"Her Royal Highness the eldest princess, but you want to escape?" Huan Yu looked at her, what she wanted was to escape the pain of the present, but what she was pursuing in that lovesick dream was something out of reach, trying to escape from reality again and again, or looking for it in reality, seeking that short-term happiness.

"Less nonsense, and ask if you have any?" Gao Wanyue is impatient, she just wants to know the answer as soon as possible, and he is not busy or panicked at any time, and his unhurried personality makes people anxious for him.

Huan Yu pushed open the door and walked in, the room was dim, lit a red candle, the warm color illuminated the room was warm, this was a long-lost feeling, and then found the incense burner, took out a purse from his arms, and twisted a few small pieces of pink spices with his fingers and lit them in the incense burner,

Just a moment, the fragrant mist was swirling, Gao Wanyue looked at the rising smoke, the corners of her mouth smiled with relief, Huan Yu walked to her side, and said softly: "You lie down and rest early." ”

Gao Wanyue nodded, took off her cloak, and lay quietly on the bed, as if she didn't want to cry now, her eyes were red, she closed her eyes softly, smelling the sweet smell in the air, very fragrant and refreshing, she knew that this was illusory beauty, but it was so addictive and obsessive.

Exquisite dice An red beans, into the bone lovesickness does not know.

Huan Yu put the incense burner on the stool next to the bed, and gently fanned it with his hand, so that the incense mist blew into the curtain of the bed, but the things in this dream are not reality after all, after all, it is an illusory dream that cannot be realized, and the short and illusory beautiful things are just a moment, and the dream of waking up in a blink of an eye is empty, and the desire to sleep and contemplate will eventually be disappointed.

It seems that he is really tired tonight, Gao Wanyue soon entered the dream fragrance, he stretched out his hand and stroked her forehead, in order to comb the messy hair, the demeanor was gentle, more like taking care of a child, maybe in his heart she was no different from the child, they were all the same simple, he had to disguise himself as a jackal,

In this world of the jungle, she won the world, but she couldn't be ruthless, but unfortunately she could only hurt herself in the end, she didn't know that in this world, the truth was even more cruel, often fighting, without any sincerity, but she took it seriously when she was acting in this play.

Acacia to the bones, although it is a drug that can be hallucinating, but in the final analysis, it is poisonous, he was also very careful about the dosage before, and did not dare to give her too much dose, but now it seems that she found that she was poisoned by this acacia and her own body is also very eager for this power, which is very dangerous.

It was because he saw that she had been depressed recently, in order to allow her to simply relax her mood, but now there is an illusion similar to addiction, which is the most terrible thing, he can only slowly reduce the materials, because no one can quit into bone acacia all at once.

Gao Wanyue only felt that her body was getting lighter and lighter, and it was difficult to see the white and chaotic scenery in front of her, in this slow and borderless place

As she walked, she didn't know where it was, and she didn't know when it would end, she saw a man in front of her and ran over.

"Baby Seizures." Holding the man's arm, she shouted happily, but when the man turned around, it was indeed an empty face, like a faceless person, and she was so frightened that she immediately ran away, running towards the boundless white and boundless world.

It seems that there is no one here except himself, and there is no sign of life in sight, it is more like a white circle, and he is always the only living person.

I don't know the passage of time here, I don't know what time it is, I can only walk aimlessly, maybe no one notices her existence, if I have been trapped here, who will know?

Time stands still here, just like her sad mood, it also disappears, slowly dominated by inexplicable fear, people always have a sense of fear of the unknown, she slowly does not start, walks aimlessly, just sits down in place, clasps her knees with her hands, and shrinks herself into a ball.

In this way, she will feel at ease, here she has no friends, no relatives, nothing, and the stripes come and go without worry, so alone, but a little more chic and comfortable.

"Late." Hearing someone calling her name, she slowly raised her head and looked behind her, but there was no one, "Evening." ”

She always heard someone calling her name, but she couldn't find a figure, she stood up and tried to talk to the person, saying, "Who are you?" Come out! ”

She can clearly remember that she is in a dream now, everything is illusory, so there is no need to be afraid of anything, but she can't really believe that everything is not dispensable, half-dreaming and half-awake.

"Late." Gao Wanyue turned around and saw a man dressed in white, gentle and elegant, calmly walking towards him, with a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, and all his demeanor was so elegant and calm.

"Yuan Xuan?" Gao Wanyue frowned, not knowing why she appeared in her sleep, his shadow, but she did lock him in the depths of her memory, never mentioning it, and slowly became a person who couldn't be said in her heart.

"You see, I refuse to obey again and drink medicine." At this time, he had an extra medicine bowl in his hand, and slowly walked over, and one hand grabbed her shoulder, making her unable to move, and was forced to be poured a bowl of medicine, she knew that this was poison, and it would kill her, and he had no patience anymore, and he could see that he had no effect on him anymore.

Just when the thick ink medicinal soup was about to touch her delicate lips, Yuan Yu was more like turning into a wisp of white smoke and disappeared, but Gao Wanyue could still feel the bitter taste around her throat, only feeling the bitter taste in her throat, retching, holding her hands on the ground, so that she could barely fall down, her vision was blurring little by little, it turned out that the taste of the bowl of medicine at that time, she could never forget the bowl of poison that he had a good impression of in person.

"You're always idle!" The man's figure appeared in front of her again, suddenly

Ran appeared to choke her throat, not as gentle as before, slowly became manic, eyes became fierce, "But now, you will never leave me again!" ”

The man smiled fiercely, whether Gao Wanyue wanted to or not, he held her in his arms, Gao Wanyue seemed to be smiling, looking at him with a pair of smoky gray eyes, is this what he is most afraid of in his mind? He never wanted to mention the truth about how he had been killed.

"Ah Yan, if one day, I hinder your steps, will you really kill me?" She asked silently, unwilling to believe that this was her fate, and that she would eventually return to the loess.

Yuan Yu was dressed in white and dusty, slowly let go of her, turned his back and walked into the distance without looking back, now his smile made her heart cold, and his last words kept echoing in his mind, "For one of my dreams, you have to disappear, and you have to disappear with all the people who are in the way." ”

After all, he is a person who doesn't care about the love of his children, nothing can match this vast country, and everything will be overshadowed in front of this vast territory.

She sat slumped in place, unable to move in pain, and there were still tears flowing from the corners of her eyes, but why was her heart so uncomfortable, unable to speak, unable to express her feelings.

Maybe from this moment on, she couldn't trust everyone around her, began to be cynical, and didn't give sincerity, disguising herself as a cheerful and inscrutable person, so that she was very similar to a person, and it looked more like learning from Yuan Xuan.

Overnight, she changed her body, and she was the eldest princess in this palace, with gorgeous brocade wrapped around her side, in this palace, slowing down step by step, it seemed that everyone was observing her every move, and Gao Wanyue seemed to be trying her best to slow down, so that everyone could see their honor and dignity.

Slowly, she seems to have become a second yuan, talking, doing things, dealing with people, trying her best to be gentle and elegant, disguising her own thoughts, not letting anyone explore her heart, trying her best to pretend to be kind to others, but deep down in her heart she is constantly mocking herself, mocking this unbearable world.

Huan Yu sat next to the bed and observed her every expression, from the sadness and resistance just now, to the current calm and arrogant, I don't know what she experienced in her dreams, I am afraid that I will remember some bad things again, those are the memories that are buried deep in my heart and can never be erased, which have been deeply rooted in my heart and cannot be eradicated.

"You are very calm now, you can smell the flowers around you, see the green grass around you, everything around you is so beautiful, and your mood is slowly getting better..."

In fact, although this acacia is a poison that can confuse people's minds, it is also inseparable from the most important role next to it, and it needs a manipulator to lead him to a deeper dream according to the appearance of the person who used the medicine

However, the person must be very familiar with the drug's past.

Since everything is a dream, then after waking up, it will be forgotten, and more people choose to indulge in dreams, never wake up, pursue the illusory beauty, and are unwilling to face the most real reality, which may be the common nature of the world.

encountered something sad, only thought about how to forget how to escape, and didn't dare to face it, so Huan Yu didn't want to let him get a short period of comfort by investing in Acacia this time, but to hit Gao Wanyue's heart and face things she never wanted to face.

Only in this way can she truly let go, she can forget all the pain of the past, start a new life, and want a new beginning, so she must make a break with the past.

But there are people in this world who can't forget the past, but she is not the only one who is Gao Wanyue, some people look gentle and elegant on the surface, but in fact they are cold and autistic in their hearts, they have been chasing what they have lost, and they refuse to let go or face the future.

"What do you see?" Huan Yu leaned into Gao Wanyue's ear and whispered, "What is in front of you?" ”

"Someone fell to the ground!" Gao Wanyue's brows were furrowed, her eyes were closed, her hands were clenched into fists, and she clutched the thin quilt covering her body tightly, "I can't see their appearance clearly." ”

They? Huan Yu also felt strange, this seemed to be completely different from what she imagined, and she was also very curious about what she didn't know in her dreams, "You mean more than one person?" ”

"Yes, there were two men lying on the ground, and they didn't seem to be breathing... I don't dare to walk over..."Gao Wanyue's voice was small and trembling, as if she had already known the answer in her heart, and she was unwilling to face it, so her steps were heavy, and she was unwilling to walk over to see who those two people really were.

"You have to walk over, it's nothing to be afraid of, they're just asleep, and they won't hurt you, you know be careful, just walk over with light steps and don't wake them up!"

Gao Wanyue listened to his words and walked over, the two men, from the appearance of different types, but their faces were very blurry, she rubbed her eyes and tried her best to see clearly, but what she could get was still a blurry scene, everything seemed to be contrary to what he imagined.

(End of chapter)