Huan Yu smiled, he has never only healed pain, but he has never heard of healing people's hearts, and this is not his field of expertise, "Heal people's hearts, heal the world, little scary doesn't have this ability!" ”

He is a healer who can't even cure himself, how can he say that hanging a pot will help the world? I'm afraid this is a wound in his heart, what kind of climate can he become if he has this ability? Doctors don't heal themselves, this is the pain of all the healers in this world, they can treat others, but they can't cure their own diseases, from the time he knew that his life was short, he began to deceive the world and steal his name, cynicism, between this heaven and earth, deceiving himself and deceiving the people around him, and only that one person can understand his pain.

I hope that one day this absurd act can deceive the heavens! He can still live a little longer in this earthly world, and then look at this infinite scenery of thousands of miles of rivers and mountains, once he also tried in vain to get a piece of the pie under this gorgeous scenery, but now it seems that the end of this world is the end, he is afraid that he can't see it, but he just hopes that the people in the past can live well, this may be like this, get often not cherished, never cherish when healthy, and regret it when his life is not long, but it's too late,

Huan Yu looked at the pair of silver-gray eyes in front of her, her pupils were extremely elegant, and she looked as clear as water, but her behavior was not like this, she abandoned a lot of things, and when she was rescued, she was thinking about what she would become in the future, and she really embarked on the worst road.

And her pupil color changed from the original pitch-black ink to a hazy smoke gray like Yanyu Jiangnan, but now that he has witnessed it himself, it has become a pale silver gray again, as if every time she goes through life and death, it will become extremely light, maybe it is really as she said, she is no longer a night harrier,

"Heal the world? Who has the ability? Gao Wanyue snorted coldly, this decaying world is hopeless, and it is now extremely necessary to have a situation of unification of the world, but it will take a long time for such a situation to appear, and the people will suffer from war, how many people will die innocently?

Huan Yu still looked into the distance lightly, "Xiao Ke doesn't know, I'm afraid I won't be able to see the existence of that day!" Perhaps there is a touch of poignancy in this leisurely snow, "I hope that this cold spring can freeze the ambitions of those people who are about to move." ”

After this place is white, it will eventually be ruthlessly trampled, and then disgusted and forgotten by the world, these will become an unknowable past, forgotten, just like him, when it finally turns into a handful of loess, who will remember?

"Drinking?" Gao Wanyue turned her head sideways to look at Huan Lu, at this moment, she seemed to want to drink again, in this beautiful snowy scene, drink a glass of light wine, and meet a like-minded friend, what a happy thing, but the person in front of her is Huan Lu, I'm afraid I can't drink happily, but as long as someone is accompanied by a drink, it is a happy thing.

He thought about it, but he still couldn't stop her, it seemed that the people of their Gao family were still very willing to drink and have fun, and the amount of alcohol was not bad, "That."

Xiao Ke went to ask someone to bring wine. He was about to turn away, but she grabbed him.

"No, wouldn't it be a long time to wait?" Gao Wanyue didn't care if he wanted to, threw a gray cloak that he hadn't worn for a long time to him, and pulled him to trot all the way, in this snowy night, cold and beautiful, snowflakes flying, drinking wine and looking at the snow, it was also a pleasant thing, and the unpleasantness of the whole day would be swept away.

Huan Yu didn't say a word along the way, just let Gao Wanyue do something, but this kind of madness does not match him, he seems to have not seen Gao Wanyue like this for a long time, running happily like a child in the palace like no one, remembering that the last time I met her in the bazaar, it was many years ago, at that time she seemed to love to drink too, good wine is immeasurable, and she took advantage of the strength of the wine to do whatever she wanted, and I don't know what it will be like tonight.

Gao Wanyue grabbed his wrist and pulled him all the way to the wine cellar, the wine cellar in this palace is also full of all kinds of wine, and there will be tribute wine from various places every year, in order to welcome this Ruru Department, she came here in advance, and chose the wine for tomorrow's banquet for personal gain, and picked a few of her favorite ones to keep first, just like at this moment, she and Huan Yu came here, and no one would care,

Counting the steps according to the number of steps, from the door of the entry, the innermost is the fruit wine, and next to it is the aged wine, "Huan Yu, you see which one you want to drink, open it casually, I please!" ”

Gao Wanyue opened her arms and patted her chest generously, although the royal wine cellar was also controlled by her, even if she drank two jars of wine, Gao Yang didn't care, because he wouldn't remember it at all, now here, just like in heaven, the air is fresh and slightly cool, with a strong aroma of wine,

"Although it's a bit of a disappointment, I still have to say that your current body is not suitable for drinking!" Huan Yu smiled bitterly, knowing that even if he reminded her, there would still be no change, but he still had to tremble, and it was also in his own duty as a doctor,

After all, her life was pulled back from the ghost gate by herself, and it was twice, there is no death in this world, and there is nothing to help her solve problems, the master once calculated for her, she will experience three calamities in this life, but she gave a precious rebirth to others, but counting that she has another calamity, I don't know when it will be fulfilled? It was hard for him to keep her safe anymore.

"Don't be verbose!" Gao Wanyue, who had been looking for her head in the wine jar, didn't want to listen to him for a long time, anyway, no matter what he said, she couldn't change it, she wanted to drink with determination, so no matter how much she said, more persuasion was just in vain.

Gao Wanyue picked up a jar of wine and stood up, looked back at Huan Yu, and said, "It's over drinking, I know my body."

Is there anyone better than he knows where he stands? It's already a broken body, what's the difference between good and bad! It's good to be able to survive the current years, so why expect any longevity? She didn't think about how long she would live, because she had already experienced life and death, so every minute and every second of it should be felt now

I feel fortunate that this is already a very happy thing.

Holding a small jar of wine in one hand, and Huan Yu also picked up the nearest jar of wine to himself, walked to the side shelf, Gao Wanyue sat on it informally, opened the wine jar, and suddenly felt the aroma, holding the whole jar of wine and drinking it up, this wine is exceptionally clear and fragrant, although the degree is not very high, but it is still within the acceptable range.

Huan Yu learned from her, opened the wine jar, and just took a sip, speaking of which he doesn't seem to like the feeling of drinking, he doesn't even touch it on weekdays, if you say when she started drinking last time, she also took herself to drink, because this is an addictive thing, so you can not touch it, and it doesn't seem to be able to use alcohol to kill your sorrows,

"Good wine." Gao Wanyue chuckled and couldn't help but sigh, she was in a little happy now, maybe her mood has been up and down like this, sometimes happy and sometimes unhappy, maybe sometimes, she should really be alone, so that others will not see through her mind.

Huan Yu took a tentative sip again, only to feel that his mouth was full of spicy feelings, and he couldn't distinguish other tastes, "Xiao Ke can't tell the difference." ”

He lowered his head and looked at the jar of wine, this seemed to be an area he didn't know very much, he was very studious and diligent since he was a child, and he had to understand everything, but on this issue, he never understood.

Night Harrier also likes to drink, and even when he drinks, he looks exactly like her, and he looks like a man, but why, is his sense of taste out of order? But I still can't taste what this wine can convey? And why can't she stop being so spicy about it?

"Drink it and you're done! This wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk, this is probably my happiest time! Gao Wanyue looked at the wine jar in her hand, there is no doubt that she likes to drink from the bottom of her heart, and she also pulls all kinds of people to drink with her.

Maybe different people have different reactions, Gao Yang never let himself drink in front of him, remember when he canonized the eldest princess, he was like this, let himself hand him the wine glass, this is the way his brother treats his sister.

And when she and An Youju were not married, she took An Youju to Fangfei Pavilion to drink and have fun, the two of them also sat at the table, drinking by themselves, rarely had any communication, but after marriage, she rarely touched wine again, on the one hand, he didn't let himself drink, on the other hand, he thought that he didn't like it, and he slowly gave up, and now there is an urge to get him drunk, his amount of alcohol is actually not good, after getting drunk, he will be another him, and he is completely different from usual.

When she was pregnant before, she wanted to drink for a while, but she had to worry about not touching it for this child, and at that time, in order to satisfy her little wish, she listened to her own words, drank to show herself, and answered what the wine tasted like, at that time, he seemed to be using this way to keep the things that had passed, but she couldn't keep anything, and she was just clever with her mind to hide it

The sea.

"May you always be so happy!" Huan Yu picked up the wine jar, gently touched her wine jar, learned from the appearance she had taught herself, clinked glasses like this, raised her head and drank two sips of wine, and it was hot in her throat, and it was really spicy, and it was indeed very unforgettable.

"Chenghuan Gongzi Jiyan!" Gao Wanyue raised the wine jar and gestured, and drank almost half a jar of wine with the same head, the wine spilled on her hair, and slowly flowed down the corners of her mouth, maybe this is the taste she likes, so unique.

After all, it is after this red dust has gone through a while, can you really taste the taste of wine, the liquor enters the throat, flows down the throat and burns down, this is the mark that the wine brings to her, I often hear people say that borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow is more sorrowful, this sentence is true, but after this urgency, she feels lonely and sad.

Looking at the snowflakes outside the window, I couldn't help but feel sad, "In this cold night, there are only you and me left, and we can drink and enjoy the moon here, but I always feel that something is missing!" ”

Gao Wanyue looked at Huan Yu, maybe the person in front of him was not the person he missed the most, he left his side seriously just now, Gao Wanyue knew that he had no way to refuse An Youjue's determination to inspect the palace ban, because in his heart, responsibility always came first, and he needed to agree with this, but in his heart, he thought selfishly, he could always spare some time to accompany himself more, but now in his own opinion, these are some unattainable extravagant hopes, which are difficult to achieve, Since she has chosen this path, the path to power is destined to be lonely, so she must bear the pain it brings in order to reach the peak.

"Maybe it's a lack of charcoal?" Huan Yu seems to be drunk, the weather is cold, if it weren't for the many people drinking around, I'm afraid I can only feel the cold, so people's hearts will also be cold, feeling lonely, this is his common feeling, because he can't touch the warmth, the warmth that is out of reach, even if it is touched. You will covet that feeling at the slightest bit, but you may die for it.

"Charcoal? Hahaha..."Gao Wanyue laughed loudly, his brain circuit is really clear, but if you think about it, it can stand up to scrutiny, right?

Maybe it's really just a pot of charcoal fire missing, it's more real, the warmth that can be touched is always stronger than those things that can't be looked forward to, maybe many people will say that this is reality, but the reality is really fragile, people will more or less become realistic because of their current life, no one will be an exception, and the same is true for Gao Wanyue asking herself.

Looking at the scenery outside the window, I only feel that my eyelids are heavy, there are too many things to deal with this day, everything needs to be done by myself, I really feel tired at the end of the day, I am afraid that only in the dead of night, such a time belongs to me, in order to enjoy this moment of beauty and quiet.

"Xiao Ke doesn't seem to have heard you laugh like this for a long time..."Perhaps infected by this laughter, Huan Yu turned her head to look at Gao Wanyue, who was already asleep, and the smile on her face slowly faded, she really worked hard about these things recently

It's excessive, but there is no way, she doesn't like to be in power, so she will feel at ease when she has everything in her own hands, she doesn't trust anyone, in fact, including herself, and she can't really trust herself, otherwise those meetings of the ministers of parliament will not turn herself away and prevent him from participating.

Walked to her side, looked at her sleeping figure, I was afraid that it had always been like this, doing everything on a whim, recklessly, saying that I wanted to drink, then I fell asleep after half of drinking, and threw all the problems to Huan Yu, I couldn't help but feel a headache, and I was a little uneasy to leave her here alone, and I was in a dilemma.

(End of chapter)