After drinking tea so many times, this time we are really drinking, while drinking, Shen Xuanhe said that he doesn't want to be the shopkeeper of Raushzi, and he doesn't want to look at antiques anymore, his father is a bastard who only guards antiques, and he lost his favorite woman once or twice!

And his dream is to go to the rivers and lakes, and then meet the girl he loves the most.

I clinked glasses to him and said that I didn't want to be the grave keeper of Rausch!

That old zombie there, I can fool around, I just want to be happy now, and live a life that I haven't lived before, although Shen Xuanhe and I both know that this kind of life may not be too long, if ...... I really am the tomb of the God of Wealth.

But at least for now, I don't really want to solve this problem, I just want to drink.

Wine is a good thing, when it first enters it, it is spicy, down, scorching, and then down, it is a warmth, warm to my body and mind, I can't help but praise: "No wonder the ancients often said, 'The only way to solve worries is Du Kang.'" I used to think that this thing was spicy and choked my nose, but now that I drink it, I know what it tastes like. ”

"That's not it! It's better to see than to hear, it's better to practice than to see, and you can get shallow in the end, and you don't know how to drink alcohol! Shen Xuanhe should be allergic to alcohol, with a red face and red eyes, very cute, "Come on!" I'll have a poem too!

What is happiness?

Fresh breeze, bright moon, drink together!

You go on! If you can't go on, you just drink it all! ”

I thought about it for a while, and used the word "infatuation"-

"'What not...... No, try it all over again.

'What is infatuation?'

Broken intestines, hollow, and waiting for one person. ’

Shen Loss, I really broke my intestines and had a stomachache. ”

It's also really hollow.

I can't wait for that person, so I'm obsessed.

Shen Xuanhe's redness faded most of the time, blinked, and asked me-

"Yes...... Specific? ”

I looked at the sky, then at the ground, and finally smiled—

"The sky is gray, the earth is dark, and people have not returned."

In fact, where people do not return, it is impossible for people to return.

And Lin Zeyuan is a person or not.

But Shen Xuanhe still stubbornly asked me-

"Who are the people?"

"Lin Zeyuan."

"Can I change someone?"

I was stunned for a moment, raised my head, looked at him seriously, he also looked at me seriously, and pinched the wine glass: "Answer me, the person who is interested in it will return!" ”

As he spoke, his eyes sparkled.

I'm not stupid, in fact, he has spent so much time with me as a big shopkeeper, and you say that he is angry with me, and that is also a waste of time.

His time was precious, but he gave it to me...... I understand, I understand.

However, I feel very powerless.

"Not yet."

"You know how I feel right now? It's like standing in the rain, trying to burn, it's impossible. ”

I used an analogy, and I don't know if he can understand it.

But he understood, "You mean, you understand my feelings, and you want to give it to me, but you can't, it's still raining." ”

I was a little embarrassed to let him say it so bluntly, touched his nose, and when he nodded silently, I saw him raise his chin and drink the wine in the cup: "It's okay, I'll wait for the rain to stop." ”

I was stunned, a little moved, but still a little scared-

"What if the rain doesn't stop, or if it stops too late, or if it stops, it doesn't necessarily burn? Wet wood gada, but it can't burn! ”

I really can't give him a number, there are many things he doesn't know, such as I am the God of Fortune!

And when I thought of this, I also wrinkled my eyebrows slightly, "That's right, it's not about the rain stopping, I may ...... It's always a wet wood gada. ”

I may be the God of Fortune and I will die.

I didn't intend to say this, but I heard the long-lost sound of yellow sorghum outside-

"I heard that you guys were fighting, so I hurried ...... Hey? What are you? ”

Huang Liang obviously came back in a hurry, but he was a little stunned when he saw us.

I was stunned for a moment, then smiled at him, "Big brother, let's have a drink together?" ”

He was stunned by my laughter, and I chose to ignore Shen Xuanhe's expression, which was a little painful and a little desperate.

Hey, I have always felt that in this life, many things are destined, all of which have been arranged by fate a long time ago, what you say, what you do, everything is a certain number in the dark, I may be destined to lose Shen Xuanhe in the first half of my life, and then destined to meet Lin Zeyuan, who will never recover, and then doomed...... Miss Shen Xuanhe.

I can't be with him, even if the rain stops, no matter what happens to me in the future, I can't be with him, because I still have a bunch of things in my life, my world is very chaotic, very strange, I don't want and can't let him appear in my world.

I'm afraid of him...... Take damage.

"Hmm...... All right! Huang Liang seemed to want to say something, but in the end, he didn't say anything, he just agreed, come over, "Well, it's just that big brother, you are a witness, I think we can ...... No, and you! "In the middle of speaking, I saw Chen Jiangyan coming, I waved at him, and then despite their surprise, I brought him a glass of wine—

"Good! The four of us are quite fateful, so let's bow down! ”

Worship the handle, we are here to tie the righteousness, worship for the meaning of the righteous brothers, after I finished speaking, I saw Huang Liang's expression frozen, Chen Jiangyan was stunned, and ...... Shen Xuanhe's anger.

"Zhou Yi, you know ......"

He stood up as soon as he got up, and the folding fan he was holding in his hand was about to break.

I said without changing my face: "Shen Xuanhe, you also know that for a relationship, the best way to preserve it is to be nostalgic." Only nostalgia, never degenerate, I have ...... Lost once, I don't want to lose a second time. ”

When I said it, I actually knew very well in my heart that this was not the case.

Fengyue said that you can't choose to give up because you are afraid of losing, because you only know what the result will be when you start.

But ah, I don't have the courage to start anymore, and I don't have the courage to pull Shen Xuanhe into a terrible world like mine.

He's a good man, maybe even a good boy.

He deserves a more lovely and gentle girlfriend, wife.

And not like me...... Strange, half-male and female.

"Only nostalgia......" he repeated, and then, after I nodded, I threw up my head and drank the glass, and then, in front of me, crushed the glass with my bare hands.

Blood flowed from his palms, his eyes were red, and he seemed to be crying, but before I could see clearly, he turned around and said "no need to send", turned around and walked out.

At that moment, my heart seemed to be shattered again with his pinching.

I really want to chase, I hold on, close my eyes, and hope more...... I can go back in time.

You can go back to that summer when you stole the forbidden fruit, or you can go back to that afternoon when I was going to trick the teacher!

Unfortunately, there are no ifs.

I forgot who told me that reunion is better than the first encounter, if I choose again, I want to catch this young and happy boy, instead of being trapped in what Lao Shizi's Jin and Wei style and bones are beautiful, but life is a train with no turning back, once it starts, you can only go forward without hesitation, and you can't turn back.

Half a day after Shen Xuanhe left, Huang Liang said, "I'...... I'll do it first! ”

He wanted to speak and stopped, and finally drank the wine first, and then Chen Jiangyan also drank it.

"That'...... In the future, I'll be the fourth, right? After Chen Jiangyan finished drinking, he asked cautiously, I hummed, and looked at the table, bench, and ground...... The extended blood was very uncomfortable in my heart, and I turned around directly and said-

"I'll go back and rest."

After speaking, he was about to leave, but Yu Guang caught a glimpse of Huang Liang's appearance of wanting to speak and stopped, and turned back again: "What does the eldest brother have to say?" ”

Huang Liang seemed to have something very important to say to me, nodded, and ...... Shaking his head: "No! ”

But after he finished speaking, Chen Jiangyan said: "Let's tell Sister Bao...... Sister Bao, Lin Zeyuan is outside, looking for you. ”