I haven't tried this kind of helplessness in many years. She said there was something wrong with our relationship.

Have it? I don't think so, it's just that Zhen Xian has recently appeared in front of us, which has made her sensitive......

After reconciling with Wen Jing this time, I had a kind of understanding. If Zhen Xian can't forget her feelings, we can't even be friends with each other.

Feelings are a strange thing, they may come silently, but they have already silently penetrated into our skin and flesh. I'm afraid of losing my serenity.

After not going to the party for the Nth time, Zhen Xian appeared in Shangri-La and waited for me to get off work. My colleagues all looked at me with strange and even ambiguous eyes, and I was embarrassed and pulled Zhen Xian aside: "Why are you here?" ”

"Did you disturb your work?" She looked innocent.

"I haven't gotten off work yet." I coldly said, "You can go back." ”

"Why don't you have dinner together?"

"I'm going to work overtime."

"Wait a minute, let's go eat. I'll promise not to make you noisy. ”

Her expression was mischievous, as if time and space had been rewinded, and we had such dialogues many years ago. It's just that I was doing my homework at the time.

The heart is still soft, and it belongs to the time. I finished my job and went to a nearby restaurant with her for dinner. There are some things that I can't clarify over and over again because that would be too hurtful. But don't say it, I don't know when Zhen Xian is going to be wrong?

A restaurant with a quiet atmosphere and a strong aroma of steak. The smile on Zhen Xian's face was obvious, "I haven't been so happy for a long time, Guan Ship." You don't know how scared I am that you're going to refuse to have dinner with me. ”

I said lightly, "Just for dinner, I'm not going to be so stingy." ”

"What about Ye Wenjing?"

"She's a generous girl."

"You seem to really love her." Zhen Xian said leisurely.

"Yes. Otherwise, how could I marry her? You know I'm not the kind of person who just marries a woman and lives for the rest of my life. ”

During this meal, Zhen Xian didn't mention some sensitive words. We just talked a little bit about how each other have been in the past few years, and listened to her talk about the difficulties and joys of these years in the United States. After returning home, I didn't know that Wen Jing went to the company to check the post, so I had to tell him that I went to the sauna with my colleagues. I didn't like the feeling of lying to her, but I couldn't tell the truth.

I'm afraid that she will misunderstand, so as not to cause unnecessary bickering. I even hope that Zhen Xian won't look for me...... It's already in the past, as long as you know that each other is doing well, why should you be together often?

However, it wasn't long before I heard that Zhen Xian was sick and had lupus erythematosus.

There are worries and fears, fears that this disease will be like cancer and will take her life like a flower. After going back, Baidu has been in Baidu for a long time, and the results I got made me feel a little relieved. It does not have a high mortality rate. Wen Jing also looked worried, and came to comfort me.

I shook her hand: "Wenjing, thank you." ”

"Thanks for what?" She winked mischievously, "Did I do something?" ”

"Thank you for your leniency."

She stuck out her tongue and grimaced. I like her character, she doesn't take things seriously, and she can discuss everything. Maybe it's because of her character that fascinates me. It's a mature, feminine charm. Of course, sometimes she is also very childish, which makes her look even more charming and cute. She said worriedly, "We should find a time to see her together." ”

"Hmm."

However, a few days later, Zhen Xian called me and asked me to go see her. I wanted to ask Wenjing to go with me, and she said, "Don't let Ye Wenjing come." I want to see you alone. ”

Brought a bouquet of lilies to her hospital to see her. In good spirits, his face is slightly pale. She looked at me with a bright face: "You're here." The flowers are so beautiful. ”

"How do you feel?"

"Okay." Zhen Xian pushed the hair that slipped behind her ears, "I was a little frightened when I first found out, and I felt like I was going to die." ”

"Now that medicine is clear, you'll be fine."

Her eyes burned: "If I am going to die, are you willing to accompany me in my last moments?" ”

"Don't imagine that possibility. You'll be fine. ”

"I hope so."

Ever since she was sick, I have been visiting her often. Until that day, she said to me, "Guan Jian, you still love me, don't you?" Let's forget about the previous unhappiness and start over, shall we? ”

Why did she still have such thoughts? During this time, I thought she had forgotten and put this idea away.