Ship Closure (3)
When I went to Bali, I didn't expect to meet Zhen Xian. Wen Jing also seemed to be a little skepticalβeven if she was suspicious, it was normal. Because even I doubt it.
Coupled with the fact that their car broke down in the middle of the road, it made me question it even more. Did they come to us on purpose? Or did Zhen Xian come to me on purpose?
That day, while Wen Jing was not paying attention, she stuffed a note to me: See you at the left corner of the beach in the evening.
After a day of playing, Wen Jing quickly fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep. The soft light was imprinted on her face, and there was a kind of baby-like softness. I bowed my head and kissed her on the cheek, and she scratched her face and continued to fall asleep, not waking up at all.
I don't know what Zhen Xian is looking for me for...... It's all the more certain that she came to Bali to find me. Why on my honeymoon?
The night was cool, the moon was shining, and it hung in the sky like a silver platter, and it was bright everywhere. I had my hands in my trouser pockets, and each step felt like a long one.
What Zhen Xian wants to say, I probably already know. Even if she didn't know I was married until after I got married, but now I'm going to talk about it...... Does it still make sense?
Zhen Xian stood on the beach in a white dress, and the wind was very strong, blowing her dress. Although it was late, there were quite a few couples on the beach.
She saw me, "You're here." β
I looked at my watch: "I can only come out for a while, and when I wake up and don't see me, I'll be worried." β
"Oh," she paused, "is it just worry, not suspicion?" β
"I didn't do anything to make her suspicious." I smiled, "If you don't sleep in the middle of the night, you won't have the jet lag for so long, right?" β
"Shut down the ship." Zhen Xian approached me, "Do you still love me?" β
I looked her in the eye for a few moments before looking away. "I'm married."
"Do you still love it?"
"It's just the camaraderie of ordinary friends."
"I haven't changed yet, how can you change first?" The voice trembled a little.
"It's not a matter of first and second. Why bother here. "Me and her are history." Zhen Xian, we haven't been in touch for four years. β
"But I know what you're doing!"
"What's the difference?" There was a faint pain in his chest, "Even if I haven't had any news for you to miss in the past few years, we haven't seen each other for so many years, and everything that should be light has faded." β
Her eyes were moist, as if there were flashes of water. "What about the previous vows, what do you say to love me forever...... But in just a few years, you don't love anymore? β
I was silent, and there was a faint wound in her voice: "Guan Jian, is it okay to come back to me?" β
"We're a thing of the past." There was a faint pain in the wound that was clearly visible in the past. "It's good with Wen Jing now, and I don't want any changes."
"Just being nice to her, don't you love her?"
There were tears in her eyes: "When I first went to the United States, I was waiting for you to chase me. Why don't you come? β
"There's no need for that. We're done, so why dwell on it. Instead of repeating the breakup over and over again, it's better to break it off at that time, which is the best choice for both of us. Haven't we all had a good life in the past few years? β
Two lines of tears slipped down his face. "It's just you! I've never forgotten you, and I've never given up! β
I looked at her for a long time, and I couldn't bear to say that I only had one Ye Wenjing in my heart now. She may not have Zhen Xianmei, and she may not have an unforgettable love with me; First love is not comparable to any relationship, in my heart, maybe Wen Jing does have many external conditions that are inferior to Zhen Xian; But so what?
Wen Jing is my wife. It is also the person who has made me happy and reassured in the past few years.
"Go back, if Wen Jing wakes up and doesn't see me, she will be in a hurry." I turned.
A voice came from behind him: "You never said you loved her, are you just responsible for her?" β
I didn't answer, I didn't even stop, but my heart was as heavy as lead. I thought that the relationship between us had long ended, and the hearts of both of us had already strengthened their hearts at the moment of breakup; But what is she doing now? It may be understandable that I'm unmarried, but now I'm married.
Isn't that enough to make her die?
I think a lot of things from the past. Since childhood, they were paradoxically close and alienated when they were teenagers, and they didn't get together until they confessed after they were admitted to college.
There is sweetness and pain, and in the end, they just parted ways because of some trivial things. I was distraught, so I walked around the beach next to me and walked around it. When I returned to the hotel, I was startled by Wen Jing standing behind the door as soon as I opened the door.
She put her arms around me nervously and asked me where I had gone. I have a weak heart, and I only say that I am out for a walk. If I tell her the truth, will I think that Zhen Xian and I are going to "cheat"? In front of a woman, a little white lie may occasionally be needed.
I think Wen Jing didn't believe it, but she didn't show it. Sometimes I love her soft personality very much, and when I should be strong, I don't admit defeat at all, and I retreat at the right time, so that I have steps to go down. If she breaks the casserole and asks to the end, maybe there will inevitably be a cold war or a big quarrel tonight.
I hugged her and was in a settled mood. The past is no longer coming, and being quiet is my only one. For a long time afterward, Zhen Xian invited me out of nowhere, or sometimes everyone gathered, and her presence was always indispensable.
She wanted to get back together with me, so I subconsciously stayed away from her. I want to think about Wen Jing, if she knows that I am always with Zhen Xian, what will she think?
After all, former friends are all overlapping, and they can refuse once, but they can't always refuse.
"Are you avoiding me?" After dealing with Fang Zihao's affairs that night, in the bar, Zhen Xian held the wine glass, her cheeks were red, and she seemed to have drunk a lot.
"Nope."
"Are you a good baby? Teetotal. She grinned, but there was pain in her eyes that couldn't be dissolved.
"Well, you have to drive, you can't drink."
"You haven't been here lately, you're hiding from me."
"No, don't think about it."
"I'm not a fool." Zhen Xian smiled bitterly, "I never thought that one day we would be like this." β
"Still friends." I'll put it simply.
"Are any friends like that?" She looked at me as if she were complaining. Shrugging, she said, "Well, maybe there really isn't fate." β
"You will find your own happiness."
"I hope so."
She drank a lot and almost fell when she returned. I held her up, and she smiled and waved her hand: "I'm not drunk." Then he took advantage of the situation and rested his head on my shoulder.
I gently pushed it away: "Don't drive if you drink too much." β
"Will you send me back?"
Her eyes were pitiful. It's just to send her back, anyway, just along the way. So I agreed. At night, the weather was cold and there were few pedestrians on the road. At the red light, Zhen Xian suddenly approached, kissed my neck, and then put her lips to mine.
I was taken aback and wanted to avoid the kiss, but the light was green, and I subconsciously stepped on the accelerator, and the car flew forward. Zhen Xian seemed to be drunk and didn't know that I was driving, so I couldn't dodge it and hit the railing at the next intersection.
Luckily instead of bumping into people! I was secretly terrified.
The police came and took us all to the hospital, and soon after the treatment, Wen Jing ran to us with a panicked face. I was extremely nervous: if she saw me and Zhen Xian together, I don't know what she would think?
hurriedly pulled her out, but.
She still saw it. She was furious, and I quickly pulled her to explain. But she didn't listen, and the two of them quarreled in the real sense of the word for the first time in history. As soon as she drove away, I regretted it. What position do I have to be angry? It's all my fault, I frightened her, and made her feel wronged and angry in the middle of the night. It's normal for her to get angry, why can't I bear it?
Zhen Xian walked behind me at some point. I tried to speak, but I stopped. Probably this collision, the wind blew, and she also woke up a lot of alcohol. "Let's go back, take a taxi back."
She pursed her lips and stopped talking.
Finally, I didn't say anything, but left. I was walking on my way home, making quiet phone calls. Shutdown.
Did I her off? I can't stop worrying. In the middle of the night, she drove the car again, I don't know what will happen?
I regret that I shouldn't have quarreled with her, but the more I look for her, the more I can't find her. Maybe in this case, she will go back to her parents' house, right?
But with her character, even if she goes back, she may not say that it is because of our quarrel. If I chase after me at this time, won't it make the relationship between the two people more difficult to do under the supervision of her parents?
I waited for the time to come to work. When it was time to call, her phone still wouldn't turn on. I had to ask Li Li for help. She smiled and said on the phone: "Annoyed Wen Jing? You're really good, I've known her for ten years, but I've never seen her get angry. β
Chest tightness.
Li Li said, "I'll help you call and try it." Soon after, she called and said, "Wen Jing's mobile phone is turned off, I called the office number, and she's fine." β
My heart was relieved. Immediately left work early and went to her company. No matter how much I explained and pleaded, she was still angry.
I'm just out of the question. I don't know if she's so stubborn!