218. Tears are splashed when feeling it

"Have you done less stupid things?" Huan Yu said sharply, "Have you done less for the sake of your own selfish feelings, abandoned things, and willful wrong things, I'm afraid you don't remember it in your heart for a long time, right?" ”

She is such a woman, she has to bear all the pain by herself, and she doesn't care about anything with others, and she won't investigate who is right and who is wrong in the end, but in this way, it will only be herself who suffers, as if she has been suffering because of these things.

"What this palace does is what this palace wants to do, where is there anything wrong! Hongu never thought it was wrong! Gao Wanyue wiped away the tears on her face and looked at him stubbornly, although his appearance was not half a point different from usual, he was still so handsome, but now he really looks so annoying!

What Gao Wanyue wants to do is what she wants to do, but now she doesn't think she has done anything wrong, because she has no regrets, since it has happened, it is useless to regret, so there is no need to think so much.

"You tossed for your poor love and now have nothing left." Huan Yu frowned, looked at her emotionally, hated iron and steel, "You betrayed Your Majesty for Yuan Yu, betrayed the whole country, disregarded your identity as the eldest princess of a country, and even betrayed your husband, but this relationship ended in nothing." ”

Gao Wanyue listened to him count the past, and the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing down, but why did her heart hurt so much, listening to his words, her heart was like a knife, denying everything she had done, just like denying her efforts for so many years, she seemed to have not gotten anything for so long.

"You then fell in love with your husband, because he fulfilled your love and was wounded, so you fell in love with him, in fact, this is not touched but gratitude, you mistake gratitude for touching, so you are deeply in love, deep in it, now you can't let go like this, nothing more than no one else around you, if there is now a person who is also willing to give up everything for you, will you believe that you will forget General An?"

Huan Yu smiled slyly, looking at his smile now, it was more like a big gamble, using the happiness of the second half of his life to bet on this relationship that had no ending, and at this moment he was standing here, as if he was like anyone declaring, he was that person.

Gao Wanyue stopped her tears, and looked at him resentfully with silver-gray eyes, "Why do you deny my love!" From what angle do you stand with me to 'love' the word! How can a person who has never loved anyone else at all stand here and educate me in a grand manner! ”

Maybe what he said is true, but Gao Wanyue doesn't want to admit that she can only love one person in her life, she has fallen in love with An Youju in this life, and she will not fall in love with anyone else except him, even if someone is willing to love herself like she loves An Youju now, it is impossible to be tempted!

She stubbornly believes in all this, but where there will be rock-solid love, with the passage of time, everything will be lost little by little with time

It was diluted, leaving only an empty shell of nothingness wrapped in lies, and by that time, no one would remember the original oath again.

Huan Yu held her cheeks with both hands, facing them directly, so that her silver-gray eyes could clearly see her face, and said affectionately: "Why can't your eyes see Xiao Ke?" ”

His eyes kept flickering, as if he was afraid of something, but he had to say it, after all, they were almost husband and wife, and some words were better to be clear in advance, as long as they raised their eyebrows and respected each other, they would be happy after a dull life, even if she was no longer a night harrier.

A crystal tear oozed out of her silver-gray eyes, slowly sliding down her cheeks, Gao Wanyue clearly saw his handsome face, I don't know why every time I see his face, I will think of Yuan Yi's appearance, maybe Yuan Yi used this face to deceive himself, so now it seems that this is the feeling, such a disgust with this face.

"Huanlu, this is impossible, if you and I are together, we will be a pair of thunder and thunder, and there will be no good results if we are embarrassed, besides, you know that I still have An Youju in my heart." She clearly told him word by word that the relationship with Tiger Moupi was nothing else.

"Please don't use such bad words to describe our feelings, Xiao Ke believes that we will live happily in the future, and please believe that you can open your heart to Xiao Ke once, just once!"

His hands trembled, pressed against her cheeks, warmth came from the palms, his eyes flowed, his eyes cut water, he didn't know what words to say to make her believe in herself, I was afraid that it would be useless to say anything now, she had left a bad impression in her heart, and she couldn't change it.

"It's that you don't want to believe it, you know in your own heart what you are, you know what I am, we are not good people, we all come together for common interests, this is called a friend, see the profit and compete for the first, or the profit is exhausted and sparse, then the opposite is the opposite! This is the fate of you and me. ”

Gao Wanyue borrowed his hand to get rid of the people who blocked his way, and he shared fame and fortune with the help of helping her get on the throne, this is the outcome of mutual benefit and win-win, and a stable situation will be maintained, just like the two sides are equal, but it is also an extremely unstable existence, if one party withdraws first, the other party will fall into the cliff and fall into a powerless situation,

She doesn't seem to have anything to restrain him, and the relationship that has been working for her own service is also fragile, like now that His Majesty should promise him more things, she has no value, and can only be at their mercy? I'm more like an outsider, a bystander.

"Is it Xiao Ke's fault, or are you no longer willing to trust people." Huan Yu's mood slowly stabilized, a pair of eyes gradually darkened, and he said in a low voice: "Because you have been hurt in the past, it is difficult for you to truly trust a person no matter what the situation.

In fact, deep down in your heart, you can never forget

The feeling of heartache at that time, even the person who made you so heartbroken, although you don't see anything wrong now, in fact, in the dead of night, you often feel uneasy and have a hard time getting a good night's sleep.

The reason why these sufferings make people lose is that they are unwilling to let go of themselves. Why don't you try to let go of the past, so that you can feel the sunshine in the present, choose to accept new people and things, and see the future! ”

Hearing his words, Gao Wanyue began to waver, blinking constantly, Huan Yu could clearly see the fear in her eyes, she was afraid, she was shaking, his words were listened to by her heart, as if they were deep in her heart, this is the mistake she makes every time, and there has been no way to correct it!

She lowered her head and didn't look at Huan Yu's gaze, not so much not looking at it as not daring, his eyes have a kind of soul-stirring power, which can disturb people's hearts, but also can see through her heart, and can know what she is trying to write at the moment, this is the most terrible thing.

Maybe everything he said is correct, but the current self is different from before, the mood is different, the situation is different, and the things to be done are also different.

After a long time, when Gao Wanyue raised her head again, her eyes were no longer confused, but even more determined, looking at the man in front of her and saying, "The theory of punishing the heart is very good!" ”

She understood that what she said just now was not the so-called true confession at all, and it was just a pretext for that person to make her believe what he said, but one thing he said was right, that is, Gao Wanyue would easily believe anyone.

She is carrying the memory of her predecessor, in order to return from hell for revenge, there should be no hesitation in the decisiveness of killing, in this imperial city full of murderous machines step by step, she will eventually turn her hands into clouds and cover her hands for rain, but unfortunately for the already precarious love in front of her, desperate.

She was brought back by Yuan Ji in the bloody gunsmoke, a poor prisoner of war hidden in the palace, but she didn't know that she could give her life for An Youju, and although Yuan Ji held her on the tip of his heart, but for the benefit of his country, he still chose to sacrifice his life, what was lost and regained, what was promised to be the queen, it was more like some beautiful excuses, and in the end he couldn't defeat his own throne.

What he pursued was always nothing more than what he could not gain or had lost, so when he was in Great Wei, despite his every accommodation, he still couldn't suppress his original face, revealing his sharp claws, and at the moment when the prey fled, he was strangled and killed.

Huan Yu slowly let go of his hand and couldn't help laughing, "You can still see it!" With purple clothes, he covered his slightly smiling face, "Xiao can believe that you will believe it, wouldn't it be better to believe it like this?" ”

"Hmph, this palace is not stupid to that point!" His rhetoric is seamless, and every sentence goes straight to Gao Wanyue's heart and lungs, if other people don't understand his nature, I'm afraid they won't be able to make a true judgment, how can such a person who deceives the world and steal his name pay sincerely, it's better not to believe it at all, from the beginning there is no expectation, there will be no Ren

Ho's disappointment.

Gao Wanyue looked at him with a smile on the corner of her mouth, with bad intentions, "The palace can agree to marry, but you and I must unite and unite with the outside world, Your Majesty's body is afraid that it will not last long, and at that time there will be chaos inside and outside the palace, and the situation must be stabilized to avoid turmoil in the court, and when the prince succeeds in ascending the throne, you and I can sit back and enjoy the glory, how about it?" ”

The situation in the field must be stabilized, so that she can spend all her energy on revenge with peace of mind, and Gao Yang is now out of control, so if he can sleep quietly, he will have a chance to regroup, so this matter is not in a hurry.

Huan Yu nodded, "The eldest princess's words are very reasonable, Xiao Ke thinks it's very good!" Huan couldn't help but smile, there was a little secret between him and her, which added a sense of superiority to his heart, but at the same time, he also realized that this was the first step he had taken to betray.

Everything related to her was so good, how good would it be if she really believed what she had just said? Then everything will be like a dream, I would rather sleep in such a dream forever, and I don't want to wake up, but there is no banquet in the world, paper can't contain the fire after all, there is nothing to do, this woman can't see through, so smart, why can't she see the current status quo.

Maybe it's always been a bystander, the authorities are fascinated, only by jumping out of the frame can you feel the breath of danger, one thing Gao Wanyue said is very right, they are the same people, they have been called since they were children, they can't trust anyone, it seems that this is difficult to do, I have been taught since I was a child, people who can do whatever it takes to achieve their goals, lies, falsehoods, and deception are just means to achieve their goals.

"It's getting late, let's go back to the palace!" While they were arguing like this, the sky was gradually brightening, but they were all exposed to the dawn, including their ugly, shady dealings, and perhaps when they returned to the palace, they would start their lives again, and now it seemed that they were all on the same path, working towards the same goal.

After all, there is no way back on the road to imperial power, and anyone who wants to stop or retreat will be squeezed out, because there are many people who want to reach the end, and they will also use the most vicious means and the most false lies, so there is nothing true or false, and there is no right or wrong, as long as this road does not look back and move forward, this is right.

The palace before dawn is still blurred, the air is filled with the smell of cold, and the darkness is even more mysterious, for thousands of years, in this palace, I don't know how many unjust souls, sleeping in the ground, I don't know, how many ghosts wander in the palace at night, and the slightest carelessness will go to the same fate as them, this is the fate of the seizing power, the king and the defeat, the eternal same.

"Rest early." Huan Yu sent Gao Wanyue to the door of Wenyan Pavilion, but she didn't plan to go in, I am afraid that she is too tired and has not enough rest, so she will not have the energy to deal with the things she will face.

Gao Wanyue glanced up at the sky

, in fact, it was still early, and he was reluctant to leave, so he said: "Huan, wait." ”

When she wanted to live, I only felt panicked in my heart, and I was very surprised, and I listened to what she was going to say expectantly, "Your Royal Highness the eldest princess, what else do you command?" ”

She hesitated at the door, not knowing whether to say this or not, and afraid that if she missed a time like today, it would be difficult to speak in the future, so she finally mustered up the courage and asked, "Is there any love for you?" ”

(End of chapter)