Chapter 540: I want to go home
Hospital.
Lin Jiayi pushed open the door with her little front teeth and walked in, Chi Guifen had already gotten up, although her body was floating, she got up early every day, and after she got up, she didn't do anything, just looked out the window.
"Mom." Lin Jiayi screamed, put down her little front teeth, and walked over.
Chi Guifen slowly turned her head for a while, glanced at Lin Jiayi, and turned her head back again.
Lin Jiayi didn't care, took the porridge and put it next to the bed, and blew it to Chi Guifen's mouth one by one.
"Jiajia." Chi Guifen read a sentence.
Lin Jiayi was stunned and looked at her.
Chi Guifen spoke again: "Jiajia." This time, her finger reached out and she pointed out the window.
Lin Jiayi followed her eyes and looked outside. There was nothing outside, except for a few trees with branches reaching out to the window, which looked very luxuriant. The blue sky reflects the green trees, and such a sight is rare to see in Nancheng.
"Jiajia...... Is it outside? Lin Jiayi asked.
Chi Guifen smiled, nodded, and then said slowly: "Should ...... It's time to come back. ”
Lin Jiayi trembled. In the past month, she has been with her every day, and not a day has fallen, but the speed of Chi Guifen's forgetting is still increasing exponentially, and he has not been able to recognize her until now, but the words and phrases that pop up from time to time poke his heart ache.
"yes, it's time to come back." Lin Jiayi responded.
The little front teeth listened quietly on the side, and gently pulled Lin Jiayi's clothes, "Mommy, where did Daddy go?" ”
"He's going to buy something, right over."
"Uh-oh." The little incisor nodded, obediently ran to the side, and played with the puzzle himself.
The puzzle was bought by Lin Jiayi for her and placed here, so that she could pass the time, and some books were also stacked in the corner, and the small incisors learned things quickly and hard, sometimes they were fascinated by reading books, and they refused to even eat, so they didn't have to worry about her being playful.
In less than ten minutes, Zuo Hao's figure also appeared at the door.
"A doctor will come back later." He carried a bag in his hand, which contained some daily necessities, which were not in large quantities, and he only bought a few rolls of paper towels.
Lin Jiayi was feeding, and turned her head when she heard the sound, "Follow-up?" I checked it yesterday, didn't I check it every other day? ”
"Now it's getting worse and worse, so it's changed to once a day." Zuo Hao said briefly.
Lin Jiayi's expression darkened slightly, although this was a fact, she still felt empty when she really heard it.
yes, it's getting worse. Chi Guifen can't even hold the spoon now, and when she came in the morning, the nurse told her that yesterday Chi Guifen remembered to go to the toilet and almost fainted by the door.
She can already see the passage of Chi Guifen's life with her naked eyes, but she doesn't know when such a passage will suddenly break down.
It was the happiest month of her life. She doesn't have to worry about work, she breathes fresh air every day, Zuo Hao and her little incisors cooperate with her to live, going in and out like a family of three, and the most important thing is that she can actually accompany her mother...... Days like this paralyzed her and made her not want to discuss her mother's condition.
But now, a month has passed, and every day that passes is one less day, she must begin to face up to that fact.
"I'll go out and breathe." Lin Jiayi said suddenly.
Zuo Hao nodded and took the rice bowl in her hand, "I'll come." ”
"You?" Lin Jiayi was almost startled, raised her eyebrows in surprise, and saw that the expression on Zuo Hao's face didn't look like a joke, so she slowly handed over the dishes and chopsticks.
Zuo Hao took it very naturally, and really began to feed Chi Guifen a few bites.
Lin Jiayi looked at it for a while, smiled, turned around and went out.
At noon, the three of them returned to the rented house, and Zuo Hao had already ordered takeout and placed it on the table.
"Would you like to eat apples?" Lin Jiayi felt that today's atmosphere was a little dull, and took the initiative to stand up and walk to the kitchen, "The little front teeth haven't eaten fruit for a few days, I'll cut her for her." ”
"Don't be busy, just sit." Zuo Hao followed, reached out and took the knife.
Lin Jiayi laughed again, turned around and stared at Zuo Hao for two seconds, "Why are you so strange today?" ”
Zuo Hao didn't answer, and went straight to peel the apple.
"Zuo Hao, what do you think I should do if my mother dies suddenly?" She spoke again.
Zuo Hao paused, and glanced in her direction with dark eyes.
Lin Jiayi shrugged her shoulders, "It's not that I think about it too much, it's that I see that she has been in the wrong state recently......" She pursed her lips, and the spirit of the strong fight was still a little dim when she mentioned this matter, and then pretended to be relaxed: "I just feel that I haven't prepared anything now, and when the time comes, there will be a sudden accident, and I don't know what to do." ”
As she spoke, she looked up at Zuo Hao carefully.
It was also the first time she had completely exposed her weaknesses and worries to him. In the past, she was afraid to say that she couldn't do it, afraid to say "I don't know", and even more afraid to ask others "what to do", for Lin Jiayi, admitting her weakness and incompetence is the most terrifying thing in the world.
But it seems that when facing Zuo Hao, this thing is not so terrible to do.
Zuo Hao lowered his head again, peeled the apple in his hand clean, and stuffed it into her mouth casually, "There is me." ”
Lin Jiayi was stuffed with apples, stunned, and then smiled with a narrowing of eyes, reached out and grabbed the apple and took a bite, and went to take the knife in Zuo Hao's hand, Zuo Hao subconsciously avoided it, and slashed it between his wrong hands.
"Shhhh
Zuo Hao immediately threw the knife, frowned and pulled her hand up, "Come over and deal with it first." ”
Lin Jiayi opened her mouth, suddenly a little distracted.
At that moment, her heart skipped a beat. I can't tell why, I can't tell what it feels like, it's as if the qi in my chest has been drained and completely drained......
The phone rang.
Lin Jiayi chuckled in her heart, shook off Zuo Hao's hand, and rushed towards the phone. Zuo Hao also walked out closely behind her, standing beside her and listening to the sound of the mobile phone.
"Hello?" Lin Jiayi trembled.
"Miss Lin, come to the hospital! People can't do it anymore! ”
The nurse's voice was very high-pitched, and Zuo Hao didn't have to listen carefully to hear it.
Syllable. The phone was dropped.
Lin Jiayi's legs were weak and she fell behind her, and Zuo Hao quickly grabbed her and picked her up.
"Zuo Hao......" Lin Jiayi patted him on the back, tears instantly welled up, his fingers trembled, and his lips began to tremble: "Go...... Take me to the hospital...... Hurry up ......"
"Okay." Zuo Hao only responded with one word, and ran out of the door with her in his arms.
Ten minutes later.
Zuo Hao stopped the car, Lin Jiayi opened the door and rushed down, she had already regained her strength, threw off everyone along the way, and ran to the door of the ward.
The corridor was empty, this was the senior ward, and it was nap time, no one came out, only a few nurses were waiting at the door of Chi Guifen's ward, with a little sadness on their faces.
When Lin Jiayi was about to arrive at the ward, she stopped her steps and slowed down, tears flowing down her cheeks to her neck.
The sunlight in the corridor only shone to a corner, and she suddenly remembered that when she was a child, she went out to play, and when she came back, it was almost sunset, and sometimes she had a fight with the boys, and she didn't dare to go home, so she shrank in that sunny corner and waited, because waiting and waiting, her mother would always come to pick her up.
Mom would always come to pick up the little flower cat covered in mud, always help her pat the dust on her body and take her back, always buy a basketball and football she liked with a small salary, and then tell her to use it well.
"Jiajia doesn't cry, mom sings to you."
"What do you see is that? Father-in-law Sun also sees you, little flower cat quickly wipe away tears. ”
"The sun is falling at the foot of the mountain.
Circling around the flowers are small grasses and small flowers.
The little baby is going home, the little baby is going home. ”
Baby, go home.