarded as not leaving too many regrets." You know, a lot of things I did for the first time, the first time I fed her, the first time I taught her to speak, the first time I took her out for a walk...... At that time, I thought, how nice it would be if I had done this earlier. She paused, then turned to look at the little front teeth.

In this kind of occasion, the little front teeth were obviously silent, holding Zuo Hao's hand and not speaking, two people, one big and one small, looked at Lin Jiayi at the same time, and just collided with her eyes.

The corners of Lin Jiayi's lips hooked slightly, and she said softly: "I also have what I want to do now." ”

"Huh?" Jiang Zilin followed her gaze and saw the cautious and expectant eyes of the little front teeth.

"Cherish the people in front of you." Lin Jiayi threw down a sentence and walked towards Zuo Hao and the little front teeth.

Jiang Zilin was stunned for a while, looked at the sun, and happened to see Lin Jiayi's smiling side face and small front teeth suddenly excited cheeks.

"Mommy!" The little front teeth pounced.

Lin Jiayi hugged her small body, hugged her, and said softly: "Have you been frightened in the past two days?" ”

The little incisors nodded, looking a little timid.

"Let's go, let's go home." Lin Jiayi said.

Zuo Hao looked sideways, heard the sentence "home", and his heart vibrated slightly irrepressibly. I have the impression that this is the first time Lin Jiayi mentioned home to them.

"Okay! Go home! The little incisors waved their hands excitedly.

Lin Jiayi took two steps, suddenly stopped, and stretched out a free hand to Zuo Hao, "Don't you go, Mr. Zuo?" Although she had the usual title in her words, she inexplicably added a touch of intimacy, and even a little coquettishness.

Zuo Hao almost thought that he had heard it wrong, and after careful analysis, something was really completely different.

He stretched out his hand, shook it, and led her forward, a little more smile on his cold face.