Chapter 85: Breaking People's Hearts Is Never a Big Thing

I once watched a Stephen Chow movie, and he said that the farthest distance in the world is not the end of the world, but I am standing in front of you, but you don't know that I love you.

used to laugh and feel hypocritical, but now, I think it is.

This is true of the world's farthest distances.

That day, I stood in front of Lin Zeyuan, but he didn't know how much I loved him.

So deep that he said he and I were strangers, and I just... Willing to be this stranger.

After coming back from the cliff, I had a long period of negativity.

It's as if the whole person, the whole heart is pulled by the swamp abyss, sinking, sinking, and then not coming back.

A person without a heart is like a walking corpse.

I don't think about tea and food all day long, and if it weren't for Huang Liang's desperate efforts to give me exercises, I might have become a starving ghost.

But I'd rather die.

I feel like a sinnerβ€”

With the grave robbers, I killed their families, young and old; At the life changer, I made them pay for their lives and have nowhere to show their skills, and they are trapped in the valley!

I really am a great sinner for the ages.

Fengyue said that I would be able to recover after a while, but I felt that I couldn't slow down, and I even ...... Cut your wrists.

It was a normal afternoon, I was looking at the sky as always, looking at it, and then suddenly I felt that I shouldn't be so negative, I should have a decision, and I thought about it at that time, and it seemed that everything had to do with who I was, and since they said that the God of Wealth in the Tomb should die, and suspected that I was the God of Wealth in the Tomb, then I would be better to die.

Everything was worked out.

Anyway, if there is no tomb, the God of Wealth will have to guard the tomb sooner or later, and sooner or later they will all be free...

"The rain is murmuring outside the curtain, and the spring is beautiful.

Luo Ji is not tolerant of the five colds.

In the dream, I don't know that I am a guest, and I am greedy for joy.

Alone by the railing, infinite rivers and mountains.

Sometimes it's easier to see, sometimes it's harder.

Flowing water and flowers go in spring, heaven and earth.

Auntie, how is this poem? ”

On the eve of the wrist cut, Fengyue was by my side.

He kept encouraging me and comforting me, but it didn't work.

"Very good, the flowing water and the flowers are gone in spring, heaven and earth!"

I continued to look at the heavens, and felt that this poem suited me very well, and if I went to heaven, maybe it would be another world.

But I was rescued, or I couldn't die at all.

"Do you think you're dead? You've been a human since you picked me up! I'm not going to let you die, you leave me here, I'll watch you 24 hours a day from now on! "After I finished cutting, I had a big quarrel with the sorghum, and I was so angry that I stared at me from a distance, it was really twenty-four hours a day, I ...... I didn't eat and I didn't have Lazar's desire or hope, so I was helpless and speechless.

"What do I care about you? Oh, yes...... You said that you found a lover, and I had a child... But my lover has married someone else, where am I going to give birth to him! I said, but Huang Liang ignored me, I was bored, I could only turn over, and I couldn't kill myself and lie down.

And what I never expected was that I would cheer up, on such an occasion.

That day, under the guidance of Chen Jiangyan, Huang Liang brought Shen Xuanhe here, and of course Shen Xuanhe came to help me get out of the muddy abyss, but I only sneered and didn't say anything on my face, but I said in my heart, it's useless for you to find Shen Xuanhe. Turning around, I continued to be in a daze and continued to be low, and I never thought that Shen Xuanhe ...... Actually in my room, playing a game?

It's not just about playing games, it's about voice.

The game is a large-scale online game that we have played together, accompanied by those people's Kan Dashan, there is no woman's laughter or angry scolding in the middle, those bragging, laughing, flirting voices, it really makes me upset, and I can't do it in my head! Because as soon as I thought about it, I heard the woman laughing on the computer, and it was really annoying!

Distraught at the thought of the woman...... Hu Qianxue!

I tried covering my ears but it didn't work, he deliberately did it against me and turned up the sound to the maximum.

I gritted my teeth, knowing that he was deliberately forcing me to vent, but I didn't!

I'm going to spend it with him, come on! See if you spend time or if I can!

By this time, I hadn't realized that I had actually been fooled.

At least, I'm no longer stuck in the mud all the time.

And what about him? Keep putting.

However, at first, it was okay, just called me to play the game, I said no, he played next to me by himself, and later, he seemed to ...... It's like I'm addicted to games.,I don't sleep until late every day!

I was very sleepy and tired by his noise, and I was so angry that I couldn't sleep peacefully because of the "Brother Shen" in his voice.

At that time, I finally didn't have the energy to be sad, and I was bothered by him, trying to figure out how to get rid of him.

"When are you leaving?"

I asked him.

He also asked meβ€”

"Are you sure you don't want to play?"

I waved my hand and gritted my teeth and said, "Play with your head", and he shook his head and touched his head and said, "That's not good, the head can be broken and the blood can flow, and the hairstyle can't be messed up!" You play with another part, and on me, except for this head, you can play with whatever you want. ”

I was so angry that I couldn't speak.

And he smiled and said: "Don't look at this cave, the signal is actually very good, you are the best here, I, I don't plan to leave here, you don't sleep anyway, you are uncomfortable, you can't sleep, you don't mind if I'm here, well, I know you don't mind!" ”

He spoke to himself like a scoundrel.

"I mind!" I shouted, anxious, what did he want to do if he didn't leave? But he shook his head and said, "It's useless to mind, it just so happens that you are almost auntie, and I will take care of you." I know, you've had a lot of pain in those days. ”

It was indeed very painful, in fact, the few days I was in Lin Zeyuan were also those days, and the memory of being taken care of by him came to my heart, and I felt uncomfortable again, Shen Xuanhe seemed to find out, not to mention, and that night, I had severe abdominal pain, and I died and came back to life. But this guy is still playing games.

"Hey!"

I reached out and kicked him.

"Huh?"

He looked back at me.

I clutched my stomach and saidβ€”

"You didn't say you were going to take care of me!"

Only then did he pat his head: "Oh, I forgot, I'm going to make ginger soup for you." ”

He turned his head as he spoke, and I felt a little more comfortable at this time, but then I became irritable again.

Of course, it's the game that bothers me for days and the annoying voice of the woman in itβ€”

"Brother Shen, why did you die? It's okay, I'll give you milk! ”

Tits, your mother's head.

I scolded in my heart, and I was very disgusted, but when others were not there, it was rude to mess with other people's computers, so I was just annoyed for a while, and I continued to endure it.

Shen Xuanhe came back soon, "You didn't move the cuties on my number, did you?" ”

"Fuck your uncle's cuties, I'm making a noise!"

said, turned over, and he smiled, continued to play, and said while playing: "You don't understand this, online dating is popular now, but what...... Actually, I told them in the game that I was a woman and that I was playing for you. ”

"I don't need it, you like to find a girl, just don't make me sleep!"

"Hey, who told you not to fight, if you get better quickly, I don't need to look at you. You know, I have a store, but I told them that it would cheer you up, and I was afraid of boredom, so I brought the game! ”

"Staring at me, is that how you cheered me up?"

"Yes!"

"Hmph, I'm afraid it's useless for the rest of my life."

"Then we'll see."

You said a word to me for a long time, I didn't bother to pay attention to him, my stomach hurt so badly, I fell down with the quilt, but I was ...... I felt a little uncomfortable because I smelled the ginger soup.

Actually, my friend is not particularly bad, a long time ago, when I was in college, every time my aunt was he cooked ginger soup for me, and he brought me brown sugar and hot water bottles, but now-

"Ah...... Hahaha......"

"Wow, you're out of gear!"

"Damn, this equipment is rubbish, and the hands are so black!"

β€œβ€¦β€¦β€

The voice started again, listening to those, plus the stomach pain, it was really a big deal in life.

It's just that I can't have a seizure yet, so I said okay, bear with it!

I knew he was trying to make me have a seizure!

I'm not fooled!

I was about to go out for a walk and do what I should do in the bathroom, but when I was washing up in the bathroom, I suddenly smelled a burning smell......

"Suck-"

"Suck-suck-"

Sniffing, sniffing, and sniffing, I suddenly realized something, and quickly followed the smell...... Sure enough, the ginger soup outside was boiled dry, and the black paste was in the pot, and when the burnt smell and black smoke kept coming out, I looked at the ginger, and at that moment, it suddenly collapsed.

In my mind, Lin Zeyuan fed me soup and now keeps saying that Shen Xuanhe, who takes care of me and comforts me-

"It's all fucking fake!"

"It's all fake!"

"It's all!"

Finally, I couldn't help but have a seizure, and when I kicked the ginger soup away, I looked at the casserole that was torn apart, and then, it felt like ...... My torn heart!

At that moment, he finally squatted down and let go of his cry.

"Fake...... It's all fake......"

"It's all lying to me."

Lin Zeyuan lied to me, he said that he would not leave me, but later he said that he did not know me;

Shen Xuanhe said to take care of me, but he boiled all the ginger soup!

People are very strange creatures, in the face of big things, big setbacks, big tribulations, never admit defeat, the ability to resist pressure is first-class, but it is never a big thing that breaks people's hearts, but a small thing, or a small thing-

"Hey...... What are you doing! ”

Shen Xuanhe came, and when he patted me, I opened his hand, "Get out!" ”

When I said this, I stood up and punched him hard: "You liar! ”

His eyes were pale, and while quickly dodging, he smiled: "How did I lie to you?" ”

I don't want to talk, I just want to put my heart in my mouth and all my anger all this time ...... Hit it out!

"I hate you!"

I'm talking about Lin Zeyuan, not Shen Xuanhe.

Shen Xuanhe pursed his lips, twisted his eyebrows, and didn't speak, just hooked his fingers, and I rushed up without suppression, hit!

Between fists and feet, every punch and kick seems to bring out the love, hate, resentment, anger, grievances and unwillingness of this period of time from the body!

Of course, some of them turned into tears or sweat.

And in the end, the keel lock and the windless umbrella were also taken out.

Shen Xuanhe's kung fu is no worse than mine, he came to block the water and cover the earth, and fought with me until I fell down from exhaustion, fell to the ground, and my eyes were still open, but there was no more tears for the cat of Na Rausch, only sweat and panting on his face, and ...... A feeling of rebirth.

"Whew-"

"Whew-"

"Whew-"

Fatigue spread all over my body, and in the midst of heavy panting, I saw Shen Xuanhe sitting on the ground with no grace.

I whipped him in the face, and he looked at me with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "Heh......"

He laughed and didn't speak, but we knew it.

I also laughed, because I saw those undeserved loves buried at the bottom of the valley, and then from the tombstone, a wisp of green smoke flew out of the clouds.

In the blink of an eye, the wind blew, and the green smoke disappeared.

"Sure enough...... Or defeat to you, you know me. ”

"It's okay!"

He raised his chin, and this time he lay down directly, with his feet facing the sky, and stretchedβ€”

"It's been a long time since I've fought like this, it's very comfortable."

I looked at him, at my friend.

I have to say that it is a very happy thing to have a friend who knows me very well, perhaps, he can't make me happy, but he can let me vent. And when I vent it, I'll be happy!

Alas, he did it anyway, and accelerated my trough to the end......

I couldn't help but glance at him again, and he happened to turn his head to look at me, "Isn't it comfortable anywhere now?" ”

At that moment, Shen Xuanhe's voice was soft, and his eyes lit up, which made me slightly stunned, and then suddenly realized-

Maybe Lin Zeyuan's eyes don't shine, and the light I see is my own reflection in his eyes.

It's because I love him, and the love I give him is shining.

All in all, it was my own light, not him at all.

At this time, Shen Xuanhe tilted his head and raised his eyebrows: "Huh? Still feeling well? ”

I came back to my senses, smiled and nodded, and at the same time lay down, turning my head to him: "I'm comfortable now, I'm comfortable...... Let's go! Let's drink! If...... You can still get up! ”

By the time I said that, he had already jumped up, and he laughed, "Look down on me." ”

After saying that, a carp also stood up.