Chapter 152: Seeing it rise and fall again
Squatting in a pool of blood, my fists tightened unconsciously, and I raised my head to look at Tang Gongru for a long time, but he always lowered his eyes and did not speak.
His eyelashes are long, blocking the light of his eyes, I can't see anything, only vaguely see the corners of his mouth pulling, like a smile but not a smile, so that my heart also throbs, and then he suddenly raised his head, raised his eyes, that smile, I may never forget-
"Okay—"
He suddenly raised his head, and my heart pounded.
The subtle light sprinkled on the tips of his hair, eyebrows and eyes, and he continued to laugh, with the smile pulling the corners of his eyes slightly curved, like a living fox, as if he was still the young master of the Tang family, but he was only a gentle young man by me.
His thin lips opened slightly, and he continued softly, "Marry—"
Every word is elongated, how spoiled, and his eyes are full of soft light.
I should have laughed, but somehow, when he said this, my tears came out, and then I gritted my teeth, trying to hold back, but the more I held back, the more I held back, and finally fell down like a string, and smashed into a fist, and smashed into the black and gold blood on the ground.
"Huh...... Hehehe......"
I'm still smiling, how happy I am at this time, asking for kindness.
But this heart, uncontrollably tightened, painful, and contracted, as if there was an invisible hand pinching, grasping, and clutching, and its long nails sank into the softest flesh of the heart.
Tang Gongru ...... You mean what you say......" I finally took a deep breath, calmed down, raised my head, and looked at him with tears in my eyes, "You ...... now Follow me to the doctor......"
Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted, "Little fool, it's better to hit the day than to choose a day, let's ...... Get married today, are you optimistic? ”
I'm a good grandma.
I almost scolded him, where can he get married like this! I want him to live, with me! However, when a thousand words came to my lips, I looked at his wounds and knew that he ...... Can't survive.
The blood of this land, the blood of this land!
I let go of my fist and turned to my thigh, hoping to grab a piece of meat and give it to him!
"Don't cry." Tang Gongru was still gentle when I looked at his wounds, and he touched my hair, "Get up, I'll take you to see good things." ”
When he said this, he slowly got up, and I followed suit, but my heart kept sinking.
Tang Gongru ...... Can you stay with me for a long time......"
What the hell are you doing now? I wanted to ask, but I didn't dare ask.
He just reached out and grabbed me, and said to himself—
"Look, it's right here, okay? Here, I'm actually ...... Some gifts have been prepared for a long time......"
He said and pulled me forward, and on the way forward, my legs, hands, and finally my whole body couldn't help trembling, and tears fell in strings, the more in, the more turbulent they fell!
Because when you go inside, there are red silk tents and red candle wedding dresses on the left and right sides...... All kinds of styles, all kinds of fabrics, all kinds of flower embroidery, everything, as well as the red shoes, phoenix crown and xiaxia veil......
How lucky to have been waiting all the time!
It turned out that he had been waiting for me and never left.
In the high-rise building, all the way to the top, is the arranged happy hall, above the high hall, the red candle is new, standing under the silk and satin flowers, I raised my head to look at the ceiling, looking at everything carefully arranged here, my heart has hurt so much that it is difficult to breathe, "Tang ......"
I tried to speak, but I couldn't speak, I just felt that at this time, if someone asked me what kind of feelings in this world are not good, I would say, I don't know what the others are, but when he took me on a tour of the castle that had been furnished for many years, I felt that this was the best feeling in the world.
What a privilege and affection,
Looking at the wedding dress and the phoenix crown that had been prepared a long time ago, I took a few deep breaths before I stabilized my voice and looked at him and said-
"You've been preparing for ...... long time"
As I spoke, my voice tried to hold steady, but I was still choked.
And along the way, I was so surprised by the surrounding arrangement that I forgot to look at his expression, and now when I look back, I only see two tear stains on his face, and he smiled lightly and asked me, "What do you say?" ”
I really couldn't control my emotions, and in the feeling that I couldn't breathe, I suddenly stretched out my hand and hugged him, and cried out loud-
"Don't die, okay, let's start over...... Tang Gongru ......"
I really regret it.
regrets that he didn't find out his intentions at the beginning, and regrets that he didn't protect this affectionate man.
However, there is no regret medicine in the world!
He slowly pushed me little by little, I was afraid that he would hurt, so I asked him to push away, and then met his slightly moist eyes that became more and more gentle: "Not good, Zhou Yi, many things in this world can't be repeated, the lost sunset will come tomorrow, but it is definitely not today's sunset, and your deep affection has also been given to others." This is fate, honestly accept fate, I ...... In fact, I knew from the beginning that I couldn't marry you, and these things were the new wedding I was going to give you, to you and you...... Future husband. Whoever he is, I ...... Good luck to you...... Happiness. ”
He said sentence by sentence, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, and lowered his eyes, he couldn't see the look, I was a little stunned at first, and even a little trance, and in a trance I felt that my brain was like a lot of paste, and there were many strange sounds that seemed to be far away and close in my mind, and finally he wished you happiness and pulled me back to my senses.
"Nope! I don't believe it, and I don't need you to wish me anything! I! I...... I just want to ......"
I haven't said a few words with you, he raised his hand to cover my mouth, the pair of black eyes are never more serious: "No matter what you think, promise me, you have to live well, although a long time ago, I thought about you and me in old age, I want to wait until you die before I die, because I am afraid that you will be uncomfortable living alone in the world, afraid that you will miss me, afraid that you will be alone, and even more afraid that I will not be by your side, and no one can protect you, but now, it has become empty talk, and I can't do it." ”
When Tang Gongru said sentence by sentence, he walked to the Taishi chair and sat down.
I went with him, next to him, but I refused to squat or sit down, I just grabbed his hand and listened to him, I felt the tears continue to flow down, and I shook my head again and again and said, "No! Don't say that, you're getting better for me......"
I knew I wouldn't, but I still couldn't help but say it.
And as if he hadn't heard my words, he continued: "Zhou Yi, do you know what love is in my eyes? ”
I had to go along with his words and say, "What's that." ”
He laughed, "Love is like a dog to me." ”
I looked at him with some surprise, and wrinkled my eyebrows and said, "You, what did you say?" ”
He still smiled, and at first he said: "Love is like a loyal dog to me, I didn't understand this truth before, until I raised one myself, sometimes I was in a bad mood, beat him, scolded him, and even if I didn't want him, he still followed me." In my eyes, this is love, and it is also ...... My feelings for you, no matter if you hit me, scold me, hate me, I will protect you, as long as you shout, as long as I hear it, I will rush to you, just ...... My current body may only end here. ”
At the end, his voice sank and I screamed frantically, "No! I don't listen! You won't, you won't! ”
I yelled, not believing it, thinking that I was crazy, and he just touched my hair, "Okay, don't make a fuss, I know you don't trust that person anymore, and all these years, everything I've done has made you trust me." But do you remember, you also have times when you don't believe me, you have lost me, don't lose him again, in fact, the best way to determine whether certain people can be trusted, is to trust them, people are stupid not to hope, go ahead, he has always been at the door, and I ...... Possible...... I can only accompany you here. ”
When he said this, his face was a little embarrassed, and it was only when a burst of golden powder rose that I saw—
"You! Your legs! ”
Suddenly, his legs were turning into golden powder, and I stretched out my hand in a panic, but it was empty.
"Don't worry about me, I'll always be there for you, but you can't see me."
He raised his hand to touch my panicked face, but that hand also turned into a burst of powder on my face, and the powder disintegrated little by little, and I watched him from his hands, arms, shoulders, neck, and finally chin, and then those gentle eyebrows and eyes—
"Nope! No! ”
I reached out and grabbed it, but I didn't catch it, he was gone, before my eyes, gone......
"Remember, live well, live happily, I can rest assured ......"
His last voice was barely audible, and I stiffened before I screamed—
"Nope! No! ”
"Tang Gongru!"
"Tang Gongru!"
I shouted, but there was only echo in the room, and everywhere I looked, there was the wedding room that this man had prepared for me, the wedding wedding words and wedding dresses, except—
There is no groom!
"You're back! Come back to me! Bastard! Bastard...... How do you ...... What should I do! I...... What to do......"
"You're back, you're back......"
"Come back!"
I cried and fell to the ground, pounding my chest in great pain, with great force, almost hammering the smell of blood, until at last I lost my strength in pain and fell down.
fell, I don't know how long, only to know the golden light of the setting sun sprinkled in front of me, like he disappeared, I used the last strength, stretched out my hand to grasp, but I couldn't catch it, the palm was empty.
It can be said to be empty, but it is sprinkled in the palm of the hand-
Tang Gongru is so bad that he is, I didn't misread him from the beginning, he is a bad person!
He made me misunderstand him, he made me hate him, annoyed him, but let me know the truth of the matter, and made me feel guilty with him!
He built a tall building for me, made me hopeful, made my heart flutter, but finally made me watch the building collapse-
I'll never forget him again!